Since I have an off period, thanks to Sarah, I decide to actually go and take a shower. I mean it wouldn't hurt and I would really like to get the smell of blood and sweat off of me. I entire the locker room and make sure nobody els is their. I then start to take off my closhes and look at my body. I would have had a very beutiful body if not for the scars and marks. My body is a light tan color and my green eyes pop with my raven black hair. I also have an athlete's body, meaning I have muscles in al the right places but I'm not buckled , I have a hour glass figure and eventhough I'm short I have long legs. I just wished that I wouldn't have to look at the ugly claw marks on my back and side. Its because of my scares that I don't like to wear open clothes except at home and at the bar. At home it doesn't matter and at work it's to dark to see them. I don't know how long I was starring at myself the mirror, but I stop looking at myself because with each passing second I can feel myself just getting more sad. I decide to just take a quick cold shower and get dressed in my clothes again. I towel dry my hair and leave it down so that it can make natural curl.
I wait for the bell to ring before I make it to my next class. I already feel drained and it's only the second period. I mentally sigh and walk to my next class. Since I'm the first one here I sit at the back next to the window. I didn't really listen in class and just drawed the brown wolf from earlier today. I keep on seeing those blue eyes. Why do they look so familiar. For some reason that's all I could think of the entire day.The bell rang and it was lunch time. I moved to my locker and placed my bags and books their. I took out my reading book and reading glasses. I kept my head down and walk to the cafeteria doors. But before I could make it I dumped into a wall. No not a wall the kings of the school! Out of everyone here I hated them most. They were cruel on another level.The boys turned around and slowly their eyes met my. Dammit! Now I'm going to get it. The twins were your typical popular boys. Drop dead gorgeous, they both have a jawline, six pack and no matter what shirt they would wear you would always see their muscular bodys underneath. They had midnight dark hair and beutiful blue eyes. They were also captain of ever team and ever sport. I got off the ground and muttered a small sorry."Aww the poor child fell down, how sad. Maybe we should call her family, o wait you don't have a family do you?" One of Sarah's friends said. Everybody started focusing on us. All the twins friends and Sarah's minions."O no, she has that little weird kid brother. " I bit my lip trying my best not to attack Sarah for insulting my Bilbo. "Tell me , how close are you and him, mm?" She lift a eyebrow and took a step closer. "If he gets scared do you claim in his bed and make his fear go away, or do you help him shower and bath, you know to make sure he's clean everywhere? Does he help you clean everywhere, Sophia?" She said in a sick and twisted voice. He's six years old, how could this bitch talk about him like this.I wanted to scream. No I wanted to scream at her. I wanted to hurt her, I wanted to punch her for each word she said. She wasn't done thou, she took a few steps, until she was right besides my ear. She then leaned in closer to me.'Punch her, attack her, do something!' I yelled at myself, but still stood frozen."I think your alone, Sophia, and not because you want to be. I think everyone leaves you, because they know how worthless you are! How much of a disappointment you are! I mean, if I had a child like you, I would kill myself! Is that why you are alone! Because mommy and daddy killed them self , because of you?" She whisper- yells in my ear. I felt warm liquid run down my face and I realise that I was crying. That is it this girl need to know I'm not weak. Everyone else was laughing. The twins were practically on the floor. I turned my head and looked at her sideways to see her grinning from ear to ear.That was it, that was the last straw. I didn't even know what was happening , it felt like I lost control of my body and everything my body was doing it did on it's on. My hand reached for her blond hair and grabbed it before I pulled her head back and my other hand balled into a fist before landing a punch straight on her nose she stumbled back, but I was already in my boxing position. I landed another hit on her left eye and the another on her right cheek. I was about to punch again when I felt something pushing me into the wall. I hit my head and my vision was blurry for a few seconds and my glasses fell off. After a second or two a then saw the twins, each holding an arm against the lockers. The twin on my left was Grayson and the one on my right was William. William was probably a inch taller then Grayson"Let me go right now!" I yelled through gritted teeth. The pulled me forward and then slammed me against the locker again. It took my vision longer to clear this time, but when it did Sarah was standing in front of me. Her eye a few shades redder and her cheek had a cut that was bleeding. I smiled at this sight. I know I will probably die now, but at least I'll die happy. She grabbed my face with one hand ."If you apologize now, I might let you live." she snarled. I smiled and spat in her face"Do your worse" I say with a proud voice. The boys throw me forward against the other lockers and I fell down. Sarah grabbed the back of my hair and lifted my face to look at her. Before she started punching me rapidly on the one side. It was the fourth punch now and she let go of my hair and moved back just enough to kick me straight into the ribs. I tried my best to keep the scream in my throat before I bend forward and watched as red liquid dropped out of my mouth. The twins came and lifted me to my feet."You Bitch , should learn your place. This wasn't even a quarter of what we will do to you, if you ever disrespect us again." Grayson said in a deadly voice. "Your pathetic, fat ass should leave this town, otherwise you will regret ever coming here and we will make sure of it" William finished with just as deadly voice. I smiled with the blood still dripping from my mouth."Sorry to say boys, but your stuck with me." I say smiling a bloody mouth smile, they throw