ANMELDEN~ Ivy ~ "I can see your heart through them" he stared at me so deeply me that It felt like he could actually see through my soul."You know? you were right. I was a heartless devil but you... You made me a whole new person Ivy... You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me...You gave me a desire to live...to love...", he whispered those words with do much love in his tone.I blinked."But what did I give you? Nothing but pain and tears..""In these past five days, I have been only thinking about you...I was waiting for you to come... but when you didn't show up even on the third day... I knew... I knew I have lost...I knew I was not good enough for you... I knew I don't deserve you... and how could I? How could a monster like me deserve something so innocent...so pure..." his voice was halting and broken. He leaned forward as he whispered."So... I am letting you go Ivy"my eyes widened as I just stared at him blankly. His eyes were teary now."W..what?"Tears wer
~ Ivy ~I opened the next page. >>She hates me nowBut I am trying so hard. I am trying again. And again.Hoping to get her love one day.I want to tell her that I'm not perfect. I don't know how to love.I only received pain in my life. I want to tell her that I am scared that she will leave me. I am scared because whenever I felt like living again.I have broken again so hard. I want her to understand me…I want to tell her that I have no one right now. I am so alone. I've always been alone.If she leaves me, I will be broken completely... I don't want to be broken again…I love her a lotDo not leave me Ivy….
15th January >>I had the same nightmare but it was different this time. I saw that girl. I saw that girl saving me from drowning.. Is my mind playing tricks with me? Why is she on my mind? Is it lust?>I saw her again at a mart working... and I couldn't stop staring at her like the last time.I don't know why but I just wanted to touch her once.. to capture her lips with mine and kiss them until she is breathless. I am craving her...I will be alright if I just spend one night with her but she was not even noticing me. That is making me crave her more. I will offer her money and if she denies, I will take her by force>I want to laugh. I want to laugh like a mad man. Josiah is interested in a girl. His high school sweetheart. How dare that bastard fall in love? After ruining my relationship with Natalia. I was about to order my men to kill her till I saw her picture. That's her! Why does he always wants the same thing I want?Lucky bastard.But g
~ Ivy's POV ~I opened the first page.>> Josiah gifted me this diary today... He said I should write what I feel since I speak less…I don't like speaking.Raymond made pizza for me. It was too salty and spicy but I didn't tell him. I like it when he smiles instead of worrying.He's always worrying.>>Emin is my best friend.>I keep having nightmares nonstop. I scream and get up almost everyday but Emin always check up on me and does his best to calm me down>I'm going college today. I don't want to leave my friends but dad and Andrew thinks that Education is as important as air and water>Josiah fought with my adoptive father today. He doesn't want me to get involved in their mafia business. He thinks I am too young for this, and I don't want to do this either>>Today maxwell left.... I couldn't believe he le
~ Ivy's pov ~“ After Peter got adopted early, his adoptive mother died few months after, His father got depressed and was always busy so he arranged a maid that would take care of him. That maid was so nice to him at first...But he never knew what horrible person she was...She was ...a....."He sucked in a breath."paedophile"I gasped as I covered my mouth."Yeah Ivy... Peter suffered every kind of torture from that old witch. he was just so young... until...one day... " Emin shut his eyes, exhaling.He opened his eyes again, then turned to look at me."Do you remember the basement you went to the other day without his permission?" I shivered as I remembered that painful experience.Literally goosebumps.I nodded slowly."She used to do every nasty thing with him there... until one day...HE KILLED HER..."Manuel paused to look at my reaction.I was just dumbfounded.He continued again."With a kitchen knife...no one knew.. but after two days.. Josiah found him out curled in a corne
Karma, they say, is a very bad b!tch that hits you right in your chest. Your....heart_________________~ Author's POV ~"I can't believe Emin was the one who let him leave and he is still the one who brought him back.. He is safe now Peter... But.."Josiah swallowed, he didn't know how to explain to Peter.And instead, Peter wanted to Emin really bad.“Peter…. No” Josiah tried explaining "I want to see Emin I want to meet…” Peter froze.He tried sitting up but failed...He tried again...failed..."Peter.... you…” Ryan stuttured."I...I cannot feel my legs..." Peter swallowed hard, his own heartbeat resounding in his chest loudly.He looked towards them as he began panicked.He could feel anything below his waist."I cannot feel my legs! I cannot feel my legs!! I said cannot feel my fucking legs!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Peter exclaimed wildly, what the fuck was happening to him?Ryan instantly held him down, panting.“Peter! You are paralyzed!!!!"Peter's eyes widened.“Wha????”"Your spinal
~ IVY~After the ceremony ended, Peter immediately pulled me into his car and drove us back to the same mansion where he had treated my wounds the other day.His house.He led me upstairs as we both got into the elevator.He carried me in a bridal style into a room and he locked the door behind him
~ IVY ~ He sat on the driving seat and started the engine. "W..where are you taking me?" My vision turned blurry as tears filled them. My voice was shaky with each word spoken. He didn't answer me instead he increased his speed. Suddenly he applied the breaks abruptly. I stared at our surro
~ IVY ~I watched as mom entered the mall with a lunch box in her hands."Eat this in your break time and call me if you feel sick again, Okay?” She told me as she dropped it right in front of me.I sighed as I grabbed the lunch box.I wished I could tell her about everything happening to me right
NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU TRY TO RUN AWAY FROM ME, I WOULD ALWAYS FIND YOU AND BRING YOU BACK BECAUSE YOU BELONG TO ME, YOUR SOUL, YOUR BODY, EVERYTHING.I felt a shiver down my spine. ~ IVY ~"Ivy, can you pass me those cans?"My colleague shouted from the other corner of storeMEET ME! I am I







