She hasn't said a word about it since I told her. "Mom? Are you okay?"
"What on earth is going on here?" She raises her voice and immediately stands up. "So, this Mark fellow is your boyfriend, huh?"
"Well, you could say something did happen to me," I tell my mother, maintaining my composure. "Yes, Mark is the man I plan to marry." Despite her rudeness, I remain polite. Somehow, I feel more grown-up and self-assured.
"You can't be serious! You're only 17!" Her comment is so absurd that it makes me burst into laughter.
"No! You have no right to say such things to me! You've been absent from my life for most of the last 15 years, and it's getting hard not to cry," I respond firmly. I love Mark, and he loves me. Dad is supportive, and we all share the same belief – Mark's role is to ensure my happiness, and he genuinely cares about it. "Why can't you be happy for me?" I wonder aloud.
I can almost hear her crying in her sighs. Her eyes well up. "I'll do my best to accept it... So, how did you two meet?" Her tone shifts as she begins to ask questions.
"Okay, so we agreed to meet at a coffee shop. I forgot my wallet, but she offered to pay, so I guess we'll just have to do this," Mark says, keeping our story consistent. I offer him a grateful smile.
"Alright. How long have you two been together?" She continues with her inquiries.
I inform her that we've been dating for the past three years.
"Favorite color," she inquires.
I smile and glance at Mark, who remains silent. "Purple is her favorite," I answer, "and his is green."
"I still don't approve, but I'm starting to understand, somewhat," she admits, taking a few deep breaths before continuing. "So, I assume you want to see the dress, right?"
"Yes, that's one reason we're here. Additionally, I'd like to invite you to join us. The wedding will be an intimate, small gathering, with family and close friends. We would love to have you there," I explain.
She's about to respond when a younger girl enters the room, appearing to be no more than seven years old. "Mommy, here's a picture I made just for you," the girl says.
My mother comments, "I still don't understand why you didn't make one for me." Then, an older man enters and warmly greets my mother with a hug and a kiss on the head. He gives equal attention to both Mark and me, introducing himself as "Hello, I'm Will, Liz's husband."
I feel overwhelmed and can't speak. "Um, my name is Mark. Nice to meet you," Mark says, still a bit stunned.
"Nice to meet you too. What's your name?" He extends his hand toward me.
"Excuse me, but my name is Alyanna," I respond, finally getting up and firmly shaking his hand.
"I've heard something like that before," he remarks, only to be interrupted by either my mom or Lizzie.
"Hannah, why don't you go check on your sister and see what she's up to?" The girl nods and leaves.
Lizzie's husband returns to our conversation. "So, is Alyanna really your name?" he asks.
"Yes, she just told me that's who she is," my mom responds. He doesn't seem to get it, appearing somewhat absent-minded. In the brief ten seconds I've known him, I've already formed my own opinion about him. It seems I don't share the central idea of Beauty and the Beast.
The mother corrected the man, saying, "No, Will, this is my daughter Alyanna." He glanced at her briefly, then back at me. I offered a small smile and greeted, "Hi."
He returned the smile. "I've been eager to meet you. Liz has told me a lot about you, so I know quite a bit." His behavior went from initially foolish to confused, then back to foolish.
"Hello. Mark, who you can see in this picture, and I are getting married. We're here to shop for a dress, and I wanted to use this opportunity to reconnect with my mom," I explained.
"Mom?" Now the older girl emerged. Where is she gesturing? Her gaze darted between Liz and me, and she appeared on the verge of tears.
Liz tried to address her, saying, "Sweetie, I... I..." She let out a sigh. "I'm not sure." Her voice quivered as she began to cry.
The young girl intervened, "Should I talk to her?" His demeanor shifted once again, from being foolish to confused, and then he turned kind.
"I apologize. Perhaps we shouldn't have come," I started to gather my things, preparing to leave.
"No, I'm glad you did. I've neglected to reach out for far too long, and I won't make that mistake again," Liz said, taking a step closer to me. "I'd be thrilled to attend your wedding. Count on me to be there for you. If you're open to it, I'd like to take you to a bridal shop to find a dress that fits perfectly."
