Chapter 5
“When you took it all,you forgot your shadow,”- Shadow by Sam Tsui
He let go of my neck and I fell to the ground in a heap, I wasn’t sobbing but tears were running down my cheeks. He was still standing there. I could see his sneakers through my blurry sight. “Get out of my sight now”, He growled with his Alpha tone. I guided myself up by leaning on the wall. I looked into his eyes that held anger, lust and hatred. I wiped my eyes before pulling my hood up and walked down the stairs then out of the house.
I was jogging towards the forest when suddenly pain pull at my heart, so strong and painful that I fell to the ground and clutched my chest. The pain traveled from my heart through my body. It was so strong that I curled into a ball and started panting. I didn’t want to shout out, I didn’t want anyone to know what happened to me. Maybe this would be the chance where I could die. I hope the pain would kill me but I need it to stop. It was too much. I wanted to scream out loud but I bit on my lip to stop myself from screaming.This was what it felt like. This was what it felt like to be rejected. I had to get this through my head, I have just been rejected. Rejected by my mate. Suddenly, a hard stab of pain hit my abdomen, like you’re stabbing something inside of you. Or like how Bella felt when she had Renesmee. I never noticed them but I did now. Tears were falling from my cheeks and my limbs and my whole body was burning from the pain. I was dying. Dying from the inside. I realized that I still haven’t screamed out, I was suffering in silence like I always do.A pain ripped at my heart, pulling at my veins and my heart squeezed on itself. I had to end it. I had to. Despite all the pain I was feeling, I staggered upright and started limping towards my cliff. I reached there faster than I expected. Looking out at the beautiful sky and the setting sun. Caleb was probably celebrating his birthday back at the house, happily with Lindsay and all his friends and the pack. They won’t care. They never cared. I limped closer to the cliff and looked down. The waves were hitting the rocks hard and the wind was blowing softly. It was perfect.I walked closer to the cliff, half of my foot dangling on the edge. I was ignoring all the pain I was feeling. I had to ignore it. I closed my eyes and then just let myself fall forward. The pain I was feeling in my body, the rushing wind that passed my ears, the feeling of bliss, the feeling of flying. Then I felt the impact, a huge slam and water engulfed me as I hit my head on the rocks. I opened my eyes for a while and looked up at the sky. The last time I’ll ever see of feel anything. I felt the darkness pull me down, deep down. I was dying.I am dying.Chapter 6 (Bonus Chapter – Caleb’s Point of View)“My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways,caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life,”- When I was Your Man by Bruno Mars “Get out of my sight,&rd
Chapter 7 “Don’t let me go, cause I’m tired of feeling alone,”- Don’t Let Me Go by Harry StylesThe sounds were there. The beeping sounds, the human voices, the warmth of a hand clutching mine, the sound of sobbing and sniffling. They were all there.
Chapter 8 “No, I don’t cry on the outside,anymore…”- Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly ClarksonI stayed in the confinements of the white walls for a week and a few days. I had no choice, I wanted to escape from the white room but my wolf wasn’t strong enough. I hit my head so hard that I had a concussion and I lost a few of my memories. The worst is that the memories I lost were my ch
Chapter 9“Our love was made to rule the world,you left me wanting what we were,”- Forget Forever by Selena Gomez
Chapter 10“This is the last time I’m asking you this,put my name at the top of your list.This is the last time I’m asking you why,you break my heart in the blink of an eye,” - The Last Time by Taylor Swift ft. Gary Lightbody
Chapter 11“You’ll be alright, no one can hurt you now,come morning light, you and I’ll be safe and sound,”- Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift ft. The Civil Wars "Get out Lindsay. Now." Caleb said, holding me tighter to him. Lindsay stood her ground and glared at me.
Chapter 12 “I can’t get over you, you left your mark on me,”- Hold On, We’re Going Home by Drake ft. Majid JordanI was walking down a dark alley way, it was so dark that you couldn't see anything at all. You just had to follow your senses which would all perk up in
Chapter 13 “No, it doesn’t have to be forever,just as long as I’m the name on your tattooed heart,”- Tattooed Heart by Ariana Grande We got my papers signed as a nurse checked Caleb out and tried to be seductive with him. Caleb didn't really realize what was happening around him as he signed my papers, took my bag