Scarlet winters I followed the guard until he stopped Infront of the locker room and knocked, my eyes darted back to the shower room and unwanted memories started rushing back, I swallowed hard remembering how Axel pinned me to the wall, and what he whispered in my ears.I shook away that thought when an u familiar voice came "come in" the man immediately unlocked the door and pushed it open, the first person my eyes landed on was Theo... The real Theo, his jaw dropped and his eyes widened as he looked at me.Every other person in the room was looking at me, except for him... Axel Wolfe, I bit my lower lip out of anger as I glared at him, the eyes of the people in the room was making me a bit uncomfortable.I should have turned and leave,but no the burning anger in my heart won't allow me to move, Axel finally looked at me and when he did I could see the panic in his eyes, although it disappeared immediately I still saw it.Axel was still looking at me as if trying to say something,
Axel Wolfe I froze when I saw my father standing at the door of the shower room, I slowly dropped the bucket on the ground as the rest of my teammates also went quiet and the other's also kept the bucket.Why is he here? I thought he was going to l leave immediately after the games as always, I met his dark gaze as I slowly clenched my fist.Without a word my father turned and headed for the door, I knew I was supposed to follow him alone but I turned to my teammates who were now looking at me with wide eyes."Did we just fucked up?" Jake questioned looking at me, I chuckled before I nodded in response.We really just fucked up, now we probably have to endure an entire month of intensive training and exercise, Jake took in a deep breath before he said "what should we do then Axel?" Seriously I myself don't know what we should do, as he said we have already fucked up, I really shouldn't have even ran out of the stadium I should have just allowed them to lift me up .. that's all their
Scarlet WintersI decided to go out for a walk, after what happened sitting alone in the room isn't a good idea I need some fresh air, I wore a facemask though not wanting any of those obsessed fans to spot me.I think I have been walking for twenty minutes now, when I left the dorm I didn't carry anything, not my bag or even my phone, carrying anything felt like it will add to the weight I am feeling in my head.I looked up as I dragged my feets, my hair that was usually in a ponytail wasn't today, even with a facemask I still think their would recognize me so I allowed my hair to flow freely it helps in covering my face.I stopped walking when I saw I was in front of the stadium, I should have just passed by like any normal student would, I should have fought the urge to yell at Axel and tell him all that's happening to me because of him... But no I didn't do any of that.Instead I walked to the stadium gates, the guards looked at me not even surprised they are probably used to stud
Axel Wolfe We won the game... We won it, I smiled as I saw how happy my teammates were, my eyes landed in Jake who was just running around and shouting, I wish I could be as happy and cheerful as he is.A hand was placed on my shoulder, I turned immediately looking at the owner it was the coach "well played captain well played" he said with a proud smile on his face before he walked past me.I sat down on the rink as always looking at them as their celebrate, I have never really joined the celebration that's why their even stopped inviting me to join, though sometimes Theo or Jake force me to join.I could feel eyes on me, I already know who it belonged to so I didn't turn, not wanting to spoil this happy moment, not wanting to lose control again."Axel" Jake shouted rushing towards me, "hey fuckers you forgot about your team captain who scored most of the goals" Jake turned and shouted at the rest of the members.Everyone's eyes turned to me and I already knew what their are thinki
Scarlet winters Lisa wasn't in the room when I came back, I needed someone to talk too, I needed her here so I could tell her everything that happened then I would be relieved of it, but she isn't here and I can't tell my mother about this, she would get too worried.My hands were trembling anxiously as I dialed Lisa's number, it rang once, twice and thrice but she didn't pick up,I called again knowing her phone might be on silent or she isn't close to it.But again she didn't pick up, I had a few contacts but I started scrolling through them, hoping to find someone to talk too, but no... I didn't find anyone most of the numbers are of my course mates, Lisa Is the only one.The only friend I had, the only one I could talk too, tears started to well up my eyes as I realize how lonely I truly am, my mother is the only family I have, then Lisa who I also consider to be a sister.I dialed Lisa's number again, silently praying she picks up this time, but nothing... It rang again but she d
Axel WolfeI looked at myself in the mirror as I inhaled and exhaled, I can't let my mind drift to any thoughts, I have to focus, I have to focus entirely on the game, I have to score as much goals as possible.My father would be seated outside watching, I can't make a mistake, I angrily clenched my fist as more and more pressure build up in me.My head feels like it's about to burst, but I don't even feel the pain anymore, the only thing I feel is the heaviness, my hands were shaking uncontrollably and they had to stop.I can't play hockey with my hands shaking, I can't.... I raised both of my hands to my face looking at them as they continue shaking "stop" I ordered as if that would really make them stop.I just need to focus, and then it would stop, I need to fucking focus, it always stops whenever I focus, I closed my eyes but instead of seeing black I was seeing red.I growled angrily opening my eyes again "what the fuck is wrong with you Axel... You have to fucking focus, you ca