LOGINZaire’s pov -
The clinic was quiet. Cold. Too white for comfort. I walked in with my hood low and my jaw locked. This wasn’t something I talked about not even with my boys. No one needed to know that somewhere in this building, vials of my future were locked away in a freezer behind two sets of keycard doors and a liability waiver I’d read twice. I wasn’t trying to donate. I wasn’t playing hero for some couple’s holiday card. I was protecting my bloodline for the day I finally decided to slow down, settle down, and build something real. That day wasn’t anywhere close. But when it came, I wanted to be ready. My call. My terms. Not an accident. Not a “we’ll figure it out.” Me. Deciding. Control. That’s what I was buying. “Mr. Cruz?” a nurse called, stepping into the waiting room. I nodded once and followed her down the hallway without a word. My boots thudded softly against the polished floor. The sound bounced back at me hollow. Sterile. The same baby pictures lined the walls. The same framed quotes about miracles and motherhood. Black script on white matte. *Every child begins the world again.* It all felt ironic now. Like the walls knew something I didn’t. “Dr. Quinn will see you in his office,” the nurse said, her voice a little too clipped. A little too careful. That was my first red flag. When I stepped inside, Dr. Quinn was already standing behind his desk. Usually the man carried himself with calm confidence. The kind of guy who shakes your hand like he’s closing on a house, not handling your DNA. Today, something was different. Tighter. “Zaire,” he said. “Thanks for coming in on such short notice.” “What’s going on?” I asked, staying on my feet. I wasn’t in the mood for small talk. Wasn’t in the mood for the leather chair or the offer of water. The doctor gestured to the chair across from him. “Please, sit.” I didn’t move. “Say it.” Dr. Quinn sighed quietly before meeting my eyes. It was the kind of sigh that costs people their jobs. Their reputations. “There was a mistake. A mishandling of a sample. Yours.” My chest tightened. Not panic not yet. Something colder. Like someone dumped ice water down my spine and I had to stand there and take it. “Define mishandling.” “A patient came in yesterday for a scheduled insemination using an anonymous donor,” Dr. Quinn explained carefully. Each word measured, like he was laying out evidence in court. “But due to a clerical error... the wrong vial was selected from storage.” Silence stretched between us. I could hear the HVAC humming. The clock ticking. My own blood in my ears. Dr. Quinn continued. “Your sample was used.” I blinked slowly. Had to. If I didn’t, I wasn’t sure what my face would do. “You used my sperm?” I said, voice dangerously calm. The kind of calm my brothers know means run. “The one labeled private use only?” Dr. Quinn nodded once. “Yes. By mistake.” Another silence fell over the room. This one had weight. It sat on my chest, pressed against my ribs. I turned away from the desk, my jaw flexing as my fists clenched at my sides. I needed to look at anything else. The window. The framed degrees. The goddamn plant in the corner that was somehow still alive in this place. “Does she know?” I asked finally, my voice low. Scraped raw. “No. Not yet. We’re informing her today.” I turned back, my eyes colder now. “Who is she?” “Her name is Kyra Taylor. Twenty-seven. Local.” Dr. Quinn paused. I watched him decide how much to give me. “She selected donor number 42183. That donor isn’t you, but the labels were crossed.” I dragged a hand down my face slowly, like I was trying to wipe the reality off my skin. But it was already under there. In my bloodstream. In my future. “I didn’t do this for them,” I muttered. “I didn’t give you permission for this.” “I know,” Dr. Quinn said quickly. “Legally, we’re liable. You aren’t. But ethically... we wanted to give you the chance to decide how involved you’d like to be if the pregnancy takes.” I looked up sharply. That sentence hit like a hook to the ribs. “So she might be pregnant with my kid.” “Yes.” I paced once across the office. Then again. The room was too small. The walls were too close. My skin felt too tight, like my body was rejecting the news