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The distinct click of the heavy office door locking behind him echoes through the room. I don't even notice Kirill move until his tall frame is towering over me, that dark, unhinged smirk of his sending adrenaline flooding through my entire body. He brushes his knuckles along my face. His touch makes my body feel all sorts of things I don't want to name. I push his hand off. "Touch me again and I will fucking kill you." He chuckles, the sound deep and gravelly, making my traitorous body warm and fucking fuzzy. Stupid Omega biology. "Well, your little defiance will only make this hotter, baby." "I'm not your baby." "Then what are you doing in my office at night if you didn't come to see me?" I turn my eyes to the side, my ears burning with embarrassment, and I don't answer because I'm sure he already knows the answer to that. "You still haven't told me what you're doing here, anyway." "Well, to find information to ruin you, of course." A low chuckle escapes him. "You don't have to act like a little thief, you know. All you had to do was ask." He reaches into his pocket and tosses a small ring of keys onto the desk which I assume are for the locked drawer. They land between us with a metallic clink. "Go on." I frown at the keys. Well... there can't be anything important in there if he's willingly giving them to me. Which means whatever I'm looking for isn't in that drawer. I'll have to find another way. "Who are you exactly?" I ask instead. "I looked into you, and there isn't a single record of a hockey legend named Kirill Roman." His smirk deepens. "Interesting." He folds his arms across his chest, studying me as though I've just confirmed something he'd already suspected. "So you've spent the last two days investigating me." I refuse to answer. He doesn't seem to care. "If you're looking for my coaching files, they're in the second drawer." He nods towards the desk. "Go ahead. See how hockey is actually played—not the little show you and your friends put on out there." His confidence makes my stomach twist. Either the drawer contains exactly what he says it does... ...or he's already made sure I'll never find what I'm really looking for. For a long moment, neither of us moves. It feels less like he's caught me breaking into his office... ...and more like he's been waiting for me to walk into it. "Now back to where we were, baby." "I said don't fucking call me that." "It's okay if you don't let me call you baby. We don't need pet names when we're doing this, right?" He says it while getting so close we're practically breathing each other's air. "You get your dick anywhere near me again and I will fucking cut it off." I try to sound as threatening and frightening as I can, though I don't think he gets the message, seeing as he's smiling now—a real, genuine smile, not the usual smirks he gives me. The smile distracts me for a moment, and he gets the chance to pick me up and set me on the table before positioning himself between my legs and placing his hands on my waist. He looks at me, then at the bulge in his pants. "Your dirty talk is making me so hard, malen'kiy volk." He says it with that smirk back in place, the Russian heavy on the last word. Perv. "Well, too bad. You're gonna have to find another way to deal with your little problem, because you won't be fucking me. Ever." "Never say never, malen'kiy volk." "I'm saying never. And the day I allow you to get this close to me again, I will change my last fucking name." I say it using all my will to push off the table and shove him away from me. He stumbles back. "To what, exactly? Malen'kiy volk Roman?" My face heats and I want to punch this fucking idiot. "Well, I like that idea, but you know what I like more? That sweet sc—" He doesn't finish that sentence as I throw a punch at his jaw so hard my hand aches, but the asshole doesn't even flinch. How dare he. This man is evoking emotions and reactions I swore no Alpha would ever evoke in me. Maybe I should forget the revenge and just stay the fuck away from him. As if reading my thoughts, Kirill pulls me to him and whispers in my ear. "You are the one who started this little game, so don't even think about running away. I don't mind flipping the fucking earth upside down just to find you." I give him a hard kick to the groin before bolting for the door. Behind me, I can hear his sound of pain and an unhinged laughter that makes my spine prickle. What the fuck have I gotten myself into? Or more like, what have Hunter and his fucking drink gotten me into? I don't hear half of what the professor says. My mind is still trapped inside Kirill's office. Come to think of it, I hadn't even gotten the chance to look at the drawer—the one that, unlike the others, he always locks. Or was that just another trap? Because he seemed to know I was looking into him. "Grey." I look up. "Are you even listening?" "Sorry." The lecture continues, but Hunter leans over from the next seat. "My old man is losing his mind," he mutters. "Some asshole just pulled a multi-million-dollar contract from the company. He's convinced someone's coming after us." I shrug. "Sounds rough." It isn't that I lack sympathy. I just can't find any. Not when Coach Kirill Roman has just made it painfully clear he can destroy my life with a single sentence. So I couldn't care less. I have my own shit to deal with. I even skipped the morning meeting with the team because I didn't want to see his face. Even now, after class, I'll head straight home, because there's no knowing what that psychopath could be up to. So I won't be returning to my dorm room until further notice. And don't get me wrong—this isn't running away. It's just retreating until I have a solid plan to take down the man who seems able to get into my mind and body and remove all traces of my suppressants without even trying. So I need to stay away from him. And luck seems to be on my side, since the weekend is coming and I can go three days without seeing that prick. That is, until