Falling Apart
Damian’s POV I stared at the message on my phone until it got hard for me to see. “Did you think I wouldn’t follow? Your time is ticking.” I read it again, my hands shaking. My stomach was already turning even though I wasn't fully awake yet. The bed beside me was still warm where Eliot had been. But he was nowhere to be found. I stood up and rushed out of the room. I checked the hallway. Nothing. The lobby. Still nothing. His name was no longer on the guest log. His number wasn't going through. It went straight to voicemail. He just disappeared. Like leaving after a night with a hookup. No goodbye or text message. It was just me and the thought that someone was watching. Someone who wanted me to feel this way. I made my way back to the room. The room was eerie silent now. And here was my phone with the kind of message that made me gasp for air. “Did you think I wouldn’t follow? Your time is ticking.” Who was this person? What exactly does he want from me? The question kept playing over and over in my head all morning. It repeated as I stood in front of the mirror and tied my perfect silk tie. It played over and over as I shook hands with strangers, smiled like nothing was wrong, and said lines I had practiced a hundred times. But none of that mattered. Because someone was somewhere watching all my movement Eliot was nowhere to be found. As I stood in front of a glass wall at a Vale International press event, I pretended like I had everything under control, even though there was a storm brewing inside me. The crystal lights in the Vale International ballroom made the room shine. I looked great in my suit. My smile was timed, as I stood up straight. But my head? It was a mess. People walked around the hall with drinks in their hands, wearing suits and high heels that were smooth on the marble. I jumped every time someone laughed. Every time someone looked my way, I imagined they knew. I felt like the picture had already leaked. And it seemed like every camera was on me, waiting for me to make a mistake. When the cameras went off. People smiled widely even though not all the smiles were genuine. Waiters walked through the crowd like shadows. The event was the company's yearly show for partners, investors, and the press. One of the best nights ever. But I couldn't concentrate. Everyone felt like a threat. Every look was sharp. Every laugh that came from behind a wine glass sounded like they were talking about me. “Mr. Vale.” A voice called behind my back, jolting me out of my thoughts. I turned quickly and found a woman smiling brightly at me. She put her hand on my sleeve and said, "Lovely event. Everything looks great." I smiled but didn't reach my ears. “Thank you. That's what we want.” She drifted off into the crowd, and I didn’t even remember who she was or her name. I moved to the window to get some fresh air. Outside, the skyline sparkled like a painting, and I wished I could walk through it. Just disappear into the thin air and change who I was. But I couldn’t. Not with Maxwell watching. He stood by the bar, charming a Forbes reporter with that calculated warmth of his. The kind he saved for people he needed. He looked around the room. And his eyes landed on me. They were sharp and hard to read so I quickly turned away. I was slipping and he knew it. Before I could regain myself, someone tapped me at the small of my back. I tensed up, and all of my muscles froze. Then I turned— Eliot. My heart pounded. I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out. He looked like he always did—cool, polished, and completely at ease. But his tie was loosened just enough to look defiant. He smiled softly, as if he knew what I was going to say. “I see you survived the morning,” he said plainly as if he hadn't done anything wrong. "You left with a word," I said in a whisper, trying not to sound like I had been broadening on it since the sun came up. "I had to,” he remarked, his voice carrying no remorse. "You should have told me.” I snapped but quickly composed myself. He gave a shrug. “I thought it would be more exciting that way.” I stared at him. Part of me was furious about what he did, while the other part wanted to touch him badly. “I woke up to an empty bed and a threat on my phone,” I muttered. "That's not a good way to start the day." Eliot leaned in a little. His voice dropped just low enough for me to hear. "I thought the kiss marks and the way your hair was messed up would make you feel close to me even when I wasn't there." My throat tightened, my face turned red. "Don't flirt." “Why not?” he asked. “It’s safer than saying I missed you.” My heart raced that I could hear it thumping in my ears.. We were surrounded by powerful people, crystal glasses, and expectations. What if they heard what he just said. And all I wanted was to hold his face in my hands and ask him why he ran away. But I couldn't. “I’m tearing apart,” I admitted. That playful look was still in his eyes as he slowly looked at me over. Yeah. The way you look says it all.” We stood close to each other—too close. Anyone watching might’ve thought we were discussing merger terms. But everything under the surface said otherwise. His finger lightly touched mine for a moment. When he touched me, a shiver ran down my spine, my skin tingling. "Your dad is staring,” Eliot said in a whisper. "I know." "Does he always watch this closely?" "Not really." Eliot laughed. "I guess