Emma
I woke up to a strong smell invading my nostrils. I immediately recognized those were herbal medicines. I blinked a couple of times as my eyes adjusted to the white light that welcomed me.
“Where am I?” I asked myself. That’s when I felt the pain in my leg. I got up of bed slowly and felt a gentle hand pushed me back down.
“Take it easy,” the voice said. I turned to the direction of the sound and saw a woman in white. I looked around and realized I was in the hospital.
But why am I here?
Slowly, my memories started to flood in.
The message…
The picture…
The crash…
Andrew…
“My baby!” I exclaimed. I grabbed the doctor’s shoulders and cried out. “Please, tell me my baby is okay.”
“Calm down, the baby is safe,” she whispered and that was the only time my heartbeat slowed down. She helped me lie down while explaining. “The baby survived despite the seriousness of the crash. All the doctors who treated you were puzzled as well. You really had a strong baby inside you.”
I let out a sigh of relief as I touched my belly. Words cannot express how happy I was hearing that my baby was safe. But more than that, I felt proud that he was strong. There was nothing in this world that I desired the most than him giving birth to him healthy and happy.
“But it’s still a high-risk pregnancy,” she went on, “You can’t afford to get stressed out anymore. You need to rest as much as possible. Any incident like this and we are afraid you might lose your baby.”
Her words brought so much fear in me that I found myself nodding to her every word. After a while, she asked, “We didn’t find an ID when you were taken here. Can I get your name for documentation purposes?”
“Emma…Emma Campbell,” I answered.
“Emma Campbell,” she whispered as she wrote my name on the file. “Wait. Are you the wife of Apha Andrew Campbell, the Alpha of Dark Desert Pack?”
The word “wife” struck a chord in me but I tried my best not to show it. Instead, I just nodded and smiled faintly.
“I’m sorry, Luna. I am new here so I didn’t recognize you,” she stated. I just nodded to let her know it was nothing. But then, she gave me a hesitant look. “Why hasn’t the Alpha come to see you? Was he not informed about the accident?”
Once again, her question pierced my heart. I bit my lip and forced myself to stay calm. I asked another question instead of answering. “Who brought me to the hospital?
“One of the neighboring pack guards on duty,” she replied. “He said he found you lying at the side of the road with your cellphone on your side.”
I smiled bitterly. So, Andrew didn’t even glance at my side. It was impossible he didn’t see the car wreck considering its distance to his direction. If he did, he might have been the one to actually save me.
But instead, he left me there to die.
I forced a weak smile. I thanked the doctor and asked to be left alone. She gladly gave me my needed space. It wasn’t that I was being rude. Rather, I just didn’t want her to see how much I was hurting knowing that Andrew hadn’t been the one to help me despite having the ability to do so.
My chest tightened, but I pushed down the pain. Once again, I gave him the benefit of the doubt. I wanted to hear his explanation. I wanted to hear straight from his mouth if he really didn’t see me or if he intentionally left me there to die.
So, I pulled out my phone and dialed his number again. The call connected after a few rings. But then, it wasn’t him who answered it. It was Ruby.
"Where the hell are you, woman? Why are you still not here? We need that damn file you are holding! Are you stupid or what?"
I gritted my teeth but chose to calm down. I had no time to argue with her so I straight up tell her what I needed
“Are you with the Alpha? Put him on the phone.”
“Yes, but he’s very busy with meetings,” she answered rudely. “He doesn’t have time for your tantrums. But you insist on disturbing him, I’ll hand him the phone.”
Meeting? Wasn’t he kissing a woman on Route 58 a while ago? Was Ruby trying to make me think I just imagined what I saw?
No, it couldn’t be. I saw Andrew get out of his car and make out with another woman in public. I knew what I saw.
“Go ahead. Put him on the phone,” I challenged.
Then, I heard another voice speaking. “Is that Emma?”
“Yes, Andrew. Do you want to take the call?”
“No need,” he replied coldly, and Ruby hung up without another word.
I stared at the screen, feeling numb. Since when did Ruby start calling my husband by his first name?
Why did she always act like she was Andrew’s wife and I was the secretary?