before my brain could. Finally I stopped. “When can I talk to her?” I asked. My voice was flat, but underneath it something flickered. Heat. Pressure. A tightness in my chest I hadn’t felt in years since I was seventeen and had to decide if I was gonna swing back or walk away. Dr. Quinn exhaled slowly and leaned back in his chair. “I can call her now. But I can’t share the details until she’s here. Ethically, she deserves to hear it in person... and with you present, if you’re open to that.” I didn’t answer right away. My gaze drifted to a framed photo on the wall Dr. Quinn standing beside a smiling toddler with a gap-toothed grin and arms stretched wide. The kind of photo you hang when you believe you’re changing lives. Saving them. Right now it felt like a punchline. And I was the joke. “Call her,” I said finally. “Set it up.” A pause. “Just don’t take too long.” Dr. Quinn nodded and reached for the phone. --- Kyra** I was curled up on my couch with a bowl of cereal, still wearing the oversized T-shirt I’d slept in. On the TV, a documentary played about women who gave birth to twins with two different fathers. I was halfway through it, half-listening, when my phone buzzed. Unknown Number. I rolled my eyes. “Ugh. Telemarketers already?” Still, something made me answer. Maybe it was the way the apartment felt too quiet. Maybe it was the way my stomach had been in knots since I woke up, for no reason I could name. “Hello?” “Hi, is this Kyra Taylor?” “Yes?” “This is Nurse Haley from Quinn Fertility Center. Dr. Quinn was hoping to meet with you in person today, if possible.” I straightened on the couch. The spoon clinked against the bowl and I set it down too fast. Milk sloshed over the side. “Oh. Is everything okay?” “Yes, nothing urgent,” the nurse said quickly. Too quickly. The way people talk when they’re reading from a script titled *Don’t Cause Panic.* “Dr. Quinn just wants to discuss some details and next steps. Are you available this afternoon?” My stomach twisted not in a bad way, but in that strange *something’s coming* kind of way. Like when the barometric pressure drops and your head knows it before the sky does. “Sure,” I said slowly. “What time?” “Three p.m.” “I’ll be there.” They ended the call. I stared at my phone for a moment. Then down at my half-eaten bowl of cereal. The flakes were disintegrating, turning the milk cloudy. *Details and next steps.* It sounded simple enough. Clean. Clinical. But something about the nurse’s tone told me this wasn’t routine. Something had shifted. And I was about to find out exactly what.Kyra*** As I slide my feet into the warm foot bath and immediately let out a laugh as Bri nudges me playfully. "Ooooh, this is the life!" I say, wiggling my toes in the bubbly water. Lex leans back in her chair, sipping her sparkling water. "Girl, remember the last time we did this? I think I nearly fell asleep mid-pedicure." I snort. "You *totally* did! And Bri almost started gossiping without you noticing." I catch Bri rolling her eyes at me. "Oh, don't act like you didn't! I saw the side-eye you were giving Lex when she tried to sneak extra polish colors." Bri throws her hands up, all dramatic. "Excuse me! A girl has to have options. You never know when life demands neon pink instead of soft nude!" Lex nearly chokes on her water. "Neon pink for a massage day? You're ridiculous." I shake my head, grinning so hard my cheeks actually hurt. "I've missed this. Just... laughing like idiots together." Nia flicks her damp hair over her shoulder and leans tow
**Kyra My phone buzzed on the counter and I snatched it up, squinting at the screen. The brightness stung, but then I saw it three messages lighting up one after the other. Bri: *"No ifs, no buts. We're coming for you. Miss you!"* Lex: *"It's been too long. You better not bail."* Nia: *"We have a date planned. You're not getting out of it. Also... snacks are required."