MasukELI
He didn’t smile. Not once.
“I’ll be taking over Trial Advocacy this semester,” he said, placing a neat stack of books on the desk. “You’ve had your reading list emailed to you. The exam breakdown is already online. I don’t do reminders. I don’t do extensions. If you want to be lawyers, act like it.”
Silence. I could feel the entire room blinking in unison.
He didn’t wait for us to catch our breath.
“Before we begin,” he continued, pulling a marker from his coat pocket, “we’ll do quick introductions. Just your last names. Loud enough for me to hear. No explanations. Start from the first row.”
People started calling out names.
“Hassan.”
“Liu.”
“Martins.”
One by one. Flat, dry, nervous.
He barely nodded at each one. Didn’t write anything down. I doubt he even blinked.
Maya nudged me with her elbow. “He’s terrifying. I love it.”
I didn’t say anything.
When it got to her, she lifted her chin proudly and said, “Maya Adeniran.”
He looked at her for half a second before moving on.
I cleared my throat. “Rivera.”
That’s when his eyes paused on me.
Not long. Just long enough for me to feel it.
He nodded and moved on.
I sank lower in my seat.
This is insane.
Liam’s brother. Liam’s older brother was now my professor. Tall, cold, intimidating Carter Vale. The same man who barely spoke to me at family dinners. The same man who looked at me like I was a stain on his brother’s reputation. And now he was standing at the front of my class.
Could the universe get any more dramatic?
He turned back to the board and began scribbling down some terms.
“Cross-examination,” he wrote. “Witness credibility. Objection handling. Real-time strategy.”
“This course is practical. I don’t care how well you write essays. I care how well you think on your feet. If you can’t argue your point without stuttering, walk out now.”
Someone coughed awkwardly.
Maya leaned toward me. “He’s insane. I’m obsessed.”
I groaned quietly. “Please. That’s Liam’s brother.”
She blinked. “What?”
“Carter. He’s Liam’s older brother.”
Her eyes widened like saucers.
Then she screamed.
Okay—not screamed. But she gasped so dramatically it echoed.
Every single head turned toward us.
I wanted to melt into the seat and die.
Carter looked directly at her. “Is there something you’d like to share with the class, Miss Adeniran?”
Maya sat up straight like she’d been electrocuted. “No, sir. Sorry. I—uh—just remembered I left my flat iron on. It’s fine now. Very fine. Sorry. Continue.”
Carter raised an eyebrow. Then went right back to writing on the board.
I pressed my forehead against my notebook.
“I hate you,” I muttered.
“I’m sorry but I didn’t know,” she whispered back. “That makes this ten times hotter.”
“Kill me.”
He started teaching right away. No break. No mercy. Just straight into case law, courtroom procedures, and real-life examples.
“Who can tell me what happens when a lawyer makes a personal attack on opposing counsel during closing arguments?” he asked, turning around.
Silence.
He scanned the room.
“If you don’t know, say so. I’d rather have honesty than stupidity.”
Someone in the front raised their hand. “Objection for misconduct?”
“Which rule of professional conduct does that violate?”
Another silence.
I glanced down at my notes, hoping he wouldn’t—
“Rivera.”
I looked up.
My mouth was suddenly dry. “Yes?”
“What happens when personal attacks are made during closing arguments?”
I tried to remember. “Depends on context. It could lead to a sustained objection or, if extreme, a mistrial.”
“And what would the judge look for to decide that?”
I shifted in my seat. “Whether it prejudiced the jury, or if it was a direct attack on character rather than the facts.”
He crossed his arms. “What if the lawyer says, and I quote, ‘The defense is as pathetic as the lies they just told you’?”
I blinked. “That’s… clearly misconduct.”
“Clearly?” he repeated.
I bit my lip. “It’s inflammatory.”
“But is it reversible error?”
I hesitated. “Possibly, if the judge believes it affected the verdict.”
He tilted his head. “So only possibly?”
“It depends on whether it’s a pattern—”
“That wasn’t the question.”
My cheeks burned.
Maya glanced at me.
Carter stepped closer. “Confidence is crucial in court, Rivera. If you can’t answer clearly, how do you expect a jury to believe you?”
I exhaled slowly. “Then no. It’s not automatically reversible error.”
