登入I made a deal with the Devil. My soul, in exchange for seven days on earth after I died. The eleventh hour after my death happened to fall on our third wedding anniversary. The moment I walked through the door, he had just come home from another woman's place. He had an anniversary gift waiting for me. A set of sapphires. But the card tucked beside them bore another woman's name. I spotted a pale lavender hair tie in his hand. Once, I would have fought him over a hair tie like that, all the way from the front hall to the study. This time, I said nothing. It was him who froze instead, staring at me like I was a stranger. "You didn't used to be like this. I almost miss the way you used to fall apart over everything." He was right. The old me would have thrown a fit over something as small as him forgetting to cut my steak. But ever since the miscarriage, my heart had been dying by slow degrees. When I found out I was pregnant, I was overjoyed. I wanted him to be the first to know. But I couldn't reach him, no matter how many times I called. I lost the baby. I hemorrhaged. That very afternoon, while I lay on the operating table, a photo of him and that woman hit the entertainment headlines. He never even knew I had carried a child. Now there was only one last thing I wanted from him. To drive me up to the northern coast, and bury me with his own hands. But when he realized I had truly vanished from this world, he came undone.
查看更多In the cemetery, before the headstone carved "Wife of Julian Ashford," all was clean, not a single fallen leaf. Someone had been keeping it swept all these years.Julian carried the sunflowers over, slowly crouched, and laid the flowers gently before the stone. He took the journal, filled cover to cover, from inside his coat, and together with the pen engraved "Nora," left at the stone years ago and later taken back into his keeping, set them at the foot of the headstone."Eleanor, I've come to see you."His voice was old and gentle."The places you wanted to go, I've walked them all for you. It's all written in this book. Take your time reading it. It was beautiful, truly, just like you said. And I set up a foundation for you, helped so many children. Sunny kept them company for a good few years too. I think you'd be happy."The sun sank in the west, and the golden afterglow spilled over the headstone and over his head of white hair.He leaned against the stone and sat down, closed hi
The years went by, one after another.The journal was finally written to its last page. Those places she'd never gotten to, every one now bore the line he'd written for her. "Came here for you."Julian had grown old too. His hair had whitened, his back stooped a little. Sunny had passed quietly of old age years before, on a winter's day, beside the sunflowers in the reading room. The children had held a small farewell for it.The foundation had grown lush and far-reaching. His own name gradually faded from it, while the name Eleanor came to be remembered by more and more people.That year, he stopped his wandering and returned to the city he had been away from for so many years.He didn't go first to the house long left empty. He went first to the flower shop, the way he had on every anniversary he remembered, and chose a large bunch of sunflowers, blooming just right.Holding that bunch of sunflowers, step by step, he walked toward the cemetery on the city's edge.
He took Sunny and the journal, filling fuller and fuller, and went on.He went to see the northern lights in the north, the seas of flowers in the south, every place she'd written "want to go there someday." At every one he photographed the scenery for her. He had long known she wouldn't be in the photos, and he took them anyway.The blank pages in the journal grew fewer and fewer. Those regrets of hers, the "never mind, going alone is just the same," he filled them in whole, page by page, gently.Vivienne messaged often. The foundation's reading rooms were multiplying, the children helped growing in number. And Sunny, getting on in years, had been sent to live at the first reading room, lying by the sunflowers on the windowsill every day, keeping the children company as they read and basked in the sun.Julian looked at the messages, and as he read, his eyes grew wet.He lifted his head toward a foreign sky and said softly, "Eleanor, do you see? Everything you wanted to do, wanted to s
Julian set out alone. He told no one where he was going, taking only the travel journal and Sunny.Following the list she had written and put off and put off and never managed, he went station by station.The first stop was the lighthouse she had written about on the journal's very first page. He returned to that stretch of sea, sat on the shore a whole day, watched the water and the clouds, then opened the journal and, in the blank space on that page, added a line stroke by stroke. "Came here for you. The water is calm, just like you said. It can carry a person very far."The second stop was the Acadia peak she'd written about wanting to see. He stood at the summit and watched the sunrise. The third was the autumn leaves she'd wanted to see. He went to the Camden hills, the slopes red with leaves. The first autumn after her death, the leaves had finally turned vivid red.At every place, he added a line on the journal's matching page. The blanks she had never gotten to fill, he filled
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