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If I thought the dinner toast fiasco was as bad as it could get, the formal council session that followed proved me hilariously, dangerously wrong. The plates had been cleared by a small army of neutral-faced stewards, but the heavy scent of spilled wine and raw, apex-predator adrenaline still hung thick in the air. Lord Halvar sat rigidly across from me, his expression carved from stone. He hadn’t looked at me once since Varul threatened to feed him and his entire pack to the crows. I hadn’t looked at him either. The memory of his face morphing into a bloodthirsty beast would probably haunt me for the rest of my natural life. For the rest of this frightening dinner, it was best to pretend he didn’t exist. “The eastern watchtowers require additional supplies,” Lord Eirik was saying, tapping a blunt finger against a map on the table. “The roads will be snowed over within six weeks.” “Five,” Elder Nola corrected. Eirik frowned. “Five if winter arrives early.” “It always arrives early.” A few people grunted in agreement. The discussion rolled onward, a steady, low-frequency hum of logistics. Roads. Grain. Soldiers. River crossings. Supply routes. Yep, this was the part where I began to zone out. Political lingo had never been my strong suit—sue me. I focused instead on the rhythmic ticking of my own pulse, desperately waiting for the moment I could politely exit this giant stone freezer. "The fifty riders sent to Linewatch are a temporary shield, Alpha, especially if there’s a threat to the throne," a smooth, melodic voice cut through the low, anxious murmurs of the table. I blinked into focus, shifting my gaze down the line. It was Lord Krev of Riverhold. He seemed more like a seasoned diplomat stepping gracefully over a puddle of fresh blood. Varul didn't move a muscle. His posture was rigid, his dark eyes fixed on Krev with an unreadable, heavy intensity. "The throne is secure, and the borders are being reinforced. Speak plainly, Krev." Krev offered a slow, deeply sympathetic nod. He didn't look at Varul. Instead, he turned his head slightly, his gaze drifting smoothly, purposefully, over to me. "I only speak of the rumors whispering through the outer villages, Alpha," Krev said, his tone dripping with honeyed regret. "Our people are questioning the stability of our southern alliance. They look at our new Luna, and they see a stranger. A beautiful stranger, certainly, but an unknown variable in a time of impending war." Okay…what was happening? Was there something else I’d messed up? I flitted a glance at Varul, but his eyes were focused on Krev. "A treaty is a fragile thing in the face of monsters at the frost-line," Krev continued, his voice echoing clearly across the silent hall. The quiet cadence of his speech forced everyone to hang on every word. “Without a confirmed mating bond... without an—ahem—true consummation, the pack houses see this marriage as a temporary paper truce. They fear the South will abandon us the moment the snow turns red. If the union hasn't been sealed in the old ways, how can we assure our warriors that the blood of the South is truly bound to the North?" Wait—was…was he asking about my sex life? Are you kidding me right now? A hot, furious blush rushed up my neck, scorching my cheeks. I felt entirely exposed, stripped bare in front of thirty hyper-perceptive werewolves who were now openly staring at me. My ears were ringing. My sex life—or total lack of one—was being parsed out as a point of geopolitical instability. They were practically trying to sniff the air to see if I was still a virgin. I wanted to scream, to tell them to mind their own damn business, but the terrifying weight of the room pressed down on my chest, locking the air in my lungs. My heart hammered against my ribs, a chaotic, panicked rhythm. If this was how unpredictable their council sessions usually were, I sure hope I had nothing to do with them in the future. "My bed is not a subject for council debate, Krev," Varul drawled. If anything, he looked bored. Then, his voice dropped to a terrifying, quiet baritone. The dominant aura radiating off him was suffocating, a physical pressure that seemed to expand from his seat, forcing several lords near the foot of the table to look down at their hands. "The alliance is absolute," Varul continued, his words slow and laced with frost. "The South stands with the North, and the Luna stands with me. The next man to question my claim, or the legitimacy of my house, will answer to my wolf on the killing floors." Lord Krev immediately raised his hands in a pacifying gesture, bowing his head just enough to show submission. “Of course, Alpha. Forgive me. I merely highlight the vulnerabilities the throne’s enemies might exploit. Especially now that we have unknown enemies at the borderlines. The pack houses look for certainty when the winter grows dark.” "I am their certainty," Varul growled. The council didn't last long after that. The atmosphere had turned toxic, a volatile mix of boundary disputes, fear of blue monsters, and a highly uncomfortable focus on my marital status. By the time Varul officially dismissed them, my head was pounding, and the suffocating awkwardness of the room followed me all the way back to the residential wing. Varul hadn't even looked back at me as the council broke. He had swept out of the hall alongside his top beta and commanders, his jaw tight, disappearing towards wherever to handle whatever fires his council’s provocations had stoked. He had completely shut down, retreating back behind the impenetrable walls of the Alpha King.SIGRUNThe morning light streaming through the high, arched windows of the dinner hall was entirely too bright, entirely too cheerful for the absolute disaster that was my current state of mind.I stared down at the ceramic bowl in front of me, poking a piece of smoked trout with the tines of my heavy silver fork. The fish looked perfectly flaky, but my throat was so tight I knew a single bite would choke me. My resolve had been set the exact moment I woke up, tangled in the heavy linen sheets of my bed.Keep him at arm's length.That was the mantra. That was the only rule that mattered now.I needed to keep my walls up, before he systematically tore down every single defense I had. I had to keep reminding myself of who I actually was. I wasn't some bartered medieval princess destined to breed heirs for a wolf king. I was Sigrún Parker. I belonged to a world of subways, neon lights, over-priced iced lattes, and tight deadlines.But maintaining that ironclad resolve was a hell of a lo
