Letter

Please don't leave me alone" I begged him.

"I have no friends beside you" he sighed as he turned to look at me.

"My sweet sugar, I have no choice. I need to create a future for both of us, so I need to leave" he says as his palm rests on my cheek and it softly caress it.

When his palm left my cheek, I whimpered as a tear feel out.

"I will be back. I promise. And you are never alone" and I nod at him.

He gives me a big hug and I melt in it.

And with that he left for some place in the world taking the heart of a 12-year-old girl.

After 9 years.

"Oh, hell no" I claimed as I keep the book in the shelf.

"C'mon Iris"

I rolled my eyes as I walk over to the counter and go behind it.

"You have zero sex life, at least get a vibrator or dildo" I groaned as I bang my head in embarrassment.

"Nicole.... You know I am scared to have... you know... those penetrative things in me, what if something happens? I cannot go to my mom and definitely not the hospital" I try to reason with her as I sit down.

She keeps her hands on the counter, "So get the non-penetrative one"

"Urgh" I groan again.

"You live alone. Moan as much as you want"

"Nicole!" I say as I look here and there to see if someone had heard her or not.

"That's it. Your shift ended 20 minutes ago, I know your ass was trying to make me leave you alone, but no. Get up and we are going to sex shop"

"I think you should" another voice spoke and I am sure I was red by now.

"Why is everyone so interested in my sex life all of a sudden?" I say as I lean back on my chair.

"That's not sex life babe, its self-love. Get that toy" as Mrs. Lake says.

Nicole gives a huge smirk and looks at me, because I can never say no to Mrs. Lake.

"I am waiting outside"

"Oh no" as I say I mentally prepare myself with the embarrassment.

I pack up and I wish Mrs. Lake goodbye.

I drag myself to Nicole's car as I could feel her excitement beaming from where I stood.

I opened the door and I though about running away, but at the back of my mind, I wanted a toy. But I was too embarrassed to admit it.

I sat down and she squealed.

'This will be a long day' as it was just 1 pm now.

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I opened up my door as I bit my lip in anticipation and giddiness.

The sex shop was such an amazing place. I hate to admit it, but it was.

When I entered the shop, something in me got woken up, I wanted to try it all, all the pretty toys. My inner whore was on work with excitement.

But I guess I am a coward.

I held my bag as I locked my door. It was 8pm now.

I made sure all the windows; curtains are closed.

I had a bath and I knew I was wet. I bit my lip and dried my body and I walked over to the full-length bedroom mirror.

I switched on my lights that were attached to the mirror and switch off the lights of the entire house.

I bought 2 vibrators, one green and one pink, and I chose the pink.

I sat down in front of the mirror and opened up my legs. I could see my pussy.

It was a bit dark on the outside yet was pink. I had recently got my bikini waxing, it was smooth, showing me every curve of it. I shivered.

I held the vibrator and I switched it on. It vibrated softly in my hand and as soon as I held it over myself, I felt good. So good.

My toes curled and I looked at my pussy from the mirror and I could see my juices gush out.

"Oh god" I whisper and my mouth makes and 'O' shape.

I started to take deep breaths.

And it was when I increased the vibrations, I knew I was there.

And in no time, I was just there, and I closed my legs due to over stimulation. I removed the vibrator.

My shivered and I felt the pleasure run in my veins, all over my body. I squeezed my pussy with my hand and I tried to stop the shaking. I closed my eyes and took in the feeling

It felt like I ran a marathon and it felt so good. I felt as if I had a huge weight taken over my body.

I stood up, cleaned myself and toy and I decided to keep them in the drawer.

I switched off my mirror lights and crawled to my bed in my cotton night clothes.

As soon as my head hit the bed, I fell asleep.

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"Thank you so much for coming" I smile at my customer as they leave with the books.

I sit down and look at the computer, I took a sip of my hot chocolate and started working on the credit sheet. I heard someone walk in and I looked up.

I smiled when I saw him, it was Mac. Mac is the delivery guy who always delivers flowers to me.

"Hi there Iris, these are for you"

I sighed. Every day, ever since I started working here, someone sends me flowers. Everyday.

"C'mon Mac, tell me who sends these. I don't like this system anymore"

I say as I keep the flower bouquet next to my mug. I hate wasting flowers like this. I mean yes, I do recycle it by giving it to a girl in my building who uses these flowers for her business, but still.

"Sorry Iris, like I said before, even we don't know who is this from, we just get paid"

I sighed.

"Also, this is for you" and he hands me a letter.

"Thank you, Mac"

He gives me a cute smile and walks out.

I sit down as I open up the letter, and once I read it, I suddenly felt heaviness in my heart and goosebumps erupted.

I re-read it again and again. I tried to reason with the text that I could read. But I couldn't.

I took out my phone and messaged my mother if I could spend a few days with them. Without waiting for her response, I turn off my phone and start to work, in order to get my mind off the letter.

And what was written in the letter?

'Next time, use the green'

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