LOGINComing home was more dreadful than the photoshoot… or the news anchors smiling creepily. Opening the door, I saw my stepfather watching me as I entered through the kitchen. He didn’t say a word and didn’t show any reaction. The smell of stale beer and fried oil lingered in the air, as if it had never left the walls.
I headed straight to my room and heard his approaching footsteps. Slow, measured; each step pressed into the floorboards like a warning. A metallic click sounded at the door. It was locked again. I was stuck all afternoon in my little cage, my windows locked with screens on the exterior, at least so that some fresh air could come inside. The screen was dented in one corner—my failed attempt to escape last time. I stared at the ceiling until it went dark, waiting for my stepfather to unlock the door once again for dinner and a shower. The paint above me was cracked, a thin line running from one corner to another, as if something had split the room in half. It didn’t take long until he opened it and shot me a glare. It was my go signal.
The dinner between the three of us was always quiet. Just the utensils clinking on the plates and my effort not to make a single sound of chewing. I forked a piece of meat and noticed the protruding bones in my fingers. I paused, looking intently. I’d never been this thin before—well, a week before.
I suddenly felt a pair of eyes on me; I looked up. It was my stepfather, who had just looked back down to his food as I caught him. The long scar never left his face, but his hair had visibly receded. His eyes were back on me. I quickly looked away.
My head dropping as low as I could, I tilted slightly toward my mother. She was still, barely chewing her food. Her eyes looked rounder than before. She looked pale, and her skin began to slightly wrinkle on her face.
It was a peaceful dinner.
After it, I showered, which took only five minutes. I couldn’t stay any longer, or else he’d storm in again. The water pressure was low, and the pipe groaned each time I turned the knob. As I headed back to my dreadful room, my stepfather once again followed to lock it after me. I waited for the click. It always came. Once again, the TV was turned on, and the channel was playing a football match. There was a crowd cheering and a commentator shouting as if victorious. It was an overwhelming noise, but I’d rather listen to it than ever hear my stepfather again.
The next morning was Friday. There were seven days left until graduation. I stayed once again in my classroom, despite not having classes anymore. It was all about preparations again, but this time, something felt off.
The morning sun cast a dull glow, gray clouds blanketed the sky, and the grass fields turned a muted green. It was going to rain. What I liked about being on the fourth floor was the fact that I could catch the raindrops before everyone else.
As I waited for the downpour, I watched every person who came in and left the room. Andrew, who was fixated on his phone, sat on the floor in a circle with Mark, Josh, and five other classmates, cards in their hands—half of the deck was thrown in the middle.
Lenore was not here; she might have gone for some snacks while Alia was taking her rescheduled photoshoot.
I looked to the other side, where large windows sat, and saw some adults looking around and dragging their kids to their cars. Not far from them were some teachers I recognized. One of them was on a phone call, crying as she spoke. A student ran past them, followed by another in her cheerleading dress, screaming for too long. Then, more students ran in the same direction where the back exit lay. Until they ran in groups, stampeding and falling onto each other. My stomach dropped, the hairs on my neck rising.
I felt my heartbeat race, my breathing out of rhythm. Every beat became painful, and my hand clutched my chest. As I looked around, the boys saw what I saw. The cards were scattered on the floor, and cell phones were in some people’s ears. My feet led me out to the balcony, and down below I saw a boy trip, his chin visibly striking the soiled ground. As he was about to get up, a girl pinned him down, seemingly stronger than him.
A huge gasp caught in my throat as her teeth sank into the boy’s neck, causing a huge spillage of red liquid staining the mud. The boy writhed beneath her, his body contorting in obvious agony.
I cringed at the sight, but I couldn’t take my eyes away.
And as she tore into his flesh, the girl’s face became a macabre mask of crimson. Her red mouth gaped, eyes monstrously wide.
Blood… The word alone sent a shiver down my spine, and my stomach began to churn. The thought of my impending period mingling with the chaos below filled me with a sense of unease. My breath hitched, and I felt my heart race as the gruesome scene below unfolded.
As a puddle of blood expanded across the field, the boy squirmed. Then he rose from the ground, like the bite was nothing. Like, it didn’t hurt at all. The rest of the students restlessly sprinted across, screaming at the boy as they ran past him.
“It’s here…” The words escaped my mouth. My voice trembled in growing fear.
“Help! Help me!” The shout made me jump. It was so near that my hands began to sweat and turn cold. Another female teacher limped through the crowd in the hallway, her foot twisted at a grotesque angle. She must have staggered to end up on the fourth floor. Or the rest must have already found us. And she was the first one to arrive.
