The first hum of traffic stirs beneath the apartment, the city awakening like a great beast stretching itself from slumber. I swing my legs over the side of the bed, bare feet meeting the warmth of the hardwood with practiced silence. In the hush, I hear the measured tick of my wristwatch from across the room, the low mechanical purr that syncs itself to the pulse at my throat.
From the corner of my eye, I catch the yellow glow of my phone on the nightstand—three missed calls. Derek is insistent this morning. I ignore him again, reaching instead for the remote that brings the room to life around me. A symphony of quiet, modern automation responds to my touch: lights warming to an even, flattering glow, music whispering through the sound system like an echo of my own thoughts. Bach, this morning. I feel baroque.
In the sleek expanse of the kitchen, I grind coffee beans with measured precision, the scent rising to meet me in dark, rich plumes. Each step of my routine is exacting, honed to a ritual that leaves nothing to chance. I inhale deeply, savoring the earthiness that clings to the air before turning to the rest of my morning.
The closet greets me with orderly rows of fabric and color, a testament to my exacting nature. Deep jewel tones and soft, neutral palettes line the shelves, each piece carefully selected to project a different facet of my persona. In the back corner, hidden in the shadow of the door, a soft leather jacket hangs among the business wear, its presence both foreign and familiar. I do not touch it. Not today.
My choice is deliberate: a tailored suit in charcoal, crisp and unyielding. It wraps me in the armor of my own making, a barrier between what the world sees and what it never can. The silk blouse beneath is a whisper of contrast, soft against my skin, cool against the rising heat of my instinct.
Every movement is part of a choreography I know by heart, each piece falling into place with surgical accuracy. Makeup applied with a surgeon's hand, never too much, never too little. I measure time not in minutes but in the even, practiced strokes of a mascara wand, the click of lipstick meeting its case.
A discrete calendar is tucked in the back of the desk drawer. I catch a glimpse of it as I lay out today's briefs: the moon waxing, gaining fullness like the secret I carry within. I do not linger on the thought, but its mark is there, brief as the flash of amber that skims my reflection in the mirror.
Back in the kitchen, the coffee is perfectly brewed, the first scalding sip scorching a trail down my throat. The smooth metal of the kettle glints as I pour hot water over carefully sliced fruit, a fragrant steam enveloping me like memory. I file my nails as the tea steeps, breathing in the clove-scented sweetness, watching them sharpen again before my eyes. Another subtle reminder. Another detail that requires control.
I gather my briefcase with swift, decisive motion, double-checking the day's agenda on my phone. This time, I let it flicker across the screen, do not dismiss the notification that scrolls across: Derek. We need to talk. It's important. A trace of irritation mingles with the resignation that always accompanies his messages. He never accepts that I have no time to play the games he so enjoys.
Final touches. Watch on wrist. Belt snug against my waist. Everything in place, everything in order. A deep breath, steadying and sure. A glance in the hallway mirror confirms what I already know: the creature of myth and precision, Mara Wolfe, is ready to face the day.
I hesitate at the elevator, my reflection briefly questioning me with those strange, knowing eyes. They shift as I turn away, amber flecks subsiding into deep, contemplative brown.
Derek's words echo in my mind as I reach for the door: It's important. There is an edge to them, a hook. Something he dangles in front of me, certain I will bite. I remind myself again to ignore it, even as curiosity twines itself with the pull of familiar mistrust.
Let him wait. Let the world wait. I have more urgent things to attend to.
The door clicks shut with a soft, satisfying finality, a barrier between the ordered calm of my home and the restless ambition of the city outside. I am poised on the brink of both, the delicate balance between what I am and what I pretend to be.
Mara Wolfe, they will whisper as I arrive. What is she doing here? My favorite question. My favorite answer: I am here to win.