He stared at me. “Better.”
I looked away.
He kept going like nothing happened.
But my heart wouldn’t slow down.
He kept calling on other people after that. A few stumbled. One guy tried to flirt and got completely ignored. Carter didn’t give anyone special attention. But I still felt like he was watching me every time he turned toward the board.
When the class finally ended, people started packing their bags fast. Maya stood, ready to leave.
Then I heard him.
“Mr. Rivera.”
I froze.
Everyone else kept moving, but my feet stayed planted.
“Stay behind,” he said. Calm. Plain. Like he hadn’t just ruined my whole day.
Maya looked at me with wide eyes.
“I’ll wait outside,” she whispered, squeezing my arm.
I nodded.
My chest was tight again.
The room slowly emptied, leaving just the two of us.
I didn’t dare look up.
I already knew what was coming.
The room was quiet.
Carter closed the door behind the last student, then turned slowly. His eyes landed on me, sharp as always.
I stood near my seat, unsure what to do with my hands.
He walked toward the desk, set down a folder, and said flatly, “If you’re going to be in my class, I suggest you learn how to focus.”
I blinked. “I was—”
“You weren’t,” he cut in. “You were whispering. Distracted. Your answers lacked clarity. I expect better.”
I bit the inside of my cheek. “Sorry.”
“I don’t want your apologies,” he said, still not looking at me. “I want improvement.”
I looked down at my shoes. My fingers were curled around the strap of my bag, tight.
He finally raised his head and stared straight at me. “You might be sleeping with Liam, but in this room, that doesn’t matter. You don’t get special treatment.”
My eyes widened. “We’re not—”
“I don’t care,” he snapped, cutting me off again.
I opened my mouth to explain. To say it ended. To say it hurt. But he already turned away.
“You’re dismissed.”
The words were like a door slamming in my face.
I stood there for a second, my mouth half open, chest burning.
Then I nodded slowly and grabbed my bag.
I walked out with my jaw tight and throat dry.
Maya was leaning against the wall, still scrolling through her phone.
“Finally,” she said, standing upright. “What happened?”
I exhaled hard. “He said I should pay attention. And that I won’t get special treatment just because I’m sleeping with Liam.”
She choked. “He what?”
I nodded, tired. “Yeah.”
“But—” she stared at me. “Did you tell him you broke up?”
“I tried.”
She shook her head. “And he didn’t let you talk?”
“Nope.”
She rolled her eyes hard. “Wow. He’s hot, but he’s a jerk. A cold, dramatic, six-foot jerk.”
I didn’t respond.
Maya stretched her arms. “I’m going to the salon. I’m tired of this growth. My scalp is crying. It’s been, what—seven weeks?”
I looked at her hair and nodded. “Yeah, it’s time.”
She tugged gently at one braid. “Edges are fighting for their life. Black girl emergency.”
I smiled weakly. “Tell Kemi I said hi.”
“I will,” she said, hugging me quickly. “Text me if that man bothers you again. I’ll come back and throw my whole purse at his head.”
I laughed under my breath. “Not the purse.”
She gave me a little wink and walked off down the hallway.
I walked in the opposite direction, still feeling Carter’s words echo in my head. I tried to shake it off, but it stuck to me like dust. Like shame.
The air outside felt dry. I pulled my hoodie tighter around me, shoved my hands into my pockets, and started heading home.
I was halfway to my apartment when my phone rang.
Unknown number.
I almost ignored it, but something inside me said pick up.
I answered.
And froze.
My legs stopped moving.
Then I started running.
