LOGIN“Do you regret telling me?”
“In a way,” she said shyly. “I mean, it probably sounded stupid and childish, and I never meant for you to know about it in the first place, so…” her voice trailed off as she swallowed hard.
“Mia.”
“And now that you know, I don’t want you to feel… obligated. Or trapped. Or whatever,” she finished on a whisper.
He reached over and took her trembling hand in his.
“Mia,” he said softly.
She slowly raised her eyes to his.
“The moment I saw you I was completely captivated by you. I had no idea who you were at the time. All I knew was that I’d found this mesmerizing woman that I just had to spend more time with. Had to. There was never a doubt in my mind. The moment I picked you up and held you in my arms, I knew taking you to the emergency room and then walking away wasn’t even an option,” Tanner revealed, and she gasped.
“And then when I recognized you, part of me was worried, because I didn’t know if my friendship with Blake would survive this or not.”
“He is overprotective,” Mia chimed in.
“Boy, is he ever. But here’s the thing, Mia. I decided it would just have to work itself out somehow, because I’m not willing to walk away from you.”
“Really?”
“Really. And the only reason I waited to kiss you had nothing at all to do with your crazy older brother.”
“Then why did you wait?”
“Simple. I didn’t know if you were involved with someone else, and I didn’t want to make things difficult for you if you were.”
“So what I said…about…”
“Just makes me even more certain that I want to be the man that you deserve. I want to be the one that makes you laugh, that you can tell your dreams to, that you can depend on. I’m telling you right here, right now, that I will wait as long as it takes for me to truly earn that precious gift you’ve saved for me – but I want so much more than just sex with you. I also want to win your heart, Mia. Please don’t think I’m here out of obligation. I am exactly where I want to be, and that’s with you,” he finished.
Her brilliant smile made his heart do a double-thump again, and he felt himself breaking into a goofy grin.
“Now,” Tanner said after he’d leaned over and kissed her gently, “how about a movie marathon?”
“Good call. What were you thinking?”
“Go check out the collection,” he indicated. “I bet we can find something.”
A few minutes later she called out to him.
“I can’t decide which one to watch first. Wanna start with Goodfellas, or Guardians of the Galaxy?”
He stood, dumbfounded. Out of over a hundred titles he owned, she’d just picked his two favorite movies on the planet.
“Damn,” he breathed. “Mia, you really are the woman of my dreams.”
***
Twenty-four hours later, the storm had finally passed, and the temperature rebounded into the mid-fifties, as Tanner had predicted.
They drove to the garage so Tanner could try to figure out what was wrong with Gracie. Mia passed him tools and asked questions and shrieked in fright when a large, burly man appeared beside her.
“Marcus, this is Mia. Mia, this is Marcus, my friend and boss.”
“Pleased to meet you,” the giant said shyly, and enveloped her dainty hand in his large one as they shook in greeting.
“How was the deer lease?” Tanner asked him.
“Cold,” was all Marcus would say before he scooted Tanner out of the way and took on troubleshooting Gracie’s woes himself.
Tanner grinned at him.
An hour later Marcus grumbled, “I have no idea what’s wrong with this thing. It’s like your little Honda just decided you really needed to stop in Winters.”
“Sounds right to me,” Tanner murmured as he took Mia’s hand. “What do you think?”
She smiled up at him.
“I think that sounds exactly right.”
***
On Saturday morning, Mia, Tanner, and Mia’s parents waited anxiously in baggage claim for Blake’s flight number to appear on the monitor. As soon as it did, the carousel came to life. Mia turned and began scanning the crowd of passengers entering baggage claim.
When she saw her brother coming toward them, Mia ran, arms outstretched, and jumped into his arms.
“Hey, Mama Mia,” Blake said, smiling as he hugged her tightly.
The moment he set her down, she doubled up her fist and punched him as hard as she could in the shoulder.
“Ow! What was that for?”
“That was for interfering in my love life,” she announced, then flung her arms around him again. “And this is for loving me enough to watch out for me like that.”
Her message sent loud and clear, she entwined her arm through her big brother's and together they strolled back to the group.
Tanner tensed as they approached, unsure what to expect, watching as Blake hugged his Mom and Dad.
Blake giving us his blessing over the phone is one thing. Seeing it live and in color? Well, that's a different story...
He held his breath as his best friend closed the distance and pulled him into a bear hug.
"Welcome home, Blake," he managed, and Blake turned his head slightly to whisper in his ear.
"Welcome to the family, Tanner."
Blake released him, took a step back, nodded, then turned his attention to his Mom again.
"I sure am ready for some of your cooking, Mom. Been dreaming of it for days now."
She beamed.
"Well, let's get moving then! I have a Christmas feast to keep working on!"
The group laughed and talked as they made their way out of the terminal and out to Phil Jones' SUV. The moment the vehicle door closed, Tanner felt an intense wave of déjà vu.
It was like they'd never been apart at all; Phil behind the wheel, Gladys comfortably tucked into the front passenger seat, and Mia sandwiched between him and Blake in the back seat.
Just like old times, Tanner thought to himself, and smiled. But different.
Because this time, he reached over to hold Mia's hand.
