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My phone ringing what woke me up, I could hear the doorbell.

I jerked up abruptly and then stopped because my body paused, a sharp pain ran across my head.

I sighed and noticed I was naked , I looked at the other side of the room and saw Mason sitting on my couch playing video games, headphones on his head.

My heart skipped a beat and then I paused, in a flash, every single thing that happened hours ago poured into my head.

Oh God what have I done.

I picked up the phone with shaky hands.

"Charlie open the door we're outside, we've been knocking for ages".

"S...sorry I was asleep, I'm... I'm coming".

Mason turned to me, he had nothing but his pants on.

"Wakey Wakey", he said.

I cleared my throat, "You...you need to leave my parents are downstairs", that has to be the dumbest excuse I've ever given him because he has slept over at my place billions of times.

He shrugged, "Yeah so what?".

I swallowed hard and shook my head and wore a short and went downstairs.

I opened the door for them.

"You actually didn't go out to celebrate with your friends?".

I shook my head negatively, my head no where near here.

I had Sex with Mason Grey.

I kissed Mason Grey

I fucked Mason Grey

I know what he tastes like.

"I'm just tired, I'll catch up with them later", I said quickly going back upstairs to tell Mason to get out.

I can't even imagine what my life will turn into if my parents find out what happened.

I went back into my room and I leaned on the door.

"Why do you have that look on your face?", he asked.

I swallowed hard, "What look?".

"Regret".

My limbs were shaking, "I just, I think you should leave, it was... it was a mistake and... and I really don't want to talk about -".

He scoffed, "A mistake? are you out of your mind?".

I picked up my glasses from the table and wore them, I sat on my bed.

"I'm sorry", I mumbled.

"Sorry for what? I don't get it, you tell me you want me and then you kiss me, we fuck and you're telling me it's a mistake like".

"Mason... I can't do this okay, I'm sorry and -"

"You like guys so what?".

"Keep your voice down please", I begged,"You're gay?", I asked him so shocked because I've known him all my life and I've never seen him look at a guy like the way he looked at me today.

"I really don't think about my sexuality, I fuck who I like, so what?".

"That's the thing, I'm not you, Damn it if my Dad finds out what happened today, I'm not going to college, I'm going to a seminary and I'm spending the rest of my life there, I'm not you, I can't be reckless, and why did you even kiss me back?"

"Because I like you, I don't know, what do you want me to say? that I've been seeing the way you've been looking at me all year and I know that you feel the same way about me too, what do you want to hear from me Charlie?".

Oh my God

He just said that? maybe I'm dreaming, but he just said that.

"Charlie go and tell your parents you like guys", he said.

"No, no I'm not doing that okay, I'm not ruining my entire life because of this", I said immediately.

"I thought you said your whole life you've been in this box and you're tired of this entire life they've planned out for you, I thought you wanted something different?", he asked.

I took a deep breath in, "I'm going to college next month, they're shipping me away and I'm not coming back, you're into one night stand things it's normal for you, leys pretend this night never happened and just go our separate ways ", I said calmly.

His face looked sad.

"You were going away and you didn't tell me?", he asked sounding sad.

"I'm sorry I just... it's been a lot, everything is just so much and... and I'm so sorry ".

"And then you? about you? what are you going to do? fake this whole life thing forever?".

I was quiet.

He quietly picked up his clothes and wore them and then wore his shoes.

"Good luck with your life Charlie", he said calmly and walked through the door.

I heard him greet my parents and tell them his car broke down.

I heard my mom tell the driver to drop him off at his house.

I heard the car engine turn on and then I heard him drive away.

And then suddenly, I crashed on my bed and broke down in tears.

I just heard the guy I've been in love with since I was 6 tell me he likes me, kissed me and fucked me and I told him to leave.

Well-done Charlie, Weldon.