Married

Married - Page 2

I softly caressed the empty bed space next to me.

The same empty space that she will be filling up soon.

I have always imagined having her soft body next to me.

I have always imagined gripping those love handles while I make love to her, or fuck her hard.

Just at the thought of her soft body with those rolls made me hard. I can't wait to hold her.

And this time, no one stops me

I felt someone shaking me.

"Go away! I wanna sleep" I said as I snuggle in my cozy blanket.

There was a chuckle, "C'mon Iris, wake up! You need to go for dress shopping"

My eyes snapped open and I looked at my mom.

So, it wasn't a dream. It was real.

"Mom, I don't wanna, I-I-I can't" I say my eyes hurt. I know my eyes are swollen by now.

I sit up and I cover my face with my hands.

She gave me a hug and I melted in the warmth of it.

"We really can't help it Iris. I wish we could. I would love to help you run away, but he has his men all over the place. I am truly sorry"

I nodded as I knew the reality, and Phoenix's word is the final one.

"Let's enjoy it while we can" and I nodded.

My mom left, giving me space to freshen up.

I felt something in me.

I wore my specs from my bedside table and took in a deep breath.

I knew it was too fast. I knew it was wrong. But it felt right. It felt that my body belong to him, and only him. and I didn't want to accept that feeling.

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I stood in front of the mirror.

I was all dressed up for the wedding.

A week went by so past. I had no clue how it all happened, it was so fast. Feeling dizzy, I sat down.

I didn't know whether I was happy, or sad. I felt a part of me being happy, and I was embarrassed about it.

I looked at the flowers. And they were the same as the ones given to me in the library. Taking it as a coincidence, I ignored it, but it was on my mind.

Nicole pushed herself from the wall she was leaning on and walked towards me and she kept a hand on my shoulder.

"Babe, I really wish we could do something, I hate to see you like this"

I looked at her and I just nodded.

I had already cried so I had no more tears left in me.

I again looked in the mirror, I looked beautiful, I felt beautiful, but I was scared.

I was not ready

A million emotions went by me.

The door opened, and my brother walks in.

He stops and just looks at me with a smile and I saw his eyes soften.

I stood up and gave him a small smile.

He walked to me and kissed my forehead.

"You look absolutely gorgeous"

"Thank you"

He looks at me in the eyes.

"You know that if I could change it, I would have done it long ago?"

"Yes" I said with sincerity.

"I will leave now. Gotta do the maid of honor walk" Nicole kisses me and walks out.

"Let's go?" my brother says and I held his hand.

I took a deep breath.

My heart was beating fast with every step.

I wanted to run, but there were an army of body guards surrounding the place, who looked at me with every calculative steps.

I tried to ignore them as I walked towards 2 figures who showed me their backs.

It was a first look with my parents.

I stood right behind him as I clutched the flowers.

"Hi mom, hi dad"

I said as they turn around.

Both of the, looked shocked and they were ready to cry.

"Oh my baby" my mom says as she hugs me.

"You are looking like a princess" dad says and I smile.

"Phew baby, you look gorgeous, but I don't wanna ruin this look. Makeup is expensive" mom says and I laughed.

"You will do amazing" my dad says as him and my brother walk down the aisle as my "bridesmaids"

My mom was handing me over. She gave birth to me, so I feel she should have the right.

It was our time. I took in a deep breath as I held on my mother.

"Hey sweetie. It will be ok. I know Phoenix. I know its too much. But I have seen the way he looks at you. I have seen how he has taken care of you. You will be ok" and I smile

We both book in front.

"You will be ok" my mother whispers to herself but I heard it.

The door opened and the traditional songs plays. I grip on the flower and my mom more tightly.

Everyone stands up as we walk and I take in the courage to look up.

He looked amazing.

He looked like a man.

A gorgeous man that soon would be my husband.

I felt that my heart will go out of my chest as it was beating so fast.

As we got closer, I swear I saw a his eyes moisten up. And I felt a sense of warmth spread over me.

We walked to him and he walks to me. To take me away.

I bit my lip as he took me from mom.

"I will take care of her, forever" he looks as me in the eyes.

And soon the ceremony started.

I have no clue how fast it went by. I just looked in his eyes. Those gorgeous eyes which held a promise of keeping me safe and making his forever.

"Do you, Iris Michaels, take thee, Phoenix Rossi as your lawfully wedded husband?"

And I stay silent.

I took in a deep breath.

I had no choice.

"I-I-I do"

"Do you, Phoenix Rossi take Iris Michaels as your lawfully wedded wife?"

And he replies 'I do' instantly.

"I hear forth, under the name of Christ, declare you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride"

And in an instant, his lips met mine and we kissed. His hands sneaked up my ass and I blushed more.

His lips were soft, so soft and they tasted amazing, I was addicted immediately.

I wanted to stay forever.

He lips lost contact with mine and I licked my lips to get more of his taste

His hand on my waist gripped me hard

It was just us for this moment. Everyone cheered around us, but it went silent as I just looked in his eyes. I felt some hope. I felt less scared. I felt good.

He left my waist and then it struck me.

I was married.

I was married to my childhood crush.

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