My hands shook as I tried to get her out of my head. I decided to scroll through social media to distract myself. I was browsing through a couple of videos when I stumbled upon Ruby’s latest post. It was dated last night.
“Work is hectic, but lucky to have the best Alpha in the world by my side.”
A picture was attached to the post. It was a photo of her and Andrew at a fancy restaurant. Her arm was subtly brushing his as they shared a private dinner.
My stomach twisted painfully.
So he wasn’t working late.
He wasn’t in his office doing some alpha-related tasks.
Because in truth, he was out with Ruby and having dinner with her while I sat alone in our house eating by myself.
Suddenly, two nurses came in to check my vitals. I slid my phone under my pillow and pretended to be asleep as they talked to each other.
“Have you seen it? The Alpha Andrew’s secretary posted a picture of her and him having some intimate dinner together.”
I bit my lower lip. So, everyone was talking about that post, huh? No wonder. Imagine having your alpha, who was MARRIED, having some intimate dinner with his secretary. I felt like a complete joke.
“Yeah. She really had some nerve to do that,” the other nurse answered. “But come to think of it, Ruby looks like the Alpha’s first love, Jessica. I wonder if that’s the reason he hired her. Everyone knows Ruby sucks at her job.”
And then they left.
My thoughts raced. They were right, there was a big resemblance between Ruby and my adopted sister, Jessica. They had the same eye color, the same slender figure, and the same face shape. The only distinct difference was their hair color. Jessica had a blonde hair while Ruby had fiery red.
I got nervous. This was nearly just a coincidence. Maybe Andrew hired Ruby because she reminded him of his ex-girlfriend. If so, why would he keep on tolerating her behavior even at my expense?
Suddenly, the phone rang again. This time, I saw my mother’s name on the screen. I wiped my tears before answering.
“Mom…”
“Jessica is coming back to the pack tomorrow.” She didn’t bother with a greeting. “Make sure you bring Alpha Andrew with you for dinner.”
EmmaIt had been months since I talked to my mother. The last time I had a conversation with her was when she asked me to deliver an important package to Andrew. After that, she continued treating me like I didn’t matter to her. “Okay, I’ll let him know, but he’s been really busy lately. Not sure if he’ll have time to—”“Who the fuck do you think you are to decide for him?” my mother yelled. Even if I couldn’t see her, I could already imagine the smoke coming from her nose. “You can’t even do a simple thing like delivering a message properly! You’re fucking useless. We should’ve let your sister marry him instead. At least she wouldn’t be such a pathetic excuse for a Luna like you. You’re a disgrace to our family! What did I do to deserve a lowly fucking daughter like you?”Useless.Pathetic. Disgrace.Lowly.I heard those words multiple times from my mom. But no matter how much I got myself used to it, it still hurt every time she hurled those words at me. No matter what I did, it w
EmmaMy stomach clenched at his tone.My husband.The man I had loved with all my heart.My alpha. The father of my unborn child.And yet, after everything that had happened to me, all he cared about was dinner.My heart ached at the indifference in his tone. It was always like this. I had spent years making sure his meals were perfect. I secretly enrolled in cooking classes to learn different cuisines because I wanted to ensure that I always served him a variety of dishes. I cooked each meal to his exact preference. I made sure it was hot the moment he stepped inside the mansion. But today, I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. The effort felt wasted on a man who barely acknowledged my existence beyond the roles I played for him.Not after everything that had happened.Not after he cheated on me. "Emma! Where the heck are you?" Once again, Andrew’s sharp voice rang in my ears. I took a deep breath and forced myself to stand up, despite the pain shooting through my injured leg. Sl
EmmaThe next day, I was awakened by a delicious scent. The door of the study was slightly open so the smell of food entered the study. I was so sure that I clicked the door shut before I slept for the night. Now, I wondered who could have possibly checked on me while I was sleeping here. The Omegas? Impossible. They knew too well not to enter the study unless it was open. The standard rule in this house was that no one was allowed to disturb whoever was inside this place. Especially Andrew. That’s why this has been my favorite place to hang out whenever I was looking for solace because of the privacy it provides.The aroma became stronger as I walked out of the study. It pulled my nose closer to the kitchen. The scene my eyes landed on was something I never thought I would see one day. Andrew was wearing an apron…cooking something for breakfast.I didn’t know what to say. I just observed him in silence. And my husband seemed like he didn’t notice me because of how busy he was prepa
EmmaI hurried to get dressed When I was done, Andrew was almost ready. We went to his car without uttering a single word.As expected, the entire trip was silent. I remembered a few instances when I had tried to make conversation during the rare times Andrew was with me inside his car. But every time I did, he would always tell me to keep quiet so he could concentrate on the road.So now, I won’t even try. After all, I don’t want to be accused of causing an accident, just in case we have one. But the deafening silence was disrupted by the ring on Andrew’s phone. Andrew’s eyes widened. "What?!” he exclaimed. “You fell and got hurt on your way out? I’ll be right there."He hung up and turned to me. "Hmm, something came up at work. I’ll go ahead. I’ll catch up with you later."Andrew pulled over, and I was forced to get out of the car. Then he turned the car around, driving away from where I stood. I rolled my eyes as I stared at his disappearing vehicle. I already knew who it might be.
