LOGINCHAPTER TWO
THE WRONG TWIN Warm light pooled across Dylan's face, pulling him out of sleep. He blinked and looked around, confused for a moment, before registering the arm draped over his waist. Turning, he found Lucas laying beside him, chest rising and falling in slow, even breaths. Dylan’s lips widened with a smile. Sighing, he rested his head against Lucas's chest as he replayed everything that had happened last night. It took courage and a lot of booze, but he finally confessed his feelings. He thought of the way Lucas had kissed him back instead of pushing him away, and the feel of his cock slipping into his mouth. A quiet satisfaction settled in his chest as his smile grew. He’d finally done it. They were finally together. His hand drifted lazily down the chest, past his belly and toward his boxers when he paused. Lucas's muscles were defined, carved in a way that didn't match the boy who spent afternoons buried in textbooks. Dylan frowned as he propped himself up on one elbow. “When did you get so buff, Lucas?" he joked, his hand traveling further. The boy beside him stirred in his sleep, grunting in satisfaction as he turned toward him. His eyes fluttered open and Dylan met his gaze. His heart stopped. Strong jaws, fire in his eyes, piercing in one ear. Dylan pulled his hand back, confused. "Logan?" he whispered, his breath catching in his throat. Logan tilted his head and smiled. Reaching over, he brushed his thumb along Dylan's reddened cheek. "Was wondering when you'd figure that out.” Dylan froze, the shock rooting him to the spot. Before he could react, Logan leaned in and kissed him, the taste of last night's sexscapade still on his tongue. Dylan jerked back, covering his lips like he had been burned. "No, no, no,” he muttered, shaking his head. He scrambled backward across the mattress so quickly he tumbled off the side. He smacked his arm against the floorboard and a wave of pain shot up his shoulder. But he ignored it and grabbed the duvet instead, wrapping it around his bare ass as his chest heaved. “What the fuck?!” His voice cracked. "You're not Lucas.” Logan remained where he was, one arm behind his head as he watched Dylan with amusement. "No. I'm not,” he answered easily. "But you didn't seem to mind last night though.” Dylan's cheek flushed even more, but the shock switched fast into fury. He opened his mouth to curse, scream, say something he knew he'd probably regret later–but Logan beat him to it. “I have no regrets, Dylan," he said, eyes glinting. “Do you?" A sharp knock cut through the room before Dylan could give an answer. Both boys shifted their eyes to the door instantly. “Hey, Logan?" Lucas's voice, muffled and heavy with sleep, came from the other side. “Are you still with the girl? Slept on the couch and I need to clean up." He hissed. "Someone poured a can of beer over me." Dylan's heart raced, his eyes widening. “Shit." Logan immediately sprung off the bed and crossed to the closet in three strides. "Get in,” he whispered as he yanked the door open. "Now.” Dylan didn't argue. He let go of the duvet and shoved himself between the racks of clothes just as Logan shut the closet door behind him. A second later, the bedroom door opened. Dylan held his breath as he peeked through the slats of the door. He watched Lucas step in, his blonde hair a mess as he rubbed one eye behind his glasses. Standing side by side, the resemblance between the twins was uncanny. They had the same height and the same build at a glance. But Dylan knew them too well to tell the difference. Logan was broader at the shoulders, built heavily like the football captain he was. He carried himself with a rough edge that somehow captured every teenage girl's heart. But Lucas was different. He was quiet, steadied and his posture held none of his brother's swagger. The captain of the school's debate team, he'd learned to hone his voice for speeches and meetings. Dylan could tell the two apart with his eyes closed. Then how the fuck did he mess this up? “Why are you standing by my closet?" Lucas asked, frowning. "Are you trying to steal my sweatshirt again?” “I’m just stretching," Logan said, rolling one shoulder for effect. “Good morning to you too, brother." Lucas ignored him. His eyes narrowed slightly, drifting past Logan toward his room. “I thought… I thought I heard someone in here.” "TikTok,” Logan answered without missing a beat. He walked