Mag-log in“Oh,” she said in a small voice.
“Honey,” he murmured, “you’re worth all that and so much more to me. You were right. I don’t deserve you, Mia, but I do care, very much. I do, Mia. And I am so sorry I made you feel like I didn’t. I just… I want to do right by you. I want to...”
She lifted her head and whispered.
“Tanner.”
“Yes ma’am?”
“Please stop talking and kiss me.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
He dipped his head down, and as he softly grazed her lips with his, he tasted the salt of her fresh tears.
“Mia. I’m so sorry. Please don’t cry, honey.”
“It’s all right, Tanner. These are happy ones,” she murmured, and kissed him back before sighing and laying her head against his chest again. “Can we talk more in the morning? I’m exhausted.”
“As much as you want. ‘Night, Mia.”
“’Night,” she whispered.
He ran his hand lazily up and down her back as he listened to her breathing become deep and even, and he smiled as he too faded back into sleep.
***
The storm was still raging outside when Tanner woke up and eased out of bed so he wouldn’t disturb her.
He padded to the kitchen to start a pot of coffee, then called his friend Pete with the Prism County Sheriff’s office.
“Any more trouble spots?”
“The weather’s gotten bad enough that they’ve suspended everything county-wide at this point, Tanner.”
“Damn. That is bad.”
“I know, right? That hasn’t happened in at least twenty years. It’s just too risky, even for our emergency crews. Hell, half of us camped out up here last night just so we wouldn’t have to try to drive in today.”
“Well, keep me posted. And if something does come up, let me know. I’ll help if I can.”
“Will do.”
He disconnected the call and set the phone down, then turned toward the refrigerator.
I wonder if Mia likes French toast.
Whistling under his breath, he got out two pans – one for the French toast and another for bacon – and got to work.
***
Mia stretched and yawned, then reached out to her left searching for Tanner.
Did he get another call for help?
She rose, then shivered, and stumbled over to her suitcase to add a sweatshirt and thick socks to her attire before heading to the bathroom. Once she’d freshened up, she brushed out her hair and braided it, then headed toward the living room.
“Good morning, gorgeous,” she heard Tanner say, and she blushed with pleasure.
He set the spatula in his hand down, closed the distance between them, and lifted her off her feet to kiss her sweetly before setting her down again.
“Are you warm enough? I can build the fire back up.”
“It is a little chilly in here,” she admitted.
“I’m on it. Take over at the stove for me?”
“Sure.”
She took a peek at what he was making and smiled.
“French toast! I love French toast,” she called out.
“Good call on my part, then, huh?” Tanner quipped back.
“I’d say so. You want some coffee?”
“Sure, I’ll take another cup.”
“So how many calls do you think you’ll get today?” she asked as she added milk and sugar to his mug, then poured one for herself.
“Zero,” he said as he fed logs into the fire he’d gotten going again.
“Zero? Really? But Tanner, the storm is crazy outside still. People are gonna need help if something happens to their car,” Mia said, her voice full of concern.
He walked back over to the kitchen and stood behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and resting his chin lightly on the top of her head as she turned the bread over in the pan.
“I talked to my friend Pete with the Sheriff’s office a little bit ago. According to him, not only are the roads closed, but all services have been suspended until the storm passes, as well. It’s just too risky for anybody to be out there right now.”
“Wow. I don’t ever remember that happening before around here, do you?”
“Nope. Weatherman said this could be the worst winter storm this area has seen in decades. I think he may have been right.”
She scooped the last piece of French toast out of the pan and turned off the burner, then pivoted in his arms and looked up at him with troubled eyes.
“Tanner,” she said, “this should all clear out soon, right? What if Blake can’t get home?”
“I honestly think this storm will blow itself out sometime tonight or in the morning. And I bet the temperatures are back up in the fifties by this weekend, so I’m sure you’ll be able to see Blake for Christmas.”
“I hope so,” she sighed, laying her cheek against his chest. “I miss him so much.”
He stroked her back.
“I know you do. And don’t you dare tell him I said this, but I’m kinda looking forward to seeing his ugly mug, too.”
She laughed.
“You grab the syrup and meet me at the table,” she said, then wriggled out of his grasp to pick up the two plates of food.
Once they were seated, Mia said, “I’d like to talk to you more about last night.”
“Absolutely,” he told her. “Anything you want.”
“I want to apologize for yelling at you.”
“No apology needed. I deserved it.”
“No, you didn’t.”
“Yes, I really did,” Tanner replied. “Things between us were getting heated and then all of a sudden I was distant, and I did a really crappy job of explaining why. I can see how that made you think what you did.”
She concentrated on her breakfast for a while before she blurted out, “I still can’t believe I told you all that.”
He grinned as he watched the color rising in her cheeks.
“Caught me by surprise, I’ll admit it,” he told her gently.
“Me too,” Mia admitted with an embarrassed smile. “As soon as I said it and then realized that you didn’t know all that yet, I wanted so bad for the floor to just open up and swallow me.”