* I couldn't help it. I laughed out loud, my fingers already flying across the keyboard. "Okay! Okay! You win! Can't wait!" Zaire leaned over from his chair, coffee in hand, peeking at my screen. "Sounds like someone's got a fan club waiting." I smirked, tapping my belly lightly. "A very persistent fan club. They've been texting me all week." "They're coming today?" he asked, eyebrow raised. I grinned, setting my phone down. "Looks like I don't have a choice. Massage day it is." He took the last sip of his coffee. "Massage day, huh? Sounds fancy." "It's exactly what I need," I admitted, tuckin
Kyra*** The kitchen smells like heaven this morning fresh coffee, caramelizing sugar, sizzling sausage, and the buttery steam rolling off the croissants in the oven. My domain. My chaos. Zaire’s kicked back at the counter, bare feet hooked on the chair rung, just watching me with that quiet, amused look he gets when I’m in full “don’t-touch-my-system” mode. I’m fine with it. Let him watch. I’ve got three burners going and the oven humming. Cast-iron popping with sausage links and herbed breakfast potatoes, French toast soaking up vanilla and cinnamon before it hits the pan, berries waiting to be scattered like confetti. The croissants are already golden, cheese melting into every flaky layer. “You’re making a full spread,” he says softly, and I can hear the impressed in his voice even if he’s trying to play it cool. I flip a slice of French toast with a little extra flair. Can’t help it. “Of course. If we’re doing breakfast, we’re doing it *properly*. None of that sad eg
**Kyra ** Morning crept in quietly. The fairy lights were still on, casting a dim gold haze against the pale gray slipping through the curtains. The whole house felt hushed, like every room was in on a secret and keeping its voice down. Somewhere outside, birds were testing out lazy notes, and the first hints of morning chores hummed in the distance. I stirred first. Didn’t open my eyes right away. I just… stayed. My cheek was pressed to the warmth of Zaire’s chest, rising and falling under me, steady as a metronome. His arm was locked around my waist like he’d decided I wasn’t going anywhere. A smile tugged at my mouth before I could stop it. I shifted, just a little, testing. He made this soft, sleepy sound and pulled me closer without even waking, his chin dragging over the top of my head. “Okay,” I murmured, already amused with us. “So we’re *that* couple.” I tilted my face up just enough to see him. Sleep had sanded down all his edges. No sharp focus, no car
***Kyra*** The opening credits rolled and that piano melody hit me instantly. My fingers found the seam of Zaire’s hoodie without me even thinking about it, tracing it like it was part of the song. “You know,” I said, my voice already lazy and warm, “this soundtrack had a chokehold on an entire generation.” I felt his chest shake under my cheek when he chuckled. “I can tell. You’re one sad montage away from full emotional collapse.” “Excuse you, this movie is art,” I shot back, tipping my head to look up at him. “Bella staring out the window for months while seasons change? Cinema.” “That was depression with a budget,” he said, but his hand was already sliding up and down my back, slow, grounding. No bite in his words at all. We went quiet after that. Comfortable quiet. But when Edward disappeared and Bella’s voiceover started, something in my chest pulled tight. “This part always makes me ache,” I admitted before I could stop myself. “The loneliness. The way she just…
**Zaire** Her lips were still on mine, soft and sweet, and I could taste the hot chocolate we’d just finished. When I pulled back, she was looking at me like I was about to cause trouble. She wasn’t wrong. “Okay, your majesty,” I said, trying to keep my voice all serious and regal. “A pillow fort this magnificent requires cinematic accompaniment. I'm thinking a marathon. A very specific, very important marathon.” Her eyes went wide. “Don’t you dare say what I think you’re going to say.” I couldn’t help the grin. I threw my voice into full drama mode. “The *Twilight* Saga. All five movies. We're starting with *Breaking Dawn - Part 2*.” She gasped like I’d personally offended her ancestors and smacked me with a pillow. “You can’t start with the last one! That’s sacrilege!” “Exactly,” I said, dodging the second swing. “It's the most important one. The final battle. Now, you are in charge of snacks. This is a critical mission. I'm thinking popcorn, candy, the works. I'll hand







