LOGINBy the time morning had come, my mobile was full of missed calls and texts. I wrote a single message to Marcel saying “I am fine, do not worry about me” then put my phone in silent. There was a high possibility that once in France I would be hard pushed to find something to charge my phone and I needed the last bit of battery in order to keep in contact with Carlo. I had also remembered his number off by heart in case I had to call with another phone.
I’m sure once Carlo was in the army training, there would be restrictions with phones so I just hoped that by the time I was in France, he still had something on him that I could contact him with. The day in the ferry went by very slowly and I ended up only sketching little images but instead wrote more, more about how I was feeling, what was happening and what might come. The feeling of solitude over came me once more, being alone, travelling to another unknown country and land, meeting possible new people and the uncertainty of safety or a place to call home. Evening came and the ferry was almost at its destination. It felt strange to be the only one aboard, I was slightly embarrassed about making the ferrymen go all this way for only me and once at the port I thanked them very sincerely for going out of their way for a single passenger. The ferry port at Marseille was huge but deserted, as soon as I’d stepped foot into land, groups of people swarmed towards the ferry to escape, making me feel a bit better that really the ferry was for the people leaving not me coming. The town also quiet, just like London, buildings had been demolished and torn down to the ground, the area was for now not at threat but there was no certainty if more bombs would fall within the weeks passing. Now I had to figure out how to get from here to Entrevennes, or close by so that I could see Carlo. I had no idea what I was going to do when I saw Carlo or where I would stay. I overhead a couple speaking English as I entered the town. They were with 2 small children and had started packing stuff into a car. “Excuse me, is there any trains, busses or way I could get close to Entrevennes?” I asked the couple, “most public transportation has closed down now. The only vehicles heading that way are army trucks. I’m sorry we can’t help you, we’re headed the opposite direction so there’s no point in us giving you a lift there.” The woman says while busying herself with the two crying children. “Thank you and no worries” I reply as I carry on walking. That’s when the idea hit me, if I can’t drive there or get a lift and I definitely can’t walk all that way as it would take me Roughly a 3-4 day hike which I was not prepared for, so instead I could find a way to sneak into one of the army trucks and get a lift over that way. It didn’t take me long until I came across soldiers loading weaponry into trucks. I hid behind a building wall, watching the trucks leave one by one. It was such a big risk and almost impossible to pull off without anyone seeing me. There were only 2 trucks left, the soldiers went into the building to collect the remaining weapons, this was my chance. The truck had tarpaulin tied down onto the back, covering various supplies, thankfully they hadn’t tied it down fully yet so I snuck past and hopped into the back. There was barely any space for me to hide but I managed to squeeze myself between two large metal crates, grabbed some material that was folded in one corner and draped it over my body. My heart was racing like crazy as I heard footsteps approaching, I held my breath for so long that I felt I’d almost pass out. The men were muttering something in French. I heard a clanking sounds as they loaded more into the truck then pulled the tarpaulin over and tied it down. The engine began to rev and we were off. The truck drove for what felt like hours, I checked my location on my phone that pointed to an area called volx. We were close but how was I supposed to get closer. The truck came to a stop and I heard the soldiers exit the vehicle, walking away gradually. Once I heard little noise and commotion, I wriggled my way to a gap in the tarpaulins edge, poked my face out slightly to check the coast was clear then untied the plastic covering from the truck and slipped out, crouching beside the truck I moved slowly to the front and looked around. I could see some soldiers grouped by a nearby truck but they seemed too busy in conversation to notice my presence. I ran to the side of another truck then out of site through the doors of a big storage unit where all the trucks were kept. There were security placed around certain gate entrances and exits. I hadn’t even thought about that… Realising I was suddenly in a base camp, I was lost on way to get out. The only thing I could think of was to get in the truck again and wait for them to relocate. As I’m standing there pondering in what to do next I hear a man’s voice from behind me “Hé ! Qui êtes-vous ? Que croyez-vous faire ici ?” I freeze up as fear takes hold of me, I’d been caught! I turn around with my arms up in the air “please, please, I’m sorry I don’t speak French” the man stops for a moment with a confused expression on his face “I speak English, who are you and what are you doing in here, this is a restricted area, I don’t know how you got in but you will have to come with me for questioning” the man replies in a stern and serious voice. He comes up from behind me and grabs my wrists placing them behind my back then pushes me forward to walk in the direction he leads. We enter a building mostly made of metal, inside another man in uniform sits behind a wooden desk, his eyes momentarily look up from his paper work “sir, this woman was found wandering the base, she speaks English” the man behind me states, “hello miss, would you like to inform me why you’re here?” The man behind the desk asks, a bit less intimidating than the other, “I’m sorry, I was trying to get to Entrevennes, all public transport was closed and I do not drive. I hid in one of the trucks as I was told they were moving supplies near to Entrevennes.” I spluttered out, innocently, “ah I see. I don’t see any harm done here