She held up a hand, missing a couple of fingers. Blood gushed from her right shoulder, streaming down thickly to her pencil skirt. Her eyes were turning white, and veins were protruding from her neck. She was asking for help, but her appearance only repelled us. I took a few steps behind the others, hoping she wouldn’t find me and attack me first, just like the one on the ground. Her cries turned into painful sobs as she eyed her fingerless hand, shaken.
Then she spasmed to the floor.
She curled up, mouth gaping. There was no sign of breathing, still holding her maimed arm. It felt like air had finally left my body, along with my ability to move.
She’s dead. Panic threatened to overwhelm me the longer I stared into her lifeless eyes.
“What the heck is happening?” Andrew yelled from behind the door, his voice shaking.
Then, without sparing another moment, a roar deafened my ears—a shock that struck me almost to death.
The once-dead body on the floor rose. Her posture wasn’t sturdy; her arms were weakly hanging by her sides, and liquid greenish pus dropped from her cheekbones. Her eyes turned completely white and stared at me in fury. Then she came, rushing toward me.
And what I’d dreaded the most was her finding me in the crowd, and she still managed to spot me.
My breath caught, frozen in my throat as I stood paralyzed. I told myself to move, but my body wouldn’t listen, as though I had become a statue.
The teacher rushed over, limping toward me with her mouth gaping. The skin on her cheeks tore apart like paper. Her arms drew forward, ready to grab my neck.
But the next thing I saw was her on the thick wall. Thin cracks painted the surface, like the teacher’s body was being plastered to keep it intact. Her frail body was glued to it, her limbs crumpled at different angles. Her bones ripped through her skin, a huge splatter of blood surrounding her. My eyes snapped shut. Blood! I felt my stomach churn. What made it more gruesome was that she was still moving. She snarled, her head lolling against the wall. Her eyes were still relentlessly eyeing the students around her—including me.
I panned to my right and saw Mark’s tall figure grasping his elbow, panting, his teeth gritting. He was serious. Intimidating.
The teacher… did he just…?
As he caught my gaze, he grabbed my arm and pulled me back into the classroom. Then, his voice thundered. “I said, get in the rooms!”
Another snarl echoed, coming from the stairs, until it became a chorus of roars. The ones coming from the ground. They were all coming to us.
Mark slammed the front door shut just as another dead one crashed into it, the impact reverberating through the wooden surface.
The other door in the last row of seats remained open, and more students came stampeding in. And behind them, another injured person came and hurled the last one out of the crowd. Then there came another.
Then another.
And another.
Until the last person left behind was someone I recognized. Squinting my eyes to double-check, the person I saw was a tall brunette in tears streaking her makeup.
Lenore.
Her face was ashen, and she was panting anxiously. Her lips moved as if in prayer as she tried to push through the stampede.
“Lenore!” The cry ripped from my throat. My body finally moved. “Lenore!”
I pushed through the stampede, hand outstretched. Our eyes met, and her face lit up as she saw me. She fought her way through the crowd and grasped my hand. I pulled hard, pushing anyone else in the way, but a misstep sent me crashing to the ground.
I fell, Lenore landing heavily on me. I grunted loudly as her elbow struck my rib. Wrenching her off, I bolted back for the door, slamming it shut with a loud bang. I turned around, and the room tilted, my breath coming in ragged gasps. My legs gave way, and I collapsed to the floor, exhausted and trembling. I forced myself to stay seated as my eyes started to close.
