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TWENTY ONE

Penulis: C.E.AIHES
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-09-29 04:38:05

HIDDEN SHADOWS

SIMON

The air in the rectory was thick. I woke up to the scraping of chairs, and the sisters shouting commands. Maybe something was happening.

I freshened up and hurried downstairs to help. The air shifted the moment I walked down. The sisters whispered amongst themselves, wringing their hands and darting their eyes to the heavy doors, which made me know this was more than just a guest.

Father Cadwell stood straight, his face tighter than usual. He didn't even acknowledge my presence.

I walked away, helping the sisters to sweep the church. I was sweeping the chapel when the heavy door opened, letting in a gush of wind and a voice I dreaded to hear.

My heart sank the moment he walked in.

“Simon” his voice was deep and smooth. “You’ve grown,” he smirked.

The broom slipped out of my hands, and my chest tightened. My heart was beating so violently that I felt the whole cathedral could hear it.

I felt bile rising to my throat, and I tried to maintain my usual face.
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  • IN THE NAME OF SIN    CHAPTER 30

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  • IN THE NAME OF SIN    CHAPTER 29

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  • IN THE NAME OF SIN    CHAPTER 28

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