[ RAINEE CLEO'S POV]
Nakahanda na lahat ng gamit ko kahit ang sarili ko, nang tumunog ang ringtone ng cellphone ko. Nung una ay hindi ko pa pinansin iyon at patuloy lang sa pag-apply ng liptint sa labi ko, pero dahil sa pababalik balik na pagtawag ay kinuha ko ito at sinagot. Cock! It’s Rhett, my boyfriend. Tinignan ko muna ang repleksyon sa salamin bago sagutin ang video call. Nakangiti niyang mukha ang bumungad sa akin, kaya sinuklian ko ito. He’s half-naked and drinking coffee on his room.
[Bal! I miss you! ] Napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi niya ngunit agad itong napawi, nang bumalik sa aking balintataw ang nangyari nung nakaraang araw. I felt guilty, it’s consider as cheating. I want to tell him but I don’t want to hurt Rhett. Pinilit kong ibalik ang natural na ngiti at taas noong hinarap siya.
“Bal, I miss you too. How’s work? Still toxic?,” Natawa siya dahil sa pagbibiro ko. Oh! I miss that smile of him, and I mis
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
Narating agad nila ang mansion ng mga Collins. Kinakabahan man ay pinipilit niya paring pinapatatag ang sarili. Huminga muna siya ng malalim at inayos ang sarili bago nilapitan ang lalaking nakatayo sa gate."Kuya, I am Rhett's girlfriend. Can I come in? I want to talk to his sister for some important matters." Hindi pa man sila tuluyang nakakapasok ng biglang may lumabas na dalgang babae. Nakataas ang Isang kilay nito at umaapaw ang katarayang itsura. Nakasuot ito ng backless fitted dress na bumagay sa kaniyang balat Kung ganda lang ang pag-uusapan ay mas may mailalamang siya rito ngunit kung sa katarayan ay walang-wala siya sa kaharap niya ngayon. Ngumiti siya at pilit na inaalis ang kaba."Why are you here? Masyado kang maaga para sa pagdating ni Rhett." Mataray nitong sabi at sinenyasan siya na sumunod. Nilingon niya muna ang kaibigan at sinenyasan na mag-paiwan kaya tumango ito."I'm sorry for interrupting you
She did not realize that she had fallen asleep after taking a bath. She still has a hang-over but she was able to fix himself even though he almost fell into a trance. This is her second heart break but the pain is seems like it's her first. She could not shed any more tears because she felt she had released them all. Why it's so unfair? Bakit laging may hadlang sa tuwing magmamahal ako? Am I really that certified sinner? Muling nanumbalik sa kaniyang balintataw ang sinabi ni Naijo kanina. Napakasakit ng natanggap niyang salita kanina, ngunit ipinagsawalang bahala niya lang ito lalo na't totoo naman ang sinabi nito sa kaniya. Mahina, marupok, tanga at bulag pagdating sa mga taong mahahalaga sa kaniya. Maybe, Naijo is right. I am coward and the strong he met before is gradually fading. Gusto niyang sabihin sa mga ito na ang ginagawa niyang paglalasing, pagmumukmok ay pahinga lang para sa kaniya. Perhaps she is used to drinking and sulking whenever frustration envelops her