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I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden
I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden
Autor: Bent Branch

Chapter 1

Autor: Bent Branch
Upon seeing that Mom had left me with nothing to say, Dominic Ingram, my childhood friend, quickly stepped in to mediate the situation. "Jolene's surgery is coming up soon. She won't be able to dance anymore once she gets on that operating table, Mrs. Lester."

Mom came back to her senses and murmured, "I have to make things right for Jolene…"

Jolene Lester, my older twin sister, wiped away her tears and held her dance shoes close as though she couldn't bear to part with them.

Dad let out a sigh and crushed his cigarette underfoot. "I'll take you to Briarlune Dance Academy and let you have a look around. It can be considered a way of fulfilling your dream, Jolene."

Jolene's eyes brightened for a moment before she shook her head. "What's the point? I need to save Natalie. I'll never get another shot at dancing professionally, since the academy won't wait for me through my recovery…"

In that instant, the entire family fell silent once again.

I fidgeted with my fingers and finally mustered the courage to speak up. "You can take Jolene to the academy… I don't need the transplant, Dad…"

Mom cried out loud as she pounded her chest in frustration. "Why are you making things difficult for us? How could we possibly give up on you now? Especially since we've sacrificed so much for you! Why can't you be a bit more sensible, Natalie?"

She saw the ruined cake on the floor and, already furious, stomped on it until it was completely crushed. "You only care about the cake even though the whole family has been saving every penny for your treatment, Natalie!"

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't bring myself to speak. It was my birthday, and I hadn't had a cake in five years.

"Jolene didn't even get to have cake today!" Mom then turned to Jolene and held her hand, wiping away her tears. "You'll be having the surgery soon, so I'll take you out for a good meal, Jolene."

"Exactly!" Dad grabbed his car keys and said, "We've finally saved enough for the surgery, so the money I made delivering food today can go toward spoiling my darling daughter!"

I nervously tugged at my shirt and started to follow them, but Dominic subtly stepped in my way. "Jolene lost her chance at Briarlune Dance Academy because of you, so don't follow along and make things worse, Natalie."

I instantly froze, unable to bring myself to take a single step forward no matter how hard I tried.

Mom and Dad walked on either side of Jolene, holding her hands and finding ways to cheer her up. Jolene eventually smiled through her tears.

Dominic hurried after them, making an exaggerated gesture while exclaiming, "We'll get Jolene the biggest cake we can find!"

It had been a long time since anyone in the family had laughed, all because of me. It was nice seeing them laugh again.

I wiped away my tears and went to my room to get my ID. I wouldn't be able to undergo the surgery without it. I picked it up and cut it into pieces, silently telling myself, "You're finally free, Jolene. I won't become anyone's burden anymore."

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  • I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden   Chapter 9

    I was finally laid to rest, and time just trickled by day by day.Mom and Dad went to the hospital for their health checkups and were told that they needed to undergo surgery. Jolene took the train to Briarlune Dance Academy, bringing her dance shoes with her. Dominic threw himself into his studies and reportedly won a scholarship.I watched from above and smiled. Their lives had truly started getting better once I was out of the picture. Mom and Dad had their surgeries, Jolene took the stage to dance professionally, and Dominic headed off to Briarlune for his studies, just like he had always dreamed of. I could finally let go and leave in peace now.I had been blessed with good fortune, as Mom's and Dad's surgeries had gone smoothly. Jolene requested a leave of absence from her dance academy to come home and look after them. She sat beside their hospital beds, peeling an apple as she said, "I won first place in the dance competition."Dad froze for a moment before saying, "That'

