Masuk~ Ivy ~ "I can see your heart through them" he stared at me so deeply me that It felt like he could actually see through my soul."You know? you were right. I was a heartless devil but you... You made me a whole new person Ivy... You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me...You gave me a desire to live...to love...", he whispered those words with do much love in his tone.I blinked."But what did I give you? Nothing but pain and tears..""In these past five days, I have been only thinking about you...I was waiting for you to come... but when you didn't show up even on the third day... I knew... I knew I have lost...I knew I was not good enough for you... I knew I don't deserve you... and how could I? How could a monster like me deserve something so innocent...so pure..." his voice was halting and broken. He leaned forward as he whispered."So... I am letting you go Ivy"my eyes widened as I just stared at him blankly. His eyes were teary now."W..what?"Tears wer
~ Ivy ~I opened the next page. >>She hates me nowBut I am trying so hard. I am trying again. And again.Hoping to get her love one day.I want to tell her that I'm not perfect. I don't know how to love.I only received pain in my life. I want to tell her that I am scared that she will leave me. I am scared because whenever I felt like living again.I have broken again so hard. I want her to understand me…I want to tell her that I have no one right now. I am so alone. I've always been alone.If she leaves me, I will be broken completely... I don't want to be broken again…I love her a lotDo not leave me Ivy….
15th January >>I had the same nightmare but it was different this time. I saw that girl. I saw that girl saving me from drowning.. Is my mind playing tricks with me? Why is she on my mind? Is it lust?>I saw her again at a mart working... and I couldn't stop staring at her like the last time.I don't know why but I just wanted to touch her once.. to capture her lips with mine and kiss them until she is breathless. I am craving her...I will be alright if I just spend one night with her but she was not even noticing me. That is making me crave her more. I will offer her money and if she denies, I will take her by force>I want to laugh. I want to laugh like a mad man. Josiah is interested in a girl. His high school sweetheart. How dare that bastard fall in love? After ruining my relationship with Natalia. I was about to order my men to kill her till I saw her picture. That's her! Why does he always wants the same thing I want?Lucky bastard.But g
~ Ivy's POV ~I opened the first page.>> Josiah gifted me this diary today... He said I should write what I feel since I speak less…I don't like speaking.Raymond made pizza for me. It was too salty and spicy but I didn't tell him. I like it when he smiles instead of worrying.He's always worrying.>>Emin is my best friend.>I keep having nightmares nonstop. I scream and get up almost everyday but Emin always check up on me and does his best to calm me down>I'm going college today. I don't want to leave my friends but dad and Andrew thinks that Education is as important as air and water>Josiah fought with my adoptive father today. He doesn't want me to get involved in their mafia business. He thinks I am too young for this, and I don't want to do this either>>Today maxwell left.... I couldn't believe he le
~ Ivy's pov ~“ After Peter got adopted early, his adoptive mother died few months after, His father got depressed and was always busy so he arranged a maid that would take care of him. That maid was so nice to him at first...But he never knew what horrible person she was...She was ...a....."He sucked in a breath."paedophile"I gasped as I covered my mouth."Yeah Ivy... Peter suffered every kind of torture from that old witch. he was just so young... until...one day... " Emin shut his eyes, exhaling.He opened his eyes again, then turned to look at me."Do you remember the basement you went to the other day without his permission?" I shivered as I remembered that painful experience.Literally goosebumps.I nodded slowly."She used to do every nasty thing with him there... until one day...HE KILLED HER..."Manuel paused to look at my reaction.I was just dumbfounded.He continued again."With a kitchen knife...no one knew.. but after two days.. Josiah found him out curled in a corne
Karma, they say, is a very bad b!tch that hits you right in your chest. Your....heart_________________~ Author's POV ~"I can't believe Emin was the one who let him leave and he is still the one who brought him back.. He is safe now Peter... But.."Josiah swallowed, he didn't know how to explain to Peter.And instead, Peter wanted to Emin really bad.“Peter…. No” Josiah tried explaining "I want to see Emin I want to meet…” Peter froze.He tried sitting up but failed...He tried again...failed..."Peter.... you…” Ryan stuttured."I...I cannot feel my legs..." Peter swallowed hard, his own heartbeat resounding in his chest loudly.He looked towards them as he began panicked.He could feel anything below his waist."I cannot feel my legs! I cannot feel my legs!! I said cannot feel my fucking legs!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Peter exclaimed wildly, what the fuck was happening to him?Ryan instantly held him down, panting.“Peter! You are paralyzed!!!!"Peter's eyes widened.“Wha????”"Your spinal
~ IVY ~"Miss Ivy, it seems like you have been under a lot of stress for the past few days. You should eat and sleep properly", Doctor said while writing down the prescription.I nodded trying to ignore the presence of that devil in the room."Here are some tablets to regain your energy, now I shou
~IVY~Just as I opened the main door, my mom was there with all the groceries she said she was going to get at the supermarket. "Oh! Ivy, where are you going?", she looked at me surprised."Mom! Mom! Are you okay? Thank goodness. ", I hugged her."Of course sweetheart! This gentle man here helped
~IVY~ I walked so briskly home, with fear in my body. He could be following me. What if he kills me?Since yesterday everything has been going wrong for me.Just why?I wished I didn't follow the voice last night.I wish I wasn't curious, just maybe I wouldn't have been in this mess I am in righ
~ Peter ~I was taking a sip of wine when Emin barged in."Here is all the information you wanted", He threw the file at me. I caught it while drinking."It has all the information, from her birth certificate to her recent CV. All the likes and dislikes." I nodded as I opened the file. "But dude







