Mag-log in“Jude? Paris?” I called.
“Fiona,” Jude answered, gazing at me with something familiar flickering in his eyes. He smiled. Paris lounged forward, standing close to me, her eyes filled with worry and concern. “Gúrl, are you okay?” “Yeah, why are you guys here?” I asked. Squinting my eyes. “You’ve probably forgotten we were supposed to meet up tonight, Jude and I were worried your ankle still hurt so we came to check up” Paris muttered. I stood by the open window, my hands clenched into a ball. Why were they always interrupting my plans? I thought, but I couldn't bring myself to show my rage. I remained silent, gazing at them both as the cold breeze brushed against my skin until Jude pulled me into a quick hug and pulled away. My eyes flared. We stared into each other’s eyes for a few seconds before Paris cleared her throat, jolting me back to the present moment. “I can stay over to check up on you if you don't mind, just in case you need anything,” he suggested. I glanced at Paris to see her nose flaring hard at how close I was to Jude but I ignored. She probably likes him, I thought. “I’m okay, I just needed a little rest, and the clinic doctor suggested I rest my ankle for a day or two,” I lied. “I'm sorry guys, can we reschedule?” I asked. “Of course, I guess we'll see you in class tomorrow,” Paris answered, and I nodded, Jude’s eyes lingered on me until a familiar voice called. “Jude, let's go,” Paris called and he nodded as they both stormed out of the room. A sigh of relief escaped my lips when they shut the door, I picked up my phone, realizing I still had time to carry out my plan before Jalen left his office, I pulled on a simple oversized sweater that slipped off one shoulder, paired with my soft cotton shorts. Modest enough to be innocent, yet enough to draw his attention if he dared to look twice. My ankle still ached faintly, which gave me a reason to visit him. Taking a deep breath, I slipped out of my room and walked down the quiet hallway toward the faculty residence. The campus looked peaceful, soft lights glowing in the distance, laughter echoing faintly from a group of students passing by. Yet inside me, there was nothing peaceful. My heart was loud, restless, and impatient. I’d tried to focus on classes, on conversations, on anything other than him. But every time I blinked, I saw his face — that quiet restraint in his eyes, that faint tremor in his voice when he told me to rest. he was a temptation carved from patience and danger. And I wanted to be the reason he broke his own rules. I untied my hair and let it fall over my shoulders, brushing it gently with my fingers. My heart fluttered with a mix of guilt and excitement. I wasn’t trying to seduce him… not exactly. I just wanted to know if I could make him feel what I felt — that same ache, that same pull. Each step echoed softly against the tiled floor, and with every stride, my nerves tangled tighter. When I reached his door, I hesitated. What if he got angry? What if he sent me away? But what if… he didn’t? I knocked gently. Once. Twice. After confirming his name on the door. A moment later, the door opened — and there he was. Jalen. He wore a plain white shirt, sleeves rolled halfway up, his tie loosened as though he’d just finished grading papers. His hair was slightly messy, and he looked tired — yet still painfully handsome. “Fiona?” His voice carried surprise, caution, and something else beneath it. “What are you doing here?” I held onto the doorframe, pretending to limp slightly. “I… I just wanted to say thank you. For last night. And, um, my ankle still hurts a little.” His eyes softened with concern immediately. “You should have gone to the clinic like I said.” “I didn’t want to make a big deal out of it,” I replied quietly. “I just… thought you might have something for the pain.” He sighed, stepping aside, and gulped hard as he took in my look from head to toe, my stomach clenched, knowing I was able to grab his attention with my dress. “Come in.” The moment I entered, I felt the air shift. His room smelled faintly of coffee and books. Papers were scattered on his desk, and his laptop screen glowed with a half-finished email. Everything about the space screamed discipline — except the man standing in it. He motioned toward the chair. “Sit. Let me get you some balm.” As he turned away, I caught myself watching him — the way his shirt stretched slightly