Tuesday night found the trio in the backyard, sitting around the fire pit, talking and making smores as they had so many times over the years. Only now, instead of Tanner teasing or ignoring Mia as he had before, they sat snuggled side-by-side.They laughed and talked well past sundown, until Mia finally yawned and said, “I’m heading to bed. We’ve got an early day tomorrow.”She stood, kissed Tanner on the mouth and Blake on the cheek, then headed up the back porch stairs and out of view.“You’re good together,” Blake said solemnly once she’d gone inside.“I think so, too,” Tanner replied with a grin as he speared another marshmallow to hold over the open flame. “Whiskey time?”“Whiskey time,” Blake confirmed, and opened the bottle he’d brought outside with him. He poured three fingers’ worth each into two tumblers and handed Tanner one.“You know, seeing you and Mia together, it’s got me thinking,” Blake murmured.“About what?” Tanner asked, and watched a very, very rare event unfold
Mia closed her eyes and willed her brain to stop the erotic video looping in her head. It will happen when it happens. Tanner feels the need to make amends for his past. I get that, I do…But maybe he can atone a little faster so we can get to the good stuff? her psyche chimed in all on its own, making her smirk even as her thoughts caused a flare-up of white-hot need."Think about something else, anything else," she muttered under her breath, and grabbed a large wooden spoon to stir the pot of merrily boiling potato pieces."What's that, dear?" her mom asked, and Mia startled at first."Nothing, sorry. Just thinking about school stuff," Mia attempted, and Gladys chuckled and shook her head."Would you like to try that again?""Never could get anything past you," Mia sighed, and Gladys chuckled again."Nope. Now, spill it."A stymied Mia blushed furiously once more."Ah. It's about Tanner, right?" her mom leaned in and whispered."Um. Yes.""Well then. Say no more, dear, I get it.""Y
Tanner was surprised to realize that not only was Blake now on board with the idea of Tanner and Mia being together, he'd damn near appointed himself Tanner's official wingman for the cause.The two of them stayed up late into the night after the others had gone to bed, talking and catching up on a decade's worth of life stories, and eventually the conversation turned to Mia."Dad mentioned earlier that he saw you two holding hands on the drive back," Blake pointed out as he poured two tumblers of whiskey and handed one to Tanner."And?" Tanner replied, a little nervous. Phil Jones' approval was just as important to him as Blake's."He said, and I quote, 'it's about damn time'," Blake revealed with a grin. "I had no clue until he mentioned it, but evidently, he and Mom – especially Mom - have been rooting for you two to get together for the last couple of years now."Tanner was stunned. "Really?""Really.""But how... I mean... Don't get me wrong, I am very glad to have their blessing
“Do you regret telling me?”“In a way,” she said shyly. “I mean, it probably sounded stupid and childish, and I never meant for you to know about it in the first place, so…” her voice trailed off as she swallowed hard.“Mia.”“And now that you know, I don’t want you to feel… obligated. Or trapped. Or whatever,” she finished on a whisper.He reached over and took her trembling hand in his.“Mia,” he said softly.She slowly raised her eyes to his.“The moment I saw you I was completely captivated by you. I had no idea who you were at the time. All I knew was that I’d found this mesmerizing woman that I just had to spend more time with. Had to. There was never a doubt in my mind. The moment I picked you up and held you in my arms, I knew taking you to the emergency room and then walking away wasn’t even an option,” Tanner revealed, and she gasped.“And then when I recognized you, part of me was worried, because I didn’t know if my friendship with Blake would survive this or not.”“He is
“Oh,” she said in a small voice.“Honey,” he murmured, “you’re worth all that and so much more to me. You were right. I don’t deserve you, Mia, but I do care, very much. I do, Mia. And I am so sorry I made you feel like I didn’t. I just… I want to do right by you. I want to...”She lifted her head and whispered.“Tanner.”“Yes ma’am?”“Please stop talking and kiss me.”“Yes, ma’am.”He dipped his head down, and as he softly grazed her lips with his, he tasted the salt of her fresh tears.“Mia. I’m so sorry. Please don’t cry, honey.”“It’s all right, Tanner. These are happy ones,” she murmured, and kissed him back before sighing and laying her head against his chest again. “Can we talk more in the morning? I’m exhausted.”“As much as you want. ‘Night, Mia.”“’Night,” she whispered.He ran his hand lazily up and down her back as he listened to her breathing become deep and even, and he smiled as he too faded back into sleep.***The storm was still raging outside when Tanner woke up and
Tanner drove to the garage, parked, and pulled out his cell phone.“Don’t hang up, please,” he said when Blake answered with a snarl. “I need to talk to you.”“So talk,” Blake snapped.Tanner sighed.“I never told you about Amber,” he began."Who's Amber?"“She’s a girl I dated right before I left the Marines,” Tanner revealed. “And I fell for her. Hard. I started planning to buy a house and marry her and start a family with her. The whole nine yards. I really thought she was the one.”He heard curiosity creep into Blake’s voice.“So, what happened?”“I came home early one day, and she was in bed with another guy,” Tanner said simply. “She played me, Blake, the same way you and I used to play with girls’ hearts in high school. And it crushed me, and it made me sick to my stomach to realize that I had put others through that exact same kind of hurt.”“What did you do?”“I packed up my shit and I moved out and I haven’t looked twice at another woman since. That was almost four years ago