  • I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden   Chapter 8

    Mom and Dad looked at Jolene after hearing that, then quietly shifted their gaze over to my funeral portrait.I hovered over them, saying, "You two owe Jolene an apology for wrongly accusing her!"They couldn't possibly hear what I said, though.Mom buried her face in her hands in despair, while Dad let out a sorrowful sigh.I was confused. Why weren't they happy even with me gone? I didn't want things to turn out this way. Jolene got up and dropped to her knees in front of my funeral portrait. "Do you have a grudge against us? What was going through your head right before you ended your life, Natalie?"I just wanted everyone to be healthy and happy. I wanted to see you smile more often. I was already dead, though, so no one could hear what I had to say.It was then that the doorbell rang. Dominic opened the door to find Ms. Lowe holding a bouquet of white lilies. "I'm so sorry for your loss…"Jolene's eyes were brimming with tears. "Natalie died because of me, Ms. Lowe! If I

  • I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden   Chapter 7

    I was lying quietly in the medical examiner's office, neither angry nor happy, neither crying nor causing a scene.Mom's hands were shaking so much that she couldn't bring herself to pull back the white sheet. She looked at Dad, practically begging for reassurance. "It couldn't possibly be Natalie, right?"Dad's trembling hand reached for the white sheet, only to fall back down. He refused to believe that the person beneath the white sheet was me. "Natalie is about to have her transplant soon; she's going to have a second chance at life. Why on earth would she end her own life despite knowing that?"Jolene gritted her teeth and said, "If neither of you can do it, I will! I'm 100% certain that this isn't Natalie!"She walked over and lifted the white sheet, revealing the person beneath it with a peaceful expression and the faintest smile on her lips. She finally realized that the person lying there was actually me.Jolene took a few steps back in shock before losing her balance and

  • I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden   Chapter 6

    I couldn't help but feel a pang in my chest. How could Mom, Dad, and Dominic just leave Jolene behind? How many times had they done the same to her over those 18 years, when I wasn't there to see it? I wanted to reach out and comfort her, but my hand passed through her face. I couldn't do anything. I was already dead. I couldn't even comfort Jolene anymore.I wanted to cry too, but I was already dead. I couldn't possibly cry now.Jolene wiped her tears and headed back the way we had come instead of going home. She retraced the path we had taken, softly calling out to me. "It's time to go home, Natalie! I'm really sorry… I know I shouldn't have been jealous of you…"She passed the place where I had jumped into the river and saw that the police had cordoned off the area. She stopped for a moment, then went around it. "Natalie wanted to live so badly. She's going to be fine."She spent the entire night searching for me, her feet covered in blisters and her voice gone. She returned h

  • I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden   Chapter 5

    Jolene rested her head against Mom's back during their ride home, her eyes completely bloodshot. "Do you think we're being too harsh on Natalie, Mom?"Mom's voice caught as she tried to hold back her tears. "We've coddled Natalie ever since she got sick, so a little tough love will do her some good." She suddenly brought her electric bike to a stop. "I-It's already getting late, though… Natalie has never gone home alone before…"Dad sighed. "Why don't you two head home first? I'll head back to grab Natalie.""Natalie does need to learn her lesson, but she's never had a hard time growing up before this…" Jolene pursed her lips, her eyes welling up.I desperately reached out to wipe Jolene's tears as I hovered above them. "Please don't cry… I'm where I'm supposed to be now… You have to live a good life—a bright one—from now on, Jolene…"Mom and Dad remained silent as they looked at Jolene. They had made a healthy child donate her kidney and then shown favoritism toward the sickly

  • I'll Stop Being Everyone's Burden   Chapter 4

    I sat in the seat Jolene had been sitting in and ate the food Mom had specially prepared for me. I was crying as I drank the soup that came with the steamed cabbage, so it ended up being salty. I could feel the pain in my lower back intensifying, which meant that my kidney disease was acting up again. I was all alone in the private dining room when a waiter walked up awkwardly and asked, "Can you please give me your parents' contact information? They still haven't settled the bill…" I meant to settle Jolene's bill, but my pockets were empty. I had used all my pocket money to pay for the cab to the hospital earlier.I forced down the rest of the cabbage soup along with my tears, then ravenously ate the delicious dishes left on the table. I hadn't had any glazed roast chicken and jumbo shrimp in ages. I had imagined they would taste heavenly, but now they all tasted unbearably sour and bitter.I forced myself to swallow, though the food tasted like cardboard.Jolene suddenly p

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