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Very, Very Overstimulated.

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Sebastian

I could feel myself trembling under his gaze, yet his grip kept my eyes on him. I couldn’t even look away if I tried, because I had never seen him this way before.

It was like…

“I’m not mad that you wore my shirt.” Ryder continued, his voice strained and I swallowed hard. “Or my clothes. Hell no, you look perfect in it. But…”

He paused, his breathing uneven as his grip on my chin tightened slightly.

“But you can’t expect me to just be okay after seeing you like this. I keep trying…”
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    SebastianI could feel myself trembling under his gaze, yet his grip kept my eyes on him. I couldn’t even look away if I tried, because I had never seen him this way before.It was like…“I’m not mad that you wore my shirt.” Ryder continued, his voice strained and I swallowed hard. “Or my clothes. Hell no, you look perfect in it. But…” He paused, his breathing uneven as his grip on my chin tightened slightly. “But you can’t expect me to just be okay after seeing you like this. I keep trying…” His voice came out shaky as I swallowed hard, remembering what he had said at his fort last night. “I keep trying to be as normal as I can be but you are just too irresistible, Seb. You really don’t know what you do to me?”“I…” Whatever I was about to say was stuck in my throat as I stared at him, at the look of yearning on his face. “I’m sorry…? I can’t seem to think of a better thing to say. I just wanted to wear it because it smelled like you. But I can take it off if you—”“No, don’t.” He

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    Sebastian“These people are like family. How can I let them die?” Funny enough, I wasn’t even offended that Buis called me stupid or too selfless. I was just very surprised that the system would say that to me.“How come, Buis, that you of all people— you who tell me all the time to retain my humanity and save people— are telling me that I’m stupid for wanting to save people?” I asked in pure confusion and I heard a sigh in my head at my words.“Will you willingly give your life for people who don’t really give a heck about you?” Buis asked, its voice laced with resignation and my lips curved before I nodded slowly. “You won’t let me change your mind?”“You know you can’t.” I mumbled with a slight yawn and the screen studied me for a moment.“Even if you get punished for it?” It asked and I froze, my eyes widening in disbelief. “Even if you suffer for it at the end of the day?”“Are you going to punish me for it?” I asked in panic, wanting to sit up but the screen was literally direc

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    Sebastian“I’m here, alright?” Ryder whispered as he caressed my face gently with one hand and I couldn’t help but smile before nodding.And then he closed the gap between us, his lips capturing mine before I could even comprehend his next move. I froze with wide eyes as his lips moved against mine gently and then he pulled away, his eyes searching mine for a moment.“I love you, Seb.” He whispered softly, his thumb caressing my cheek gently. “I love you so much. And I need you to know you’re not alone, alright?”“I know…” I mumbled, feeling the tips of my ears turning red as I looked away slightly. “And I love you… so much. More than I probably won’t be able to say.”I felt embarrassed, confessing my love like this, but it was the truth. I did love him a lot.“Can you give me some time alone?” I suddenly said and his brows raised in concern. “I just wanna freshen up… and change my clothes. Is that okay?”Ryder stared at me for a moment without saying a word, making me self-conscious.

  • I'll Survive This Time (A MXM DYSTOPIAN ROMANCE)   Now This House Isn't A Home.

    SebastianThe entire place looked like it had been vandalized. Everything had been turned upside down and destroyed. I couldn’t believe my eyes as I took in the broken windows that looked like they had been smashed by bats in anger.“I tried to stop them.” A small voice from the stairs echoed and I turned to see Simon standing there, his eyes red like he had been crying. “They didn’t listen to me.”I had forgotten about him…“It’s okay.” I forced myself to say softly as I crouched down in front of him. “We’ll fix it again.”“They said you died but I didn’t believe them. Then they called you a murderer. But you’ll never hurt anyone, right?” He asked, his voice barely above a whisper and my heart tugged in my chest.“That’s right.” I muttered and his face lit up as he suddenly threw himself into my arms. “You’ll be safe here, I promise. I’ll keep everyone safe.”When I pulled back to take in the destroyed scene in front of me, I didn’t know what to do anymore.This… mastermind would sto

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    Sebastian Ryder had his gun pointed at the official and the official literally had his own gun pointed at Ryder as well. But it was obvious that somehow the official seemed… terrified of Ryder.But then, the sound of guns clicking suddenly filled the air and my blood ran cold when I saw that the other officials had raised their guns too, all pointed at us.Crap. There were more than six guns pointed at us at the moment and I knew there was no way we could take them all down without one of us getting shot down. I would survive but Ryder? I didn’t want to risk it.Ryder literally tensed in front of me, and I let out a sigh before moving to stand beside him, making him panic as he glanced at me.“Get behind me, Seb.”“It’s fine. They won’t shoot yet.” I replied softly as I stepped forward and just like I said, the officials lowered their guns. “Drop the gun, Ry.”To anyone watching, they would think I was too calm at the moment. They didn’t know, however, that I was trembling inside. T

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