CARTERI buried myself in the case before me, the Maybel Health case. I was scheduled to appear in court in a few days, and I needed strong arguments, but I was distracted. Trying to shake off the thoughts of Eli’s mouth on my skin. I had arrived at school earlier than usual just so I could work and by now the university was buzzing with students.I groaned and stood up to get myself a cup of coffee from the lounge. The previous meeting I had with Donna and the rest of the Maybel Health executives kept playing in my head.“Don’t lie to me. I need to know if it's true” a familiar voice cut through my thoughts. I stood at the doorway of one of the lecture rooms, and the voice I heard was unmistakably angry.I stepped closer before my mind could stop me and I peered through the slightly opened door. Eli. He was standing close the the front row with his head down and his shoulders tensed. My chest tightened as I peered in further. My mind was right. The familiar voice was that of my own
ELIIt has been days since that night and I have barely slept. Every time I tried to close my eyes, I could still feel Carter’s touch like an echo on my skin, the way he looked at me, and the way he fucked me that night. This time, it didn't feel like a mistake. More like a truth that none of us were ready to admit.I was sitting at the edge of my bed with my notes scattered around me. I was trying to study. I pressed my palms to my face and sighed. I was under a lot of pressure.Every thought I had, went back to Carter, his soft low voice. The way his warm hand traced down my back and how he grabbed my hair.The silence that followed had been louder than any words. But I told myself that I understood. Carter had a reputation to protect. He couldn't give himself away like that. He was a professor and I was more likely a risk.The ache was still there, though; I just did my best to suppress it.I finally gathered the strength to get up and prepare for school when Maya texted me.When I
CARTERMorning came too quickly. After last night, I needed more time to rest but I had to throw myself out of bed. For a moment, I let myself remember all that had gone down.I exhaled sharply and ran my hand over my face. What the hell have I done again? I had crossed a line once and I promised myself I wouldn't cross it again.I dressed up, thinking that I could somehow hide the guilt of everything beneath my suit. I even made strong, black coffee—anything to get me back to my old self.When I reached the office, it was still early and the school hadn't been filled with the morning chatter yet.Immediately I unlocked my door, and something felt off. The woody scent of my office wasn't as strong as usual but it didn't seem too odd.I sat behind my desk and powered it on. With the screen blinking to life, everything was normal, up until it wasn't.As soon as my email opened, chill crawled down my spine. Dozens of unread automated messages popped up. “Unauthorized access attempt” “pas
ELITwo weeks had passed, and I tried to convince myself that I was okay, that a lot of things didn't matter. And yet here I was, replaying every moment.It was pathetic, really.My essay was published two days ago. It was printed with my name in bold under the headline. Everyone had congratulated me, even Professor Cross.“Big shot now, huh?” she’d said, smiling too sweetly. “Guess Professor Vale really knows how to spot talent.”I appreciated her message but I could not stop wondering why she had to bring Carter into almost every conversation or congratulatory remark. Did she like him? That's what women do when they have a crush. They tend to ramble about him… or her.I had no classes to attend for the day so I tried to bury myself in work, editing and writing new essays, anything to distract myself from the dull ache in my abdomen. But nothing really helped.That evening, I needed some air, or a walk, I wasn't sure but I did both. I kept walking until my feet took me to somewhere e
CARTERI hunched over my desk. The evening sun poured over it. My coffee had gon cold a while ago but it was worth it. We had stumbled upon a lead that would help us in the Maybel Health case, but we only needed a way to use it.I leaned back, and rubbed my temples as a rush of relief and tension flooded through me.“This could be the turning point,” I muttered to myself. But instead of feeling victorious, I felt conflicted.There should have been adrenaline following this breakthrough but it wasn't coming. Instead, the tightness in my chest returned, the same one that had been sitting in my chest since I received the email.Thinking back to that night, I didn't mean for things to go that far with Eli. He only came to thank me and I should have acknowledged him only. But one glance and everything between us shifted.I had barely spoken to Eli since then. Not because I didn't want to but because I didn't trust myself to look at him and not feel that same dangerous pull again.My phone b
ELIThis week was passing by in fragments. Carter hadn’t said a word to me since that night, not in class, not even in the hallway. He hardly looked at me. At first, I thought he must have felt guilty or ashamed, but I am starting to think I was wrong. It was as if someone flipped a switch inside of him.I looked at Maya next to me who was busy tapping away on her phone. I hadn’t told her what I had done with our professor. I wasn’t ready to share that tiny detail of my life yet.I tried to assure myself that none of this mattered. I knew what I was getting into by associating myself with Liam’s cold-hearted older brother. But every time we crossed paths without a word, it felt like a blade twisting slowly in my chest.I was not stupid enough not to notice that Carter had probably used me because it was convenient for him. He was just like his brother, maybe even worse. He pretended I didn’t exist after having his way with me. Why did I think he was different? Or why did I want him to