I'd been walking my whole life toward something. Out of that room. Out of the house. Out of high school and into college, and into a life that looked nothing like the one I'd been handed. One foot in front of the other, eyes forward, don't look back at what's behind you because what's behind you will follow you if you let it. I never thought of what would happen when you finally get there, and there's nothing left. Turns out, you just keep walking. The three of us left the pizza diner, Ian leading. Thor was ahead of both of us. It was the next morning, and it felt like there were fewer sickos nearby than I expected. Bodies were lying on the ground. Most had already decayed, and some looked like they had just dropped. None of them moved while we walked past. Maybe they were dead—dead. Or the day really did slow them down. They were more active at night and asleep in the day. But that wasn't always the case. A horde wide awake was just waiting for us in an alley. Every step we
Every month without fail. Clockwork, my body called it. I called it inconvenient on a good day and unbearable on a bad one. There were months when the cramps came so bad I’d curl into the corner of my room and wait for it to pass—which was fine, because I wasn’t going anywhere anyway. The lock on my door made sure of that.I never thought I’d bleed through my pants in the middle of a zombie apocalypse.Then again, I never thought a lot of things.I’d pulled a chair from the barricade Ian had built. I sat on it, my legs pressing against each other. Besides the pain, the bleeding never stopped.It couldn’t let me keep my mind on what was in front of me. The present, the sickos, the pizza. Even pizza couldn’t tame the throbbing in my stomach. Something was building up in my throat, and I knew one more bite could trigger vomiting.Then again, my body was too weak to let it out. Breathing came loud, bleeding came out in volumes. I could sense it was dripping on the floor by now.I opened m
There was more than just silence in the air. Some strange ambiance of being wrong about everything. Two weeks. We'd been living like it started yesterday because it did—for us. But somewhere out there, people had already been dying for two weeks before we even knew to be afraid.Two weeks.Two weeks, and nobody told us. Two weeks, and the news was still running cooking segments. Two weeks, and my stepfather was still locking me in my room like the world wasn't already ending outside my window. Two weeks, and I was at school worrying about graduation.And here I thought my issues with Mark and Nathalie were the worst to have ever happened.If it had been two weeks, how far had it gone? How many cities? How many states? Were there places it hadn't reached yet, or were we just the last ones to find out? And the people who knew—the government, the military, whoever made the call to keep it quiet—what were they thinking? That containing the information would contain the virus? That panic w
We took the back door.I brought a baseball bat while he had the pry bar I had found before.I thought the bat was a better weapon for me—longer reach, for one thing.We waited, watching through the gap until we found an opening, then charged at every sicko nearby. I struck their sides and legs to keep them from moving, while Mark struck their brains out. We already knew hitting them in the head kept them dead.When the path was free, we pressed on through the streets. There was a horde gathered four blocks away. When it seemed they hadn't noticed us, we took the opposite way. We were still deep in Kerns, where the school was only a few miles from here. My house, though, was farther, which was a relief. I didn't have to see that place anymore. I didn't have to suffer another night with a broken bladder. No screened windows, no cracked paint on the ceilings. The world had gotten wider for me. Yet more dangerous. At least the sickos didn't seem to keep victims locked in a room and beat
I took a deep breath through my nose, trying to get Mark’s confession off my mind. Then I stared into the orange sky for a long minute. Something peaceful above something rotten. What a beautiful mixture.The lawn below caught strays once again, stumbling into a curb and rising back to their feet. They were headed for the door. One started banging its head, as if it were knocking. They completely forgot they could do it with their fists.They had gotten dumb, but smart enough to become a threat. And we were still in their house.I walked away from the window and into the nearest room, not looking for anything in particular. The room had blue walls, and the playpen was left disorganized. Toys were scattered around the floor with a half-empty bottle of milk, and crayon scribbles painted the white tiles. Until it wasn’t crayon. It was something deep and flowing. Something that shone faintly under the sunrise glow through the window. My eyes traced where it was coming from—a slow drip fro
"You mentioned you dreamed of a memory," Mark said. His eyes were on me as I took a spoonful of pancake batter. I tasted its rough, liquid sweetness. I never expected uncooked pancakes to be delicious. "What's it about?"I glanced up at him and paused, setting the spoon down. "It's nothing."He damped a cotton with disinfectant. "What aren't you telling me, Amari?"I shook my head. "Not sure. I just like to keep things to myself. That's all.""Such as?"I sighed, getting annoyed. "What do you want to know, Mark?""Your parents...""They're gone." "Your childhood...""We grew up together.""Your friends, maybe...""I got no one else after you guys."Then silence. It took a while until it got awkward. He looked like he realized how I'd been all alone since Nathalie ended our friendship. I broke the quiet first. "Are you just gonna let the cotton dry?"He sighed and gestured for my arms. I gave him the one with the worst wounds. He found the veins and stared at them for a second before
We were sprinting. The neighborhood was in ruins. Cars crashed into one another, flames devouring everything in their way. Sparks flew at the streetlights, the electricity dying. Dead bodies lay flat on the street, and puddles of blood painted the concrete. Their flesh hung from bones, limbs fractu
Then, Mark looked around. “We’re not making a move.” He snatched the makeshift board from Isaac’s hand and slammed it on his knee, breaking it in two.It thundered across the room, and it made me jump. It felt like my heart left my body for an instant.He strolled around, wiped his frustrated face,
It had been a while since Mark and Isaac had retreated from each other. There was nothing we could do.Alia was missing.Lenore got to her feet and pulled out her phone. She had been carrying it for almost an hour. Frustration painted all over her frowning face. She was also anxious, biting her nai
News. Rumors. Gossip. For weeks, I’d been hearing the same scraps, the same impossible claims.I never had the chance to watch television, but tonight, I eavesdropped from my room. I pressed my ear closer to the door, trying to catch snippets of the broadcast while my stepfather’s heavy snoring ove







