I sniffed and slowly looked up, Mason stared at me with pity and John, he has always been heartless towards me.
" Why?", I croaked.
" What did you say?", John held me by my collar, raising me up from the floor. " What the fuck did you say?"
" Why are you doing this to me?", I managed to speak even with the pressure on my neck.
" You don't deserve to be here. Drop out and leave here", he gritted and pushed me. I tumbled forward but lost balance when someone jostled past me. They chuckled over their shoulder knowing fully well, what they did. I wish I didn't have a scholarship to lose, maybe then, I will be able to stand up for myself.
I glanced at my bruised arm and pulled my sweater down to cover the bruises I got. I haven't even gotten to class before going through this.
I packed my books and shoved it into my locker. Dragging myself to the rest room, I turned on the tap and wiped my face.
A reflection of me mirrored my motionless body and pictured my puffed eyes. I closed my eyes and inhaled a breath.
" Sebastian, you can do it. This year will soon be over, you are strong and smart, I think. Even though it is just the beginning of senior year, I believe I can make it", I said to myself enthusiastically as I tried to smile.
For someone who have sadness and family problem, being happy with a real smile is a very difficult thing to do.
Slinging my backpack on my shoulder, my eyes tried to focus on my class door until a sudden crash made me and a student fall unto the floor.
" I am so sorry, I am sorry", I repeated, trembling and praying it is not another bully.
" It is fine. Are you okay?", The voice was soft and feminine. I slowly looked up and saw a girl around my age smiling down at me .
" I am sorry", I whispered as I helped her pack her books.
" It is okay and moreover, it was an accident", she bend to my eyes level and laughed when I was avoiding eyes contact. " I am Emily and you are?"
I was shocked, she was the only one that has spoken to me nicely and asked for my name.
" Sebastian", I mumbled. Her blue eyes shone with happiness which I was lost in, that I didn't notice her outstretched hand.
I looked down and saw it so I quickly apologize.
" Sorry", I wiped my hands before slowly clasping her hand.
She studied my facial expression and laughed.
" I like you", she giggled. " Wanna be friends?"
Friends? As in friends, friends?
" I don't know, I have never......", I paused and chewed on my lips.
" You are gay?", She asked to which I stiffened. Is she trying to bully me? As if she read my mind. " No, no. I have nothing against that", she waved her hands. " You behave innocent and I heard about you from the guys over there", she pointed.
Good to know how popular i am.
" So... You wanna be friends?", She grinned at me, awaiting my reply.
" Sure", I replied.
Walking together, we realized we are in the same class.
" So exciting", she chirped. " We are going to be best of friends."
I hope so.
Entering the classroom, the whole class quieten and all eyes were on me. Well maybe on Emily or someone behind us. I turned around and saw pearl high quads like we call them..
Wait a minute! They are in the same class as mine. What a great start!
Tobias, the playboy of the clique. He is utterly gorgeous and nice. His brown hair covered his forehead, giving him an innocent look . He is the heir to the Williamson corporation who had a renowned name in the real estate and steel industry.
Adrien, the captain of our football team. He is tall and handsome and also friendly everyone loves him. He is the heir to the Lakota Inc who spanned their business in field like hotels, telecom and conservation centers all over the town.
Brody, the twin brother of Tobias, he is a science and music lover. All the girls always have a problem for him to solve.
And the last one, the golden Kaden. A notorious breathtaking guy with slicky dark hair which he tied into a short ponytail. The captain of our basketball team. He is cold and hardly smile but a known playboy. He is the heir to the Cartwright's rail road and steel industry, hotel business and also a non governmental organization for the orphans. He is the son of a top notch billionaire and the star player of Pearl high basketball team, the black tiger.
His dark brooding eyes were scanning the classroom and his legs were long and covered with a dark jeans. I didn't know I was gawking at him or in their way until Emily pulled me to her side.
Kaden and I made an eye contact which I quickly invaded and looked down. His looks were cruel and cold just like him. I waited for them to be seated before finding my own seat.
I wonder how he flirts with girls with that cold look.
" Those boys and I were in the same class last year", Emily whispered, she winked at me and smiled. " You were eye fucking Kaden. Do you like him?"
She made sure to keep her voice down to prevent being heard.
I mentally gagged. Like Kaden?
" No, I don't", I said much rather to myself. Trying to tell myself not to repeat the same mistake of trusting people.
I stared at Kaden's back as his seat was right in front of mine. His broad back looks inviting, I could see his muscles and biceps flexing when he crossed his arm even when putting on a sweatshirt hoodie.
" As we all know that in our senior year, we have a volunteer project to work on. I will list all the volunteer work available.", Mr Wilson turned to write on the board.
