Sidelined Hearts : An M x M Original

Sidelined Hearts : An M x M Original

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My name is Christian Thompson, and once upon a time, I was the best striker in European football. That was until he came along—Ashford Ryder, young and carefree, 10 years my junior and the new shining star. I hate him. At least that's what I tell myself. Not just because he's taken my spot, but because he's everything I've struggled all my life to be, and not to be. He's vibrant, he's happy, and the worst of all, he's openly gay. I'm not homophobic, quite the opposite—I've lived in the closet all my life. All my life, I've had to hide who I am to please the people around me. European football hasn't always been this accepting of gay men, and I'd squeezed myself into a box to fit in with what they wanted of me. It isn’t that hard when you think about my family who'd rather disown me than have an openly gay son. So imagine how I feel when the world decides to be more accommodating to people like Ashford Ryder when they shoved me in a box. It's not so easy to hate the happy-go-lucky striker, when he does everything to get close to me, despite my insistent hatred for him. He's like a thorn in my side—a hot, sexy, blonde, 5ft9 thorn I can't stop thinking about. But when one day I lose my cool around the popular striker and land myself in bad press, I end up needing his help. It's supposed to be easy. Spend some time with Ashford Ryder, and show our fans that we can work together—it's what I need to do to save my career. But no one tells you how hard it is to hate someone you spend every waking hour dreaming about.

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Chapter 1

CHAPTER ONE : Mr. Popular and Mr. Not so Popular

Christian

My life is over.

My sixteen years soccer career has come to an end.

And it's all because of the infuriating jerk in front of me.

The annoyance coursing through my veins struggles to stand still when those chocolate brown eyes meet mine.

"Irresistible, Charming, & Downright sexy."

Those are the words the tabloids use to describe him.

"What do you say then, Thompson? Wanna get into this relationship with me?"

The way the formal words roll out of his sensual lips tighten my briefs, and I bite my lips in annoyance.

Why does he have to be so hot?

His eyes follow the movement, and a sexy smile stretches out his lips.

It's like he's speaking in an innuendo only both of us can understand.

"Only for the tabloids, Ryder." I manage to reply gruffly, taking his smooth smaller hands into my firmer ones.

They fit so perfectly.

"Anything for you, Thompson."

I want to laugh at this situation because if there's one thing I expect from life, it's that it always fucks me over.

Only this time, I'm truly screwed, because I've just done the one thing I should never have done...

Making a deal with Ashford Ryder.

Quite possibly, the hottest man I've ever set my eyes on.

And the man I'm supposed to hate.

A relationship purely for the tabloids alone, and worst of all, not the kind of relationship I'd prefer.

I run my hands through my hair and avoid staring at his impeccably perfect face.

I guess, with all things that get screwed up this badly, it has to start from somewhere, right?

My first encounter with Ashford Ryder.

An encounter that happened 3 months ago, on a day just like any other day.

Three Months Earlier...

"What time is your game, Chris?"

The soft voice floats over the receiver of the ear pods I have awkwardly placed in my ears.

I swear, the invention of these horrible tiny speaking objects has to be the start of an apocalyptic world.

They quite literally never stay in place, and every time I try to move them, I can't hear anything anymore.

But the young kids these days surprisingly love these.

And as my manager has said to me for the umpteenth time in the last month—“you have to come into the real world, Christian. Stop being so archaic.”

I'm not some ancient man who doesn't know how to operate technology, I just rather prefer comfortable technology over this piece of crap.

"Chris? Are you still with me? Are you fidgeting with your ear pods again, old man?" Soph can barely hold her laugh as she speaks again.

I'm not old, damn it.

I grumble under my breath, and quickly disconnect my speaker from the devices, and hold my phone to my ears.

"You're just a year younger than me," I reply, with an irritated tone.

Sophia Grant, my childhood best friend of nearly two decades, and the one person who can still stand me, lets out a wild laughter at my reply.

"I'm more up-to-date than you, so it doesn't count. Just give up the damn ear pods if they're such a hassle, Chris."

I sigh and rub my temples.

She doesn't understand.

According to my manager, just being a soccer player isn't enough anymore, not even if once upon a time, I was the best striker the European league had ever seen.

Now, playing football isn't all there is to being a soccer player.

I actually have to do things like, wear brand deals, and show up to photo shoots.

Long gone is the time when scoring more goals than your opponent mattered.

My manager says I have to be hot and trending, and when he said that I couldn't tell if it was a jab to my physique, or not.

I mean, I think I look good.

I work out a lot, but I don't like to spend a lot of time at the gym either.

The men there—let's just say, a lot of people embrace nudity these days.

Still, I take care of myself a lot, and I know I'm easy on the eyes.

The issue is the trending—that seems to be the wave these days.

So I have to be hospitable.

I have to smile and laugh it off when reporters ask impersonal questions, and I have to pretend like I enjoy taking numerous photo shoots.

