LOGIN♡RUBY♡
I lay there on my bed with my fingers buried deep inside my soaking pussy, rubbing my clit in frantic circles. God, I needed to cum so bad. I'd been at it for what felt like forever, picturing Connor's cock slamming into me, filling me up the way I'd dreamed about since our wedding night. But no matter how hard I tried; nothing happened. My orgasm stayed just out of reach, teasing me like a cruel fucking joke. I would get so close with my pussy clenching desperately around my fingers, but it wouldn't tip over. Why the hell couldn't I cum? It had been like this for months. I'd touch myself every night after Connor ignored me, chasing that release that never came without him. But even when he did fuck me, it wasn't enough. He'd made me wait until marriage and promised me the world back then. Two years in, and I'd only felt his cock inside me three times. The first was on our honeymoon. He'd had too many drinks at the resort bar and stumbled into our room with that sloppy grin. He pushed me onto the bed, yanked my panties aside, and shoved in. It hurt at first, but I was wet enough from the anticipation. Three minutes later, he finished and rolled off. I lay there aching, with my pussy still hungry, but he just slept snoring away. The second time, he'd come back from a business trip, reeking of whiskey. He cornered me in the bathroom while I was brushing my teeth. Bent me over the sink, hiked up my skirt, and fucked me from behind. Quick, rough thrusts that barely hit the right spots. He pulled out before he came, shooting on my ass because he always used protection otherwise. I didn't even get close. He washed up and left me there, dripping and unsatisfied. The last one was eight months ago on his birthday. Another drunk night. He woke me up at 2 a.m., climbed on top, and pumped away. No foreplay, no care if I felt good. Two minutes, maybe three, and he was out. He softened inside me before I could even moan properly and went to the bathroom to clean up. I touched myself after he passed out, but even then, I couldn't cum. Just like now. Drunk Connor barely lasted and didn't care if I came or not. Sober Connor? He didn't touch me at all. Always working late, always on trips, always distant. He'd even moved to the guest room months ago, claiming he didn't want to wake me with his late nights. Sometimes I wondered if he only fucked me when he was wasted because sober him couldn't stand the thought. I'd catch myself wondering if he even wanted me at all. Why marry me? He knew I dreamed of a real family, with kids running around and a husband who couldn't keep his hands off me. But at this rate, I'd be old and gray before we even tried. My pussy craved him more than my own fingers; it needed him, or anyone, to fill it, to make me scream. But deep down I knew that person wouldn't be Connor. Unless hell tipped over and he suddenly got interested in me. My phone buzzed on the nightstand, jolting me out of my failed attempt. I pulled my hand away, the slick fingers leaving a wet trail on my thigh as I grabbed it. It was a text from Connor: "I'll be home in 20. We need to talk." Talk? My pulse raced. Our second anniversary was last weekend, and he'd forgotten about it completely. He spent the day golfing with his buddies while I sat home alone with the surprise dinner I'd made for him. Maybe he'd remembered, felt guilty, and this was his way of making it up. A surprise dinner? Or better—him finally seeing me and wanting me? I glanced at the calendar on my phone. Yeah, I was ovulating, that fertile window where everything felt heightened and my body screamed for seed. If we fucked tonight, and if he skipped the condom like he never did, maybe... just maybe I could get pregnant. A baby could fix this mess. Give Connor a reason to stay home, to care. And me? Something to love, to fill the empty days since he wouldn't let me work. "Stay home, Ruby," he'd said. "I make enough for both of us." Like I was some trophy to dust off when convenient. I stripped off my clothes and headed to the bathroom, turning the shower on hot. Steam filled the room as I stepped under the spray, letting the water pound my skin. I grabbed the razor and shaved everything; my legs, my underarms, and especially my pussy. I wanted it smooth, bare and ready for him. The blade glided over my mound, nicking away every hair until my lips were silky and sensitive. I rinsed off, soaping up my tits and my ass, making sure I smelled clean and inviting. My nipples hardened under my palms, begging for attention, but I pushed the urge down.Save it for Connor. I got out of the shower and dug out my sexiest lingerie; the set I'd bought on a whim last year, hoping to spark something. Black lace, sheer enough to tease, with a bra that cupped my tits just right, pushing them up into soft cleavage that begged to be grabbed. The thong was barely there. It was a thin strip that disappeared between my ass cheeks and the front panel was translucent over my shaved pussy. Lastly, the garters that were clipped to thigh-high stockings, framing my curves like a gift waiting to be unwrapped. Then, I popped my folic acid pill, washing it down with water from my water bottle on the nightstand. The doctor had told me to take them daily for better chances if I was trying. And God, was I trying. Dressed and primed, I went to the small office nook where we kept the cameras. Connor had installed them for 'security,' but I knew he liked watching playback sometimes. I rewound the feed from the front door. He had arrived ten minutes ago and slipped in quietly. There he was no buzz from the garage, so he must have parked out back. He was probably in the guest room by now. I took a deep breath to calm my racing heart and walked down the hall to the guest room. His door was slightly opened, and I heard the shower running inside. Perfect. More time to steady my nerves. My heart hammered as I pushed the door open wider and stepped in. The room smelled like his cologne and another masculine scent that was unfamiliar. I climbed onto the bed leaned back on my elbows, spreading my legs wide. The thong pulled tight against my wet pussy throbbing and aching for him to see and to want. But what if he said no? Again. Like all those nights I'd tried slipping into the bed naked, brushing against him in the kitchen, wearing short skirts around the house. I