LOGIN~Bonnie
I woke up earlier than usual, the pink G-string already on my mind before my eyes even opened fully. The house was quiet, Mum was still asleep downstairs I guess. I slipped out of bed, showered slowly and hot, letting the water run over me like it could wash away the nerves. It didn’t. Back in my room, towel dropped, I stood in front of the full length mirror. The pink lace sat low on my hips, thin straps framing my ass, the front barely covering anything. I turned side to side, heart already racing. Wrong. So wrong. But the wrongness felt like fire under my skin. I grabbed my phone, angled it behind me, snapped a few shots, back arched, ass out, the pink string disappearing between my cheeks. Then one from the front, my clothes not on yet, just the lace and my bare stomach. My thumb hovered over the screen for a full minute. Courage. Or stupidity. I opened the contact card he’d given me yesterday, his private number saved as M and attached the photos. No caption, I just sent it as a view once. The second the little delivered appeared, I smiled so hard my cheeks hurt. Stupid, reckless smile. I didn’t wait for a reply. I dressed like I was going to war, or maybe to surrender. The crop top was white, tight, low cut, pushing my breasts up high, the neckline dipping to show the swell of cleavage and a hint of underboob if I moved wrong. Or right. The skirt was black, ridiculously short, pleated just enough to look like a uniform gone bad. It barely skimmed the tops of my thighs, riding up every time I took a step. Stockings next, black, sheer, with a thin lace band at the top. No garters today, I wanted it simple, tight, obvious. There was a sports workout session on campus later, but I didn’t care. The outfit screamed anything but athletics. It screamed for him. I checked myself in the mirror one last time. Cleavage pushed high, tummy bare, skirt so short I could feel air on the curve of my ass. I looked like trouble. I felt like trouble. And I wanted whatever was coming so badly it scared me. I headed downstairs, heels clicking. Mum was in the kitchen, stirring tea, still in her robe. “Bonnie!” she called, turning. Her eyes went wide when she saw me. “Where are you going dressed like that?” I froze mid step. “School, Mum. Normal day.” She raised an eyebrow, smiling slowly. “Normal? You look like you’re going on a date.” I rolled my eyes, laughing it off. “Please. You know your daughter doesn’t just go out with any man.” She set the spoon down, came closer, and hugged me quickly. “Speaking of men… I’ve been meaning to tell you. I have someone.” My heart skipped. “What?” She grinned, cheeks pink. “We’ve been dating. Eight months now. I wanted to surprise you, make sure it was real before I said anything. We’re talking about marriage soon.” I stared at her, then laughed, real, happy laughter. “Mum! Why didn’t you say? Who is he? When will I meet him?” “Soon, baby. Soon.” She kissed my cheek. “I’m happy. Really happy.” I pecked her forehead. “I’m happy for you. Whoever he is, I can’t wait to meet him.” She stepped back, eyeing my outfit again. “But seriously, Bon Bon… be careful out there. That skirt is asking questions.” I smirked. “Let it ask. I’ve got answers.” I grabbed my bag, blew her a kiss, and headed out the door. Every step made the fabric shift, reminding me what I was wearing underneath. What I’d sent him. My phone buzzed in my bag as I walked toward campus. I didn’t check it yet. I wanted to feel the anticipation a little longer. I boarded a cab outside the house, gave the driver the campus address, and spent the whole ride staring out the window, thighs pressed tight under the short skirt. My phone stayed silent until the cab pulled up at the main gate. I paid, stepped out, and checked my messages the second my feet hit the pavement. "Wow, you look so hot. I hope you won't mind if I rip that off." My breath caught. Rip that off. The same words from the note. But which version? The literal tear of lace, or... more? I didn't know yet, and the not knowing made my stomach twist in the best worst way. Second message, right below it. "I would like it if you could reach my office without passing through the field." I blushed so hard I felt it in my ears. He knew exactly what he was doing, keeping me off the open paths where people could see me like this, skirt riding up, crop top barely containing anything. He wanted me discreet. Bianca and I had a shortcut we used whenever we were late to class and didn't want eyes on us, a narrow service path behind the old science block, cutting through overgrown hedges and past the back of the admin buildings. No one used it unless they had to. I took it now, heels sinking a little into the dirt, skirt flipping up with every hurried step. The long way felt longer today, my heart pounding louder with every turn. By the time I reached the literature building, the whole floor seemed empty. No voices, no footsteps, just the hum of the AC and the faint smell of old books drifting from under doors. If my guess was right, we were the only ones here. I stopped in front of his office door, hand hovering over the knob. Part of me wanted to turn and run, back to the field, back to normal, back to pretending this was just a fantasy. But my body wouldn't move that way. I turned to leave anyway, one last second of doubt. And there he was. Professor Marcellus stood at the end of the corridor, arms crossed, black shirt sleeves rolled, watching me like he'd been waiting the whole time. His dark eyes locked on mine, expression calm but hungry. I gasped, spun back too fast, my back slammed against his office door with a soft thud. The wood was cool through the thin crop top. My skirt rode up higher from the sudden movement, the edge of the pink lace probably visible now if he looked down. He didn't move at first. Just watched. Then he walked toward me,slow steps. I stayed pinned there, breathing shallow, heart slamming against my ribs. He stopped inches away. Close enough that I could smell his cologne again, feel the heat coming off him. "Bonnie," he said, voice low. "You came." I nodded, words stuck somewhere in my throat. His gaze dropped, slowly to the crop top pushing my breasts up, the bare strip of tummy, the hem of the skirt barely covering me. Then lower, to where the pink peeked if I shifted