I'm a soccer player, not a model. But no one seems to understand this.

"You're right. That's the last I'm going to see of them. I'm throwing them out." As I reply Soph, I throw the ear pods into the waste bin outside the stadium.

Good riddance!

"As I was saying, before you got distracted, what time is your game? I'm going to be watching from England. So sorry I can't attend mon Cherie!"

I swat away invisible hands like I can see her. "It's fine. No need. Just the same old anyway. How's your new line coming up? And my game is starting my 9, I'm almost there."

The rush into the stadium is massive, and I almost regret throwing out my ear pods.

Do I have to push through this crowd to get in?

Fans can be absolutely unbelievable sometimes.

This isn't even the fan entry. It's the door for the players, yet here they are, crowding it with no decorum!

How preposterous!

"Alright then, I can hear the fans going crazy around there. Later then, best of luck in your game. Love you!"

I throw back a hasty goodbye before I steel myself to push into the little space I can see.

"Ashford, here!"

"Here, Ryder!!"

"Oh, so sexy!"

"I wanna have your babies Ashford!!!"

The last words make me turn so fast I nearly give myself a whiplash.

Who is this Ashford person they're going crazy over?

It's not surprising to see fans of the game lose their minds over their favorite players, but it's been a while since a player has had this huge an impact on fans.

I'm pretty sure my manager would be jealous of whoever this person's manager is.

I push forward and blinding light floods my vision.

For a moment, I can't see anything but the camera lights.

Before I can regain my momentum, I bump into someone and nearly lose my balance.

"Ouch," the gentle voice of the person I've just bumped into reaches my ears and I freeze.

Not because the voice is familiar or anything, but because when I look up at the person who has his arms around me, preventing me from falling I don't believe what I see.

H-how?