across his back, the strength in his arms. I swallowed hard, my pulse quickening. He returned with a small bottle, kneeling before me like he had the night before. My breath hitched as his fingers brushed my skin, rubbing the balm gently over my ankle. His touch sent heat rushing through me as he tried to massage it, I winced. “You really should be more careful,” he murmured. “I try,” I said softly, my voice trembling just a little. “But I think trouble keeps finding me.” He looked up, eyes meeting mine — that same fire flickering behind his restraint and the same one I had seen in Jude’s eyes. “Don’t say things like that, Fiona.” “Why?” I whispered. “Because you’ll believe me?” He froze, his hand still on my ankle. Silence wrapped around us like a thick blanket. The air was dense, filled with everything we weren’t saying. Finally, he stood abruptly, putting some distance between us. “You should go now. It’s getting late.” I rose slowly, my heart pounding. “You’re pushing me away again.” He exhaled deeply, rubbing the back of his neck. “Because I have to. You don’t understand how wrong this is.” “Then help me understand,” I said, stepping closer. “Because all I know is how right it feels when you’re near me.” “Fiona…” His voice was strained, low, almost pleading. “Don’t make this harder.” “I’m not the one making it hard,” I replied, my words slipping out before I could stop them. “You are.” He turned his face away, jaw tight. “I see you, I see every move, every clue—I get it, and I understand what you want. Bug listen, Fiona, you're my best friend’s daughter and you're young. This—whatever you think this is—can’t happen.” “And what if I don’t want anyone else?” I said softly. “What if I want you?” His eyes closed for a moment, as though he were fighting every impulse inside him. When he opened them again, I saw the struggle — desire and guilt colliding in the same gaze. He took a step toward me, then stopped. “You should leave,” he said again, more quietly this time. I nodded, even though my heart cracked at the words. “Alright.” As I reached the door, I paused and looked back. “You can keep pretending, Jalen. But just so you know — I see it in your eyes too. You feel it. You just won’t admit it.” He didn’t answer. He just stood there, silent, his hands clenched at his sides. When I stepped out into the cold night air, a small, bittersweet smile curved my lips. I knew what I was doing was dangerous. I knew I was walking on the edge of something that could ruin both of us. But I also knew this was just the beginning of my push. And as I made my way back to my dorm, a grin settled on my face, I didn't care how dangerous this would be but I knew I wasn't alone, the feeling was mutual. Just then, I heard a loud noise from behind me, I gasped and turned—but it was empty. My hands trembled as I walked toward the corner. “Who is there?”Fiona’s POVA sharp, sarcastic clap echoed through the VIP lounge.“Bustedddrrr.”Marian stepped out from behind the heavy velvet curtains, held her phone up like a weapon, a cruel smirk twisting her lips. She made a recording and it was playing. Fuck i loved the way i swayed my hips when jalen fucked me, it was so hot, and that was the only thing i seemed to concentrate on instead of the trouble ahead. I finally gasped when she dropped her hand, scrambling to cover myself with my hands. My heart slammed against my ribs as pure panic flooded my system.Jalen reacted faster. He grabbed his shirt and draped it over my naked body, shielding me from Marian’s gaze.“Get the fuck out,” he growled at her.Marian laughed. “Oh, I’m leaving. But not before I save this little masterpiece. The world is going to love this.” She waved her phone mockingly. “Enjoy your last moments of freedom.”She turned on her heels and walked out, the door clicking shut behind her.I started shaking. “Jalen… oh m
Fiona’s POVJalen’s eyes darkened as he looked at me, his hands sliding down my waist, pulling me closer until there was no space left between us.“I need you,” he whispered against my lips. “Not just your body… I need all of you tonight.”He kissed me slowly, deeply, like he was trying to memorize every second. His hands roamed my back, unzipping my dress with deliberate care. The fabric pooled at my feet, leaving me in nothing but my black lace panties and heels.Jalen stepped back, admiring me as if I were a masterpiece.“God, Fiona… you’re so beautiful,” he breathed. “I’ve missed every inch of you.”He lifted me effortlessly and laid me on the wide velvet couch. He had no intention of rushing me, he took his time like he had all night to himself.He took his time undressing, his eyes never leaving mine. When he finally settled between my thighs, he kissed me again — soft, lingering kisses that turned deeper with the sound of wetness and groans. His mouth moved to my neck, sucking
