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I Refuse to Play Her Love Games
I Refuse to Play Her Love Games
작가: Give Hope

Chapter 1

작가: Give Hope
The ring clattered as it hit the table.

Kirsten Weber's face turned pale. Even her parents, Sam Weber and Juliet Moore, seemed to be completely taken aback.

Six years.

Every single day of my life in the past six years had been exactly like this.

Each time Kirsten jeered at me or made fun of me, I didn't need her to purposely coax me back. I just needed to listen to her true feelings and eagerly rush back to her to make up with her.

Over time, they eventually got used to it. They even joked and said that someone as stubborn and difficult as Kirsten needed a husband who would never leave her, no matter how much he was berated.

So, when I took off my ring, Juliet hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Mitch Coleman! What's gotten into you? Are you in a bad mood today? You're never usually this petty."

Sam also had a stern look on his face. "This is a family dinner. You should know better than to use divorce as a joke at the table. Hurry up and put the ring back on."

I chuckled. "So, you also know that it's a family dinner. So, since when had Mr. Jordan Steele been part of the family?"

Sam and Juliet were at a loss for words.

Kirsten got up abruptly with a deep frown on her face. "Are you done making a fuss, Mitch Coleman! You want a divorce? Fine! Then get out of my sight right now! This family does not welcome selfish people like you!"

Yet, beneath her sharp words lay her true, hidden feelings.

[Why do you want a divorce from me, honey? Don't you want me anymore? Didn't you promise me that you would love me forever?

[It's just an April Fool's joke, isn't it? You'll immediately come running into my arms as long as I get mad at you like this, right?]

I had been putting up with her conflicting emotions like this for ten whole years. After all, when I first met Kirsten, she had been suffering from severe autism and many other emotional disorders.

She couldn't express her inner feelings well and habitually used the most cutting and sarcastic words to attack other people instead.

Fortunately for me, I was one of the people who could actually hear her inner voice. And every time she told me to get out of her sight, her inner voice would plead pitifully with me, asking me not to leave.

[Don't go, please. I need you…]

I had felt sorry for her then, and eventually, we got close and fell in love. After having dated for four years, we were then married for another six.

She eventually opened her heart to others because of me, and could function like a normal person without needing to rely on medication anymore.

However, she treated everyone else with kindness for the past six years, except for me. She would reserve the coldest and harshest words only for me.

It wasn't that I hadn't felt upset about it before. However, Juliet would come up to me and tell me, "Kirsten is mentally ill. She's not like other normal people. Give her some time and space. Besides, you know that she doesn't really mean what she says. Her heart belongs to you and only you!"

I believed her because I could hear Kirsten's inner voice.

That was until Jordan appeared out of the blue.

She claimed that she didn't know anything about being romantic, but she booked the entire amusement park for him on his birthday. There was a wristwatch that I'd been eyeing for ages, but she bought it and put it on Jordan's wrist instead.

She would even turn up to family events and dinners like this with Jordan in tow.

Her inner voice always told me that she loved me, and she only wanted me to be jealous of other men to prove my love for her and also to ease her insecurity.

However, the spot meant for me had now been pushed into the corner, and I finally woke up and came to my senses.

As it turned out, I'd been lying to myself all along.

She was only gentle toward the people she actually loved.

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  • I Refuse to Play Her Love Games   Chapter 10

    "Postoperative wound dehiscence?"Kirsten was at a complete loss for words. The line of text simply meant that my surgical wound had never truly healed in the first place.For the past six years, my wound had been repeatedly inflamed, torn open, healed, and then torn open again. And yet, when I begged her to save me, she'd actually accused me of faking it.If only she'd believed me then, if only she'd taken me from the storeroom to the hospital that day, I wouldn't have suffered permanent tissue damage.Kirsten gripped the report in her hand and lost control of her emotions, breaking down in tears."Mitch! Mitch Coleman…"How could this be? How had things turned out this way?"Didn't the doctor say that Mitch's wound from the transplant had already healed perfectly ages ago!" she demanded.Sam exhaled heavily. "We didn't want your emotions to get affected by the outcome, so we told him to hide it from you. However, we never thought that you would actually offer absolutely no

