Between Friendship And Desire

Uthando Olungeko Emthethweni {illicit love}

By Tanny Bae

# 4

CHIPO POV

Don't even know how we got at that point , before I knew it his luscious lips captured mine and he started kissing me deeply which made me wholly forget my very own being . Tinashe was kissing me as if he was drinking tea with a tea strainer , you can never get enough . I couldn't hold back as much as I tried so l caught myself responding to the affectionate kiss . Strange feelings became the order of the moment which made my soul crawl out from its hiding place . My hands were on his neck , grabbing it in that way which screamed " I don't want to let go of the moment " With his right hand he pushed my panty aside , I was wearing a dress which made it easy . It was as if l just washed the panty since it was very wet due to the juices which were flowing down there . Seductively he bite his lower lip which made me more hungry for him . Whilst his right hand was caressing my cookie the other one played with my nipple . Have you ever been at that position whereby you forget all those lectures on the importance of virginity from your aunt and you just want him to put it inside already ? Well that's my current situation . I let out a moan when l felt his hand on my a** , the way he was squeezing them , oh my it makes me wanna open my legs for him . I decided to return the favor so my hand found it's way to his cock which I started massaging . The way I was stroking it when I was giving him a hand job , one would swear that am a prostitute . He unclipped my bra and started s*cking my breasts . I wonder if it's how women who breastfeed feel because damn the sh*t is more than good .

Me : Nashe ! Ahh

Tinashe : Tell me to stop and l will

Hee ! Stop , he must be kidding me because it's the other way around .

Me : No , have me mmm , ahhh

As if my wish is his command , we were both naked within seconds and was now laying on the sofa . I stared at his electric blue eyes , full of life and energy as we mainted eye contact .He chuckled revealing his snowy white teeth , if only there was an award for the perfect laugh , I bet he would win without doubt . He parted my legs after he knelt down on the floor , his hand buried between my legs . With his tongue he started licking my honeypot as if he was licking honey on his fingers , the way he was eating my cookie , it's like he was eating his favorite meal . " Is it even normal to feel this way ? ," I questioned myself as I closed my eyes , getting lost in the moment .

Tinashe : Sh*t !

Loudly he cursed jumping from the floor as if he just got bitten by a poisonous snake . His facial expression changed , as I was wondering what was going on l saw blood on his mouth ." Wait , can virginity be lost just by him eating my cookie ? , " confused l asked myself . That's when it hit me , I just had my periods .To say that I was embarrassed is an understatement , too bad there was no place to hide. Of all the days , my periods decided to darken my door in that shameful manner eyy . Although it was new to me , we learned it at school . Tears rolled down my cheeks when I realized that he tasted my blood .

Tinashe : First time ?

I opened my mouth to say yes but suddenly I became mute so I just nodded my head agreeing instead .

Tinashe : Hey , don't cry it's ok .Am sure my sis have pads so let me go search for them whilst you take a bath

Me : A--m sorry ...

Tinashe : It's not your fault , it's nature

After l took a bath l rushed home since I was no longer comfortable . " Hawu chommie , are you being chased by robbers , " didn't even notice them sitting under a tree . Guilty started haunting me when I realized that I almost slept with my friend's boyfriend . " What have I done ? "

Me : Good afternoon ma

Mom : Kanty where are you coming from , thought you said you are going to see Amah

Me : Yes , I went to see her but she wasn't around so l passed by her father's shop thinking that she was there

Mom : Oh ok , can you go fetch water , I wanna do laundry early morning tomorrow

Amah : Will help you ,mah l hope when we are done , the nuts will be ready

We all laughed , the way she is a food lover ahh , she never gets enough of it . We picked up the buckets from the back yard and made way to her place .

Amah : OMG , is that love bites on virgin Mary .

Yes , I never had a boyfriend before unlike her so she always teases me as virgin Mary . I looked at her wondering if I should tell her everything , guys l love my friend very much and what I did is very cruel which is why I was willing to confess .You know what they say , "hurt me with the truth but never comfort me with a lie " .Oh , before you get this twisted , am nowhere near those fake friends .

Amah : Who is he ? You should probably cover those because aren't ready to mourn you

Me : He is nobody , just a silly crush .Kkkk will change into that dress of yours because I don't want that woman to kill me

Amah : Oh , I spoiled it with soup earlier today , got so angry about it such that I missed my date with Tina but will look for something you can wear

Tinashe ? The same guy who l almost slept with . What happened is that , he saw me at the shops and asked where Amah was since they agreed that would meet at twelve and it was already after that . We then went to his place to wait for her since we assumed she might be on her way . That's when we started watching television , a romantic movie called After we collided and one thing led to another .To be honest I have always had a crush on him from the word go but he chose the beauty queen rather and hey aren't jealous of my friend so I accepted it .

Me : There is something I need to tell you

At that moment I didn't care about her reaction , all that mattered was being a good friend to her not a snitch . I explained everything to her , leaving not even a single detail. After l was done there was a moment of silence and my heart was beating faster . Finally she broke the ice .

Amah : Am really angry at you but am glad you didn't hide it from me .If you have that strong crush on him you can have him , that is if he feels the same way

See what they mean when they say my friend is nuts .

Me : But he is your boyfriend

Amah : You know that I don't even love him so l don't mind .Plus l think I like someone else

Me : Who?

Amah : Principal Reign

My eyes almost popped out of my face , you should have seen the shock which was written all over my face .For crying out loud the man is a priest and too old for him

Amah : Got you

She laughed , at least it was a joke. Is it ..?

JORDAN POV

Was running out of things to do to get her off my mind as much as I tried not to think of her . As a priest , I vowed to forgo a spouse , progeny and sexual fulfillment for the relationship with God alone so thinking of her in that kind of way is very wrong though it feels good at the same time since it gladdens my heart but there is no good that can come from it ...