Fiona’s POVI slowly turned, my eyes met Austin glaring at me. He stood there, His eyes flashed with intense rage, I could feel the intensity in the way he held the door knob. I sighed. He had clearly witnessed everything.“Austin, i…” My voice came out broken.He raised his index finger to pause me from talking. He didn't say a word at first. He just stared at me like I had slapped him across the face. The pain in his expression cut deeper than I expected.“Austin…”“I’m sorry,” I whispered, stepping away from Jalen. “I didn’t mean for you to see that. I’m so sorry.”Austin let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. “You disappeared from London without a word because your mother died. I dropped everything and flew here to be with you. I held you while you cried. I comforted you last night… and this is what I get?”Tears stung my eyes. “Austin, please—”“Don’t.” He raised his hand, stopping me. “I should’ve known better.”He turned and walked back into the house. I followed him, heart
Fiona’s POV“Hmmm” a moan escaped my lips before I could stop it as his hands drew me tighter against him. He turned me around so that I was facing him, looked at me deep in the eyes and leaned in to kiss me softly—then I knew it was about to get messy. I didn’t just know that, my pussy confirmed my thoughts with a slight clench.Austin’s kiss grew deeper, hungrier. I let myself moan over his soft smooching lips. His hands roamed my body with purpose, sliding under my nightdress and pulling it over my head in one smooth motion. I was bare beneath him in seconds.He glided his fingers across my skin and groaned as he stared at my nakedness like he was about to devour his prey. He took his time at first — slow, reverent kisses down my neck, my collarbone, to my breasts. His tongue circled my nipple gently, then sucked harder until I was gasping. But the gentleness didn’t last long.Soon, his touch turned possessive.He pinned my wrists above my head with one strong hand, his eyes dark
Fiona’s POVAustin spread his arms without hesitation.For a moment, I just stood there, staring at him. Then my feet moved on their own. I walked straight into his embrace. His arms wrapped around me gently, carefully, like he was afraid I might break. One hand rubbed slow circles on my back while the other held the back of my head.God he smelled really good, like oud and lily, I couldn't bring myself to pull away, I didn't want to. I let myself melt into him.His warmth, I could feel his steady heartbeat, the faint smell of his cologne — everything felt like a safe harbor in the middle of a raging sea. I buried my face in his chest and breathed him in, I felt seen and loved ever since the chaos, I didn’t feel completely alone.We stayed like that until Dad cleared his throat loudly — ugh, sarcastic man, jealous of my love. I wouldn’t blame him, he just lost the love of his life.“Ahem.”We pulled apart quickly and I felt heat rush to my cheeks.“Sorry, sir,” Austin said, stepping b
Fiona’s POVI was discharged later that evening. The doctor gave me some pills for anxiety and strict instructions to rest, but I barely heard him. Everything felt distant, like I was watching my life through thick fog from the window I was still staring at.Dad led the nurse who pushed me in a wheelchair to the car. He opened the door and helped me in. He crossed the car in two strides before hopping into the driver’s seat.The drive home was in complete silence. No radio. No small talk. Just the low hum of the engine and the weight of grief sitting between us like a third passenger. I stared out the window, watching the city lights blur past, tears slipping quietly down my cheeks. When we finally pulled into the compound, the house felt emptier like it had lost its colors. I stepped into the sitting room and froze in the middle of it. My eyes went straight to the large portrait hanging on the wall — Mum, elegant and graceful, smiling softly like she was watching over the room.







