5. MY FIRST AND LAST

**ISABELLA** 

It was overwhelming like I might lose myself entirely but I didn’t want it to stop. My lips parted as waves of heat and pleasure crashed through me. The hand stroking his cock faltered for a moment, trembling due to the intensity, but I quickly resumed, pumping him harder and faster to match the rhythm of his thrusting fingers.

Maximilian groaned, a low and guttural sound, and I felt his cock pulse and grow even harder in my grip. My gaze drifted down to it, mesmerized. I teased the little slit at the tip, earning a deep, desperate moan from him. His thumb suddenly pressed and teased my clit, as his fingers dove deeper inside me, hitting a spot that made my vision blur.

“Ohhh…ahhh…” I bit down on my lip, trying to muffle my cries. Something was building inside me—an intense, unbearable pressure coiled in my belly.

He twisted his fingers, and the moment he thrust against a weak spot deep inside, I shattered.

“Umm…ahhh…” A strangled moan escaped my lips as I released onto his fingers, waves of ecstasy flooding my senses. His fingers didn’t stop. They moved faster, deeper, coaxing every drop of pleasure from me until my body trembled and my mind was a hazy fog of bliss.

Then, Maximilian groaned…a sound so raw and desperate that it sent a shiver down my spine. His cock throbbed violently in my hand before erupting, hot and sticky, spilling thick ropes of cum onto my hand. My heart pounded as I watched him, mesmerized. His sweaty hair clung to his forehead, his chest heaved, and his flushed face looked utterly undone.

So, this was what Maximilian looked like when he came…

I knew I might never get another chance to see him like this, so I burned the image into my mind, watching every last drop spill from him.

Instead of softening, his cock twitched in my hand—still impossibly hard. His breathing quickened, and his skin flushed an even deeper red. Maximilian’s rut wasn’t over. The handjob had only stoked the fire. He needed more.

Nervously licking my lips, I leaned closer, positioning myself over him. As his cock brushed against my soaked entrance, my heart raced. I had saved myself for Maximilian for this moment. I couldn’t let it slip away.

Taking him in my hand, I lined him up and slowly began to sink down onto his length.

“Ahhh…” I hissed as his length stretched me, inch by inch. The discomfort was sharp at first, but the thought of him inside me overrode everything else. Glancing down, I saw that just the wide mushroom-like tip had made it in. My thighs trembled, but I pressed down, taking a little more of him inside.

“Ohhh…ahhh…” I whimpered, my chest rising and falling rapidly. Maximilian… he was inside me. Even though it was only half of his length, I had never felt more complete.

But then, his hand firmly gripped my waist on either side, and before I could react, he pulled me down onto his cock in one swift motion.

“Ah!” I cried out in surprise, my mouth falling open. His entire cock was inside me.

For a moment, I forgot how to breathe. Pain and pleasure warred within me, my body struggling to adjust to his size. It was overwhelming, almost too much to handle, but at the same time, I felt whole. He didn’t stop. He lifted my hips slightly, then pulled me back down, repeating the motion.

Finally, I managed to glance down, and my breath hitched. His cock was red, slick, and glistening with my juices a small amount of my blood…my virginity.

I was so happy. A tear escaped from the corner of my eye as I slowly started to moving my hips, fucking his cock. Finally…the man I loved took my virginity. 

His cock went deeper into my channel, making my belly full with its length. I found myself rocking my hips and thrusting slower, then faster onto his cock. Every thrust felt like it sent a jolt into my very being, making my heart flutter. Maximilian groaned and breathed hard under me as I rode his cock. 

At this moment, our bodies were connected the way I had always wanted, we had become one. He felt even harder in my pussy. It was hot and twitching inside me. With a hazy gaze, I glanced at his blindfold. I wished I could see those beautiful eyes of his but I knew that if the blindfold was removed everything would end. So I wanted to live this moment as much as possible. 

He did not need to know that I had always had feelings for him. 

Everything would be fine as long as I could have this one moment with him. Just this once, just this last time. 

He would never figure it out…or so I thought. Because the next moment he grabbed my waist and thrusted his hips up, shoving his cock deeper inside me, “Fuck, Bella…you are so tight!” 

His cock hit the depths of my pussy, touching my womb and I froze in pleasure and shock. 

Did he…did he just…call me by name? 

Before I could think about anything, he started thrusting deeper and faster inside me. My lips parted and a moan started slipping out of my mouth no matter how hard I tried to control. Tears started spilling out of the corner of my eyes in pleasure as he shoved his entire length in one go and as soon as he would pull out, he would almost instantly thrust back in. I didn't even have a second to catch my breath, seeing as every time he pounded into my tight pussy with such force that made my entire being tremble with pleasure and I started losing my ability to keep up with his stamina. 

Until suddenly, Maximilian flipped me over on the bed and I found myself underneath him. I gasped with this sudden change of position. “You are driving me crazy Bella,” he groaned, spreading my legs wide and repositioning himself. 

My heart dropped to my stomach. He had once again used my name. My eyes met his blindfold as he spread my legs wide and started fucking me harder and faster. 

“AHHH….” I moaned loudly, throwing my head back in pleasure. He knew it… he knew it was me? 

How? 

Since when? 

The sound of our bodies slapping and panting filled the room. I found myself swinging between shame and lust as my pussy made dirty wet noises. My legs wrapped around his lean waist as our bodies moved in a rhythm. I watched as one of his hands reached down to play with my clit, while the other hand reached up for his blindfold. “Your pussy is clenching and sucking my cock so good…” 

“No!” I reached out to stop him from taking off the blindfold. I desperately stopped him. “Don’t take it off. Or I might not…” I whispered. 

I had known from the beginning that if he had found out, the blindfold was useless. Still I was not ready to see the hate and disgust in his eyes that would be directed towards me. 

After a moment of silence, he lowered his hand without removing the blindfold and the next thing I knew was he lifted one of my legs over his shoulder, thrust his entire cock inside me in one go, then circled his hips grinding his full length over every nerve ending inside me. 

“AHHH…”  I cried out in pleasure, cumming right then and there. 

Maximilian fucked me even harder as I climaxed on his cock. I felt his cock growing in my belly and with two more hard thrusts, his cock erupted inside me. I felt his hot cum spurting inside my belly. My mouth gaped as I felt that heavenly feeling of being claimed by him. He gave me every last drop of his cum, his body resting on mine as we both breathed heavily. 

My mind was foggy with pleasure and my heart was happy. I slowly slid my hand onto his hair, feeling his cock once again hardening inside me. 

Tonight…would be the last time and I wanted to give him as much as I could…

***

I returned to my bedroom at four in the morning. Standing under the shower, I felt Max’s cum leaking from my pussy and sliding down to my legs. His rut had been wild and I lost the count of how many times we had done it. But his rut ended. A male wolf would be unconscious for some time after their rut ends. I left his bedroom then. 

But…it was the end for us. He was going to hate me when he woke up, though that was bound to happen in the end. I could not control my heart and desire. 

Grabbing my luggage, I entered his bedroom one last time and leaned down to plant a kiss on his lips. 

“You will be my first and last in everything, Max. Whether it's sex or kiss…”