over to the bed and grabbed his phone from under one of the pillows. "Why don't you go clean up in my room instead, yeah?” Lucas's frown deepened. "Your room? Why?” "Well, uh,” Logan shrugged, "I want to help you tidy up the place. I might have forgotten a condom somewhere and I'm not sure you want to see that.” He grinned. “Last night was so wild and–” Lucas held up his hand. "Spare me the details," he muttered, his voice already tired. "Just pick the place clean before I get back.” Without another word, he turned and walked out, already done with the conversation. The moment the door clicked shut, Logan crossed back and opened the closet door. Dylan stepped out and walked past him immediately. He snatched his boxers and jeans off the floor, yanking them on while Logan watched from the doorframe. "Don't tell me you wanna make this a one-night thing,” Logan said, grinning. Dylan shot him a glare. “This never fucking happened, Logan," he snapped. “If you say a word about this to anyone, I will end you." Logan pretended to zip his lips shut. "You know me,” he said, his arms up in surrender as he stepped closer. “I'm not the type to kiss and tell." Dylan tried looking away but Logan cupped his face, turning his gaze back to him. He leaned in to kiss the boy, and Dylan slapped his hand away. Logan laughed but Dylan wasn't having none of it. He turned for the door without another word and stepped out without looking back. He hurried down the hallway, past Logan's actual bedroom door, and toward the stairs. He quickened his pace as he descended the steps when he suddenly heard a door open behind him. He was already halfway down when Lucas's voice reached him. "Dylan?” Dylan froze, and turned. He found Lucas standing in the doorway, his glasses in one hand and his shirt in the other as he watched him with mild curiosity. "You stayed in the guest room?” Dylan hesitated for a moment before nodding. "Uh, yeah, yeah. Guest room.” Lucas smiled, pointing at his own neck, mirroring a spot on Dylan's. "Got laid, I see." Dylan blinked, his eyes darting in the direction of Logan's room as his heart slammed against his ribs. "Got… laid?” “Your neck," Lucas explained as he huffed a laugh. “You've got a hickey there. Had fun with one of the girls, huh?" Dylan let out a short, humorless laugh at the sheer irony of it before forcing a nod. "Yeah, something like that.” Before Lucas could ask anything more, Dylan began climbing down the stairs again. “I'm sorry, but I've gotta head home," he said, turning toward the door. “My brother's probably already looking for me." Without waiting for a reply, Dylan turned for the door and left without looking back. Lucas watched the door close shut behind him and a frown formed on his face. Slowly, he turned to Logan's room when he heard a door creak open across the hallway. Logan stood by the doorway, a smirk on his face and… a hickey on his neck.Ethan shot up so quickly that his chair scraped against the floor. "What happened?"'We have the results,' he said, pausing in front of him.My heart shot. Blake hadn't returned, and I was in front of the doctor by myself. "What did you discover?"The doctor fixed his eyes. "However, there's a complication."Ethan's stomach sank. "What kind?""We think Jake has injured one of the large blood vessels in his chest."Ethan looked at him. It made no sense to him. "The accident?""Most likely.""But he was stable.""He was," the doctor said, nodding. "We think the wound was bleeding all this time, and the scan you had before might not have shown it."Ethan's face turned pale. "Can you stop this?""Possibly."He was unimpressed by the word. "What?"The doctor took a deep breath. "Jake needs surgery.""Now?" Ethan asked, his voice cracking."Immediately.""How dangerous is it?"Ethan hadn't even been able to speak; the doctor hadn't spoken either, and that had told Ethan more than he could h
The following forty minutes dragged on in a fog. A nurse eventually ushered Ethan and Blake further down the hall so that the doctors could do what they needed to do, then she drew the curtains tight around Jake's room. Ethan could not see his brother any longer, and that was almost more miserable than watching. Ethan sank down in a plastic chair with his elbows resting on his knees, his fingers interlocked so tightly that his knuckles ached. Blake sat next to him. Neither of them made a sound.The hospital had fallen silent once more. The alarms had ceased and the shouting had long since ceased, but Ethan couldn't settle down. Every time footsteps drew near, his head shot up, and every time they passed, his stomach clenched painfully more."Let's call your parents," Blake finally said in a soft voice.Ethan shut his eyes. He had tried not to think about it for hours, because the second you did, it became true. "Yeah.""Do you want me to do it?""No." Ethan drew his phone from his p
