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26| Some Wise Decisions
Emily's POV:
I was stunned for a while, standing intact and erect, not moving an inch to waver my gaze at him. When I blinked for once, I found my dream still going on.
Only it wasn't some dream.
He really said those words I imagined him saying so smoothly only in my dreams!
Once reminded of the cruel reality, and the way he still was gripping my finger gently, I tried to pull it out of his clutch. My eyes furrowed an inch to see he still wasn't letting it go. I tried to turn my stares into glares and he pulled me closer, his nose almost touching mine.
I could feel his cinnamon breath combining with my own chocolaty breath. Without my consent, my lips parted slightly and my throat went dry finding him too close to my comfort.
Did I use a mouth freshener after when I ate like a cow? Did I wash my face carefully when I did my makeu
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