*Meri*
Should I have done… like something ? Am I just stupid thinking I felt anything ? I mean it was a complete stranger I was looking at. I had returned after about 20 minutes, but he had been gone and maybe that was for the best… I mean what was I going to say to him ?
I have been spending the last four hours looking at shops and landmarks, sending a few shots to Lumi. And now I am walking over Leicester square, wanting to check out the theaters before going home.
There are quite a lot of people gathered down the side street that I turn down. But it is probably just like a guided tour or something. I am kind of walking in my own thoughts, honestly thinking about my running man, pushing a bit to get through the crowd and not really looking.
Just as I get through, cursing to myself that people are so selfish blocking the street like that, someone slams into me hard. And hadn't they quickly caught me I would have definitely been knocked over.
"What the fuck woman, are you blind ? Cut, cut, cuuuut". Some guy is screaming, stomping over.
I have no idea what is going on, looking around in confusion. "Uh sorry… what did I do ?"
"What did you do ? Besides dragging your fat ass into the shot, ruining everything". He sounds so angry I almost start crying … I always hated getting yelled at.
"Hey Jason, no reason to yell at the poor girl, she clearly had no idea". A warm and very British voice coming from the man still supporting me says. "Are you okay darling… Sorry for the… hey don't I know you from somewhere ?"
I look up into startling blue eyes and they seem both so new and so well known at the same time. "I… I don't think so… I am totally new here".
"I am pretty good with faces… hey Hampton Heath about four hours ago by the running track… you were… watching the area while I was running". He breaks out in a warm smile, like he is proud to remember.
"Oh". Is all that comes out of my mouth. The build fits, so does the sandy ginger beard. The cap is gone, revealing sandy ginger curls, combed back from a handsome face, with an aristocratic nose and cheekbones you could cut yourself on. "I was there… on the Heath".
He smiles again, the smile making the sides of his eyes wrinkle with laugh lines. "See I am good with faces".
"Are you done flirting with the girl Tommy ? We need this scene done before Tony returns". The man from before is right next to us.
I feel the man next to me tensing up, his arm tightening around me. "Are you done Jason ? I think we should wait for Tony actually".
"What is happening here ? Tom ? Jason ?" An elderly man with a grey beard shows up.
Jason turns to the older man. "This girl ruined the…".
"Listen Tony". Tom cuts in. "This poor girl didn't realise what was going on and accidentally walked in front of me. Luckily she is unharmed … but Jason proceeded to yell at her and insult her, which is unacceptable".
"Jason, is this true ?" The man who is apparently called Tony asks.
I feel a bit weird… A bit like I am standing in the middle of a movie. And suddenly I am aware of what is happening around me. People looking and whispering.
"I'll just leave now". I try getting out of my running guy's arm… what did he call him Tommy ? Or is it Tom ?
Jason glares at me. "Yeah… but she ruined the shot, it Took a long time to set up".
"We'll talk later. Now go get Lena to the emergency room". He turns to me, sending me a friendly smile. "I am sorry about my assistant's behaviour miss, I will make sure he never does that again".
"It's okay… I'll just get out of your way". I try smiling. "Sorry for the inconvenience".
He smiles at me and I try to go, but well the arm around my waist simply keeps me there as he asks Tony. "Is it bad with Lena ?"
"A sprain I think. But she is definitely done for today. So we have to rethink the last scene". Tony answers.
"Hmm… she only had that one scene right ? Where we only see her from behind and I pull her out of the way right ?" When Tony nods, Tom continues. "Our girl here… Sorry for my bad manners, what is your name darling ?"
I am feeling more than confused by now. "Meri".
"Meri here has almost the same height and build as Lena, put her in the wig and clothes and she can do the scene for us". He squeezes me softly.
Tony, who must be the director of whatever they are filming, is looking me over. "You are right, she is. Hmm Meri, do you have any acting experience ?"
"Me ? Not beside School plays and such". I feel like I am caught in some weird surrealistic dream.
"Well you don't really have to do much… The actress playing the female lead twisted her ankle. She is only in one more scene, we see her from back as a car slides towards her. Tom here, our hero, jumps in and pulls her to safety". He looks at me excited. "You think you can do that ? It would be a big help".
I kind of feel guilty for ruining their shot, and I don't really know how to say no with all those people watching, so I nod, even if I mostly feel like running away. "Well I guess I can do that, if it's helpful".
"Marvelous darling… it's easy really, don't worry about it". Tom says, smiling down at me.
"Great … wonderful". Tony waves a woman over. "Get her into Lena's wig and costume, we need her ready as fast as possible".
And with that I am whisked off to a trailer, not knowing what to think or how to feel.
