登入Fiona’s POV
The hallway felt smaller the moment our eyes met. He stood a few steps away, the faint hum of the fluorescent lamps buzzing between us. My heart skipped, thudded, then kept running as if it could outrun what I saw in his gaze—something dangerous, restrained, and all too familiar. Jalen’s eyes lingered, soft yet sharp, like he was trying to remember how to breathe. My hand clutched the hem of my mini skirt tightly against my thigh. Good thing I was wearing pop socks—my ass would have been out. I stood there in front of him, inches away, trying to pretend I didn’t just imagine his fingers holding my throat again like they had before. “Professor,” I whispered, my voice barely steady. He nodded once, stepping aside as if making room for me to pass. But the air was too thick between us, and neither of us moved. The silence wrapped around us like a net. “Shouldn’t you be at the sport court with other students?” His tone was calm and careless, but his eyes betrayed him. Heat lived there—buried, suffocating, and unspoken. “I… I’m not feeling too good, so I got off,” I managed. “I was going back to my room. What are you doing here?” He didn’t answer. His gaze dipped briefly to my hands still clutching my skirt, then flicked back to my face. “Be careful where you wander, Fiona. Not everyone in this school plays by the rules. You don’t wanna get hurt.” My breath tightened. He actually cared? Interesting. I smiled faintly, the irony in his voice almost making me laugh. I wanted to ask Including you? but swallowed the words. Instead, I brushed past him, my shoulder grazing his arm—light, deliberate. The spark that followed made my breath hitch. He caught my hand, gently but firmly, pulling me to his chest. His stare sank into me, like he was searching for something. His breath brushed my face—warm, steady, intoxicating. For a moment, the hallway blurred, and all I could hear was my own heartbeat pounding in my ears. “Pro… hmmm—” My word dissolved into a moan as he caught my lips in a hungry kiss before I could even finish saying professor. I gave in too quickly—too eagerly. For a man his age, he kissed like sin. His lips were exactly how I imagined them: soft, warm, and full. And his breath—God—sweet, addictive. My stomach clenched. That was my first kiss in my twenty years of living, and it felt perfect. My face tingled as he kissed me slowly, deeply, every tug, every pull, every bite filled with intention. Adrenaline surged through me, making my knees weak. He pulled me tighter, his hands roaming with the desperation of a starved man, lost in the moment. And honestly, we both were. We forgot we were in the middle of the school hallway, where anyone could walk in. We didn’t care, and I wished he would never stop. When he finally pulled away, my eyes stayed closed until he spoke, his voice shaky like he was catching his breath. The moment was thick. “You have no idea how I’ve been waiting for this,” he whispered. I was speechless. My hand flew to my lips, my face flushed as I stared at him. Silence stretched between us. “Fiona,” he called softly. I panicked and ran past him as fast as I could. I rushed into my room and shut the door hard. My hands trembled, my breath shook. I leaned against the door, panting like I had escaped a forest full of hunters. I couldn’t think straight. I dragged down the door and collapsed to the floor, confusion swirling in my head. I felt prepared for this moment, yet not ready at all. I loved it—maybe too much—and I wasn’t even shocked. I stayed on the floor for minutes until a knock hit the door. My heart jumped. I opened it slightly and saw Paris and Jude smiling. “Finally! We’ve been waiting forever. Who are you hiding from?” Paris squealed. “There’s a party tonight. A masked one. Rumor says it’s exclusive, wild, and completely off the books. You’re coming. I’m not even asking.” She pushed the door open without permission. I frowned. “A mask party? You know my dad would—” “Your dad isn’t here. Besides, you haven’t spoken to him since I met you,” she cut in, wagging a finger. “You need to loosen up. You’ve been too serious lately. No one will know it’s you. Everyone wears masks.” Jude smirked as he sat down, eyes glued to me. “Don’t tell me you’re scared of a little fun.” My head snapped toward him. “I’m not scared.” “Sure,” he said, walking closer. “Prove it.” My heart tripped, but I covered it with a glare. