By Monday, everyone at school knew I was getting married, or to be more precise, that my wedding was arranged. But, of course, no one knew it was planned. It's like that first rule in Fight Club: don't talk about how things turned out.
On Sunday, we took engagement photos after breakfast. We took the pictures strategically, making sure not to reveal the ring, or rather, the lack of one. At least not until Wednesday.
We posed with him on one knee, holding a small box. To be honest, it all felt surreal. I pretended to cry to make it seem more authentic. We also took a picture with his face nestled in my neck as we hugged. They looked incredibly real. Most people think they're genuine.
We're in this situation because John informed the newspaper about our engagement. Nice, it made the front page. John also insisted we post on I*******m and F******k. I get I*******m, but why do we need F******k? Sorry to say, but everyone on F******k is the same age as my dad. They've read it, so problem solved. I did it anyway.
On Monday, when I arrived at school, everyone bombarded me with questions about Mark. How did we meet? How long have we been dating? It was the usual stuff. People were curious. Since I didn't have a ring to show, I said it wasn't the right size and we had to get it fitted.
Of course, there were also the typical mean comments and whispers at school. I like to call them the "mean girls." During lunch, they gossiped behind my back, suggesting I might be pregnant. I paid them no mind. I never do.
Tuesday was almost back to normal. My best friend at school is Maya, but since she was on vacation with her parents, she was upset that I hadn't told her about my relationship. She thought we were deeply in love based on the photos.
So, I invited her over that night, spilled the beans, and asked her to be a bridesmaid. She gladly accepted. She won't tell anyone. We've known each other our whole lives. She wouldn't betray me or my dad like that.
Maya loves dressing up, and now she has a reason to do it. She apologized for getting mad, and we went back to being best friends. Well, we're not exactly like that. We have our fights, but after a day or two, we make up. Never longer than three days. We don't just end friendships like some people.
Now, it's Wednesday. My work is almost finished. Unfortunately, my phone is dead, and all music websites are blocked on the school laptop.
When I finally wrap up my work, I start drawing and lose track of time. Everyone is staring at the door, but I'm so absorbed that I don't even notice. I haven't paid much attention to the door yet; I'm busy scanning the room.
Then, I glance up and there's Mark Hernandez, my so-called "boyfriend." I say his name and ask, "What brings you here?"
He raises his hand and points to his ring finger. I immediately realize I should have left five minutes ago.
I quickly grab what I need and head towards Mr. Martian. I'm a bit shy about this.
Mr. Martian was engrossed in reading and didn't notice Mark yet. I muster the courage to say, "Um, Mr. Martian?"
He looks up, clearly annoyed by the interruption. He was deep into his book, and I've disrupted him. He asks, "What?"
Mark just smiles and waves to Mr. Martin while I point to the door and say, "I have to go." It's clear that everyone in the room is looking at Mark and me, and I can feel their gaze.
Mr. Martian inquires, "Go where?"
"Um," I hesitate. Should I tell the truth? "I'm going to pick up my ring. It needed some adjustments because it didn't fit."
He questions me further, "Why can't you do that when you get home?" He puts his book down, giving me his full attention. Even when I told him I was interested, he didn't react. He probably read the newspaper or checked F******k. I chuckle a bit at that thought.
I explain, "Mark has a meeting, so I'm saying goodbye." I barely managed to escape. I can sense everyone's eyes on me as I walk towards the door. To make it look genuine, I put my arm around Mark.
After school, once we're in his car, he asks, "What was that all about?"
"What?"
"Are you trying to get close to me?"
I decide to tease him a bit. "Wait, can't I put my arm around my fiancé?"
He makes me laugh. "Well, I suppose that's alright."
After about 10 minutes of driving, I still have no clue where we're going. So, I ask. "Where are we going?"
"The mall," he responds.
"What? I hate going to the mall!" I say, but in reality, I just cross my arms and act as if I don't care.
He looks at me, surprised. "Really? I thought all girls liked going to the mall."
"I'm not like every girl," I reply, adding, "I'm just taking a break from pouting."
Mark remarks, "I'm starting to figure that out."
When we arrive at the mall, our first stop is Kay Jewelers. I sigh audibly. I'm quiet and reluctantly admit, "I'd rather not be here."
"Don't worry, it won't take long. We'll pick up the ring and then go to an early dinner. It'll be our first date." He smiles at me as we approach the counter. The clear glass counter looks like it's rigged with alarms that will go off if you touch it, summoning security.
I glance down, and Mark tries to get the salesman's attention by clearing his throat. The salesman says, "I feel terrible. I'll be with you right away, sir." His voice sounds oddly familiar, as if I've heard it before.