I embraced her warmly, smiling. "Absolutely. That sounds like a wonderful plan. Please let me know if you think your other daughters would like to come. I haven't disclosed to anyone yet that they're my sisters."
"I think they would, but I need to talk to Sophie first before making any arrangements," Liz replied. When she mentioned that her other daughter had "stormed off," I must have appeared quite puzzled.
"Alright. I understand. When would be a good time to go?" I looked at Mark for his input. He seemed to convey, "I don't mind," and nodded.
"If it works for you, how about tomorrow? Sophie could use some time alone to calm down."
"That sounds reasonable. So, let's head back to the hotel and get some rest." I completed the turn and reached out for Mark's hand.
"I'd love to have you stay with us, but we don't have any extra space, and I think Sophie might be a bit apprehensive," my mom mentioned. It was clear she wanted to address the situation with her daughter.
Despite the discomfort in my chest, I couldn't quite pinpoint the reason for it. Why couldn't my mom just stay? But then again, if she had stayed, I might not have crossed paths with Mark. Would I still find myself in the same room as the man I'm becoming attracted to?
I knew deep down that such a scenario would never unfold. It's merely a fleeting thought, a tiny scrap of paper in the vast landscape of possibilities.
While pacing around our room, I comment, "That was..." Mark interjects with a quip, "Weird? Unexpected? Revealing?" "Not quite," I respond, gazing at him with a serious expression. He raises his hands playfully in defense. "What's your take?" I stop staring once I've asked the question. Some might find it impolite and bothersome to be told, "Try on the clothes. Your sisters are here. Begin getting to know your mom in a new way. Do whatever you like." But it didn't feel that way to me. It was more like, "Don't let anyone dictate your actions. Follow your instincts." At least, that's how I interpreted it. Now, I'm not entirely sure which perspective is better. "Okay, but how should I approach it?" I head over to the bed and lie down beside him. He rises to go to the bathroom. "I'm not entirely sure. You'll figure it out. Trust your instincts." "It's almost nighttime. If you're still feeling anxious when you wake up, we can talk again," he says with a smile before disappearing into t
We posed for the pictures, and they turned out really nice. In one of the photos, I'm smiling while giving him a cheek kiss. That's true too. One pose came to us naturally. We placed the phone on the desk, stood close, our foreheads touching, and smiled like excited kids. Our eyes met, and it felt genuine. The camera had a filter to blur the background, focusing only on us. We chose black and white, like an engagement photo. I set the best picture as my lock screen, and the first shot became my home screen. Mark did the same, and his lock screen displayed a photo of our hands and the ring. All the photos looked beautiful and, somehow, authentic. The way we looked at each other made it feel real—more than just a fake setup or a contract. Mark reenters the room while I'm looking at the pictures. "Time to head out," he says. I nod, and we prepare to leave. Finding the dress shop takes time. It's called "Bridal is Beauty," and it looks nice from the outside. Through the window, I s
"Are they coming here?" Mark inquires as I search through my bag for my swimsuit. "Not up here. There's a pool," I reply, finding my swimsuit. "We should get to know them better. I'd like to be friends with all of them." "I agree, but I was hoping to stay up here and finish watching the rest of Die Hard," Mark says, reclining in his seat. "I won't pester you with too many questions. You should also come," I insist, poking him in the chest. "I didn't bring a swimsuit," he deadpans. I shake my head. "No worries, even if you hadn't worn those shorts. Everyone does it." He sighs and rolls his eyes. I've won. "Fine." "Thanks a lot. Now, hurry up. We need to get down there before they arrive," I urge him as he changes his shirt. When we reach the pool area, there's no one else there. Not a soul. We have the entire pool to ourselves. After setting up our spot, my mom texts me that they've arrived. "I'll be right back; I'm going to open the door for them," I tell Mark. He nods and sits
"We don't need you to drive us to the airport, Mom. Everything is fine, and we've already rented a car," I say, aware that only about half of the people are actually listening while the others scramble to pack at the last minute. "But we want to be there to see you off," my mother insists, her voice leaving no room for argument. She called to ask for directions on where to meet us. "We?" I ask, trying to make her tone less pleading. "Yes, all of us. Will, Will, Hannah, and I. We all want to see you off," she declares as if there were no other option. "We'll see each other at the wedding in six weeks. Plus, we just saw each other yesterday. We swam, talked, and did all sorts of things," I reply, now not even bothering to pack, but instead, trying my best to dissuade my mother from coming to the airport to bid us farewell. Mark exits the bathroom with his toiletry bag. "Are you still getting ready?" he asks, his tone implying, "You're taking forever." "I'm on the phone with my mom!
