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"She is something," I mutter as I struggle to understand the scene that played out seconds ago. Unable to sit still, I stand and pace around my office. I stop in front of a window, shaking my head. "Me, a stubborn flightless bird? If anything, she should be telling herself the same words. Stubborn, obstinate, annoying," I list qualities I think belong to Evelyn Lockhart. "You do realize that all those words can be used to describe you, right?" I whirl around to see Ken standing in my office. "The door?" I say. "Knocking? Has everyone forgotten I'm the CEO?" "Whoa, did something happen?" he asks. "No," I snap, returning to my chair. Ken wags his finger. "I don't believe you. Something happened, and it has to do with Evelyn Lockhart." "How do you... never mind." "How do I know?" He finishes my question. "Well, I could tell you the long version or simply say that I saw her leaving your office, and she looked equally annoyed. What did you do?" My jaw drops. "What did I do? Why do you assume that I did something? You should be asking me what she did. Have you ever seen me this unsettled?" He strokes his chin. "Now that you mention it, I haven't seen you this riled up. At least, not since we graduated, and you started encountering some of the biggest assholes in your years of building this company. What is it about Evelyn Lockhart, our resident cyber-security specialist, that has gotten under your skin?" "She called me a stubborn, flightless bird," I air my grievances, expecting Ken to be as shocked as I was. Instead, he bursts out laughing, "Why is that funny?" "Oh come on, everything. From the fact that she might be the first person to ever stand up to you to the look on your face. You look stunned, like you can't believe it, instead of annoyed like your voice." "I don't get your point," I say, defensively. "I'm saying that you like her. You like Evelyn Lockhart." "Did something happen to you this morning?" I inquire. "Like what?" I stand up from my chair and go to lay my hand on his head, feeling for warmth. At first, he lets me feel all around his face, then he smacks my hand away. "What are you doing?" "Checking to see if you have a fever," I respond, reaching for his head again. "Did you hit your head?" Ken stands up to put space between him and me. "I didn't hit my head. Why would you think I have a concussion?" I glare at him. "Why wouldn't I, when you are talking nonsense?" "What?" It hits him five seconds later. "Oh. Oh." He breaks into a loud laugh. "You think I have a concussion because I said you like Evelyn Lockhart?" "Why else would you say something like that?" I question, returning to my seat. "I can barely tolerate being in the same room with her, and she just called me a stubborn, flightless bird. What does that even mean? And this morning, she purposefully let her two-hundred-pound dog run me down." Everyone outside the office can hear Ken's laughter by now, and I am tempted to throw him out of my office, but I know he's going to poke fun at me for being so hot-wired and I refused to hear the truth. "I think this is a classic case of enemies to lovers." What is he saying? "There is no way that woman," I point to the door, "and I would ever become lovers. We are barely working with each other as it is. Once her job is done here, I don't want to see her again. I'm considering moving out of my penthouse, too." "You're going to have to give me a minute to digest all this information," Ken says. "I can't have you throwing me curveballs each time I think I might have cracked the code." I fold my arms, my mouth downturned. "There is no code." Ken pulls his chair close to me. "Of course, there is a code. From everything you've just told me, I have deduced that, one, she lives in your building, and I'm guessing it's the apartment below yours that was vacant three weeks ago." "Two, she's the same person I sourced to handle cybersecurity for our very secretive project, but the thing is, you two can't stand each other." "Three, you ran into her this morning when you went on a run, and she let her dog loose so it could chase you. From the look on your face, I'm thinking you were frightened, and you let it show." I throw my hands in the air, exasperated. "It was a big dog! Big Furry Dog, and I could see it foaming at the mouth. You see a dog like that running towards you, and you get scared. I tried to act like I was fine and resumed my jogging pace, but it kept barking at me." Ken has a huge smile on his face. "I don't know what to say." "I never asked you to say anything," I remind him. "You were the one with the outrageous conclusion. Evelyn Lockhart is not my type, and this is a business arrangement—two major reasons why it is impossible for me to feel anything for her." My best friend gives me the side eye. "Never say never, my friend. There is a thin line between love and hate. You don't know it because your mind tells you what you can see on the surface, but your heart might have fallen already." If looks could kill, he would be dead on the floor of my office. He shoots up his hands in surrender. "Okay. All right. I'll stop with the assumptions. You need to find a way to behave. She's the best in her field, and we can't bring someone else in on this project, now." "Why do I have to be the one to behave? Why don't you tell her to behave?" Ken shrugs. "Maybe I will." I'm taken aback by how easily he accepts it. "You're going to speak to her?" "Didn't you just ask me too," he points out. "You said it like you two have become buddies or something," I explain. Ken's silence tells me everything I need to know—his deception and betrayal. I point to the door. "You still know your way out, don't you?" "You want me to leave because we are acquaintances?" "Did I stutter?" I say. "My own best friend chooses to side with the...the..." I cannot quite call her the enemy, or I wouldn't have agreed to work with her. Blowing out steam and running my fingers through my hair, I stand up. Ken does the same. "You can stay," I say. "I'm leaving." "Where are you going?" "I'll be back," I say before leaving the office. I need some air to clear my thoughts of Evelyn Lockhart. Ken might have been far off when he said I had feelings for her, but he's not wrong about one thing—in all the years, nobody has gotten under my skin so much that it left me disoriented. There's something about her I just can't put her finger on.I hear the rumble of a motorcycle and watch as Gabriella, our two-year-old toddler, hears it too. Her eyes widen and a lopsided smile appears on her face.I watch fondly as she tries to stand. She pushes her padded bottom up first, and then she wiggles into position as she puts more weight on her feet. When she finally stands, she wobbles once; then, she's steady. She propels herself toward the door as fast as her chubby little legs will carry her.The door opens and she squeals in delight as her daddy immediately swoops her up in his arms."How's my baby girl?" I watch as Collins lovingly hugs her and gives her a kiss on the cheek.Gabriella reaches out and pats his face, a dimple shows in her cheek, "Da-da."He grins down at her, "Da-da, play."He laughs, "In a minute, Baby," he promises her. He walks over to me and still with Gabriella in his arms, he leans in and gives me a kiss.When he lifts his head, I stand back and grin as I point out, "Our daughter is a total daddy's girl."