CODINGEthan followed the doctor back to the room where Jake still snoozed in bed. He sat in the chair next to the bed and this time, when the monitor caught his eye, his gaze lazily swept across to where Jake lay. The boy who had spent years instructing him how not to do everything, driving him nuts, frightening the crap out of him and well, humiliating him too. But the boy who'd stood by him in ways Ethan hadn't yet figured out. Who made him afraid to be himself. Hard to imagine losing him now.Ethan touched Jake's hand softly, and Jake's hand twitched. Ethan held his breath; Jake's eyes fluttered."You still here?" Jake croaked out.Ethan blinked quickly. "Yeah. " he chuckled."You're supposed to be home.""So are you.""Technically, no." Jake looked around at the rails of the bed and the hoses.Ethan chuckled, and Jake groaned, rubbing his hand against his side. "Please don't make me laugh.""Sorry."Jake closed his eyes for a moment, then continued to speak with his eyes closed
WHAT DYLAN DECIDEDThe gentle sound of the rain tapping against the attic window somehow seeped into his dreams, the sound pulling him from his sleep. For a long time, he lay perfectly still, gazing upwards, and allowed the gray of the morning to envelope him. And then reality hit him in the image of Lucas's disappointed look on the porch, his hollow words through the door, and his brother counting cash among carefully arranged packages.Fuck. He had not slept well. And he probably won't be able to sleep anytime soon. So he decided to take that as his cue to get up. Slowly, he climbed down from the attic to stretch his cramped muscles. Staying awake in this cramped space for two nights in a row had been quite exhausting. On the way towards the bathroom, he took a good look at himself in the mirror. There was the faint yellow bruise on his jaw, dark circles under his eyes and that unique, haunted expression of someone who had seen the things he could not unsee in the past seventy-two
SECOND PLACE Lucas trudged back toward the main street that led to his house, backpack straps cutting into his shoulders, trying to organize everything about the conversation he'd just had with Dylan at his front door - and coming up blank. Something about it had been off today - not the words, which, each individually, had seemed totally reasonable, but the way in which Dylan had said them - too fast, too rehearsed, too… practiced, like someone performing lines he'd memorized in the mirror. When he reached the corner, he fished out his phone and scrolled to Logan's contact. Hit dial. It rang three times before his brother answered, sounding haphazard and sleepy through the line. "What?""Are you going to school today?" Lucas asked. He glanced back toward Dylan's house, then slowly made his way down the street toward Brookwoods High. "Nope.""Great."Lucas sighed and rubbed his forehead, frustrated. "Can you at least come pick me up? I was going to walk with Dylan but… that's n
THE DOOR HE HAD TO CLOSE The knock sounded again; sharper this time. Three quick raps, then a pause. Two more. A rhythm that started down the scale – a little polite, a little courteous – that somehow made it worse. Dylan felt his entire body turn stiff. "You know who that is?"he whispered, just barely moving his lips, eyes immediately darting to his brother, sitting across the living room. "No," Rocky whispered, already hauling himself up off the couch, grimacing fiercely as he moved to tug at his bandaged arm. He reached under the cushions next to him and pulled out a gun that Dylan hadn't even known was there, curling his fingers around the grip with practiced precision. "Go to your room. Now.""What?""Dylan."Rocky's voice was low and urgent, his eyes hard. "I need you upstairs."Dylan opened his mouth to protest again but, suddenly, there was another knock; a third knock, and there was something about the particular cadence of that knock – rapid, familiar, impatient in