our short night together made you want to be with me even more." “Eliot." I cautioned. He smiled and moved back. “Relax. I'm only here for the champagne, not to hurt my feelings." Maxwell started to move across the room. I tensed up. Eliot followed my gaze and nodded. “Here comes your shadow,” he said. “Try not to look like we were talking about how great last night was..” “Shut up.” “You shut up,” he whispered back, smirking as he vanished into the crowd. Maxwell stopped in front of me and looked at me with his sharp eyes. His voice was rough and low as he said, "You've been distant." "I've been busy,” I answered plainly. He glanced around, then back at me. “Busy losing focus.” "I haven't." "You've been looking off all night,” he added. "I'm fine." "You're losing it,” he said, his voice sharp. “Follow me.” He waited until we were at the edge of the terrace, away from listening ears. It was colder outside than I thought it would be. I was glad for it. It would give me a shock that makes me feel stable again. “You think I don’t see it?” Maxwell said. “The way you drift off during meetings? The way you look when you think no one’s watching?” I stayed silent, my head hanging low. "End it no matter what," he said. "Before the end you." I raised up my head and looked into his eyes. "And what exactly do you think that is?" He didn’t blink. “That’s the problem—I don’t know. And I don't want to know. Just end it.” He adjusted his cufflinks to show that he was done talking. Then he dropped the bombshell. “I’ve hired a private investigator,” he said blankly. I went cold. "What?" “You heard me right.” He replied. “I did that to protect the family name.” I stared at him in disbelief. “You’re spying on me?” He cocked his head. I’m protecting us. Don’t give them anything to find.” My mouth dried out. His eyes spoke louder than his words. It was obvious he knew something. Not everything. But enough to start digging. And if he kept digging… He would find out about Eliot and me. The hotel and everything I have kept from him.The InterrogationEliot’s POVThe knock came right after dawn.Not too loud. Not rushed. It was just strong enough to break the silence. I hadn't slept much and that didn't surprise me.“Mr. Maxwell would like to see you," the quiet voice on the other side of the door said. I sat up in the dark, back against the cold sheets. “In his home.”No one care about me in this house. I'm used to that anyway.I took my time getting ready and looked at myself in the mirror as I buttoned my shirt.The man I saw in the mirror wasn't the same one who walked into that club one months ago.I didn't know who Damian was back then. All I saw was man leaned against the bar, his eyes dark and his mouth hard to read. It had been exciting between us—no names, no promises, just a night. Still, when I woke up, I could remember the way his fingers stayed like he didn't want to let go, the way his mouth was curved, and the way his laugh was rough.I had no plans in seeing him again. Especially with ione
Under WatchDamian’s POVSomeone knocked on my door right after dawn. Not too loud. Not rushed. But deliberate. It was one of the maid checking if I was awake.I was awake already. I hadn't asleep.After last night, Eliot hadn't come back to the penthouse. I didn't blame him. Not after the kiss in the car. The way we held on to each other like the world was falling apart and we were the only thing left standing.Not after I saw the red light blink in the garage ceiling and took a picture of it all. After a few seconds, my phone buzzed.A text message from Maxwell's assistant: "Your dad wants to see you in his office. Right now.”No other details.Just a cold reminder that time was running out—and Maxwell doesn't asked twice.It was silence as I took a quick shower and got dressed.I wore adark gray suit, a black tie, silver cufflinks. The uniform of composure. But I felt empty on the inside.As I pressed cloth flat and adjusted buttons, my body moved without thinking. But my min
Things get tense Damian’s POV The next day, I tried to keep myself busy.Meetings, emails, calls, more meetings—none of it helped. My body was there sitting in chairs, looking at charts, sipping warm coffee. But my thoughts kept going off in different directions. Back to Eliot. Back to the kiss in the hallway. Back to the latest message made my heart seize in my chest.“The next leak goes to the press.”I could hear that message screaming in my head all the time. I had no idea when it would happen. I didn't know the person behind it. I knew I was running out of time, and if that picture got out, it wouldn’t just expose me. It would destroy him, too.Lila had called to talk to me during breakfast that day. Her words were soft and careful, and her voice was quiet. But I knew she was also worried, not just about Naomi or our arrangement, but about me.. I didn't say much. I couldn't form words. The lie we’d agreed to live in felt heavier than ever.It kept us safe from the outside