Mark and I drove home in silence, and I was too apprehensive to inquire about what had transpired with him. The only conversation we had was about what I wanted from McDonald's. We picked up our food at the drive-thru and didn't bother going inside the restaurant. During the ride home, I couldn't help but notice that Mark was gripping the steering wheel so tightly that the whites of his knuckles were showing. As we pulled into our driveway, both John's and my dad's cars were already parked there. I was too drained to engage in any conversations. Despite my upcoming birthday and graduation tomorrow, all I wanted was to get some rest. Mark helped me move my belongings and some of his into the house. "How's it going, and how did it go?" John inquired. None of us raised our hands or spoke up. "Just give it to me already!" he exclaimed, and yet neither of us raised our voices. "Let's give them some time to settle in. They've probably been out all day. We can talk tomorrow," my dad sugg
The next morning, I was roused from my slumber by my dad's off-key singing and the scent of inexpensive candle wax, the kind they use for birthday candles. We have a tradition in our family where, on birthdays, you place a candle on your favorite breakfast item. Both my dad and I share a love for oversized cinnamon rolls. Even though I'm no longer tired, I resist the urge to get out of bed. "Happy birthday! Happy birthday to... you. Happy birthday, smiley Alyanna. Hey, it's your birthday!" My dad sings with an accompanying dance, clearly in high spirits. I sit up and spot a plate piled high with mega cinnamon rolls, complete with a candle planted firmly in the middle. My dad beams at me. "Thanks, Dad," I say, moving in for a hug. "Thank you, sweetie. Now, make a wish and blow out the candle." My dad nudges the plate closer to me. I close my eyes, make a small wish, and blow out the candle. "Can we dig in now? I'm famished," I ask, already dipping my finger into the frosting. "Of
Maya's enthusiastic hair brushing occasionally made me stumble over my words as she attempted to tackle the tangles in my hair. She responded with a simple, "Beauty is a pain, girl." "I'm not even sure if I want to be pretty," I admit. Maya pauses her brushing, and I silently thank her for doing so. She swivels my chair around to face her. "Honey, you're already very pretty. This just enhances it." "Do you have to 'enhance' so much? My head is starting to hurt." I'm pretty sure I don't have any hair left at this point. "Relax. Just a few more strokes, and I'll curl it," she reassures me, spinning me around to continue. Once she finishes curling my hair, she studies my face. "Alright, you won't need as much makeup as you thought, but I do think a bit of concealer might help. Did you get any sleep at all last night?" she inquires. "Yeah, I got some, but not much," I reply, eyeing my now strangely curled hair. "What happened?" Uh-oh, this is a part I'm not great at. When someone a
When a slow song starts playing, we part ways. "Want to dance?" Mark suggests as we catch our breath. "Sure," I agree, and we make our way to the dance floor. It's like a scene from that movie "A Cinderella Story," where Austin told Mark they should meet under the disco ball. What a coincidence. Austin's appearance reminds me of Tristan from the early episodes of Gilmore Girls, but then my thoughts wander to Lauren Graham, and from there, I somehow end up thinking about the movie Middle School: The Worst Years of My Life, which had a cute dog named Calvin. That, in turn, triggers memories of my old dog, Pat, who was just like that. I snap out of my thoughts before the song ends, realizing that Mark and I are closer than ever. When the music stops, we decide to take a break and chat with other people. Mark heads off to find Charlie, and I seek out someone I can tolerate, at least for a little while. I wander around aimlessly until Max approaches me. "Heey, boo boo," he slurs, clearl