Felicia.We both stand and see two police officers exit the doors as we approach. We follow the nurse to a room.We see Collins sitting up in the bed; his arm has a big patch of gauze, and his shirt is bloodied, but he's alive.He looks up and smiles at both Carson and me."So, you got shot, little brother. I'm glad you're okay. You scared the hell out of us.""You just missed the police. They already have the men in custody.""Good. How are you feeling?""I'm fine. And so is Dale. He did well for a recruit.""Good. Felicia said you were wearing one of the new vests.""I was. But, I went by the office and grabbed one of the older ones before I went downtown."Carson gives me a searching look then looks over at Felicia, "Well, I'll leave you two alone. I'll go check on Dale."Collins looks over at me and then opens his arms. I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him being careful to avoid his injured arm, but I forget about his back."Ouch.""Oh, Collins, I'm sorry.""Don't worry
Felicia.My cell phone rings, "Hello?""Felicia, it's Carson. There was some trouble downtown. Collins and a guard have been taken to the hospital. I don't know the extent of their injuries.""Oh, my God," my head swims with the news. I weakly sit down."Are you home?""Yes.""Look, I'm headed to the hospital; why don't I stop by and pick you up?""Okay, thanks, Carson."I look down at my hot pink lingerie, I had planned on opening the door to Collins wearing it. I go into the bedroom and throw on the first clothes I touch—a pair of jeans and a black shirt. I slip on some shoes and hear a car pull up in the drive. I pick up my purse and rush out the door.As I approach Carson's car, my eyes land on my Can-Am Spyder. I see the word 'Bella' airbrushed on the side of my motorcycle. I give a small smile, then turn and hurry to the car where Carson is waiting.Once I'm in the car and Carson is driving to the hospital, before I can ask, he looks over at me grimly, "I wish I could tell you m
Collins."Good," I say with relief."You're not? Then who is?"Ellen and Dave both ask at one time.Felicia gives a proud smile, "I recommended to the board that it be a shared responsibility. Two Co-CEOs. While most companies only have one CEO, some are having great success with Co-CEO positions. I think a good balance of work and family is important.""That's a great idea. So, who will be Co-CEO with you?" Asks Ellen."Who do you think they'll pick?" Dave asks Felicia."I don't know who the board will select. Even though I have a controlling interest, I feel the board should make most of these types of decisions. However—"Felicia stops and looks at Ellen, "I made a recommendation. I recommended Ellen Stone and Beth Smith from gaming for joint leadership."Ellen looks stunned, and then her eyes begin to light up at the thought, "Thanks, Felicia. I love the idea of joint leadership. Beth knows the gaming side very well. We've worked on other projects together. She and I get along gre
Felicia.I give Collins a nod. Then I turn toward Ellen and Dave, "All of us will be attending the meeting," I inform them firmly."We will?" Ellen and Dave both look at me wide-eyed.I then hand them each a small stack of papers, "Yes, Ellen, you helped prepare these for me. If you and Dave could pass them out to the board members while I review the numbers, it would be helpful. Then, we will all be available to answer any questions that might be asked. Okay?"They both nod. I turn back to Collins and take his hand. Then, with a spring in my step, we walk out of the copier room and cross over to the boardroom.When I open the conference room door, I give everyone a wide, friendly smile. The Chair and Vice Chair of the Board catch my eye, and they nod solemnly to me as I enter. I nod back."Good morning," I walk toward the head of the conference room and gesture for Collins to take my normal seat. I remain standing between Collins and my uncle, who's at the head of the table. I notice
Collins.When I arrive home later that night, the house is dark. Felicia would always leave a light on in the house, so I know she's not in the apartment before I even open the door. I grimace as I flip on the light switch. I look around and everything looks exactly like it did when I left. Except Felicia isn't here. The empty apartment seems to mock me.I can't believe how the night ended. How arrogant I was to believe that she wanted something more than friendship. I pull out my cell phone and look down at the red beating heart that made me think she might feel the same way about me as I feel about her.I go to delete the heart, but at the last minute, I don't. I can't. It's the last text I may ever get from Felicia. I'm not only losing my wife, I'm losing my best friend. She gets me. She always has.I could tell earlier tonight that she felt bad. She probably didn't know how to tell me how she's been feeling. She wants to move on with finding someone she can love. And it's not me.