My name is Christian Thompson, and once upon a time, I was the best striker in European football. That was until he came along—Ashford Ryder, young and carefree, 10 years my junior and the new shining star. I hate him. At least that's what I tell myself. Not just because he's taken my spot, but because he's everything I've struggled all my life to be, and not to be. He's vibrant, he's happy, and the worst of all, he's openly gay. I'm not homophobic, quite the opposite—I've lived in the closet all my life. All my life, I've had to hide who I am to please the people around me. European football hasn't always been this accepting of gay men, and I'd squeezed myself into a box to fit in with what they wanted of me. It isn’t that hard when you think about my family who'd rather disown me than have an openly gay son. So imagine how I feel when the world decides to be more accommodating to people like Ashford Ryder when they shoved me in a box. It's not so easy to hate the happy-go-lucky striker, when he does everything to get close to me, despite my insistent hatred for him. He's like a thorn in my side—a hot, sexy, blonde, 5ft9 thorn I can't stop thinking about. But when one day I lose my cool around the popular striker and land myself in bad press, I end up needing his help. It's supposed to be easy. Spend some time with Ashford Ryder, and show our fans that we can work together—it's what I need to do to save my career. But no one tells you how hard it is to hate someone you spend every waking hour dreaming about.
Lihat lebih banyakColeThe man in front of me isn't all that big. To be fair, he's a good head taller than I am, but he's fairly lean with a sexy build I can totally get into. But overall, he isn't some massive hulk. The problem lies entirely with the way he carries himself. Christian Thompson is what I would like to call a royal grump. Everything about him screams, "I prefer not to be talked to, looked at, or absolutely disturbed in any way possible" Coupled with the perpetual snarky frown on his face, it's easy to not want to be around the guy. I can see why his teammates keep him at arms length. I'm not sure I'll be brave enough to approach someone like him to make friends with if he was in my team. The one person who doesn't think he's a bit stiff is probably one of the most fearless person's on earth. And I stand by that statement. Just staring at the guy, I'm not sure if I should just call it quites and run away, or try to talk to him. The latter is probably the wiser option since I've
Christian Even though I'm hundred percent sure I just heard my name, I can't believe it. Maybe it's because I'm still standing in a toilet stall, worrying myself over whether or not Ashford Ryder is a tattle tale. "Is that you? Christian Thompson?" The person calls out again, sounding a little unsure. I half contemplate ignoring them, or flat out lying that I'm not the one, but then I'm a little curious too. The voice doesn't ring any bells in my head, but sure as hell, that person definitely knows who I am. Who could it be? "Who is that?" I ask, pretending to adjust my pants, while seriously hoping I'm not still sprouting any evidence of what I've just done. Before the person can answer, I push the toilet stall door open, and come face to face with a man I've never seen before. My eyes grow slightly wide, and I glance around the rest of the stall space, trying to check if someone else might have called me, and not this absolute stranger. But the man in front of me flashes a
Christian The walk back to the bleachers where Sophia is waiting for me has to be the most shameful walk of my life. I barely see the people I pass by as I make my way back, and I think I actually bump into someone on the way. With a mumbled and distracted sorry, I walk past them like I can't see anything or anyone. And I'm not sure I can either. Fuck. In all the mistakes—all the fuck ups I've had. All the times I've questioned my own sanity, this has to be the worst one ever. Seriously, what I just did takes the cake. I still can't believe I did that. Fucking hell. How could I have let that boy goad me into doing something like that? Something so stupid, I can't even believe I'm the one that did it. If it isn't for the immense relief I can feeling coursing through my veins, or the fact that I finally feel like I'm back in my own skin for what feels like ages, I won't have believed it myself. Jerking off with a random guy isn't the end of the world. For some
. Ashford "What? Don't like hearing the truth from the mouth of some faggot? Or are you the only one that can say shit?" I spit out at him. Despite the glazed look I'm sure I'm giving him, and the fact that I think I might evaporate into the air if he doesn't let me get off, I'm enraged at him. Who does he think he is to call me slurs like it's nothing?Has he really learned nothing too? After everything with the glare and the massive proportion of mess, it ended up as he's still walking around with a head held up high, and a fucking stiff back. I wish he wasn't so much more bigger than me, I would have sucker punched him in the face first. Except right now, punching him is the last thing I want to do. "You're not saying any truth. Don't delude yourself all because your brain is connected to your tiny dick." He returns with feeling. A shocked gasp tears out of me. Does he rea
Ashford Contrary to what Christian might think, I'm not some empty head who can't think simply because a hot man is standing in front of me.I haven't been lying to him. I love cock, and I do want to suck his off. I can't count how many men have begged me to suck them off, or even let them fuck me. It's always been no. I never let things get that far. I never let things like that happen, but right now I want it. Gosh, I want it so bad, I'm practically shaking with it. In a way I'm frightened. I don't know what I'll do if he tells me no, and that's a huge possibility. He's made it clear numerous times that he doesn't want me, absolutely loathed everything about me. I'm hoping my mouth doesn't fall into that category, because I might positively combust if he doesn't give it to me. "See, now you know everything you need to know about me. Will you give it to me now?" I ask in what I hope isn't a whiny voice. For fucks sake, wher
Christian The way the words roll off his lips like they're nothing hit me even harder than the words themselves. I stare at the boy with wide eyes, his own wider than mine, and take up a blown-out look. I don't need to look down at his soccer shorts to know he's spotting a nice tent there A tent from thinking about blowing me. God, he's such a fucking slag. I swear I've never met anyone more cock starved than he is. I should say no. Of course, I will. I'll even laugh in his face once I've rejected him for the umpteenth time. It's not my fault he's so desperate for cock, he's practically and literally begging right now for mine. If I let myself think about it, I'll get too in my head, because to be fair, I've never given the guy the impression that doing something like this would fly by me. If anything, I've always made it clear how much I detest him. Of course, it doesn't matter that he doesn't know why I don't like him so much, but he knows Mt feelings about him. So why
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