Mag-log inIt’s been two days and Maddox words have continuously rang in my head.
I was seated in the library staring at my phone with my dad's contact displaying on the screen. I never wanted to bother him. I knew the moment I complained to Dad, Mrs. Donovan would step in to smooth things over—which would only report my weakness straight back to my crazy stepbrother. It would just give Maddox more balls, and God knows he didn't need a reason to make things worse. Yet what was I supposed to do? Watch as he makes my life a living hell? "Argh..." I sighed, loudly. "At this moment, your heart would drop to the table if you continue that way.” Norman, my ex-roommate said as he had his seat across from me along with Tina. "What am I to do..." I pouted, mumbling the rest of the words. "Bro, do whatever you want. If he's making life harder for you then exit, I’m still in search of roommates ever since you left me, all alone.” Norman glared. “Sorry…” I muttered feigning a guilty look. “It’s not your fault. I guess being a sophomore is starting to have that hard effects on you.” Tina added in softly. “If you want, you can come spend time at my place, how about that?” "That's not it..." I breathed out. "If I stay too out not coming home, Maddox is gonna report me to Dad. I don't want..." I bit my inner cheek this time aware that I was just about breathing out again. "Then live with him!" Norman snapped. "Don't act like he's the problem here. I'm pretty sure if you're just as friendly, you two wouldn't be this way. Hasn't it been five years you said your parents married? You both really should have moved on." "I have, Norman. He hasn't..." I paused. Hiding back the secret I’ve tried to hide all these years. "I don't know Maddox to be like that though… You seem to be the problem." He defended. Tina smacked his head earning a groan from him and I gave him a satisfied look… Could he ever pretend to support me? Just like everyone else in college he's just too hung up on Maddox. "Hey... You do whatever you want, your mental peace comes first. " Tina said, and I gave her an appreciative smile. What would I have done without her? "By the way, aren't you concerned about another thing?" She asked and I raised an eyebrow questioningly at her. "Huh... so he really hasn't heard." She glanced over at Norman, her expression shifting to one of genuine pity. "Well, I hate to break it to you, Jace. The captain of the senior hockey team is supervising the entire roster ahead of the inter-college tournaments. So... I think you know exactly what that means.” I narrowed my eyes as though I still didn't understand what she meant but slowly, my eyes widened as the dawn of realization hit me. "Wait, what? Tell me you're joking." I looked from her to Norman who shrugged. "Well, you're running late for training." Tina said, and Norman added in. "Better hurry up." Hurry... Maddox? My own stepbrother is going to coach my team ahead of the inter-college tournament? Why? I grabbed my bag in a fit of hurry as I hurried away with Norman shouting goodbye. I’ve always loved hockey because the ice was the one place that showed me I could just be myself, completely limitless. But right now, it felt like I had chosen the absolute wrong sport. I should have seen this trap coming from the very beginning. Mrs. Donovan had mentioned that her son played hockey, but I always figured the campus was big enough for me to avoid him. I had successfully managed to stay off his radar during my entire freshman year, but now? Being a sophomore was shaping up to be the worst thing that had ever happened to me. I guess I could thank my own boring lifestyle for this. I was so used to isolating myself from campus drama that I was completely blind to reality. How the hell was I supposed to know about a massive coaching change? Hurrying against the clock, I stripped down and changed into my gear. I grabbed my hockey stick, pulled my bucket over my head, and skated out of the dressing room, the blades cutting sharply into the fresh sheet of ice. "Running late on your very first training!" A loud, booming voice capable of shattering the ice echoed through the arena. I tried to catch my breath as I skated toward him. We attended the same school for years, but I’d never seen him like this—helmet tucked under his arm, captain’s band hugging his bicep, eyes cold. "You think this is just another training where you can run as late as you please?" He demanded, throwing glares my way. "I... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to—" "Excuses are for those who are going to listen to them. Take fifteen laps across the boards.” His cold voice rang out. "Maddox…" I blurted out, with an unbelievable look. He hates me but... To this extent? Even a real coach wouldn't— "What? You don't you want to? Should I report you, and have you removed from the team then?" Maddox asked rhetorically, keeping his voice stern. "You'd better do as he said..." My teammates whispered, and I could see the rest of the team's faces. Getting on Maddox's bad side especially on what matters most to me wouldn't be good. Not only was he after my peace at home, but now he was invading everything about me—as though he had waited so long for this chance to come. "Your time starts now." Maddox called out, as he turned on his skates, gliding away while the rest of the team followed over to the bleachers. They should be training instead but I guess Maddox already instructed that they were to watch as he punished latecomers. I'm never letting this slide past me. He wants an enemy? Well he already created the biggest enemy he would ever know.What the hell was she doing here?I turned sharply toward the doorway. Wendy stood there, her eyes darting back and forth between me and Jason, who was sitting completely tense and frozen on the edge of the bed.“I was looking for you...” she started, shifting her eyes back to meet mine. “I heard your voice up here and I thought—”“Get out!” I snapped, cutting her off abruptly before she could finish the sentence.Wendy’s brows furrowed in pure shock, as if she hadn't heard me clearly or couldn't fathom that I was actually speaking to her in that tone.I just held her gaze, cold and unflinching, until she finally seemed to process the order. Scowling, she turned on her heel and headed back down the hallway.I didn't care whether she had overheard any of our argument. But when I turned back to Jason, I could see the immediate terror written across his features. It was as if he thought Wendy was the last person on earth who should ever suspect a damn thing about us.No one should know.