" There are six in total. Saving planet earth, Saving aquatic life, the orphanage, helping lost animals find a home, science talk and the last one is fundraising which we will all be involved in."" Even the poor?", someone said, coughing to cover his loud words. Half of the class laughed at his dumb words. " Saying something Luke?", Mr Wilson glared at the blonde boy who smirked and shook his head. " Nothing Mr Wilson.""You all have been distributed to your various works and will be scored according to your performance."Mr Wilson looked around the classroom. " I have assigned you to your partners so any question?"A red haired boy with braces raised his hand. " does saving planet earth involves only plants?"" No, it involves so many thing like planting in the neighborhood, cleaning and ensuring a healthy, neat environment. That is all for today, see you all next time", Mr Wilson packed his materials and left the class.Immediately the teacher was out, the class turned lousy. St
" I am so sorry", I quickly apologize. Bowing my head as I kept apologizing. I didn't realize how close we were or that his hand covered mine in a close grip. I slowly glance up at him, just seeing how tall he is. He pushed me back but didn't release me until I was able to stand alone. " You won't go easily next time", he uttered, his voice laced with irritation. Maybe I am irritating him, I sniffed and nod my head. Silently watching him leave, Kaden stopped, turning his head slightly. " Behave like a man not a crybaby", he said before walking away. My eyes widen in shock, stunned at his word. I am trying to be a man as well. letting out my tears, I knelt on the field and cried. I didn't know how long I cried until Emily screamed my name. .......... I leaned against the gate and inhaled a deep breath, letting it out as a whistle. Another day gone and I am finally at home, I peeped through the window, feeling the cold breeze on the back of my neck. I saw my father's car in the g
Standing outside an empty classroom for too long, I rubbed my sweaty palm against my pants. A tight knot formed in my stomach. Why am I nervous?" I can do this", I mumbled.Knocking quietly, I waited for someone to open it. Hearing no reply, I was about to knock again when the door was suddenly opened which made me stiffened." Who are you?", Tobias asked as he stood in front of me with his arms crossed. His large from block the entrance, preventing from seeing what was going on inside." Let our visitor in", someone peeked from behind. It was Adrien, he waved, pushing Tobias away from the entrance. That was my cue to enter, my shaky legs moved on their own and immediately I was inside, the door was shut.I let out a breath I didn't even realize I was holding. There he was, sitting with a book in his hand. I walked up to him and he didn't noticed me until I called out his name." Kaden."My body freezed as Kaden turned his head towards the tiny voice that called his name. I even stop
Monday arrived too quickly for my liking, with a quick bath and speedy blow dry, I got ready for school. I hope we can start the project as soon as possible.I rushed down the stairs and almost fell off the stairs when I saw my brother smiling at me." Hey sebb", he greeted, sitting down with a bowl of fruit in front of him.When did he arrive? My brother has always been my guard since we were young, he would always protect me from the bullies but ever since he went to college, I have no one to stand up for me. He knows I am gay, he was the first person I told when I was always with him.I always knew I like boys since I started crushing on my brother's friend when I was fourteen, my brother found out and accepted me for who I am." When did you arrive?", I whispered. I was no longer free with my brother since the day father started comparing me to him and he knows I am no longer the little brother that confide in him but he didn't even know about me being bullied in school, I want n
Sebastian's POV An hour passed with me fidgeting on my pen, I didn't understand my meeting with Mason for my mind kept drifting to Kaden. My heart jumped into my throat when I saw Kaden walking towards me. His hands were dug in the pocket of his jacket, staring as he remained expressionless, plus his calm demeanor made it difficult for me to guess what he was thinking. I cleared my throat, forcing myself to blink when he stood right in front of me. " I thought you were not coming", I whispered, hoping he didn't noticed how I was shamelessly staring at him. Kaden shrugged, he sat next to Mason clearly not happy to be here. I was slightly disappointed when he didn't sit beside me and also happy because his presence makes me feel nervous and kind of aroused. Don't blame me. Kaden is too handsome not to fall for him, his black eyes were so deep that I find myself drowning in it. Different thoughts kept running in my mind that I didn't notice mason calling me until he tapped my shou
Immediately I pulled my locker, gooey substance that I don't even know what it was fell right on my head. I gasped at the coolness it created when in contact with my body. The students started laughing, bumping their fist together. I knew it was Cassandra plan and that bitch made it obvious by marching towards me with her ugly pink boots and dogs barking behind her. When I meant dogs, I meant her boyfriend and my ex best friend." Do you like my little present?", She cooed, smirking at me. I wish I could wipe that deathly smirk off her mouth but I was too coward to even speak. I tried holding my tears back, how will I be able to get myself sparkling clean. Not saying a word, I ran into the restroom, crying my eyes out. Hearing a mumbling sound, I stopped crying thinking it was one of the jock and a damn girl. The sound continued and it suddenly stopped. Okay, that needed my attention.I tiptoe towards the door, gently resting my ear on it. The sound stopped already, was it someone
Come on, let's get you cleaned up", Mason said, he held my hand pulling me towards the shelter which I tried to pry his hand off me but couldn't as he held me in a strong grip. " Stop it Sebastian, let me help you", he yanked me forward. I followed him quiety, mumbling some insults. When we got inside the shelter, a black lady probably in her fifties gave us a welcoming smile. She wiped her hand and beckoned us to come over. " Good afternoon ma'am", I greeted. Nervously chewing on my lips, habit of mine. " Hello ......", She stared at me, waiting for me to introduce myself. " Sebastian." " Hello Sebastian, it is nice to meet you. Mason said you were three, where is the third person?" "I..." I racked my brain for lies to cover up for Kaden but the door suddenly opened and the devil strode in. His eyes landed in me and we stared at each other for long before I looked away. I didn't know whether they noticed my change in behavior or the way we stared at each other but all I knew
Everywhere went silent, no one said a word. I kept on thinking about Kaden even when he is in the same room with me." There you are Sebb", Mason said as he entered the restroom. He eyed Kaden curiously and walked to my side. " I have been searching everywhere for you, aunty May wants us to walk her dogs."" Sure, I will meet you there", I said. When Mason left, I stood back, waiting for Kaden." Leave, I will meet you there ", he spoke coldly to me. It was as if the Kaden I was speaking with not quite long was gone and replaced with a cold one. Keeping his cold face, I only nod and was about to walk out when I thought of something. My eyes widen which made me turn back on my feet. Is he trying to use drugs?" Why are you staying behind? Are you using......."" What?", He hissed, which shut me up immediately. " Get out."I didn't wait to be to be told twice before running out of the restroom. It hurt when he spoke to me like that.Looking at all the dogs made me sad and also thinkin