was given hundreds of rejections that I had stopped trying until today. What if he laughed when he saw me? Or worse, ignored me completely? My mind spun with doubts but I stayed there with my legs splayed willing him to notice me. Just this once. The shower shut off and water dripped somewhere in the bathroom. My breath caught and my stomach twisted into knots. But I waited. Finally, the door creaked open, and Connor stepped out.I stared at her for a moment before looking around the study again. Empty. My father wasn't here. The bastard wasn't even in the country. So why had I never considered the possibility that she was lying to me?I looked back at her. "Then why the hell did you tell me he wanted me here?"A slow, infuriating smile spread across her face. "Because that was the only way I could get you home."My jaw clenched.Of course.She'd known I wouldn't come if she'd simply asked. She'd known exactly which button to push, and she'd pressed it without hesitation. She'd used my father because she knew his name alone would be enough to get me through that door.And like a fucking fool, I'd walked straight into her trap."You manipulated me.""Yes."She didn't even bother denying it.Something tightened low in my chest. I stepped farther into the room, and the moment I did, the space between us seemed to shrink.Up close, she was impossible to ignore. My eyes caught on her face before I could stop them,
I pushed the door open and headed straight for my father's study.I expected the house to be quiet. It usually was during the day, especially on a weekday. My father worked too much to spend much time at home, and even when he wasn't working, he rarely stayed around. These days, he was usually somewhere with Astrid instead—on vacation, at some expensive resort, or wherever else newly married couples went when they had money and nothing better to do with it.I couldn't remember the last time he'd simply been home. I couldn't remember the last time he'd called me, either. Actually, that wasn't entirely true. I could remember calls about practical things. Documents. School. Something he needed signed. Things that required my attention, not because he wanted to talk to me.I couldn't remember the last time he'd called just to ask how I was.The same went for texts. We didn't have conversations. We exchanged information when necessary and left it at that. Sometimes days, even weeks, went b
I must have really lost my mind.Doing that with Ella? That was fucked up on so many levels because, as much as I didn’t want to admit it, Astrid was my father’s wife now. And that made Ella my stepsister. A sister. I had just done that… with my own sister.The thought made something twist painfully in my gut. I wanted to tell myself it was a mistake, that I hadn’t been thinking straight, that things had simply gotten out of hand. But even those excuses felt pathetic because I knew the truth. I had known exactly who she was. I had known exactly what she was to me. And yet, I had still done it.That was what fucked with my head the most. I felt sick thinking about it now, but I couldn't deny that, in the moment, I hadn't wanted to stop. Admitting that made the guilt settle even deeper, because it meant I couldn't blame everything on losing control.I had made a choice.And now I had to live with it.I pulled off my glasses and rubbed at my swollen eyes. They ached from staring at the s
Her fingers were warm and sure as they closed around me, wrapping my length with a confidence that sent a slow, dizzying rush through my head. She held me like she’d been waiting for this exact moment; firm enough to make my hips twitch, gentle enough that every nerve lit up under her touch."You’re—" She looked down at what she was holding, and her breath caught. "You’re really big. Bigger than I imagined." Her voice dropped lower, almost a whisper. "God, you don’t know how much I’ve thought about this. If you did I don't know if..."She didn’t finish the sentence. Instead she stroked upward slowly, from the thick base all the way to the sensitive tip. Her thumb circled the head in a slow, wet swirl, spreading the clear bead of precum that was already gathering there, smearing it over the flushed skin until it glistened."You’re kidding," I managed, staring at her. "All that time… you were thinking about me like this?"She nodded."But you hate me."She didn’t stop stroking. If anyth
"I said get off." My voice cracked on the last word."Mmm." She didn't move. "You keep saying that. But your hands keep doing something else."She was right. My fingers were still digging into her hip, holding her there. Holding her against me like I was afraid she'd disappear.She leaned down and her mouth stopped an inch from my ear."Do you want me to stop?" she whispered.The question landed somewhere deep in my chest. I could feel her breath on my neck. I could feel every inch of her pressed against me. I could feel my heart beating so hard I was sure she could feel it too."No." The word slipped out before I could stop it.She pulled back just enough to look at me.For a few seconds, she didn't say anything. She just stared, her eyes moving slowly over my face as if she'd suddenly noticed something she hadn't before. The little silver studs along her lower lip caught the light when her mouth parted, and I could see the tip of the tiny barbell on her tongue when she ran it though
She took another step toward me."I'm sorry," she said quietly. "I really am. What I did was completely out of line. I've had time to think about it, and I feel awful about what I did to your books. I had no right to touch them. And I shouldn't have acted like that when your dad came in.""Congratulations." My voice was flat. "You finally figured out you're an asshole. Want a medal?"Her face fell."Your apology means nothing to me, Ella." I pointed toward the door. "So do yourself a favor and get the fuck out of my room. I'm tired, and I want to sleep."She nodded slowly. A strand of dark hair slipped loose from behind her ear and fell across her cheek. My eyes lingered on it for a second, and my fingers twitched at my side before I could stop them. I wanted to reach out and brush it away. The urge came so naturally that it irritated the hell out of me."Can you at least eat the food?" She held up the container again. The burnt spaghetti looked even worse up close. "You can't go to b