  • I Refuse to Play Her Love Games   Chapter 9

    "No… That's impossible…"Kirsten's pupils trembled as she stared at Penny in shock. "How could Mitch have possibly agreed to be transferred overseas? He promised me a long time ago that he would always stay by my side! How could he possibly agree to be sent abroad!"You're lying! Mitch told you to lie to me, didn't he? Tell him to get his ass out here right now and explain everything to me! If not, I'm never going to forgive him, ever!"Penny stared at her like Kirsten was a lunatic."No wonder Mitch never told you. You're his wife, but you don't even care about his career advancement. You even threatened not to forgive him unless he explained things to you. What did he even do wrong that required your forgiveness in the first place?"Penny's blunt words felt like a heavy slap across Kirsten's face.The sting was painful and unbearable. It also made Kirsten realize that Penny might actually be telling the truth.She suddenly recalled that I'd been rather distracted before the

  • I Refuse to Play Her Love Games   Chapter 8

    Kirsten watched the cab disappear down the road. Her hands clenched tightly beside her as a torrent of emotions surged within her.However, she felt lost and didn't know how to cope with them.After all, she was used to me being unconditionally good to her. No matter how much she shamed me with the harshest and most humiliating words, I would still cling to him afterward like chewed gum.Nobody ever taught her how to apologize or ask anyone for forgiveness.The only thing she could think of subconsciously was the broken crystal amulet.She wondered if I would be happy again if she got someone to mend it for me. She also figured that I had only gotten angry with her and stopped paying attention to her because of the broken amulet.She thought things through and turned the car around, going straight home without further doubt. She flattened herself against the floor and searched in every corner for the broken pieces, finally managing to find all of them.While she was happily rejo

  • I Refuse to Play Her Love Games   Chapter 7

    I went to the entryway to put my shoes on. Kirsten suddenly got extremely sensitive and stepped forward, blocking me from the door."Where are you going?" she demanded.I had brought up divorce with her and packed a suitcase last night, and the sight had deeply traumatized her.I saw the wariness in her eyes and didn't want the same thing from yesterday to happen again. So, I simply came up with an excuse on the spot."To the office. There's an important meeting today, and I need to be there.""Really?" she asked, finally relaxing her tightly furrowed brow. Then, she offered for the first time and said, "I'll take you there."I didn't reject her offer this time either. It didn't make much of a difference for me to take another cab to the airport from the office anyway.After getting into the car, Kirsten began talking about Jordan."You hate him, don't you?"Jordan had suddenly appeared in Kirsten's life only about a year ago. And all throughout the past year, I'd told her man

  • I Refuse to Play Her Love Games   Chapter 6

    Kirsten lunged at me like a madwoman, her voice trembling uncontrollably. "Blood? W-Where… Where did the blood come from?""From falling over yesterday," I said, pushing her arms away with a piercing smile on my face. "I told you about it then, but you were convinced that I was lying to you."Her face turned pale at once. "I… I didn't know… I thought—""You thought I was just lying to you?" I asked, chuckling self-deprecatingly.We had known each other for ten years, yet she could trust Jordan's words and actions wholeheartedly while remaining absolutely suspicious of me.I felt helpless at times. Did she actually care about me? Or, did she actually hate me with all her heart? Even strangers wouldn't do such a thing to others, would they?Fortunately for her, I didn't care about it anymore."I'm going to take a shower and change out of my clothes," I said.Kirsten grabbed my wrist tightly. She couldn't get used to how coldly I was treating her now. Her eyes turned red until she

  • I Refuse to Play Her Love Games   Chapter 5

    "Kirsten… I'm bleeding… My abdomen is bleeding… Send me to the hospital," I pleaded. "It hurts…"I had a terrible feeling about this, and it was driving me crazy. I tried to claw my way out, but the cold wooden door was in the way.Kirsten's words were cold and cruel."We've known each other for ten years, Mitch, and I never knew that you were such a professional actor. Jordan's the one who's obviously injured. All I did was push you aside, and now, you're telling me that you're bleeding."You're not going to use that lame excuse of a kidney transplant from years ago to guilt-trip me this time, are you? The doctor already said that you'd recovered ages ago!"I was on the verge of breaking down.The kidney transplant had taken a massive toll on my body. However, Sam and Juliet told me not to tell Kirsten about it because they were worried that it would only burden her with guilt. Over the past six years, I'd been taking anti-inflammatory pills, and Kirsten never took notice of a

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