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.” Paris groaned, grabbing my hand. “Enough. No excuses. You’re going. We already have your mask.” She pulled out a delicate white glitter mask that shimmered under the light. “Perfect. Like a princess about to commit a royal sin.” Jude chuckled, but his eyes stayed unreadable. “Don’t worry, Fiona. I’ll make sure no one takes advantage of you.” Something in his tone made my stomach twist. Still, a part of me wanted the escape—the mystery, the distraction from Jalen’s kiss. So I gave in. “Fine, but I don’t have a worthy dress.” “That’s nothing. We’ll stop by my room. Speaking of rooms—have you heard Kelly was rusticated? You practically own yours now,” Paris said casually. My eyes widened. I wasn’t sure if I should be relieved or disturbed. “Why?” “Rumor says she was caught fucking a professor. Dating him for over a year. Like, which man in his right mind would date Kelly? She’s a bully, she’s fat, and ugly—yuck.” “And the professor?” “Fired,” Jude added. My heart skipped. I didn’t realize the school was that strict. I tried not to think too deeply about it, but my stomach tightened. I needed to be careful around Jalen. ⸻ Hours later, we arrived at the ball. The music throbbed through the night like a heartbeat. The venue looked like a million-dollar project—a lavish, dimly lit hall hidden behind the art department, glowing with hues of red and gold. Masks of every shimmer drifted through the crowd. Paris vanished instantly with someone in a black half-mask. Jude followed. I stayed back, clutching a glass of champagne I didn’t plan to drink. My mask hugged my face, making me feel like someone else. For once, I felt like just a girl lost in the night. Then I felt it—someone watching me. I turned and saw him. A man in a black mask. Tall, composed, broad shoulders, perfect suit. But what made my pulse falter wasn’t his confidence. It was his scent—warm sandalwood mixed with something richer. I knew that scent. He approached silently and extended a hand. I hesitated, then took it. His palm was warm and steady—like Jalen’s. We danced. Not to rhythm, but to tension. To desire. His arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer. I couldn’t see his eyes well, but I wished I could rip off his mask every time he leaned in. “Who are you?” I breathed. He didn’t answer. His lips brushed my ear. “Does it matter?” His voice—low, deep, familiar—shook my knees. The world around us faded. His fingers traced my wrist, sending sparks up my arm. Then he kissed me—soft, curious, then deeper, hungry. I melted. The taste of forbidden desire wiped out every rational thought. “Come with me,” he murmured. I nodded and followed him to a secluded balcony. My heart ached—I was following someone I wasn’t even sure about. The cool night breeze kissed my skin. He took off his jacket and draped it over my shoulders, then pulled me into another kiss—hotter, fiercer. Too familiar. His hand slid under my skirt and pinched my clit. “Fuck—” “Shhh…” he hushed me, pressing a finger against my lips. “Don’t make noise.” I let myself sink into him, moaning softly as my body arched to his touch. “Who are you?” I asked again. I reached for his mask, but he stepped back and walked away. “Wait—I’m sorry…” I called, following him. But he didn’t look back. “Your jacket!” I shouted. He paused.Jalen’s POVThe moment Marian left my office, the temperature in the room seemed to plummet. I stood frozen behind my desk, staring at the closed door as if it might swing open again at any second. My breath came shallow and tight, my legs gave out as I dropped into my chair, elbows braced on the polished wood, and dragged both hands down my face.She wasn’t bluffing.After everything I had seen during our marriage—her cruelty, the manipulation, and the way she destroyed anything that stood in her path, the scariest was what she did to Fiona before she was arrested—I knew exactly what Marian was capable of, she was a monster. And now she had set her sights on Fiona again.My pulse hammered against my ribs. I reached for my phone with unsteady fingers and called mason, he was my long time private investigator.Mason answered on the first ring.“Mason speaking.”“I need eyes on Fiona. Twenty-four hours a day.”He paused briefly before speaking again. “Something happened?”“Marian is out
Fiona’s POVFor a moment, the world narrowed to a single point.The noisy crowd of students at the school entrance and their cheers made me extremely nervous; the flashing phones and excited whispers blurred into white noise. All I could see was Jalen.He stood a few yards away, holding an absurdly large bouquet of red roses, wearing that half-smile that had once undone me completely. His eyes locked on mine with an intensity that made my knees weak.I had replayed this scene in my head a thousand times. The daydreams. The late-night silent prayers in my heart, and now that he was actually here, I didn’t know what was real anymore.Jalen started walking toward me. Each step sent my heart slamming against my ribs. When he finally stopped in front of me, close enough that I could smell the familiar notes of his cologne, my throat closed.He handed me the bouquet and Paris quickly took it from me. I couldn’t even bring myself to smell or admire it. My eyes were glued to his, my lips were
