It was a sunny day today, far too sunny for my liking, considering nothing about today was supposed to be bright and cheerful. I arrived at the government building with one extra person who I wasn’t pleased with and would have preferred he stayed as far from me as possible. My mother however decided it would be better if my father joined us.
Not in the mood to argue today I threw on my backpack and dressed in the appropriate outfit described in my letter of instruction. Hiking boots with two pairs of socks on, plain cargo pants, white tank top, and hair either cut or tied up. I chose to tie up my hair, I wasn’t about to change everything about myself for this stupid commitment. The building was easiest enough to find, it was the only pure white structure with black framed windows that towered over everything else in the city. Large golden double doors showed me where I was was meant to go, though that large sign that read “Asfalia Government Headquarters” was going to further ensure there wasn’t any room for error. “Odd,” My father snuffed as he took a look around. There wasn’t anyone here to greet us, no welcome for the first batch of female recruits. “We will go inside with you to make sure you don’t get lost.” To make sure I don’t escape, I rolled my eyes back at him. The thought did cross my mind a few times this morning as I tied my shoes, but where would I have gone? Desertion was punishable by death. I had a promise to keep to my friends and if Francis and Cooper weren’t about to run away then I was certainly going to be just as strong. Inside we followed the long hallways that seemed to stretch far beyond the building’s capacity, doors lined on both sides. I wished there was some voice or someone around that could have said something, the silence between us was maddening. It was my mother who decided to break first, “Do you think we’re in the right place?” The condescending look from my father was enough to tell me he didn’t care for her doubt. “We would have been stopped if we weren’t meant to be here.” His grumble was cut short though as a door opened far up at the end of the hallway causing his back to straighten. He walked now with more straight legs as if he were marching along next to us. My service hadn’t started yet so I was fine continuing my loping along beside him as my mother seemed to only have the common walk in our trio. “Think they’ll know where we go?” I huffed. My voice traveled along the walls until it caught one of the group causing them to turn around, “Can we help you?” He was dressed similarly to my father though it would seem his metals were far greater taking up nearly a full side of his uniform. I stepped forward as my father seemed to have lost his voice in the presence of a superior, “I’m supposed to come here for my service.” He flashed a smile and held out a hand, “This way.” I continued walking but then suddenly his arm dropped between me and my parents. “Sorry you cannot follow.” My father nodded his head and turned on his heels marching back off not even bothering to wait for my mother. She stared past the man’s arm and looked down as if I was just going away for a summer camp. “I’ll see you soon.” I smiled hoping just that glint of kindness was going to hold her together until she made it back home. “I love you dear.” She smiled but couldn’t hold it together as long as I had her hand tightened into a fist resting over her mouth. “I love you too.” I looked over to the guy and he nodded, dropping his arm to allow me one final hug. I allowed myself to be wrapped into her arms as I felt her tears hitting my head. “I’ll write as often as I can.” “Come home.” She whispered as if it were only the sheer act of those words forcing my safety into existence. “Come on,” the guy grumbled. “We haven’t got all day.” “Wait!” We both heard a voice from behind my mother and all turned to see a young girl short, stocky, dark brown hair flowing to the middle of her back. She was dressed similarly to myself but she clearly missed the detail about the hair being pulled up. “I’m lost. Can someone help me?” “Service?” The guy grumbled and took note of her hair, as she nodded with embarrassment, “Come on.” He started off just expecting us to follow. I guess he didn’t want to inherit any more young women and I gave my mother one final look as I allowed our hands to be held until distance forced us to part. “Hi!” The girl smiled at me and reached out her hand, “My name’s Sage. Your’s?” “Ashai.” I smiled back and took her hand. “Well looks like we are going to be serving together then?” “Unfortunately.” I growled and looked up to our chaperone. “Congratulations.” he spoke without looking back, “Not every day we see young women brought in to serve.” It was a short walk before we came to an open waiting area with chairs lining the room on three sides. The room was finely decorated golden frames held paintings of landscapes that danced in the firelight. One particular painting caught my eye of a forest golden leaves starting to form letting the world know this was the tale of the start of autumn. I shook my head and took one of the three open seats which left Sage to have to sit next to me. It was sickening to see her optimism shining through everything but then again maybe it was just her way of coping. I was between Sage and another scrawny looking girl with bright red hair. She flashed a quick smile to me and reached out her hand, “Dreyma,” I took it allowing her to continue her introduction, “Guess this is a bit odd isn’t it?” “Far more than I realized,” I nodded, “my name’s Ashai.” “This is my sister Freya,” she leaned back, allowing me to see her identical twin with her hair pulled back into a high ponytail. Twins were a rarity. I’m sure them being noticed was no accident much like mine. “Charmed.” I smiled and tossed Freya a smile too, “So do we know why we are here?” I