Julie's POV...Do you know what hurts most? Not when someone stabs in your heart, not when you break your bones or something. It hurts when someone important to you neglects you, hates you and discriminates against you.I had a black friend back in my high school. She was such a lovely girl. The best friend that I have ever met. Her mother's cooking was the best, the smell of her food made me feel at home. So when I started living in a high school dormitory, I often visited that small but cosy house at the weekend. She cooked lots of food from different countries. A perfect Chef, she was. She loved to learn different types of cuisine and we were her judges. They were a lovely family. A perfect family that I always wanted to have with my parents. But I couldn't and they knew, I was missing such kind of family.So, every weekend, my friend's father picked me up to stay with them. My parents didn't care about me, so it was easier for me to stay over anywhere.Once a night, like other we
When I complained about everything, they called me an attention seeker. Yet I tried to keep it continued because I thought maybe one day they would look at me, for once, with love. However, it will never happen." Listen! Once you are gone, you are gone forever. So don't bother yourself, wishing that we would call you. Don't expect too much!" My mother spat through the phone, and I didn't call her first.I hum. " Why are you silent? You shouldn't -"" Hmm!" " This Brat. Nevermind. Don't return home. Your grandparents are still upset about how rudely you behaved with Odette. She wasn't happy for a while!" " Hmm!" " Juliette Anderson!!! Don't you have a mouth? I don't understand why you are so arrogant. I shouldn't have given birth to you -"I hang up. When you learn to listen and not to care, nothing does matter anymore. The heart will eventually scoff to ignore the pain that once killed you internally.I got up, thinking nothing. I woke up yesterday, and since then nobody has co
" I want you!" I whisper, slightly gripping his sleeve. " Are you fucking out of mind?" He growls, eyes are bloodshot." Maybe! But I want you!" I insist, fear grips my throat." Juliette Anderson!!! Do you think just because I left you to die, I will regret and be easy on -"" That's why I don't want you to go easy on me. Use my body thinking it's my sister's like you did since the wedding night. Just do it!" I look at him, directly into his eyes. I am not going to cry. " You dare -"" I beg you!" " You beg?" I nod!" Are you sure you can handle me with this situation? I hate to stop in the middle way. Don't die on me!"Is he concerned about my health? Don't overthink. He will see me dead rather than staying alive." I will be fine." " But you aren't allowed to get pregnant. I don't want my child in this belly!" He loosens his tie and closes the door. " Don't worry. Even if a child is born, they can have blue eyes and blonde hair more." He pauses momentarily before turning tow
- Narrator-" I don't think this dress will fit in her body!" Mrs Fernandez scoffs throwing away the dress that Juliette kept herself in her closet. She went through the bedroom, just to grab the dresses that she bought for her after the wedding.And, now she is on a mission to give her some dresses which are a little tighter for Juliette. So that she looks a little thin. " I didn't buy this. Where did she get it? It's beautiful!" Susan grabs the dress, placing it on her before walking towards the mirror... " Mom! This dress is gorgeous. Where did she get this dress?" Mrs Fernandez strokes her daughter's head gently before Glancing at the reflection of her daughter..." You can have it. This is not going to fit in her body, anyway!"" Can I?" She exclaims..." Of course, Darling! Everything is yours, as long as you want it!"Meanwhile...Juliette walks upstairs with the juice. She is calm after hearing all of those comments on her body from Serena. Surprisingly, the girl with anger i
- Juliette-Something is supposed not to happen. I don't care about my ending or how I will end up. I don't have any intention to make him or anyone else think that I am not the one to blame for everything. However, I don't like this. Seeing him in pain and his family being worried, I hate this.But... How did the peanut end up there? How did everything happen when I was so careful with the fruits?And...Why did Serena look at me like she won? Is it because his family hates me more or...?I don't know. My mind, my brain isn't working anymore. Whatever I do, it will be messed up, like a curse. I am a curse like my parents said.There is no Yesterday, Today or Tomorrow, where my curse doesn't affect effect on anything. Everything is my fault." This bitch!!! She wasn't satisfied after killing her sister now she is trying to kill my son!" I heard my mother-in-law gritting her teeth. She is right. I almost killed her son too. Am I really -?" Enough! Mom! Why is there peanut in our ho
-Narrator-The strong pain in her hand somehow happens, even though the servant stopped her before she could do something dangerous. It wasn't her intention to hurt herself. But it always happens.When she is angry, not anyone but herself, she chooses herself to hurt, silently, and painfully.However, after coming here, her entire self-hatred and self-anger stay put inside, gathering all together. She doesn't want to create another problem around. Besides, the thought of not deserving anything never leaves her alone. Moreover, her wrist felt a strong pain, as she walked inside the bedroom. She thought Serena might have left. And William wouldn't blame him for anything.But It is wrong." Can't you understand? Because of you, he is in so much pain. He got a fever and now, he is having an asthma attack. Don't even dare to touch him. You don't deserve it!" Serena pushed her and that caused her wrist to hit the nightstand.Her painful and tearful eyes gaze at William who is awake and fa
-Juliette-" Why are you here when I said I don't want your shadow in my house once again?"I turn when my mother walks into my room, in my parent's house. After finding no reason to stay when I was not allowed to enter my own room, and the ugliest headache that was wreaking havoc in my entire world, I decided to come to my house, unannounced to grab the rest of the medicine I had.It was stupid thought of mine that I would survive with those damn pills that I throw inside my stomach with no care of side effects. At least I don't want to hear that ugly voice in my head.However, I face my mother, who is standing before me. Her face is red in rage and she is possibly hating my presence.Oh! I shouldn't use possibly. She just hates me since my birth. It's nothing new." Kick me out of your family name and cut off the relationship we share. Then I will stop coming!" I say grabbing my medicine purse when I put my pills." You are still as shameless as you ever. Whatever. Take your medicin
-Juliette-Unknown to the entire situation that popped up in front of me, I left my house forever. Before leaving, My mother was standing before the door, with the same no expression and slight annoyance on her face, and I didn't say goodbye.It burns my heart into ashes but I know once I stepped out, there is no way I will return.They are childless and I am selfishly happy about that.As I stand by the roadside for a cab, a voice makes me turn immediately. It's unexpected but I subconsciously turn to look at him. My father runs towards me, while his sweat is soaking his shirt. Why is he here at this hour?" Juliette! Why did you leave early?" He didn't use my princess or me Angel this time. Well, it's expected." Is there anything left in your house? Mr. Anderson!" I say, my tone is serious and unbothered. I have cut off my relationship with them. " Julie! Why didn't you bring your husband? This is your first time -"" I poisoned him to die. He is suffering now." I snort..." What