Chapter 1

"I'll fcking kill you hera for killing my so-" 

someone said to me over my phone.

"Who is this again?" I ask without letting him finished what he wants to say, "I'm Kyle Rodrigo's Father!!" He shouts out of his lungs.

"Daddy chill~," I said and laugh while he's planning in every way how to kill me.

"Don't you dare piss-" I cut him off again.

"BLAH BLAH BLAH," I said "Sorry but I don't care talking to an angry old man, because I killed his one and only son who murdered an entire innocent family just to make me feel bad," I added and hang him up 

Wala na akong balak makipag communicate sa mga tao ngayon sa Italy, maliban na lang sa Kuya ko na andon parin at inaayos ang gulo sa pamilya namin.

I removed my existing sim card and fold to break and swallow it.

"Ma'am did you just?" A private cabin crew of us, ask me and I just smile at her and close my eyes for me to get some sleep from this tiring day.

-.

"WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH" I shout when our captain said that we've already arrived at manila.

All the crews look at me with judgemental eyes that they're saying I was crazy.

I just raised my right brow and proceed to the plane door, I'm happy that I arrived safe but I feel bad that I left Kuyaa in Italy.

I'm on my way walking tru that fcking redcarpet that they set up for me, I just spit on that and run toward the main gate without waiting for those people who welcomed me. 

I don't need a fcking red carpet am not that pathetic to hook with those fcking tricks, I already heading toward the main gate outside the airport when suddenly some guard approach me.

"Ma'am kailangan nyo po muna ipakita visa and passport nyo" they said, I just give them what they need and lumabas na sa gate para salubungin si mama sa kotse.

"WHAT THE FCKKK ANG INITTT!!" I suddenly shout pag kalabas ko ng airport kung saan di na sakop ng aircondition area.

Some people stared at me but I don't care, like how I didn't care if they beg their life for me not to kill them.

I'm already inside the car after running to avoid this hot weather, "Mom" I said while having the most biggest smile I can, It's been 5 years since I see her and hindi ko alam I feel something inside my chest.

"I don't like dramas" She said that make my heart shuttred, 

"O-okay." I said changing my whole mood.

The excitement inside me already fades, now I just don't care and I just stared at the car window.

What should I expect for the person I didn't see for 5 years? A hug? A kiss? Pathetic of me.

but somehow I expect something from her haha 

From what I heard to kuya, it will take 2-3 hours from airport for us to reach our mom mansion, it's kinda long ride but I'll manage my boredom.

I start to play my own game that only exist in my mind, I'll stared to someone until they'll break it and if they are the one who broke the eye contact then they lose.

I never lose in my own game.

"Start" I said and find my first target,

I stared to a guy who's riding his bike with complete gear for his body, his thigh was thick and he has the thing they called tan line,  I don't think if that's legit or he just make it like the one I saw on tiktok.

Are eyes met for about 3-4 second and he broke the contact then I smiled "One down."

I looked for another target when I saw someone inside the car, he's sitting sa front seat. Are eyes met for about 5 seconds then he broke it "Weak" I said and form a smirk.

I moved on to my next target, It's so hard to find someone na makikipag titigan sayo knowing that their busy sa kalsada.

While am playing my game I just notice that majority of them had black and brown eyes that makes so common for me,

they can't be in my collection..

I continue looking for my next target, cause it's been 1 and a haft hour since playing this. Time fly fast. 

We're crossing some bridge now when I saw a guy standing near the bridge barricade, I didn't play suspicious at all and start to stare  him directly to his soul.

Our eyes met, I saw a delicate eye color that I've never seen before his eyes are mixed of green and blue with a spot of yellow. I didn't break our eye contact and he didn't either. 

The distance of us broke the contact, I feel kinda sad cause our eye contact broke.

I want to see those beautiful shades of eyes again,

and make it mine.