EmmaLuke and the others stared at the cell phone resting on the table. Then Luke looked at me. A smug smile was present on his lips.“How dare you,” he said. “You’re the one keeping the Alpha from seeing Jessica, and yet—”“Am I?” I challenged. “I’m literally giving you the chance to call him right now and ask him yourself. But instead, you keep insisting I’m the villain here. So tell me, are you really defending Jessica, or just looking for another excuse to throw blame at me?”The room went still. Luke's smirk disappeared, and he glanced away. Jessica said nothing. She didn’t even glance in my direction. The truth was, Jessica never needed to defend herself. It was always the rest of my family who did it for herEven at times, they didn’t have to. Just like now.“Alright, that’s enough,” Mom finally declared. She stepped in between Luke and me and fixed her eyes on me, as if I were the one who needed to be pacified. “Luke was just joking. Don’t take everything so seriously. Maybe a
EmmaAfter that visit, I realized my fate was decided. Andrew was already driving me home, and, of course, Jessica was with us. Since Andrew agreed for her to stay with us under the pretense of “recovering,” my family wasted no time but to let her come with us. Funny that her things were already packed. It was as if that talk was nothing but a mere formality and everything was already decided with or without my consent. Oh, well. That was pretty expected. Jessica was in the backseat, grinning and full of energy. On the other hand, I felt so uncomfortable knowing that she was sent to our home to seduce my husband. And hell, Andrew was so naive! How could he not suspect that Jessice was faking her illness? Was he blind? Suddenly, Jessica opened up a conversation."Andrew, thank you for letting me stay with you guys," she said sweetly. She was obviously rubbing it to my face knowing that I knew what her real intentions were. But as expected, Andrew was blind by it. All he could see w
EmmaI smiled bitterly. I was the wife, yet my husband seemed more interested in caring for another woman than me.I watched in silence as Andrew and Jessica disappeared from my sight. I waited a few more seconds, hoping Andrew would remember I was still in the vehicle. But once again, he disappointed me.My hands went to my belly. I guess I needed to get used to this setup. From now on, it was going to be just me and my baby against the world.I stepped out of the vehicle and followed them. I even caught Andrew walking upstairs, carrying Jessica into one of our guest rooms. Three years ago, my naïve self had believed we’d live a happy, fairy-tale life together, just like we had promised. I thought we’d build a future side by side, and make the Dark Desert Pack one of the most powerful in the northern U.S.Instead, here I was, sitting on the couch, eyes stinging with yet another wave of tears.Pathetic.How long was I going to let myself live like this?“You know what, I can’t do this
