I scroll down on my phone. I've posted our picture together. I glance over my phone. His chin is tilted, eyes are fixed on the screen of his laptop. My first date with my husband was good. It was he who entertained me with his talk.
I sigh, " Ain't you swimming today?" I suddenly ask him, astounding myself.
He swivels his neck and looks at me with a cute smile, " I'm slightly busy today." He says. It may sound stupid. But I like to see him swimming. He's awesome in it, " What's it?" He asks.
I shrug my shoulders and return to my phone. I gaze at him through the corners of my eyes. He glides toward me, putting his laptop aside. He's only wearing sweatpants. His chest is chiselled. He snatches the phone from my hands. He peers at the display, " We look beautiful together, "
" Just beautiful! " I raise my eyebrows,
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All Rights Reserved 2021 © Seerat KaurCHAPTER ONE She falls back to sleep in my arms again. Life feels cursed to see her in torment. It feels blessed she doesn't flinch with my touch. I inclined her back. Her friends don't leave her side. Tucking the blanket back, I get off the mattress. " Mini, she'll be the same as before all this?" Sippy asks, tears are shimmering in her eyes. " Yes," She looks at me, "'You won't hurt her ever." She asks. " Never, " I promised her. I can't think of harming her. Vicky steps into the room while holding a tray, " If you both wanna stay in this room, you girls need t
My wife is asleep. It's early morning. I couldn't sleep. My heart is exploding with dread. My chest is heaving, my jaw is set tight, I don't know what to do? I'm scared to touch her as I don't want her to gross out. I rub my palm over my forehead. She's conducting as she doesn't know me. " What's happening to her?" I try to rein my anger and control my voice. They're stressed too. " Short term memory loss. She wasn't facing it after the incident." Mini says. Her voice is groggy after all crying. " He knows!" Sippy astounds and stares at her. "She doesn't know anything about it. We told him before their wedding. I want him to know everything. He should know what he's walking in." Mini says.  
Mini puts earrings into my earlobes. I peer at him, he's sitting on the couch, hovering his fingers on the laptop, but I catch him looking at me many times. His chest is too sculpted, I can easily count each one of his six abs. I'm not comfortable in a blouse, but Mini has shown me my pictures in such dresses. I'm astounded, my mother hasn't killed me yet. My hair is down and wavy. Mini did a little makeup on my skin. I glance at my reflection this time, instead of him. "Thank you," I smile looking up at her. "Welcome baby, " She leaves a small kiss on my head. I hesitate. I don't want them to think anything wrong, " I wanna talk to him alone," I say and both stop. I wasn't allowed to do anything on my own, my mother will beat the hell out of me. I'm glad she's not here. I hate her. 
She did not ask me to go anywhere. She is too coy. I asked Mini to suggest anything. She likes water. So I'm taking her to Oberoi Marine Ltd. I have already sent a message to James. "How far?" She asks me again. It has been more than ten times. I glance at her. She's wearing her favourite colour's gown green, thin strips are showing her bare shoulders, her hair is wavy and spread over her shoulders. She's continuously watching out of the window and windshield, sometimes she puts her chin between her palms joining them and looks at the road with a small curl at the corners of her pink lips. I keep my hands on the steering wheel and grasp it so tightly that my knuckles turn white. It is hard to keep my hands away from her when I know she belongs to me. "Just a few more minutes," I say to her.
We returned from the shipyard an hour ago. I have my account on Instagram. I've checked it. But there's nothing, no particular message from him or any memory of him with me. Did I wipe him out of my life? Or did he do this? Is he that cruel? Could be! If he can cheat on me. He can do anything. I click on Arnav and my picture. We're looking happy. It clicked before our wedding. I haven't written anything below it. I'm in a white gown and he's in a white shirt. I think I should forget him. It has been five years. He must have gotten married, perhaps kids too. But I need to know what happened. I bite my lip staring at the walls. My eyes stop on our wedding picture. He looks like a model. Geez! I don't even know. What does he do for a living? "Hi, are you hungry?" Sippy walks into the room holding a tray in her hand. I put my phone aside and get on my feet hurriedly
I keep pacing the floor. Her words are ringing in my mind. She'd poison his ears against me. She's a cruel woman. My gaze is turning back to the clock. It's going to be ten o'clock. He must be coming at any time. I haven't forgotten the day. Sam made a call to me. She hated him. She picked up that call. I never thought about anyone but him. She slapped me. I was crying, not because she hit me because I wanted to talk to him. She grabbed the phone from my hand and answered it. I hadn't forgotten her words, 'She's characterless. She talks to a lot of boys, you ain't the only one.' I believe this is also one of the reasons he left me. I'll die but I'll never forgive that Cheater and her. Never! And never forget what they have done to me. I trusted them more than anything and anyone in my entire life. Now, I've
I keep staring at the water in the pool. It is a beautiful place with morning sun rays coming through the huge glass wall. Life seems empty. Nothing seems real. I don't wanna believe what they are saying. I can't believe my mother didn't try to poison his ears against me. They said It's a love marriage. She was cruel to me, she tried to kill me many times. Because I wanna marry him. How could she allow me to wed with him? What would have happened these years that turned her into a saint woman. it could never be. If she is. I don't need it. She has done the damage. I can't ever forget what she has done to me. She was cruel, she's cruel. She could pretend wholeheartedly to be a kind one. I don't care. I'm glad she isn't staying with us. I did not talk to Rahul. What was he doing here? He cheated on me. It doesn't mean it's his chance now. Thank geez! I'm married.
He's tall, six feet, broad shoulders. I married him, I got it. He's gorgeous. Why did he marry me? Are we dating? All these things seem unbelievable as I do not remember them. He walks out of the washroom in only sweatpants. His eyes slowly drag over my body without revealing a single thought. He looks expert in hiding his expression or I'm overthinking. "Left side is yours, Jaan." He says. I sometimes feel his voice doing something to my stomach. He has had an effect on me from day one when I woke up and saw his amber eyes fixed on me. He sleeps, hugging me tight to his chest every day. He gets uneasy if he doesn't find me where he left me. I shift on my arse. He lets out a slow breath before climbing in. He lays on his stomach