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I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending
I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending
Author: Kissy

Chapter 1

Author: Kissy
A gust of icy wind swept past, and my chest tightened. Every breath felt like shards of glass in my lungs.

I clutched my chest, my knuckles turning white as I looked at my mom with pleading eyes.

"Mom—I mean, Ms. Wright." I quickly corrected myself, my voice shaking so hard I could hardly get the words out. "My chest hurts so much. Can I please sit this one out?"

The woman standing before me was my mom, Jennifer Wright, who also happened to be my homeroom teacher.

At that moment, she was busy signing an excuse slip for my class president, Quiana Sullivan.

Quiana's cheeks were rosy with health as she pouted. "Ms. Wright, it's that time of the month, and my back is just killing me. I don't think I can handle the run."

"Of course, dear. You need to take care of yourself during your cycle."

Mom offered her a warm, doting smile as she scribbled her signature on the slip. She even reached into her pocket, pulled out a piece of candy, and pressed it into Quiana's palm. "Go rest on the sidelines. And don't let yourself catch a cold."

But the moment she turned to me, her warm smile vanished, replaced by an icy stare.

She glanced at the excuse slip I held out but didn't take it. Instead, she let out a derisive snort and swiped her hand, knocking the paper straight to the ground. "Your chest hurts?"

Mom looked down at me, her eyes brimming with pure disgust. "You'd actually lie just to get out of a half-mile run? Do you really think I wouldn't know if my own daughter had a heart condition?

"Quiana has a delicate constitution, and she's on her period. That's why she can't handle this kind of physical strain. But you? You've had a clean bill of health since you were a toddler, and now you're telling me your chest hurts?"

"I'm not—"

I tried to lean down to pick up the slip, but a sharp spike of pain in my chest made me stumble. "I'm really not feeling well, and I…"

My hand instinctively went to my pocket, fingering a crumpled piece of paper—the diagnostic report I had picked up from the hospital yesterday.

The doctor's voice echoed in my head, grim and serious. "It's acute myocarditis. While it's not critical yet, you need rest. Absolutely no strenuous exercise, or you're at risk of sudden cardiac arrest."

Just as I was about to pull the report out to show her, Mom's sharp bark cut me off.

"Yvonne Simpson! Take your hands out of your pockets! Stand up straight! And stop calling me 'Mom' at school! It's precisely because you're my daughter that I have to be even stricter to avoid any appearance of favoritism!"

My classmates were all staring, their whispers closing in around me like a suffocating fog.

"There goes Yvonne again, faking it. She thinks she can slack off just because her mom's the teacher."

"Exactly. She's usually as healthy as a horse. There's no way she's actually sick."

Mom's frown deepened as she caught the comments. "Hear that? Even your classmates can see right through your little act."

She stepped closer, lowering her voice to a lethal whisper meant only for my ears.

"Quiana's dad is a high-ranking official from the Board of Education. I need his support if I want to win the 'Teacher of the Year' award at the end of the year. But what about you? What do you bring to the table? Besides being an utter embarrassment, what are you even good for?"

My hand froze around the paper in my pocket. My fingernails dug into the thin diagnostic sheet, nearly tearing through it.

So that was it.

It wasn't because I wasn't good enough or didn't work hard enough. It was simply because I didn't have a father in a position of power.

"Yvonne, I've taken you on morning jogs since you were a child. How could you possibly have a heart condition?"

Mom straightened up and raised her voice so the whole class could hear. "Don't embarrass me with your laziness! I won't have people saying I go easy on my own child!"

She enunciated every word, cold and merciless. "Unless you drop dead on that track today, you are finishing the race!"
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  • I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending   Chapter 9

    I drifted in the rain, watching the men in white coats hoist Mom into the back of the van.The moment the door slammed shut, I saw Dad finally shatter. He collapsed to the ground, sobbing like a child.Inside the psychiatric ward, Mom was confined to a private room. Her hysterical wailing had stopped; now, she just sat there in heavy silence.But every day, she would scream at the blank walls."Run! Keep running! Don't you dare slack off!""Four minutes and eight seconds! That's not good enough! Faster!"Her voice echoed through the empty room, sending a chill down the spine of anyone who heard her.Whenever a young nurse came in with her medication, Mom would lunge at her, dropping to her knees and frantically banging her head against the floor."Yvonne, I was wrong. Can you forgive me? I won't push you anymore. You can do whatever you want…" The nurses would turn pale at her outbursts, scrambling to set down the pills before sprinting out the door.Later, she began talking

