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I'm the Only One Going in Blind
I'm the Only One Going in Blind
Author: Bright Lights

Chapter 1

Author: Bright Lights
"Kendra, what do you think of these rings?"

I watched as my younger brother, Jude Lockhart, picked out a pair of gold rings from the display.

"Let me try it on and see," Kendra Sable said, shyly holding out her hand.

Yet, I remembered how upset she'd been when I took her shopping for rings last time. She told me that her parents had gotten into a terrible fight over a ring when she was a child, and the argument had ultimately led to a car accident that killed them both.

The incident had traumatized her, and that was why she'd refused when I tried to buy her a ring.

I believed her. I even thought about finding some other way to propose without a ring.

But now, Kendra let Jude slip the ring onto her finger without the slightest hesitation, her cheeks flushed with happiness.

My heart felt hollowed out.

So it turned out her childhood trauma had been nothing more than an excuse to turn me down.

I stepped backward and watched as they held hands and exchanged rings.

Then I pulled out my phone and called Kendra, breaking the intimate moment between them.

She immediately gestured for Jude to be quiet before answering.

"Where are you?" I asked.

"I'm obviously at work," she replied sweetly.

"Oh," I said, a wry smile tugging at my lips. "I thought maybe you secretly went out with Jude."

Kendra stiffened.

"How could I be? I've already told you I only agreed to those dates because I had no choice. Those so-called dates with him were nothing more than dinner to placate him. I love only you. Why would I secretly meet him?"

She said it all without batting an eye, and I couldn't help but wonder when she had become so good at lying. She made every lie sound like the truth.

And now, I couldn't even tell which of her words were real and which were lies.

Just then, Jude leaned over and planted a quick kiss on Kendra's cheek. She didn't push him away. She simply shot him a coy, meaningful look.

"Okay. I've got to go," she said over the phone. "I still have some important work to finish. Just text me what you want for dinner, and I'll bring it home tonight."

She hurriedly ended the call, then took Jude's hand as they walked away together.

For all those years, the little bit of affection Kendra had shown me was what kept me going. But it turned out that it had all been a lie.

If that was all it had ever been, then I didn't want this fake love anymore.

"I've already booked my flight," I said to my supervisor. "I'll be there on time."

I'd accepted the transfer I'd been offered. I'd leave this place and let them have the family they'd chosen.

Later, Jude and Kendra returned home separately so they wouldn't come back at the same time.

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  • I'm the Only One Going in Blind   Chapter 9

    "Why was everything you did better than me?" Jude roared. "You were better at school. You were better at your career. Even your girlfriend loved you more than she ever loved me. I can't stand it anymore!"I watched silently as he was taken away. Jude didn't truly love Kendra. He was selfishly convinced that my existence had ruined his chance to be the only child who could have Mom and Dad all to himself. I'd always excelled at everything growing up, and he'd resented me for it. He wanted everything I had and always tried to take it from me—including my girlfriend.Eventually, he'd come to see Kendra as something that belonged to him.But when she tried to leave him, he couldn't accept it. So the moment he realized he could no longer control her, he stabbed her.He'd been prepared to take her down with him. Meanwhile, Kendra was rushed to the hospital covered in blood. Mom and Dad fell to their knees beside her hospital bed, crying and begging her to ask the court for lenien

  • I'm the Only One Going in Blind   Chapter 8

    Kendra said, "Your parents were unbelievable. Even after I made everything clear, they still tried to convince me to get back together with Jude. They kept telling me how terrible you were. What kind of parents do that?"Kendra had heard me talk about my childhood before, but I'd never gone into much detail. As far as she was concerned, it had mostly been trivial things, like what I ate and wore at home. She'd never thought much of it. Her own family had been loving and happy. Her parents argued sometimes, but they'd always loved her. They took her on trips, and whenever she wanted something, they'd do everything they could to give it to her.That love was what carried her through the years. So, deep down, Kendra had always believed that family was supposed to be warm and loving, even if people argued and bickered from time to time.But from the way Isabelle had spoken about my family and from what Kendra herself had witnessed, it finally dawned on Kendra that my parents had b

  • I'm the Only One Going in Blind   Chapter 7

    Isabelle and I also talked about work, and I was more than happy to have a friend like her. But I never expected to see Kendra again. …One afternoon, Kendra was waiting outside my office building. The moment she saw me, her eyes turned red as she ran toward me. "Owen, I finally found you!"She threw her arms around me, but I took several steps back to avoid her. The warmth in her eyes was a stark contrast to the cold indifference I felt toward her. "Is there something you need?"Tears welled in her eyes when she saw how distant I was. "I'm sorry, Owen. It's all my fault," she sobbed. "I thought Jude was the one who saved my life, and that's why I kept defending him."Later, I found out that I'd mistaken him for someone else. You were the one who saved me all along."I made a mistake and treated him like the person who saved my life. That's why I did so many things that hurt you. Can you forgive me?"I stared at Kendra as she stood before me, begging for forgiveness.

  • I'm the Only One Going in Blind   Chapter 6

    "Maybe it's for the best that he left," Dad said, waving a hand dismissively. "The two of you can finally live in peace.""Now that Owen's gone, there won't be any more arguments at home," Jude added, looking genuinely concerned. "Isn't that better for all of us?"Looking at the three of them, Kendra couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. She took a step back and said nothing."He left this family," she finally said after a long silence. "Aren't any of you worried about him?"Dad remained silent. "He can take care of himself," Mom said, flashing her an awkward smile. "What's there to worry about?"Kendra studied the three of them carefully, but she couldn't find even a trace of concern for me on any of their faces. It suddenly hit her that these weren't the kinds of things a loving family should say about one of their own.She gathered herself and began reaching out to everyone she could think of. She tracked down my old classmates and asked them about my past,

  • I'm the Only One Going in Blind   Chapter 5

    "What do you mean Jude can't swim?" Kendra asked.She was completely stunned. If Jude couldn't swim, then who had actually saved her?"Are you sure you remember correctly?"The woman was Isabelle Jones, who had grown up with Jude and me. She was the same age as me, while Jude was a few years younger."We attended the same schools from elementary school through college," Isabelle finally said after thinking for a moment. "As long as I've known them, Jude has never been able to swim."I even remember one summer during our junior year of college when we all went swimming. Jude wouldn't even get in the water without a huge float around him. He was terrified."Did he finally learn? Maybe we made fun of him enough that he finally decided to learn."Isabelle continued talking, but Kendra couldn't hear another word. She stumbled out and rushed all the way home. When Kendra walked in, Jude glanced at the time. "You're home early. What happened?" he asked. "You look so pale. Did somet

  • I'm the Only One Going in Blind   Chapter 4

    "If you want to leave, then go! Don't ever come back!"Kendra's voice rang out behind me, but I didn't look back. I walked away without hesitation. After all, there was nothing in that house worth staying behind for. It had originally been the home Kendra and I shared. My family had been the ones to come looking for us, claiming they couldn't make ends meet back in the countryside and asking to stay with us. I had refused at first. But after Kendra lost her parents, she'd spent years being passed from one relative's house to another. She missed having a real home and a family of her own.So, she'd begged me to let them stay. However, I didn't get an ounce of the warmth I'd expected from having a family around. Every day, they either came begging me for money or took what was mine and gave it to Jude. My bedroom, the car I'd bought with my own money, and even Kendra—they'd taken everything from me and given them to Jude. I dragged my suitcase all the way out of the apart

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