Tuesday night found the trio in the backyard, sitting around the fire pit, talking and making smores as they had so many times over the years. Only now, instead of Tanner teasing or ignoring Mia as he had before, they sat snuggled side-by-side.They laughed and talked well past sundown, until Mia finally yawned and said, “I’m heading to bed. We’ve got an early day tomorrow.”She stood, kissed Tanner on the mouth and Blake on the cheek, then headed up the back porch stairs and out of view.“You’re good together,” Blake said solemnly once she’d gone inside.“I think so, too,” Tanner replied with a grin as he speared another marshmallow to hold over the open flame. “Whiskey time?”“Whiskey time,” Blake confirmed, and opened the bottle he’d brought outside with him. He poured three fingers’ worth each into two tumblers and handed Tanner one.“You know, seeing you and Mia together, it’s got me thinking,” Blake murmured.“About what?” Tanner asked, and watched a very, very rare event unfold
Mia closed her eyes and willed her brain to stop the erotic video looping in her head. It will happen when it happens. Tanner feels the need to make amends for his past. I get that, I do…But maybe he can atone a little faster so we can get to the good stuff? her psyche chimed in all on its own, making her smirk even as her thoughts caused a flare-up of white-hot need."Think about something else, anything else," she muttered under her breath, and grabbed a large wooden spoon to stir the pot of merrily boiling potato pieces."What's that, dear?" her mom asked, and Mia startled at first."Nothing, sorry. Just thinking about school stuff," Mia attempted, and Gladys chuckled and shook her head."Would you like to try that again?""Never could get anything past you," Mia sighed, and Gladys chuckled again."Nope. Now, spill it."A stymied Mia blushed furiously once more."Ah. It's about Tanner, right?" her mom leaned in and whispered."Um. Yes.""Well then. Say no more, dear, I get it.""Y
Tanner was surprised to realize that not only was Blake now on board with the idea of Tanner and Mia being together, he'd damn near appointed himself Tanner's official wingman for the cause.The two of them stayed up late into the night after the others had gone to bed, talking and catching up on a decade's worth of life stories, and eventually the conversation turned to Mia."Dad mentioned earlier that he saw you two holding hands on the drive back," Blake pointed out as he poured two tumblers of whiskey and handed one to Tanner."And?" Tanner replied, a little nervous. Phil Jones' approval was just as important to him as Blake's."He said, and I quote, 'it's about damn time'," Blake revealed with a grin. "I had no clue until he mentioned it, but evidently, he and Mom – especially Mom - have been rooting for you two to get together for the last couple of years now."Tanner was stunned. "Really?""Really.""But how... I mean... Don't get me wrong, I am very glad to have their blessing
“Do you regret telling me?”“In a way,” she said shyly. “I mean, it probably sounded stupid and childish, and I never meant for you to know about it in the first place, so…” her voice trailed off as she swallowed hard.“Mia.”“And now that you know, I don’t want you to feel… obligated. Or trapped. Or whatever,” she finished on a whisper.He reached over and took her trembling hand in his.“Mia,” he said softly.She slowly raised her eyes to his.“The moment I saw you I was completely captivated by you. I had no idea who you were at the time. All I knew was that I’d found this mesmerizing woman that I just had to spend more time with. Had to. There was never a doubt in my mind. The moment I picked you up and held you in my arms, I knew taking you to the emergency room and then walking away wasn’t even an option,” Tanner revealed, and she gasped.“And then when I recognized you, part of me was worried, because I didn’t know if my friendship with Blake would survive this or not.”“He is
“Oh,” she said in a small voice.“Honey,” he murmured, “you’re worth all that and so much more to me. You were right. I don’t deserve you, Mia, but I do care, very much. I do, Mia. And I am so sorry I made you feel like I didn’t. I just… I want to do right by you. I want to...”She lifted her head and whispered.“Tanner.”“Yes ma’am?”“Please stop talking and kiss me.”“Yes, ma’am.”He dipped his head down, and as he softly grazed her lips with his, he tasted the salt of her fresh tears.“Mia. I’m so sorry. Please don’t cry, honey.”“It’s all right, Tanner. These are happy ones,” she murmured, and kissed him back before sighing and laying her head against his chest again. “Can we talk more in the morning? I’m exhausted.”“As much as you want. ‘Night, Mia.”“’Night,” she whispered.He ran his hand lazily up and down her back as he listened to her breathing become deep and even, and he smiled as he too faded back into sleep.***The storm was still raging outside when Tanner woke up and
Tanner drove to the garage, parked, and pulled out his cell phone.“Don’t hang up, please,” he said when Blake answered with a snarl. “I need to talk to you.”“So talk,” Blake snapped.Tanner sighed.“I never told you about Amber,” he began."Who's Amber?"“She’s a girl I dated right before I left the Marines,” Tanner revealed. “And I fell for her. Hard. I started planning to buy a house and marry her and start a family with her. The whole nine yards. I really thought she was the one.”He heard curiosity creep into Blake’s voice.“So, what happened?”“I came home early one day, and she was in bed with another guy,” Tanner said simply. “She played me, Blake, the same way you and I used to play with girls’ hearts in high school. And it crushed me, and it made me sick to my stomach to realize that I had put others through that exact same kind of hurt.”“What did you do?”“I packed up my shit and I moved out and I haven’t looked twice at another woman since. That was almost four years ago