He approaches the counter, and I still haven't looked up. "So, what can I do to help? Earrings or a necklace with diamonds?" he inquires. "No, my girlfriend and I are here to pick out an engagement ring for her," Mark responds. He's quite adept at making up stories. Sometimes, I even find myself briefly believing him. When I finally glance up, I see the familiar face. "Richie?" I inquire. "Well, if it isn't Savi," he replies. Richie's real name is Nick, but I've always called him Richie. It might seem a bit confusing. Richie was like a mentor to me during my freshman year in high school. When I was a freshman, Richie and I were paired up. He guided me on how to interact with teachers and showed me where my classes were. In a way, he was like a guardian angel watching over me. You might still be wondering why we call each other by different names. I don't remember much about how it started, but I do recall that he once asked me for my middle name and the name of my street. I told h
So far, things are going according to plan. Everyone seems to like the dress. I've written a letter to my mom and sealed it, but I haven't sent it yet. I thought it would be more personal to write her a letter instead of just calling her. However, I'm holding off on calling her until she responds. In the letter, I mentioned that I wanted to catch up with her and discuss the wedding dress, but I didn't reveal that I'm getting married or anything like that. I simply expressed my desire to have a conversation with her. I need to send the letter today because it's Monday, and it's been only a week since I got engaged. The wedding is in less than seven weeks, so I want to get in touch with her soon. I plan to send it on my way to school. I'm feeling nervous as I arrive at school, thinking about what her response might be. Fortunately, my first class is in the gym. It might sound strange, but I actually enjoy going to the gym. Just because I like going to the gym doesn't mean I fit the "j
I suddenly wake up from a small nightmare due to some turbulence, and Mark notices. He takes a seat and checks on me. "Are you alright?" Mark asks, looking concerned. "Yeah, I'm okay," I respond, even though I'm not entirely fine. I don't want to encounter her again because of what Mark told me about his mom. It's been bothering me. "Would you like something to drink?" Mark inquires to make sure I'm okay. "Sure, just water," I request. Someone hands me a glass of water a few seconds later, and I thank them. "Are you feeling nervous?" Mark asks, not making eye contact. "Well, kind of... Alright, quite a bit," I admit, secretly enjoying how he looks when I stare at him. He finally looks at me and asks, "Are you checking me out?" This is unusual for him. I start to blush. "Anyway, can't I admire the man who's going to be my husband?" He chuckles. "Are you going to use that excuse every time I tease you?" "No," I pause, and he thinks he's won the banter as he starts to walk away
She hasn't said a word about it since I told her. "Mom? Are you okay?" "What on earth is going on here?" She raises her voice and immediately stands up. "So, this Mark fellow is your boyfriend, huh?" "Well, you could say something did happen to me," I tell my mother, maintaining my composure. "Yes, Mark is the man I plan to marry." Despite her rudeness, I remain polite. Somehow, I feel more grown-up and self-assured. "You can't be serious! You're only 17!" Her comment is so absurd that it makes me burst into laughter. "No! You have no right to say such things to me! You've been absent from my life for most of the last 15 years, and it's getting hard not to cry," I respond firmly. I love Mark, and he loves me. Dad is supportive, and we all share the same belief – Mark's role is to ensure my happiness, and he genuinely cares about it. "Why can't you be happy for me?" I wonder aloud. I can almost hear her crying in her sighs. Her eyes well up. "I'll do my best to accept it... So, how
While pacing around our room, I comment, "That was..." Mark interjects with a quip, "Weird? Unexpected? Revealing?" "Not quite," I respond, gazing at him with a serious expression. He raises his hands playfully in defense. "What's your take?" I stop staring once I've asked the question. Some might find it impolite and bothersome to be told, "Try on the clothes. Your sisters are here. Begin getting to know your mom in a new way. Do whatever you like." But it didn't feel that way to me. It was more like, "Don't let anyone dictate your actions. Follow your instincts." At least, that's how I interpreted it. Now, I'm not entirely sure which perspective is better. "Okay, but how should I approach it?" I head over to the bed and lie down beside him. He rises to go to the bathroom. "I'm not entirely sure. You'll figure it out. Trust your instincts." "It's almost nighttime. If you're still feeling anxious when you wake up, we can talk again," he says with a smile before disappearing into t
We posed for the pictures, and they turned out really nice. In one of the photos, I'm smiling while giving him a cheek kiss. That's true too. One pose came to us naturally. We placed the phone on the desk, stood close, our foreheads touching, and smiled like excited kids. Our eyes met, and it felt genuine. The camera had a filter to blur the background, focusing only on us. We chose black and white, like an engagement photo. I set the best picture as my lock screen, and the first shot became my home screen. Mark did the same, and his lock screen displayed a photo of our hands and the ring. All the photos looked beautiful and, somehow, authentic. The way we looked at each other made it feel real—more than just a fake setup or a contract. Mark reenters the room while I'm looking at the pictures. "Time to head out," he says. I nod, and we prepare to leave. Finding the dress shop takes time. It's called "Bridal is Beauty," and it looks nice from the outside. Through the window, I s
"Are they coming here?" Mark inquires as I search through my bag for my swimsuit. "Not up here. There's a pool," I reply, finding my swimsuit. "We should get to know them better. I'd like to be friends with all of them." "I agree, but I was hoping to stay up here and finish watching the rest of Die Hard," Mark says, reclining in his seat. "I won't pester you with too many questions. You should also come," I insist, poking him in the chest. "I didn't bring a swimsuit," he deadpans. I shake my head. "No worries, even if you hadn't worn those shorts. Everyone does it." He sighs and rolls his eyes. I've won. "Fine." "Thanks a lot. Now, hurry up. We need to get down there before they arrive," I urge him as he changes his shirt. When we reach the pool area, there's no one else there. Not a soul. We have the entire pool to ourselves. After setting up our spot, my mom texts me that they've arrived. "I'll be right back; I'm going to open the door for them," I tell Mark. He nods and sits
"We don't need you to drive us to the airport, Mom. Everything is fine, and we've already rented a car," I say, aware that only about half of the people are actually listening while the others scramble to pack at the last minute. "But we want to be there to see you off," my mother insists, her voice leaving no room for argument. She called to ask for directions on where to meet us. "We?" I ask, trying to make her tone less pleading. "Yes, all of us. Will, Will, Hannah, and I. We all want to see you off," she declares as if there were no other option. "We'll see each other at the wedding in six weeks. Plus, we just saw each other yesterday. We swam, talked, and did all sorts of things," I reply, now not even bothering to pack, but instead, trying my best to dissuade my mother from coming to the airport to bid us farewell. Mark exits the bathroom with his toiletry bag. "Are you still getting ready?" he asks, his tone implying, "You're taking forever." "I'm on the phone with my mom!