looked around and the group was a fine mix of young talent though some were taking this a little too seriously. “We are here to serve our country.” One woman snapped glaring at my carefree attitude and my audacity at trying to lighten the mood. Her eyes were black as coal and her shoulders were broad. She was bred to be a fighter and clearly trained for it. With arms staying crossed she put up her personal barrier to keep distance between herself and the rest of the room. Maybe some of us knew we were going to be noticed? This girl certainly looked like she knew ahead of time and was more than prepared. Before I could answer a door opposite to the one we all entered opened allowing two older people to walk through. One man who was gray more than black on top of his head with wrinkles to showcase his age held a clipboard and wore the traditional military garb of a green jumpsuit. His companion, a woman wearing a pencil skirt, short heels and a button up blouse stood next to him with a face that commanded respect behind her wired glasses. She was far taller than him and there was some feature about her that seemed wrong. Maybe it was her strangely colored hair; it was long, straight, and dark blue. I shook my head and looked around as everyone else watched with expressions as confused as I was. This woman, though clearly being welcomed by the human man to her side, was very clearly one of the fae folk. What was she doing here? “What’s going on?” That stark woman from earlier chimed in first her parents had raised her clearly less than my own. “A fair question.” The man spoke. “My name is Cronus, this is Lyra. You may address me as Sir and her Madam. We will be your superiors from this moment forward.” “That thing-” The woman spoke again but her lips fused together before more could come from her mouth. Muffled noises sounded from her nose but nothing coherent. I turned back to Lyra, her stoic glare narrowed on the young woman as her mouth muttered words too softly for our ears. “Lyra.” Cronus tapped her shoulder, “Please let the girl go. Twelve is not a substantial amount and we will need every last one of them.” Lyra nodded and blinked twice allowing the girls lips to part and she gasped for breath. So this was the power we were going to be facing. “As you can see Lyra is not like us. It should not need saying but from this moment forward nothing that happens in this room will be spoken to anyone else. Lyra will know and if you think lips are the only opening she can close forever you are sorely mistaken.” Looking at each of us he spied the one empty seat, “Well I better figure out who is missing.” Turning to his clipboard he started reading off names. “Sylis Feist.” He spoke. Sylis, the only one from my school glared daggers at the duo but still was able to seem at least respectful, “Here sir.” “Thank you,” he nodded, “Gallo Walton.” The stark woman raised her hand nervously but no words dared escape the safety of her mouth. “Thank you.” again he went on, “Sage Lorins.” “Yes sir,” She spoke sweetly and sat back in her chair. “Freya Caulret.” The man turned to the twins and smiled before letting Freya answer, “And Dreyma Caulret. I assume.” They both nodded. “Wila Grosher.” He called next but no one spoke up. “Pity, he shook his head and carried on, “Ashai Sumter.” “Here.” I called being closest to the pair I figured I had an unfair advantage to the view of Lyra. Maybe I was watching her too closely as she turned and our eyes met. I heard in my mind someone else whose voice echoed like a glass vibrating when tapped. She warned me of the journey I was about to take and urged me to think carefully about what I was doing. Commitment to this wasn’t a simple service and done. This task was imbued with glorious purpose. I felt myself nod but realized no time had passed at all and snapped back to reality where Cronus was continuing to read the list. “Shen Xiong.” A fair skinned girl raised her hand but sitting next to Gallo must have caused stage fright leaving her speechless. “Harriet Glossin.” “Here.” “Yuki Hirotaki.” “Here.” “Varis Clarite” “Here.” “And finally, Maylin Zephris.” He turned to the last girl smiling. There we sat eleven girls barely on the cusp of adulthood about to be faced with a challenge none of us could even imagine. Once he was done reading names he turned the page on his clipboard and took another look around the room. He sighed when his gaze fell on the empty chair and he looked down, shaking his head once more. We all knew what desertion meant. I don’t think anyone ever expected it to happen though. One final inhale allowed him to compose himself to start in on his speech, “You young women represent the best that our new program has to offer. We have been searching tirelessly and through a vigorous process and referral program we have discovered you eleven. As you all know Lyra has been inside each of your minds delivering you a final warning before we continue. I must warn you, this is not for the feint of heart. Before we continue you must know some basic information. You will be dedicating your life to ending the war and eliminating that magical barrier once and for all.” “Our life?” Sylis barked and jumped to her feet. “What happened to five years and done?” Cronus cleared his throat, “As I was saying, it is a life commitment. If anyone wants to quit now, please let me know.” Harriet jumped next, “Why the fuck would we give you our lives?” Her next movements were slow as she worked her way to the exit. Before she left the view of our group though she turned back to us. Her eyes closed, mouth gaped open and then she just dropped. Lyra hissed behind her teeth and turned to the rest of us and Cronus continued, “As I was saying, this is a life service, one that can end here or some years down the road. The choice is entirely up to you.”