The PactDamian’s POVThe deal wasn’t written down, because it was simple and straightforward.Lila and I didn't shake hands. We didn't raise a glass, smile, or do anything fancy to mark the deal. We just sat next to each other, eyes clear and hearts tired. In that mutual, heavy, and honest silence, we promised to carry the weight together. It wasn't because we were in love. But because we weren’t. And we finally got the nerve to say it.I sat on the edge of my bed and stared at nothing for a long time after she left my room. Even though I had lived here for years, the room felt strange. The shadows on the wall were longer than normal, as if they were ready for me to step into them. Her voice kept coming back to me.“We protect them by protecting each other.”I understood what she meant down to my bones. But understanding didn’t make it easier.The next morning, we stepped out of the house side by side like a couple in sync. She had slept over because it was late. I opened the
Lila’s ConfessionDamian’s POVLike the aftershock of a storm, the image of the flash still lingered behind my eyes.It had only been hours since the hallway incident. Since Eliot's breath mixed with mine with his fingers curled up in my suit jacket like he didn't want to let go. Still, someone caught it: a single bright spot in the dark that caught a moment I wasn't ready to explain.I kept hearing the click and the silence that followed it. My heart was beating fast as Eliot pulled away, eyes wide.After he left, I was left standing in a place that didn't feel like mine anymore. Since then, I haven't spoken to Eliot or anyone.My shirt sleeves were wrinkled, and my tie was still only half-knotted as I stood in front of the tall windows of my bedroom. Outside, the city blinked slowly, as if it knew. Like it was waiting for the next move.But all I felt was the weight. Of everything.Then someone knocked.I didn't turn right away. The knock came again. Softer this time. Familiar and
Crossing the LineDamian’s POV I could still hear my dad's words long after he left.“Don't give them anything to find.”But I already did.The night stand. The long stare across a ballroom. A touch beneath a dining table. The kiss in the dark that still lingered on my lips.And now I was falling apart again. Because Eliot wasn't careful anyone. He looked at me like he didn't care about who saw. And no amount of polite smiles or sideways glances could hide him.And now my father has hired a private investigator. That scares me more than anything else.I found Eliot near the back of the event hall.With one hand on the counter and fingers curled around a half-full bourbon glass, he pretended he didn't notice that I was watching him. His posture was too loose. Too collected. Like none of this was real.Like he hadn't left me in a cold bed with a message that froze my blood. Like I wasn't standing on a wire that was so thin it could break at any moment.“You need to be more careful,”
Falling ApartDamian’s POVI stared at the message on my phone until it got hard for me to see.“Did you think I wouldn’t follow? Your time is ticking.”I read it again, my hands shaking. My stomach was already turning even though I wasn't fully awake yet. The bed beside me was still warm where Eliot had been.But he was nowhere to be found. I stood up and rushed out of the room. I checked the hallway. Nothing. The lobby. Still nothing. His name was no longer on the guest log. His number wasn't going through. It went straight to voicemail.He just disappeared. Like leaving after a night with a hookup. No goodbye or text message. It was just me and the thought that someone was watching. Someone who wanted me to feel this way. I made my way back to the room. The room was eerie silent now. And here was my phone with the kind of message that made me gasp for air.“Did you think I wouldn’t follow? Your time is ticking.”Who was this person? What exactly does he want from me?The questio
Hotel Room TruthsDamian’s POV The streets were almost empty as I walked.The street lights flickered above. The wind smelled like cold air, gravel, and faint exhaust. The city was quiet, so quiet that it felt like everyone was asleep. I hid my hands in the pockets of my coat and kept my head down. As if the night might swallow me whole if I don't walk quietly. The truth is I really didn't want to be seen. By the world. Eliot's message kept going through my mind: "Room 803. I'm not going to lock the door.” Before I moved, I read it three times.I myself didn't know what I was doing. I didn’t try to name it. I just walked toward something that felt like an escape… or maybe something that felt like home.The hotel was familiar.Discreet and clean. It looked like it didn't want to be seen because it was tucked between glass buildings and parking garages.The lobby was almost empty. There is a woman working at the front desk. A tired man lying down on a chair. As I walked by them,
A Silent AgreementDamian’s POVEven though dinner was over, its weight lingered with us.Laughter subsided, the plate was cleared off, the wine glasses were half-full and forgotten. My heart beat hadn't slowed down, though. Not since Eliot touched my hand under the table. Since Lila caught him watching me with that look.Still, she didn't say anything.But the way she looked at me told me she noticed more than she let on. I was ready for the questions.I went back to my room after dinner, but I couldn't sit still. As I paced the floor with my hands in my pockets, I tried to calm the storm that was rising up in my chest. I could see her eyes, feel Eliot's hand, and feel the electric silence again.I told myself to get some rest, take a shower, and do something. But I stayed alerted like a hunter waiting for a sound in the dark. My senses were very sharp.Then I heard Lila's voice coming from downstairs. It was calm and curious. "Eliot," she called out in a low voice.I froze.Be