Chapter 12

Sebastian pov

This isn't a good idea I think as I wash her body and my cock hardens between us. She looks at it before her eyes run up my body. Under her gaze I feel ready to lift her and slam in but she isn't ready for that.

"Fuck",I growl washing her tits and loving it. Her nipples harden and I fight the urge to bend down and suck them.

"Sebastian ",she says in a whisper.

"I'm not going to fuck you Ava your in no shape for it now but soon",I kiss her lips. She moans but I don't do anything but kiss her. I'm never soft with women I fuck hard and take what I want but with my mate I'm not behaving like that. My fingers touch everywhere and when I touch a raised scar she stiffens.

"Please no",her voice breaks. I just gather her close and let warm water run down our bodies. Fuck I want her Howl mumbles savoring the feel of her body against ours.

"It is just scars baby and they don't define you, I kiss her chin trailing kisses to her mouth, ready to get out?",she sighs. I get a nod so I dr