VARULWeak. Coward. Chivalrous, pathetic fool.Siren’s voice tore at the base of my skull, a low, grinding friction that tasted of iron and ancient, thwarted fury. Within the dark space of my mind, the beast did not merely pace; he threw his massive weight against the bars of my restraint, his jaws snapping close enough to make my own teeth ache.“Silence,” I commanded internally, my bare feet biting the freezing stone of the corridor with heavy, measured steps.I will not be silent! We left her, Varul. Again! Her scent still hangs heavy on our skin—the sweet taste of her arousal is a hot brand on our tongue, and you turned your back. For what? To play the saint?“I am keeping her whole,” I fired back, my thoughts a rigid shield against his rage. “If we force the bond now, we might break her. I stand by what I said; I will not rule her by ruin.”Gods, you self-righteous coward. I remember your first excuse on the road from Windsmoor. ‘Oh, Siren, she is a sheltered Southern princess, I
SIGRUNMy heart beat faster, listening to his words. A proof that I must not have been in the right headspace was that all he was saying didn’t sound as terrifying as it should. “My claim is not to be decided by a council of old wolves who secretly fear the dark,” he continued. His jaw tightened so hard a muscle leaped in his cheek. He looked hungry—ravenous, even—and I knew with absolute certainty that he could hear the frantic, heavy pulse in my throat answering his proximity. He wanted me. I could feel the raw wave of his desire hitting me like a physical force. But there was a rigid, unyielding wall of restraint holding him back."I could silence them all tonight," he whispered, his breath brushing the shell of my ear, turning my blood to liquid fire. "I am the Alpha King. I could take the bond, take the consummation, and force this entire court to bow. My predecessor would have done it without a second thought. He would have taken what he thought was owed to the crown."He paus
SIGRUN Hours later, the castle was entirely dark, but my mind was a sleepless, tangled mess. I lay flat on my back in the center of a bed large enough to sleep a family of four, staring up at the heavy velvet canopy. The silence in the room was deafening. It was funny, really—back in my world, I would have killed for this much peace and quiet. Here, it just felt like a desert. My skin felt overly sensitized, humming with a restless, hollow ache that made it impossible to settle. I couldn't shake the clinical way Lord Krev had talked about us, but more than that, I couldn't shake the frustrating, disappointing reality of my current situation. I was sleeping alone. Again. In a frozen fortress at the edge of the world, married to a man who looked at me like he wanted to devour me, yet who left me to shiver by myself under layers of heavy furs every single night. Unable to pace the confines of my own bedroom anymore, I finally threw a heavy shawl over my shoulders and slipped
SIGRUNIf I thought the dinner toast fiasco was as bad as it could get, the formal council session that followed proved me hilariously, dangerously wrong.The plates had been cleared by a small army of neutral-faced stewards, but the heavy scent of spilled wine and raw, apex-predator adrenaline still hung thick in the air.Lord Halvar sat rigidly across from me, his expression carved from stone. He hadn’t looked at me once since Varul threatened to feed him and his entire pack to the crows. I hadn’t looked at him either. The memory of his face morphing into a bloodthirsty beast would probably haunt me for the rest of my natural life. For the rest of this frightening dinner, it was best to pretend he didn’t exist.“The eastern watchtowers require additional supplies,” Lord Eirik was saying, tapping a blunt finger against a map on the table. “The roads will be snowed over within six weeks.”“Five,” Elder Nola corrected.Eirik frowned. “Five if winter arrives early.”“It always arrives e
SIGRUN I had been in the North for long enough to accept that giant wolves existed, but not long enough to stop mentally screaming about it. And tonight, apparently, I was meeting the people who helped govern them. No pressure. Absolutely none. I stared at my reflection for what had to be the fiftieth time. The woman staring back at me looked nothing like the Sigrún I knew. Rita had transformed me into a person who looked as though she belonged in a fantasy movie with an unnecessarily large budget. The dress was deep blue velvet, soft beneath my fingers and embroidered with silver threads that shimmered like frost. My hair had been braided back from my face with tiny silver pins worked into it. I looked expensive. But dressing like royalty and being royalty were two very different things. And if there was one thing I had learned since arriving in this world, it was that the North took its titles very seriously. A knock sounded at the door. My stomach immediately attempted to mi
SIGRUN We'd been riding since midmorning, and by late afternoon I was beginning to suspect that horse-riding had been invented by people who secretly hated the human body. In the past, whenever I'd imagined riding through a fantasy kingdom, I had pictured something cinematic. Wind in my hair. Dr
SIGRUN I was dreaming about his hands when Conny's voice pulled me under. I surfaced slowly. Morning light was coming through the tent seams. "Good morning, Yer Highness!" came her chirpy voice. I sat up. And then, because I was so genuinely, pathetically relieved to see a familiar face, I l
VARUL I hardly waited to watch her enter her tent before I turned and walked straight back into the forest. Not because I had somewhere to be. Not because there was a patrol to oversee. Because if I stood outside that tent for another minute, I was going to do something monumentally stu
His hand moved to my hair, tilting my head back, as he trailed kisses down the column of my neck. His other hand disappeared back into the water, and I felt his fingers brush the sensitive folds between my legs. One finger pushed inside me gently, pumping in and out of me slowly. Torturously. Exquis