a notification chimes and a message from an unknown number pops up. Are you avoiding me, malen'kiy volk?Asa I wake up to someone breathing down my neck. And the first thing I notice is the pain radiating through my body. Last night's memories come crushing back, and a smile makes its way onto my lips. I don't even remember when I fell asleep. All I remember is that I thought my heart would burst from happiness. Bright light is coming from the windows, and I move to check the time, only to find it's already past eight. Fuck. I'm going to be late. I try to move and realize Kirill is still inside me. The huge arm wrapped around my waist makes it impossible to move. "Kirill," I try, but he just grumbles and pulls me even closer to him. "Kirill," I try again, wiggling so I can free myself. And I immediately regret it when I feel him growing even bigger, making me let out an embarrassing whimper. My hips move on their own, pushing back on him until I'm letting out full moans. I try to bite my lip, but the sounds escape anyway, until I feel Kirill's hips moving with mine. I tu
Kirill “Teach me how to use a gun.” The words hang in the air between us. And the thought comes before I can stop it, I should say no. Every instinct in my body is screaming at me to say no. This is the man I love, the mawho cried in my arms when he lost our child, the man who still shakes when Mason’s name is mentioned. He shouldn’t be anywhere near a weapon. But then I remember the parking lot. The blood on his forehead. The way he clutched his stomach and begged me to help him. The way he screamed my name like I was the only thing standing between him and death. And I remember that I might not always be here to protect him. “Okay.” Asa blinks. “Okay?” “Okay. I’ll teach you.” He stares at me like I’ve grown a second head, like he was expecting me to stop him. “Why aren’t you trying to stop me?” “Because you asked. And because I might not always be here to protect you. And because if something happens,” I stop. Swallow. “If something happens, I need to know you can protect y
Kirill Asa doesn't waste time. The moment Sam closes the door, he pushes me back and I land with a thud on the couch. Then he's reaching for me, kissing me again as if he doesn't want to wait a second without his skin touching mine. And I'm not complaining. When Ilya asked me a few months back if I'd ever been in love or ever would be my answer had been a simple no. I hadn't even thought about it before answering, because I'd never seen myself as one of those people who would love one person enough for it to destroy even the most powerful of men. But I guess I was fucking mistake. Because I now know if he asked me again, I'd still answer without hesitation. Just that the answer would be different. Because if this man in front of me told me he didn't like it here anymore, this city would wake up in flames. Hell, I'd carve my heart out of my own chest and give it to him if he so much as asked. He bites my lip, pulling back with a pout. "What are you thinking about?" Fuck, he loo
AsaI don't remember falling asleep, but I must have, because when I wake up it's already morning. I look at the time. Elevan AM.I get out of bed. I ended up sleeping at Kirill's place because Sam's controlling ass wouldn't let me go anywhere else for my safety, he had said. And when I had asked him how a building with many tenants was safe, he said they screen their tenants properly. Yes, apparently Kirill owns the damned thing. And how I've never noticed before is beyond me.The sound is coming from the kitchen, and the familiarity of it makes my chest thud. I round the corner to find Kirill and Sam in the kitchen. Kirill is wearing that ugly apron he loves so much and cooking something.He is here. But isn't he supposed to be back home in protection or something?He looks at me as if sensing I'm here, and I quickly look away. Shame, maybe. I don't know. But I can't look at him knowing he's seen that video. I know the reason he is here is because Sam called him and told him everyth
AsaKirill has been gone for less than twenty-four hours and I already feel like I should have stopped him. But say what exactly? What even are we? Ever since I kissed him, that was the end of it. We never brought it up again. Even when leaving, he just looked at me then left.I sigh, looking out the window as Sam drives me to my parents' place from the hospital for my clearance to play again. So back to school it is. Yay. Hope the sarcasm is clear.Anyways, I try not to think about that. But if I don't, I end up thinking about him, which is also a no-no zone. I let out a breath. The dull throb in my abdomen makes the back of my eyes burn with tears I refuse to shed. But my hand instinctively moves to my stomach anyway, and the pain in my chest only intensifies.No. I won't cry again. But the tears fall either way. So I bite my lip hard, hoping they'll stop.Sam clears his throat, moving uncomfortably in his seat. "Hey. It's okay." He sounds like he's never comforted a person in his l
AsaKirill doesn't leave immediately. He stays for three more days. Three days of him hovering. Three days of him sleeping in the chair beside my hospital bed instead of going home. Three days of him bringing me food I don't eat and water I don't drink and looking at me with those hollow grey eyes like he's memorizing my face in case he never sees it again.I don't talk to him much. Not because I don't want to—because I don't trust myself.Every time he touches my hand, every time he brushes my hair back, every time he whispers moy malen'kiy volk under his breath, I feel that stupid flutter in my chest. And I hate it. I hate that after everything, my body still responds to him. I hate that I still want him.The doctor says I can go home on the fourth day. Not the estate—Kirill's apartment.Dad argues. Mom cries. Kirill stands there with his arms crossed and his jaw set, and I watch the three of them fight over me like I'm not even in the room."He needs rest," Kirill says flatly."He