*Tom* Okay by now I am completely sure that she isn't a fan. Honestly she seemed to have no idea who I am and it's quite refreshing. I am kind of pacing the street, waiting for Meri to come back out in costume… Meri, what a special name, it fits her very well. It had been a spur of the moment decision, suggesting her as a stand in for Lena and I still don't totally get why. The trailer door opens and Meri walks out in Lena's outfit, tight leather leggings, over the knees leather boots and a leather jacket, all black. Her long blonde hair is covered with a bright orange wig. "I know, I look ridiculous". She says with a small giggle and spins on the spot. I swallow hard, she looks damn sexy. Oh stop yourself Tom, standing here staring at her ass. She can't be more than in her early twenties, she is too young and would probably think you an old perv for looking at her. "You don't look ridiculous, you look great". I say softly. "Wonderful… Great… no one will notice it's not Lena"
*Tom* Honestly I feel so stupid right now, I had gotten caught up in the moment and felt a, for me at least, rare connection. So I pushed away the thought that she was too young, that I shouldn't ask out a woman I don't know, and I begged her to go on a date with me. She almost ran back to the trailer, telling me she was sorry but she couldn't, that she was not in London to date, but to focus on her studies. After she had changed back to her own clothes she disappeared so fast I hardly got to say goodbye. You are a fool Tom, of course she said no. I had been too fast, to direct apparently, but I mean who says I will ever see her again ? Her look told me everything, I might have forgotten about the age difference, but she didn't. I shake my head and get ready for the last scene. It can't just be nothing, can it ? I mean… seeing her in the park, then her walking right on set… and that kiss, the thought sends my blood rushing through me… it had been something special, I am sure of
1 week later *Tom* "Come on Nani". I pull slightly at the leash to get his attention. We are out for our early evening walk on the heath. But he is acting kind of strange today, like he is focussed on something else. It has been a week and I have been trying my best to forget her. I mean I know nothing but her first name. I even talked to everyone who had contact with her at the shoot, but no one could help. I am not even sure why I keep trying, she made it kind of clear that she isn't interested. Just as Nani finally decides to come with me my phone rings and I pick it up, seeing it's Lukas. "Hi, anything new ?" "Sorry Tom, I am doing my best here. But finding one girl in London with only her first name and not drawing attention… That's not an easy task". He says with a sigh. "Well then we have to forget about discretion, we could post an ad or something, get a picture from the shot maybe". Nani has stopped again to sniff at something. He sighs at the other end. "Tom, you are
Tuesday *Meri* "How do I look ?" I ask for about a millionth time, turning in front of my sister as she is putting in her earrings. I am wearing a red plaid skirt with a simple black top, my long hair held back by a simple braid that Lumi did. "You look great sis, relax". I look at her, she looks perfect in a long purplish-grey skirt and a black top, her hair curled to perfection. "Thanks… you look amazing". "So… what are you going to say when Tom asks you out on a real date ?" She picks up her clutch. "Who says he is going to do that ?" I feel my cheeks flush. I have been thinking a lot about it these last two days. Is Tom the destiny I should not refuse ? She rolls her eyes, before looking in the mirror, applying her hot pink lipstick. "Believe me, he is going to ask you out, so what do you say ?" "I… I have to say yes, don't I… I would regret saying no. So I just have to get over the age difference". I put the bright red lipstick I am wearing in my purse, in case I need a
*Tom* Of course I offered to drive Lumi home first or to an underground station, but she just laughed and told me to get going and have Meri home early enough to be ready for school tomorrow. After having a security guard check that no one is in the parking lot, I offer Meri my arm and lead her to my car, opening the door to her. "Here you go darling". "Thanks Tom". She smiles warmly at me, before putting on the safety belt and I close the door, hurrying around to the driver's seat. "It's a very cool car". She says running her hand over the leather seat. "It fits you". I start my navy jaguar. "Thanks, actually I should probably be looking for a smaller more efficient car. Especially since I don't use it much. On normal days I walk or take the tube, most events send a car". "But they didn't send a car today ?" She looks at me, as I navigate into the street. "Well, they did offer". I am happy that I can keep my focus on the road. "But I thought it would be easier having my own c
*Meri* "So… when are you going to see Tom again ? And how did the evening go ?" Lumi asks as we walk towards the School the next morning. I smile to myself, remembering the evening. "It went well, we had tapas at this cosy little spanish place. And he held my hand the whole evening, like literally the whole evening. We talked about everything. Oh Lumi he is so sweet and so brilliantly smart". "See I told you… aren't you glad you said yes ?" She grins. "So did he kiss you goodnight ?" "Oh yeah, he definitely did". I feel my cheeks blush. "And… it was even better than the last one". She giggles. "Sounds like old Tommy boy has some tricks up his sleeves. I am happy for you sis. So did you plan a second date ?" "Well he asked if he could call me today… that maybe we could go for a walk or something". I am fiddling with a stray lock of my hair. "He seems like a gentleman, so he will probably call today, or tomorrow at the latest". She sends me a happy smile. I bite my lip. "Actual
*Tom* I am sitting on a low wall outside the station, but jumps down as I see Meri exit. She looks so beautiful my throat instantly go dry. I hurriedly approach her, kissing her cheek. "Well hello again darling". "Hi Tom". She sends me one of those smiles that seems both shy and very sexy at the same time. "I am happy to see you again so soon". She squat down and scratches Nani behind the ears, making his whole body quiver with happiness. "And good to see you Nani". I can't help smiling. "I think Nani is happy to see you too". She stands up, looking at me, and I bite my lip. Actually I would love to kiss her right now. But given that we are on a busy street, in the middle of the afternoon it would be a very bad idea unless we want to blow this wide open from the start. Smiling softly she leans closer. "I get it Tom, we don't want to be plastered across every gossip site and newspaper tomorrow". "Thanks for understanding". I mutter. It isn't that I am embarrassed to be with her
*Meri* Almost as soon as Tom has closed the door he pulls me into his arms, kissing the living daylights out of me, making me drop my bag on the floor. When he breaks the kiss he chuckles softly. "Sorry, I have just been longing to do that ever since I saw you step out from the station". "Oh no problem… I kind of wanted you to do that… really badly". I giggle. "So… ?". He bends down to pick up my bag, handing it to me. "What about a homemade cup of tea and a talk ?"I look at Nani, sitting by Tom's feet. "Sounds good, but maybe you should take off Nani's leash first". "Oh yeah… Sorry boy". He quickly gets the harness of Nani and the dog runs off to somewhere in the house. Then he takes my hand. "Come on darling, let me show you the kitchen". He pulls me with him into a spacious and light kitchen. It is held white and light wood. I look around. "Oh this is so cosy". "You are saying that like you expected something else". He lets go of my hand to go behind the counter and fill