even a little. "Good choice," he murmured. He reached past me, hand brushing my hip as he turned the knob behind my back. The door opened inward. I stumbled a step inside from the motion. He followed, closed the door, and locked it with a quiet click. He turned back to me. "Now," he said softly, stepping closer until my back was against the door again, "let's see if you followed all the instructions.”MarcellusThe laptop screen glowed in the dim light of the guest room.I had been staring at the same page for twenty minutes. Flight options. Seat selections. The endless logistics of moving two teenagers across the country. Colette wanted a window seat. Jude wanted an aisle. They had been arguing about it for days. They texted me from their mother's house and treated me like a referee instead of a father.I selected two seats. Aisle and window. They could fight over who got which when they got to the airport.The date was set. Next Saturday. They would arrive in the afternoon. And everything would change.The door creaked open and Clarissa walked in wearing one of my old button downs. The navy one. The one she had stolen months ago and never given back. Her hair was loose and still slightly damp from a shower. She smelled like coconut and something floral. The same lotion she had used since I met her."Still working?" she asked."Booking the kids' flights."She walked around the bed
BonnieMy mother's back was killing her.She had spent the entire day at work hunched over spreadsheets. By the time she walked through the front door she could barely stand up straight. I watched her shuffle to the couch and lower herself onto the cushions with a groan then as she pressed her palm against the small of her spine."I am sorry baby," she said and her eyes were already closing. "I do not think I can make dinner tonight.""It is fine Mom. I will handle it.""You do not have to.""I want to."She smiled and thanked me. Then turned on the TV and let the evening news wash over her. The anchors' voices became a low murmur in the background asI went to the kitchen.Good heavens!Marcellus was already there.He leaned against the counter with his arms crossed. He watched me with those dark eyes that always seemed to know exactly what I was thinking. "What are you making?" he asked."Pasta. Something easy.""Need help?""No."I moved around him and pulled a pot from the cabinet
58BonnieI asked Marcellus to drive me to the park.It was a stupid decision. The kind of decision that came from not thinking. From just opening my mouth and letting words fall out before my brain could catch them. My car was in the shop. Something with the alternator. I did not really understand it. And my mother had already left for work. Marcellus was the only other person in the house with a license and a set of keys."Where?" he asked and he did not look up from his phone."The park. By the old clock tower. Bianca is waiting for me."He looked at me then. Those dark eyes that always seemed to be calculating something. Measuring the distance between what I said and what I meant."I will grab my keys."The drive was quiet.Not the comfortable kind of quiet. The tense kind. The kind that buzzed in the air between us like a live wire. I stared out the window and watched houses blur past and kept my hands folded in my lap so he would not see them shaking.He had not asked about the
LucianI had been staring at my phone for twenty minutes.The message was typed out and then deleted. Typed again and then deleted again. My thumbs were hovering over the keyboard like they were afraid of the letters. It was just a dinner invitation. Not a marriage proposal. Not a confession of undying love. Just my mother asking me to bring Bonnie over on Sunday.But it felt like more.Because bringing someone home to meet your mother was not nothing. It was the opposite of nothing. It was the kind of thing you did when you wanted someone to be part of your life. Really part of it. Not just the fun parts like the roller rinks and the almost kisses and the late night texts. The real parts. The messy parts. The parts where your mother asked too many questions and served too much food and looked at you across the table like she was trying to figure out if you were happy.I was happy with Bonnie.But happiness was complicated when the girl you were falling for had shadows under her eyes
MarcellusBonnie was shaking. Not the kind of shaking that came from cold. The kind that came from shock and from adrenaline and from the body's desperate attempt to process something the mind could not accept. She sat on the bathroom floor with her knees pulled to her chest and her arms wrapped around them and her eyes were wide and fixed on nothing.I could tell she was having a panic attack.I had been holding her for what felt like hours. The sirens had stopped. The shouting outside had faded. But she had not moved. She had not spoken. She had not done anything except breathe in short shallow gasps that sounded like they hurt."Bonnie." I kept my voice low and soft. The way you would talk to a frightened animal. "Can you look at me?"She did not.I touched her chin gently and turned her face toward mine. Her eyes were glassy and unfocused. She looked like she was looking through me instead of at me."You are safe," I said. "The police are here. No one is getting in the house. You
BonnieThe bathroom door locked behind me with a click that echoed off the tiles.I leaned against it and pressed my back to the wood then tried to remember how to breathe. My chest was tight. My throat was tight. Everything was tight like someone had wrapped a wire around my ribs and was pulling and pulling and pulling.The drive home had been a blur of streetlights and silence. Marcellus asked his questions. The way he said Lucian's name like it was an accusation. The way he looked at my hands. At the rust still clinging to my palms. Like he was cataloging evidence for a trial I did not know I was part of.I pushed off from the door and walked to the sink then turned on the faucet and watched the water run. Hot and steaming till It fogged up the mirror.My reflection stared back at me.My hair was a mess. Shirt untucked. Dark circles under my eyes that makeup could not hide. I looked like someone who had been running for days and had just now stopped.I scrubbed my hands. The rust c