  • I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending   Chapter 8

    Mom wailed to the roomful of guests about how hard her life had been, yet not a single word was an apology to me.Dad looked down at her, his voice like ice as he spat, "You have no right to be here. You were so obsessed with avoiding favoritism, weren't you? Fine. Stay away for good."The sobs caught in Mom's throat as the last of the color washed out of her face.Right then, two more people walked through the door.It was Quiana and her dad, a high-ranking official from the Board of Education. Both were dressed gaudily, looking completely out of place in a room steeped in grief.Quiana's dad gave a perfunctory bow before walking over to exchange pleasantries with Dad.Quiana, meanwhile, walked up to my memorial portrait. She stared at my face and muttered under her breath, her voice low enough that she thought no one would hear. "Good riddance. At least now you won't be standing in the way of my university spot."The comment wasn't loud, but Mom's head snapped up, her bloodsho

  • I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending   Chapter 7

    Mom stumbled back, frantic mumbles spilling from her lips. "Why didn't she tell me sooner? Why did she have to lie to me?"Even now, she was shifting all the blame onto me—a corpse that could no longer speak in its own defense.She refused to accept the truth. She had to get to the hospital and confront the doctor face-to-face. She needed to prove it was all a misdiagnosis, and that I had been the one lying all along.Driven by a manic desperation, she stormed into the hospital and tracked down the middle-aged doctor who had treated me."It was you! You killed my daughter!"She grabbed the doctor by his collar, her face twisted into something barely human. "Why did you give her that fake diagnosis? Did Mateo pay you off?"The doctor simply looked at her calmly, his eyes full of compassion."Ms. Wright, please. Compose yourself."He reached into his desk drawer, pulled out a voice recorder, and pressed play.My voice, frail and pleading, filled the quiet office."Doctor, pleas

  • I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending   Chapter 6

    "Shut up! Get back to your room! Stop being such an eyesore!" Mom had snapped, cutting me off before I could finish.I never managed to show her that diagnostic report.Now, that report was the thorn buried deepest in her heart.She remembered how I had choked back my words, and how my eyes had pleaded with her in silent desperation.Regret washed over her like a tidal wave. She was a mess of snot and tears, her forehead pressed hard against my cold feet."Yvonne… I was wrong… I shouldn't have yelled at you. Let's celebrate your birthday, okay? We'll get the biggest strawberry cake in town—the one you always loved—"The morgue door was kicked open with a deafening crash.Dad burst in, his eyes bloodshot. He grabbed Mom and flung her aside."Jennifer! Who are you putting on this act for?" His voice shook as he pointed a finger at my body. "Yvonne is dead! She can't hear you anymore! This is all because of you! You were so obsessed with your pathetic reputation and your career th

  • I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending   Chapter 5

    As it turned out, in Mom's world, my life wasn't worth even a fraction of her reputation.A hollow ache tore through where my heart used to be, leaving a void for the cold wind to howl through.At the hospital, the doctor emerged holding a death notification form."The cause of death was sudden cardiac arrest," he said, "brought on by acute myocarditis."Dad's legs buckled. He collapsed to the floor like a wounded animal with its spine ripped out, letting out a gut-wrenching wail of despair.Mom, however, shot to her feet. She snatched the notification form from the doctor and tore it to shreds."I don't believe it! She ate two full plates of dinner last night and a big bowl of oatmeal this morning. How could she possibly have a heart condition?"She was right.I had forced down those two plates just to put her mind at ease—to show her I was healthy and wouldn't be a burden.I had choked down that bowl of oatmeal to build up enough strength to run a good time, just so she coul

  • I Only Had to Die for Mom to Stop Pretending   Chapter 4

    Mom's hands trembled as she took the piece of paper.She unfolded it, revealing the words "ACUTE MYOCARDITIS" in bold, stark letters.Below the diagnosis, the doctor had left specific instructions. "Strict bed rest required. Strenuous exercise is strictly prohibited. High risk of sudden cardiac arrest."The officer flipped the paper over. On the back was my messy, scrawled handwriting."Mom, the doctor says I need to rest, but I don't want you to think I'm just being a drama queen. If I make the top three today, could you please spend my birthday with me this Sunday?" The officer's voice was icy, and the look he gave Mom seethed with indignation.Her face went deathly pale as she stammered out a defense. "I… I didn't know… I was just trying to toughen her up—""Toughen her up?" Coach Miller, who had been giving his statement nearby, suddenly stood up. "Ms. Wright, Yvonne came to you with a written excuse to sit out. But you? You were happy to excuse Quiana for period cramps

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