EmmaA much-needed distraction came when an omega called us both for dinner. Jessica quickly put her innocent face back on before heading downstairs.“Coming!” she said enthusiastically.After hearing that from Jessica, my mood worsened. I had expected it from her, but it still annoyed me that I could do nothing. After a while, everyone soon gathered at the dining table. I avoided their gazes throughout the meal and hoped to finish my food quickly. The food tasted like nothing with them around. The two talked as usual until Jessica suddenly frowned. A few more seconds and she was crying. She pulled out a pitiful tone and asked,“Alpha, am I causing trouble between you and Emma?”Andrew chuckled. “Of course not, you silly girl. Emma is your sister, remember? So, make yourself at home.”After hearing this, Jessica wore another wide smile. Then she glanced at me. I quickly turned my eyes away from her. I had no idea how long she would stay here, but I didn’t want to deal with her. It wo
EmmaThree days had passed since that fateful night… I could walk properly now. Thanks to my natural wolf healing ability, my burned feet no longer hurt like they did before. I was also glad I listened to Ken’s advice about trusting the doctors on Cavanaugh Hospital. The medicine and ointments they gave me really helped speed my recovery. From downstairs, I heard the faint sound of dishes clinking. Andrew must’ve been having dinner alone again. I haven’t seen Jessica’s shadow roaming around lately. I overheard the omegas saying Andrew was still trying to bring Jessica back to the mansion. I didn’t know if it was true, though.Honestly, I no longer cared. In fact, I didn’t want to see him either. I spent the past few days inside my room, and my burned feet gave me a good excuse to do so. It made avoiding him easier. Suddenly, there was a knock at my door.“Luna Emma?” an omega called from the other side.“Come in,” I responded.“Alpha Andrew wishes to have dinner with you.”I heaved
AndrewThe moment Jessica told me about Andrew and Emma’s secret meeting, I knew I had to confront Emma about it.My feet stomped all the way upstairs once we reached Dark Desert Pack. I slammed the door to Emma’s room, where I found her preparing for bed.Emma’s movements were still affected by her injuries. She slowly tilted her body toward me. I cleared my throat and bluntly said,“I don’t want to see Ken’s shadow in my pack.” I was expecting Emma to object, but she didn’t say anything. I waited for a moment, but still, nothing. “Did you hear what I said?” I raised my voice, hoping this time Emma would answer. She took a deep breath and asked softly. “May I know why?”“Are you seriously asking that?” I said irritably. How could she be so clueless?“It’s not right for a married Luna to be seen with an unmated Alpha like Ken. What if someone sees you? What if rumors start spreading?” I raised my finger, making sure she understood exactly what I meant. “It’s wrong, and it won’t be
I ran my hands through my hair before letting out a deep breath. My head was filled with so many thoughts. I made a choice. And I wasn’t going to back down now.I sat quietly, trying not to think, when the door opened.“Alpha Andrew,” Mathilde said as she walked in with a doctor.“Good evening, Alpha,” the doctor said. “The patient is stable. She can go home tonight. It was just stress. Nothing serious. Just make sure she gets rest.”I gave a small nod and looked at Jessica. “That’s good.”Just then, another nurse stepped in. “Miss Mathilde, someone’s asking for you outside.”Mathilde turned to me. “Please watch over Jessica for now. I’ll be back soon.”“Of course.”Then, she left with the doctor eaving me alone with Jessica.After a while, neither of us said anything. The room felt still until Jessica broke the silence above us.“Are you okay?” she asked. When I turned to her, she was smiling. Her voice pulled me out from my thoughts. I gave a short nod. “Yeah. I’m fine.”I nodded.
