登入My childhood friend, Sawyer Dwyer, had just confessed his feelings to me when his ex, Lina Keenan, got into a car accident. In the hospital hallway, his voice was steady. "She can't handle any emotional shock right now. Just give it some time. Don't tell her about us." I met his gaze and nodded. I never thought "some time" would turn into three whole years. He made her soup, helped with her rehab, and gave her all his attention. But whenever I showed the slightest frustration, he got annoyed. "Joelle, don't overthink it. She just depends on me right now. Once she's better, everything will be fine. "I'm just being there for her as a friend. "Stop making this into something it's not..." ... Over and over, he made the same promises with complete confidence. Then one day, I brought a hot meal to Lina's place and pushed open the door. They were kissing. I stood there, frozen. When Lina noticed me, she smiled. "Joelle, I have good news. We're back together. When are you going to get a boyfriend? I want to see you happy too." I looked at their hands locked together, my eyes burning. "I did have a boyfriend. But just now... we broke up."
查看更多Then I locked the door.And I never opened it again.After I returned home, I threw myself back into work and life.Everett wrapped me in his arms. "It's okay. I'll help you forget. Little by little."And he did.He healed me in all the ways that mattered.A year later, Sawyer died.The lawyer mailed an envelope to my office.Inside was his will.And a diary.I opened it.It chronicled everything—from when we were together, to the day I left, to the months after he got sick.Every page was filled with guilt.And longing.For me.[Today, Joelle left. It feels like I've lost my whole world.]...[Lina's lie was exposed. I hate myself. I miss Joelle even more.]...[I've been diagnosed with stomach cancer. I'm not afraid of dying. I'm only afraid I'll never see Joelle again.]...[Joelle, if you ever read this diary, I hope you can forgive me. I really love you.]On the final page, a few shaky words were written with what felt like the last of his strength.[Joelle,
"Joelle, I'm sorry."I shook my head. "You don't need to apologize.""I know I failed you."He held my hand tight. His fingers were cold and painfully thin."I shouldn't have let you suffer. I shouldn't have... lost you."Do you know?"His voice grew weaker, like he was confessing something he'd buried for years."After you left, I looked for you everywhere. I went to every place we'd been and asked everyone who knew you. But it was like you'd disappeared off the face of the earth."I waited every day for news about you."A bitter smile crossed his face."Then I found out you'd changed your number. You disappeared from my world completely."His eyes reddened.Tears slipped down his cheeks."I regret it. I really do. If I hadn't agreed to Lina's request back then, if I'd seen her for who she really was sooner, if I'd treated you better—""Sawyer." I cut him off. "What's done is done. Regret won't change anything."He looked at me. "Joelle, I'm not asking for anything else
I kept pushing forward in my career.Eventually, I became the general manager of Nova Corp's Santoria branch, leading my team to even bigger successes.Six months later, I got a call from a lawyer in Arlencia.He told me Sawyer was sick.Late-stage stomach cancer.The words hit like stones.I didn't feel satisfaction.I didn't feel pity.Just... stunned.The man who had taken up ten years of my life. The man I'd loved so completely.He'd reached this point."I know this is sudden," the lawyer said when I didn't respond right away. "But Mr. Dwyer's condition is very serious. The doctors said he may..."He paused. "He keeps saying he wants to see you one last time. That's all."I was quiet for a long moment."I understand."That was all I said.After the call ended, I sat at my desk without moving.The traffic outside the window felt distant.Unreal.Memories played through my mind like scenes from an old movie.The seventeen-year-old boy who used to pull me out of cl
We started talking.First about industry trends. Then cultural differences. Funny stories from everyday life. Our dreams.Turns out, we had a lot in common.We both loved photography, the ocean, and the same kinds of books.Being around Everett was easy.He wasn't like Sawyer, who carried himself like the world naturally revolved around him.And he didn't try to impress me, either.He just cared.Naturally.He remembered my favorite coffee and brought it the next time we met.When he found out I was afraid of the dark, he'd walk me home at night and wait until I got inside and the hallway lights came on.Whenever I hit a problem at work, he'd patiently help me break it down and figure it out.One night, I got stuck at the office dealing with a project issue.By the time I finished, rain was pouring outside.I posted about it online and decided to wait for it to let up.A little while later, the office door opened.Everett stood there holding an umbrella.He smiled. "Ms












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