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16 Chapters
CHAPTER ONE : Mr. Popular and Mr. Not so Popular
Christian My life is over. My sixteen years soccer career has come to an end. And it's all because of the infuriating jerk in front of me. The annoyance coursing through my veins struggles to stand still when those chocolate brown eyes meet mine. "Irresistible, Charming, & Downright sexy." Those are the words the tabloids use to describe him. "What do you say then, Thompson? Wanna get into this relationship with me?" The way the formal words roll out of his sensual lips tighten my briefs, and I bite my lips in annoyance. Why does he have to be so hot? His eyes follow the movement, and a sexy smile stretches out his lips. It's like he's speaking in an innuendo only both of us can understand. "Only for the tabloids, Ryder." I manage to reply gruffly, taking his smooth smaller hands into my firmer ones. They fit so perfectly. "Anything for you, Thompson." I want to laugh at this situation because if there's one thing I expect from life, it's that it always f
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CHAPTER TWO: A Dark Consuming Feeling.
Christian It's not someone I know. No. The man I bump into who has his arms wrapped around me is a complete and absolute stranger. Messy blond hair, falling around his face flawlessly. Dark chocolate eyes that stare so deeply at me, I fear they can see my soul. And an impossibly ripped figure. The latter, I'm conscious of because my arm is still holding those slightly bulging biceps, while he holds onto me. It takes me more than a moment to regain myself, and pull away from the gaze of this stranger. But thankfully, I'm back on my feet at some point. The second thing I notice about him is that he's shorter than me. A good five or so inches shorter than me if I do my calculations well, but that's not it. I'm 6ft3, so a shorter soccer player won't be all that surprising. What had me taking a breathe to actually pause and look at this guy is his face. It's impossible. That's the only one I can use for it at first, but I'm sure later in my room, when I stare
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CHAPTER THREE: Cool offs and Accidental gossips.
Ashford I wish they'd stop. "Ashford!" "Ashford, over here! "Ashford Ryder!" The name on everybody's lips. I force a smile that barely reaches my eyes, but at least matches my rapid heartbeat, as I'm led out of the stadium. Everywhere still feels a little hazy, and I'm not sure if it's the lights, or the headache from the match that just ended. The hair sticking to my face feels gross, and while everyone around me is screaming for the win, I transport myself somewhere else. Somewhere I can take a col luxurious bathe. The thought is almost so good, that I forget where I actually am, until I feel a hand on my shoulders. That can't happen if I'm in a bath tub right? I blink rapidly as I'm forced back to reality. "Ash, you need to head to the west wing. Some reporters have already paid for an exclusive, so remember don't talk to anyone here. They need the first words from you." My manager, Pierce's word are sharp and brisk, and I nod stiffly. Of course, the bat
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CHAPTER FOUR: Color Me Shocked.
Christian It was immature. Not only immature but stupid to say. Deep down, I knew I was just being jealous when I said it, but I couldn't help it.Nate was going on and on about the younger player, and I burned with annoyance. "You used to be that cool, you know?" Nate hadn't even meant the words with any malice, but it still infuriated me. I'm not old news. I am still that good. Still, I can't deny that the kid is fast. Later, when I returned to my hotel room, I'd looked him up against my better judgment. Ashford Ryder. 23 years, and a member of Brooklyn Bruisers. They are a fairly good club. One of the top ten clubs in the country. But is a striker that good? It is almost laughable that they were able to get him. Nate was right. The boy did remind me a little bit of myself—young, fast, and immensely skilled. The best striker the European league has ever seen, they'd called me. I never realized how much of an old news I'd become, but seeing that younger player relishi
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CHAPTER FIVE: Different Meaning To Things.
Ashford I can feel his gaze on me. I act like I don't notice it, but it's the only thing I can focus on since I walked into this pub. His gaze is so intense, I nearly squirm under it. Why is he staring at me so intently? And most importantly, why do I like it? He's trying to hide his obvious ogling, but I can feel it like a caress on my skin—it's prickly, and heated, but I don't hate it. "You didn't say you were coming here. I would have come with you." The man in front of me pouts. I throw a playful grin his way. "The party got a little wild for me so I decided to step out a bit. This place is much calmer anyway." It's a lie. Christian Thompson—that's why I'm here. I looked him up. Gosh, it's too silly to even explain, but I think three strikes is more than enough reason to at least try to know who the guy is. I mean it's a little odd, isn't it? He's the one I bumped into before the game. Then he was the defender I snatched the goal from, something I think h
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Not a faggot
Ashford The fucking prig. A slur? Really? That's his best shot? But my expression isn't exactly one of annoyance as It should be, instead I feel surprise. the cool wave of it washes down the slope of my back and I feel my lips tug into a sneer This is the 21st Century for heavens sake! Who the fuck still uses slurs like that? It seems the British bastard is actually a bigger homophobe than I thought possible. I clench my fist in annoyance. "Excuse me?" I give him a stony glare, that I remember Cole calling cute once. The memory makes me even more annoyed. Because of my softer features, it’s sometimes a bit hard for some people to take me seriously. Case in point, my gla
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Naked want
Christian Bullshit. That's a load of bullshit if I've ever heard one. Not because the man in front of me isn't a fairly good liar. No, his words come out straight enough. He doesn't even stutter as he vomits those lies at me. It's the look in his eyes. He isn't looking at me like he wants to be friends. I've had more than my fair share of blokes like him, so I know when a man wants more than friendly company. And Ashford Ryder definitely wants more than that. Someone else in my position would be happy—heck pleased, if everything I've heard about the dude is to go by. But I'm not. This is just another reminder that he's better than me. So he's gay too. Just perfect. Not only that, but he isn't some fucking coward still stuck in the closet after two decades.
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A good time
Ashford Recently, I find that I like a few things, and making Christian Thompson uncomfortable us quickly becoming one of them. more like at the very top. His sharp intake of breath, when I say those words almost make up for the inner turmoil I felt saying them. The way he squirmed, under my unrelenting gaze, and his look of shock, almost makes me smile. Almost. Contrary to the front I'm putting up with him, I'm normally not this open while hitting on guys. Heck, I'm normally the one being hit on. It's oddly refreshing and a bit debilitating to be on the giving end this time. But I think to myself—it's worth it, because Christian is just my type. Tall, dark and handsome. Not to mention older too. One look at him, and you'll know he knows exactly what to do. It also doesn’t hurt that we have the same interest—soccer. I won't deny that some
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Jealousy Jealousy
Christian My ears ring when I hear his words. Actually, they start ringing when I process them, because I can't fucking believe my ears. But even as my mouth falls open in shock at his offer—proposition, whatever the fuck those string of words mean, my mind whirled as it tries to fill in the blanks. Ashford Ryder—a literal stranger, albeit celebrity, a hot one to booth, wants to hook up with me. Taking in the guy more closely, the age difference between us couldn't be more obvious if we tried. He's ten years my junior, ten years. That's as close to jail bait as I've ever come, and men this young have never really been my type. Mainly because they remind me too much of myself when it comes to relationships—unsure of what I want from them. The thoughts hit too close to home to be what I'll be interested in, so I've strict
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Dislike Me
Ashford Shit. I've gone and fucked it up now. my arms clenched, as greenest pair of eyes stare at me. Eyes darkened by what I like to assume in confusion but I know is annoyance.why did I say that out loud? what is wrong with me? Why am I acting like some possessive maniac over a man who's made it more than clear that he doesn't even want to be in my presence? Christian doesn't even like me enough to hook up with me, and here I am, asking him to stop staring at Jake or was it Josh. Fuck, I need to get that guy's name right. "What?" This is the first real look on his face I've seen. It's not careful or curated like everything he's given me tonight. This look takes him by surprise, because he didn't expect what I said. I clear my throat awkwardly and try to do some damage control. I'm good at that. Even my manager says that. "What I mean is, you need to stop looking at
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