Fiona's POVThree weeks, twenty-one days, five hundred and four hours. That was how long Jalen had been gone, not that I was counting—okay, maybe I was.Every day felt emptier than the one before. No matter how hard I tried to distract myself, every thought somehow found its way back to him. I missed him, I missed him so much it hurts.One evening, after spending almost an hour staring at our old pictures, I made a decision—If Jalen weren't going to speak, then I would. I set up my camera in my bedroom, hands trembling as I adjusted the angle, my ring light illuminated my face as I sat on my bed and stared at my phone lens.For several seconds, I couldn't find the first word to say, and tears rolled down my face. All I could think of were the good memories I had with him. I sniffed, wiped my tears, and finally summoned the courage to speak. "Hi," My voice cracked and I laughed bitterly. "Wow. This is already going terribly." I whispered."I don't even know why I'm recording this but I
Boring GoodbyeJalen's POVThe moment Paris reached Fiona's bedside, she broke down completely.Tears streamed down her face as she grabbed Fiona's hand carefully, afraid of hurting her."Fiona, I'm so sorry," she sobbed. "I'm sorry for everything. I should have protected you better. I should have been there."Fiona looked exhausted, but she managed a weak smile."Paris...""No," Paris cried. "Let me finish. I've been blaming myself every single day. When I heard what happened, I thought..." Her voice cracked. "I thought I lost you."The room fell silent as Fiona squeezed her hand gently."You didn't lose me."Paris let out a shaky laugh through her tears."Thank God."Jude sluggishly emerged from Paris's back, his face looked annoyingly sober, he looked genuinely ashamed."I'm sorry too, Fiona."Fiona's expression immediately changed, Jude felt it and instantly lowered his head."I know I don't deserve forgiveness. I know I caused you a lot of pain. I was selfish. I thought I loved y
Jalen’s POVThe hospital room was quiet except for the steady beeping of machines. Fiona had been stabilized, but she was still sleeping. Harry and I sat on opposite sides of the room, the silence between us thick and heavy.I couldn’t take it anymore.“Harry,” I said quietly. “We need to talk.”He looked at me for a long moment, jaw tight, before nodding once.I leaned forward, elbows on my knees.“I know you hate me right now. And you have every right to. But I need you to hear me out.”He remained silent, waiting.“I never loved Marian,” I began. “Not even a little. I met her at a charity dinner my mother dragged me to when she was still alive. Marian was intelligent and ambitious and worked at the University of Arts. At the time, all I wanted was to become a professor. To teach art. You know I always had a passion for it. She seemed like a good match on paper.”I exhaled slowly.“My mother was dying. Her last wish was to see me married to Marian. She believed Marian would be good
Jalen’s POVMy hands gripped the steering wheel so tightly my knuckles turned white, rage built inside me the moment I dropped the call from Marian. I could kill her with my bare hands if I lay my eyes on her. The city lights blurred past as I sped through the streets, breaking every speed limit. My heart hammered violently against my ribcage. Every second felt like a lifetime.My phone rang and I answered quickly—tapping the edge of my earpods like I have no extra time to give, I obviously don’t. “Speak!” I ordered. .“We’ve been able to track down the location of Mrs Marian's phone. I just sent you the link right away sir,” a voice answered.“Thanks, keep me updated,” I answered and hung up before swiping into his message. “Shit, that warehouse?” I muttered. It was the same warehouse that her father closed down after he lost almost all his money in an investment. I haven’t been there in a while but I could still remember the route. I stepped harder on the acceleration pad to spee
Jalen’s POV Marian glared at me for a long minute without a word, I held my breath for as long as she stared, trying to imagine what was going on in her head. If only she could just say something, her silence was killing me. Then she turned on her heel and walked upstairs. The silence she left
Fiona’s POV “Um, no he wasn’t, Dad. I had a very bad period cramp and it hurts,” I answered with a trembling voice. My mum smeared her lips, like she wanted to believe me.“Is that so?” he asked and I nodded quickly before sliding off my chair to leave. “I’ll be in my room,” I said, but mum’s vo
Fiona’s POV My father’s laugh echoed all the way up the stairs first, it felt so genuine, the kind he only let out when he was so comfortable around someone important. I paused at the very top of the stairs, and gripped the banister so hard my knuckles whitened.“What the heck is he doing here?”
Fiona’s POV I woke with a dull, throbbing ache behind my eyes—My mouth tasted salty and shameful. For a long second, I lay still, staring at the ceiling, trying to piece together everything that happened yesterday. The fight with Jalen. The way he’d looked at me like I was nothing.The memory h