“Accept?” I laughed as if this weren’t such big deal, “I don’t understand.” “The fucking changeling doesn’t know what a duel is?” Emnore was now on the training field with her children still seated on the stands, “What exactly were you training her on before we got here?” “I didn’t think she needed to know about duels yet.” Conrad spoke through gritted teeth matching Emnore’s disgust, “I honestly didn’t think anyone would be stupid enough to challenge her yet.” “My son is putting that girl in her place.” “Your son,” Conrad laughed, “Is a spoiled brat.” “The challenge stands.” Emnore glared, “Does she accept?” “What’s going on?” I huffed getting lost once more in their culture. Conrad turned to me, “Garmesh challenged you to a duel. If you win he backs down from thinking you’re lesser. If he wins he can lower your status and gains some notoriety for besting you.” “Only if I accept?” Shaking his head Conrad explained further, “If you reject that means you admit defeat. If yo
It felt like I was back to my typical Saturday training where a man far stronger than me would throw me to the ground while everyone watched. Conrad pointed the sword at me and flashed a half grin before taking a step back. He wasn’t charging at me, he was just waiting. “What are you expecting me to want to get beaten up?” I laughed. He shrugged, “At least you’re not rushing headfirst like you used to.” “What?” “Back at the barrier, when you were training with Nok,” he explained, “You’d always make the first move. I figured you hadn’t learned anything new since then.” I had learned something though, I knew Conrad was a fucking powerhouse of a guard. What I didn’t know was why I wasn’t rushing toward him. It was like there was some inhibitor in my head telling me to calm down and judge the situation more clearly. Visions of Conrad when he was younger flashed into my head. I knew it was him he had wolf ears and a tail and he was fighting Alfred who was just as young. “Somethin
At some point during the night, I had rolled off him, and he was now wrapped around me as one hand rested firmly on my breast, the other was under my head, stretched outward. His leg was on top of me, pulling me against him just to make sure I wasn’t going anywhere. “Dimitris.” I whispered though my strength was gone, even my words were laboring to form. “Hmm?” He mumbled into my hair as he took another breath in. Waking me up for any reason my queen? Queen? Did he just call me queen? “Dimitris.” I nudged him again only feeling him hard between my legs cause me to second guess my actions. “What’s wrong?” Finally, he leaned over me pulling me back to look up at him, “Are you hurt?” I shook my head, “Just sore. But we’re in the forest, naked…” “Sounds like an opportunity.” He purred but I pushed him back with a shaky arm, “What’s wrong?” I wasn’t regretting anything but I knew if I told him what I was feeling he’d think it was regret. “Did we really form a bond last night?” I c
He opened one of the windows to the forest and jumped up, crouching on the ledge holding his hand back out to me. “Come here.” I obeyed and was pulled into the thick forest feeling the heat of his hands against my waist as he led me farther away from the windows. At least he had that control still but those fingers continued to feel the fabric of my dress causing my stomach to jump. That’s when he threw me against a tree. “Sorry,” He whispered placing hands on either side of me as he shielded me from the rest of the world. I shrugged, “Not complaining.” “If it gets too rough,” he was back to this little dance, “tell me to stop.” “If you get too rough,” I flicked his nose with my finger, “Haven’t had you get to that point yet.” “Oh don’t tempt me love.” His voice hung in the air. I reached up behind myself and felt where the corset had been tied down below. It took little time to undo but that wasn’t what was taking up all the effort. Dimtiris’s claws were digging into the
Dimitris took me back to his room where I saw what was waiting for me. It was a gorgeous dark silver gown with a corset top that had crystal stars forming the low neckline. It was sleeveless as well and when I moved the fabric it shined in every direction. “How beautiful!” I gasped. Then saw a few issues. It was a drop waist… My tail would never have allowed me to wear this kind of thing. “Umm…” shyly I tugged at my hair, “I can’t wear that.” He cocked his head to the side and started to undress his own much nicer tailored suit with cravat was hanging up on his wardrobe door. “Yvet will be disappointed. Why?” I threw my hands up and they landed back on my hips, “Seriously?” Turning to the side I pointed at my tail, “That figure of a dress is a no go.” He burst out laughing and tossed his undershirt onto a chair. “My love, you’re wearing that dress because I’m getting too excited at getting to tear it off you tonight.” he kissed my forehead and I felt just different. It was like a
I walked around the forest with Yvet until she said we were being called back for lunch. Apparently I was invited to lunch with the family. Yvet led me to the smaller dining area where I was seated diagonally from Mani who was already there. Conrad and Anju came next followed by Alfred and Emnore. Dimitris was announced in his usual fashion and everyone settled down for an awkward meal. It was my first time being invited after severing my bond with Nok. I was welcomed about as much as expected but kept to myself. Conrad was next to me which made me feel slightly better, he hadn’t really ever done anything too direct. “You get that letter today?” Mani sniffed through a mouthful of food. “Letter?” Dimitris shrugged. “Hectyr and Odda sent it, they had news. The messenger said he gave it to your servant this morning.” “So then I got it.” Dimitris gritted his teeth. “What did it say?” Alfred joined in next, “Must have been important for Mani to hear about it.” “Or just smelled l