AndrewInside the hospital, I remained motionless. My thoughts went back to the scene earlier. Emma sat in that wheelchair, her feet wrapped in bandages. I thought I should feel something. But surprisingly, I didn’t. Nothing. No guilt. No pity. No regret.“You really didn’t feel anything after what happened? Emma was hurt, and you allowed that to happen,” Stan said in my head. “How could you be so heartless?”I didn’t answer right away. He wouldn’t understand, anyway. He still thought like someone who had the luxury of feelings.“She deserved it,” I said finally. “And it had to be done.”I wiped my hands on my pants, like a gesture to remove the cup of guilt from my side. Alpha Roger made his conditions clear. He wanted loyalty. Proof that I could make the hard calls. That I could lead without hesitation and I could put duty above emotion.The business deal he offered would open doors, alliances, resources, and influence. It would secure our future.So when he asked for entertain
EmmaAndrew glanced at me while driving. “I thought you were going to wait for things to settle down in New York?”I gave a bitter smile. “Plans have changed, Ken.”After everything that happened tonight, I think my soul finally screamed loud enough. I’d had enough. I lost count of how many times I disrespected myself just to win Andrew’s heart. I forgot my own worth trying to prove my love. I gave up the purpose I once had, all for a wolf who did nothing but hurt and humiliate me.There was no reason to delay anymore. It was time to move on.Admitting it out loud was hard. I had been holding onto the same fragile hope every day, blindly believing that fate would one day choose me. But I was wrong.Now, I had no choice but to leave.A part of me still wondered, though. Was Andrew doing this on purpose? Did he really want to get rid of me? Did he hate me that much?Ken let out a sigh and spoke in a calm but serious tone. “I understand. I’ll take care of everything you need.”I was take
EmmaInside the Cavanaugh Hospital….The hospital room was large and clean. My bed was comfortable enough to be mistaken for a hotel bed rather than something used in the hospital. A vase of fresh flowers sat on the side table, and the air smelled faintly of lavender instead of antiseptics. I turned to my side a saw a doctor reading my chart, while a few nurses moved around quietly, checking on me. Andrew was nearby, observing. He leaned in and spoke to the doctor in a low voice.“I treated her wound quickly back in Dark Desert. Please check it again and give her something strong for the pain,” he said.The doctor nodded and thanked him.Even though Andrew wasn’t the one holding the tools, it was clear he had some kind of power here. The nurses moved quickly, and the doctor followed his requests without question. They treated me with care, like I was someone important.And I wasn’t used to that.For a moment, something warm settled in my chest. I turned my gaze to Ken. He was doing r
Andrew“I told you…I’m a man of my word,” Alpha Roger boasted as he waved the papers that sealed our deal.Beta James stood by while Alpha Roger looked at me with a smug grin. Around me, the room buzzed with some discussions but none of it reached me. My mind was elsewhere. No, with someone.Emma.Stan hadn’t shut up since the ceremony. His restless pacing in the back of my mind was growing louder, more irritating by the second.“You could at least make sure she’s breathing.”“Enough,” I muttered inside my head.Emma’s face popped into my head after that and I knew at that point that I needed to check on her. Not because I missed her, but because it would look bad if I didn’t at least check on her. I didn’t want whispers about how I left her alone. I didn’t need people doubting my leadership, or Stan howling in my head.Stan didn’t understand the weight of this decision. Sometimes, sacrifices have to be made for the greater good. I have a job to do and I hoped that the reminder would
EmmaThe room fell silent. That one question hit the deepest part of me. It touched a pain I had tried so hard to hide. My chest tightened. Was I really that pitiful in other people’s eyes? I swallowed as the truth hurt more than I expected it to be.I took a deep breath. And then, I placed a hand on my stomach. I had been pretending to be strong for so long. Yet deep inside, I was falling apart. The smile I forced looked more like a sad mask than anything real.“Soon,” I said quietly. “I want to end this marriage soon… and start over with my baby.”I breathed in again. This time, deeper, like I was trying to make a release. I had been thinking about it more and more lately. And sadly, all of the thoughts and scenarios inside my mind only led to one destination. Letting go. This wasn’t just about me anymore. If I couldn’t save myself, then I had to at least try for the innocent soul inside me. For my baby, and the promise of a happy and better life for him.Ken moved closer and sat
EmmaI shed a tear not because of the pain beyond my wildest imagination, but because of who was holding the paper that led me into this permanent wound. My heart broke into a million pieces, reminded that Andrew was the one who held my hand closer to the mouth of these monsters.“How foolish…” I whispered, blaming myself for holding onto the same small hope I had kept for Andrew.The luna title I held was nothing but a name. There was no worth in carrying this title. I had no idea why the moon goddess chose me. But if we ever faced each other one day, I would ask her with this same heavy heart.“Was I cursed?”This stupidity might be a curse. Or a disease without a cure. Why couldn’t my heart understand that Andrew would never care? I had seen it multiple times. I had confirmed it through countless actions. And yet my heart clung to that small beacon of desperate hope that one day, everything would change like a tide switching its current unpredictably deep in the waters.I never lea