major. Escort her out to the front gates. Just so you know miss, outside is not such a pretty site, Entrevennes has been evacuated, if your looking for someone who lived there then I’m afraid to say they’re either dead or have run away”I am taken to the front gates. The solider spoke no other words to me. The base was surrounded by many small buildings, the town had obviously been deserted due to the lack of people but it was also untouched. This was now only an area associated with the base.The area was indeed beautiful, located in rocky hillsides, lots of greenery and plants, a drastic change in scenery from where I had once been. I walked for about 30 minutes till I’d reached the top of a hill overlooking the small town. The landscape on the other side was very rugged, many vineyards and olive groves were scattered around. I didn’t think it such a bad idea to walk the rest of the way having such a tranquil view to take in. Before walking I decided to take a quick sketch and take in the moment of peace and quiet. The walk would take approximately 2 hours so I didn’t have far to go. I walked along a dirt path that gradually turned into a sort of hike, a small lake below one valley of hills got me filling in
By the time morning had come, my mobile was full of missed calls and texts. I wrote a single message to Marcel saying “I am fine, do not worry about me” then put my phone in silent. There was a high possibility that once in France I would be hard pushed to find something to charge my phone and I needed the last bit of battery in order to keep in contact with Carlo. I had also remembered his number off by heart in case I had to call with another phone. I’m sure once Carlo was in the army training, there would be restrictions with phones so I just hoped that by the time I was in France, he still had something on him that I could contact him with. The day in the ferry went by very slowly and I ended up only sketching little images but instead wrote more, more about how I was feeling, what was happening and what might come. The feeling of solitude over came me once more, being alone, travelling to another unknown country and land, meeting possible new people and the uncertainty of sa
I head back to the hotel and sneak in as to not wake Marcel. Thankfully he’s still asleep. “Marcel, MARCEL” my whisper turns into a quiet shout as I nudge him, trying to wake him from his slumber. He gradually turns to open his eyes “everything ok there my dear?” He asks sleepily, “yes all good, just wondered if you’d like to do some site seeing. I’m feeling a bit cooped up” I try to sounds casual. Marcel doesn’t seem at all suspicious though and agrees that a bit of leg stretching and site seeing will do us both some good. “Where were you thinking to see first then” Marcel asks as he slides on some shoes, “how about we see Saint Augustin Basilica first so I can do some sketches of it then grab food and after we can take a walk by plage chapuis and see the sea?” I’d looked up all the places previously so I could make a plan of our evening. I needed to remember to get Marcel asleep by 10pm. We set off outside the hotel and make our way to Saint Augustin, taking our time to get
I drag myself out of the bed in a daze and head towards the kitchen to grab a glass of water. “You look like hell” Marcels voice comes out from behind me, “I didn’t sleep very well” I groan, “had any ideas for our next destination?” Marcel asks while preparing a cup of coffee, Id almost forgotten, I tell Marcel that I will have a look on the map and come back to him with an answer within the hour then I go back into my room and shut the door. I get my phone out and add Carlos number into it, I had quickly written it down the night before so to add it to my contacts, that way I wouldn’t have to sneak into Marcels phone, then I find Entrevennes on the map. The closest ferry from here to Entrevennes is from Annaba to Marseille, that would take me and Marcel roughly a 6 hour drive. “Got it!” I swing the door open and hop towards Marcel “Annaba, I want to go to Annaba!” My excitement maybe a little to evident, Marcel almost jumps back, “Annaba, well that quite a drive away, shall we d
Two days of being dragged around yet another city but this time I held no joy or excitement, neither did I feel the thrill of looking at clothes, eating new food or local artworks. Marcel tried his hardest the make me smile but I could see a lot of pain in his own face also, I bet he was worrying over his wife and Carlos as well as many friends that lived in Italy. "Flo, you choose our next destination, as long as it's safe that is" Marcel says to me on the second evening. "Let me have a think first and I will let you know in the morning" I say flapping my hand about like it was of no big deal and walking into my room where I fell flat on my face on my bed and groan into the pillow. That's when the idea struck me! I will wait until Marcel is in bed asleep then sneak into his room and take his phone, call Carlos and ask where he's at then tell Marcel a town with the closest ferry port to Carlos location and make my way over to him, Brilliant! It didn't take too long before
The drive wasn't too long. I hadn't asked Marcel where we were going I just simply went along with it. We reached a town and pulled up at a very fancy house, Marcel buzzed the gate and it opened. Once inside a man exits the house, smartly dressed, tall and blond, id say roughly in his late 30's. "Marcel!" He shouts across the court yard and opens his arms out wide, Marcel exits the car and embraced the man in a big hug. "It's been a while, thank you for helping an old man out" Marcel announces. "You are very welcome, I owe you one too many favos, this is the least I can do. And who pray tell is this beautiful woman accompanying you?" The man says as his eyes gaze towards my direction, "this is Flo, she has become a very close friend of mine" says Marcel holding his hand out for me to take. The man takes my other hand and kisses it tenderly with his eyes still looking up at me "she is also a very close friend to Carlo" Marcel points out with a slight smirk, "ahh I see, my apologies, we