I banged on the door again, but there wasn't a single sign of willingness on the other side to open it—almost as if he had sworn never to set eyes on me again.Was it my fault he ended up in that pain? A simple instruction should be obeyed. It was as easy as that.I turned on my heel, walked back into my own bedroom, and grabbed the master bunch of keys from my nightstand drawer. Striding back toward his door, I smirked to myself. He probably thought I had already given up and walked away.Every time I thought Jace had finally learned his lesson, he proved me wrong. God, whenever he pulled this annoying shit, it made me want to break him even more. If he still had the strength left to fight me, maybe he could take a few more strikes. I shouldn't have stopped at four last night out of some misplaced sense of mercy. I had assumed he understood his place, but I guess I was dead wrong.I thrust the key into the lock, turned the mechanism with a sharp click, and twisted the knob open, step
My ass was still throbbing with a cruel, persistent heat. I cursed under my breath, swearing at myself for somehow being the cause of my own damn torment.I carefully shuffled out of the bathroom.Maddox wasn't up here. He was probably out.Christ! I really hoped he was—because I was starting to get terribly thirsty.It was already dawn, and I had already made up my mind that I was skipping all my classes today.There was no way in hell I was letting anyone on campus see me walking like a crippled duck. I had barely survived the rumors from last weekend, and now I was right back in the exact condition—except this time, with the mystery pain-relief ointment waiting in my nightstand drawer, I’d hopefully recover a little faster.Holding tightly onto the handrail, I navigated down the staircase. The trip took twice as long as it usually did.My eyes were heavy and swollen from a restless sleep filled with low groans I hadn't been able to stop until the sun came up.When I reached the liv
“Argh!” A choked cry tore right out of my throat, my fingers digging desperately into the silk sheets. My knuckles burned as the sharp, blinding pain radiated across my body.“Jason...” Maddox’s voice sliced through the silence, dragging me brutally back to reality.I panted heavily, my chest heaving against the mattress as a wave of panic washed over me. I had messed up. I wasn't supposed to make a sound like that.“Please...” I whimpered out, my voice trembling.“Have you lost count, or shall we start all over again?” He asked smoothly. His tone was utterly devoid of emotion, detached and authoritative.Shit. If I had known he was capable of this sadistic shit, would I have even bothered coming downstairs for a glass of water? No... I never should have disobeyed him.“It... it was the third,” I groaned, burying my face deeper into the pillow.He didn't respond immediately. He just let the silence stretch, giving the burning pain time to sink deep into my skin. With every single stri
“Charles is helping me with something. Once we’re done, I’ll stay away from him...” The words rolled softly out of his mouth.His eyes remained fixated on mine, but instead of the submission his quiet tone suggested, his gaze burned with something entirely different.Hatred. Pure, raw hatred that I probably should have taken as a warning.I could have cleared his doubts right then and there. I could have told him the real reason I wanted him away from Charles, but... I didn't have to explain a damn thing to him. Keeping him in the dark was better anyway. Charles wasn't the sweet, helpful guy he must have thought Charles was.“My friends are trouble,” I said flatly, keeping my eyes locked on his. “That should be more than enough reason for you to stay away from them.”“And I said I heard you. I’m not fucking deaf,” he fired back through gritted teeth.I let out a slow exhale, leaning back in my chair. “As long as you do what I ask, that’s all that matters. Finish your food.”“I’m not h
After that confrontation with Charles in the kitchen, my mood switched. He knew me well enough to know I meant every single word I said.How the hell was I supposed to tell him that my stepbrother was completely untouchable? At least until I was done with him, Jason remained mine to deal with—not for Charles to feed his sudden, bi-curious curiosity, as if this was his first time considering a guy when he usually relied on campus guys to give him the best head.Now he wanted to move on to Jace? Christ.Everyone else in the living room cleared out shortly after, noticing the sudden shift in the air. I didn't need to spell it out for them that they were no longer welcome in my house.Right now, rather than lighting another cigarette to calm my nerves, I found myself preparing dinner in the kitchen.Yeah... a guy like me wasn't typically seen standing over a stove, especially considering I grew up as the wealthy heir to the Donovan family. But what else was I supposed to do to clear my he
Right from where I was seated, I could see Jace panting this time, sweating profusely as though I had asked him to do more than fifteen laps, but there he was, skating around the ice as though it were a death sentence. Is this his first time seeing an ice rink or what? Seated here I couldn't ev
The heat was consuming, but as Maddox’s heavy weight pressed down on me, the sheer panic of how far this was going, snapped me back to reality. Gathering every ounce of strength I had, I shoved hard against his broad shoulders, wrenching my lips away from his. “Maddox, stop! No…” I panted, my v
I blinked once—twice. Was I seeing correctly? Jace immediately turned away from me, this time his bare ass faced towards me. He would have gone ahead to grab a towel or something to cover up but there didn't seem to be anything closer to his reach and he could only stand there, smooth round ass
With a slight frown creasing my brows I dragged my luggage towards the apartment that stood big and mighty right in front of me. No matter how far I ran, life always dragged me back toward him. And now, after years of distance, I was walking straight into the one place I swore I’d never share with