me backwards and I feel like I went through the wall when my back hits it. I defently hit my head open or something broke. I'm sure of it.The last thing I see is Sarah walking toward the boys and resting a hand on each one of the twins shoulders grinning at me, but I don't focus on her. No, I focus on the twins blue eyes, those piercing blue eyes, until I see nothing but darkness.Tomorrow I give birth to my sweet baby boy and I am so overjoyed but I can't help but have a little sorrow in my heart because I know this means my time is up. Tomorrow I bring my boy into the world and I take myself out. Right now I am sitting at the boys desk, finishing the book I wrote for the twins and for Nolan. It's a reminder for them that even though I won't be there I still love them. And it also has notes to tell Nolan how much I love him and how I wish he has a long and happy live. I asked Kendra if she wanted to write anything but I haven't been able to get in contact with her for a couple of days. I feel her but I just can't reach her for some unknown reason. Time skip...I can't help but laugh as the boys struggle to pack the baby bag that they have to take to the hospital. They can kill a entire army but can't fit diapers and baby clothes into a bag. After they finally finish with the bag they come sit next to me on the bed. Right now I'm listening to the bab
It's been two weeks since I woke up and it has been the best twee weeks of my life. The boys and I are living together again and we have even decorated Nolan's new room. We were back to our old selves, we were always laughing and doing something fun and ever now and then something more the fun (if you get what I mean ). Right now I was laying naked on Grayson desk as he was pumping into me and William was next to me kissing and sucking on my swollen breast. I moan as Grayson pumps harder into me and William tugs at my harden nipple. I struggle to sit up but when I finally do I push Jackson to sit on his chair and I move ontop of him I feel warmth against my back and I know it's William. The both place their hard cocks at my enters and push inside me. I move up and down slowly before I still as Grayson and William starts to quicken their past. Soon their pounding into me and I can't help and scream as pleasure washes over me. I grab Grayson shoulder as they keep pounding into me and
My eyelids are heavy and I struggle to open them. Every bone in my body pains as well as every muscle. I feel so tired and I try to remember what happend and that is when I do.... my baby!!!Oh god please.My eyes shoot open and I move my hands to my belly and I feel him or her. I felt the baby's heartbeat! A sigh leaves my mouth and relief fills me. I had never felt so happy then to feel a heart beat. "He will be fine. Kendra protected him." William says in a whisper. My eyes move to the hospital room. Jenny, layla, Sam, Noah and the twins are here"It's a he?" I ask and happy tears start to fill my tear line. A happy sob leaves my mouth. 'Thank you so much Kendra. ' "Sophia?" I look up into Grayon eyes. Their filled with fear. "What happend?" I ask still feeling greatfull that my babe is okay."You had to much stress the doctor said. So your body wanted to sleep." Noah says and claims onto my bed. I laugh and kiss his head. "Sounds right bilbo." I say to him. "
Our fight was 3 weeks ago. The girls and I left the vacation house the day after the fight. I stayed in Noah's room the first two days and then I was told the boys arrange a house for me to live in. So the day after me and Noah moved into the big wooden house. It was still on the pack lands but at least 15 minutes away from the pack house. I guess this was their way of getting rid of me. Layla and Jenny came almost everyday. Sam cames twice a week. The first we times we would talk about my mates but we don't anymore. Noah is like my superhero because always ask me what I need and helps me with everything. He has even used a cystoscopeto to listen to the baby's heart. I have also made some baby clothes.I want to call the babe : Nolan if it's a boy and Natalie if it's a girl. That's if the twins don't end up choosing another name after I am gone. I have made Jenny the babe's guardian and Bilbo as well. I wanted to make sure that someone was taking care of them after I was gone and I d
I wake up feeling very nauseous. I run to the bathroom and empty my stomach contents in the toilet. The morning sickness was get a lot worse and happening more frequently. After finally having nothing left to throw up I stand up and wash my face. I felt drained and tired. My muscles were tight and sore. I throw my hair in a messy bun and went back into my room to get dressed for the day. I look in the mirror seeing that my baby pump has grown. I smile a sad smile and look away. I'm happy that the baby is well, but it is also a reminder of what trouble lays ahead. I have always wanted to be a mother but I fear I'm just to damaged tk be a good mom. What if my baby growns up to think that I didn't love him or her. I dress in n black strapless bikini and cover myself in a black lace cardigan.I go downstairs to see layla, Jenny and Bilbo out by the pool. I grab a water and an apple and join them. We spent an hour outside just relaxing and laying down on the beach chair, and just having
It has been a month since Kendra and I spoke to the moon goddess and I still did not understandanything. How could this happen? Why am I being punished? I still didn't know what the two of them spoke about when Kendra took control, but that was the least of my worries. Kendra and I have been hiding the baby's heart beat. Wolves can hear better so we were scared that the twins will be able to hear it and I could not tell them yet. The babe has grown much faster the a normal babe would have, but I suspected that he or she would grow faster since she/he has wolf blood, not only wolf blood but lucan blood aswell. My stomach has also started to form a small baby bump, which I have been hiding with way to big clothes. I still was not ready to tell the twins, so jenny and I had made plans to leave for a week or so to just go somewhere and relax. This way Kendra would also not have to hide the heart beat of the baby for a while. The twins were not so happy about this, but after jenny gave t