Chapter Five
Aria’s POV
He almost kissed me.
Julian Blackwell my dangerously handsome, impossibly powerful boss stood inches away, looking like sin carved into flesh, and for one terrifying, electric moment, I wanted him to. I wanted to taste that danger, let it devour me.
And then the knock shattered everything.
Now I’m sitting at my desk, trying to remember how to breathe like a normal human being. My skin still tingles from where his gaze roamed, and my lips feel swollen with anticipation that never got to land.
What the hell is happening to me?
I’m supposed to be smart. Logical. Focused on my career. Not spiraling into lust with a man who practically radiates darkness. But when he looks at me like that as if I’m both his salvation and his undoing I forget why I should run.
Or maybe it’s because deep down…I don’t want to.
I’m so distracted I don’t even hear the footsteps until his voice cuts through the silence.
“Go home, Aria.”
I turn, startled. Julian’s standing in the doorway to his office, arms crossed, looking more like a shadow than a man. He’s trying to pull back. I can see it in the stiffness of his shoulders, the restraint in his jaw.
“I still have work”
“I said go home.”
There’s no malice in his tone. Just an edge of something that sounds too much like fear.
Fear for me.
I gather my things slowly, not breaking eye contact. “You can’t keep pushing me away and pulling me in. That’s not how this works.”
His expression doesn’t change, but something in his eyes flickers. Pain? Frustration?
Or maybe guilt.
“Do you really want to find out how I work, Aria?” he murmurs, voice almost too low to hear. “Because once you see it… there’s no going back.”
My heart thuds unevenly.
Then show me, I want to say. Let me see what you’re hiding.
But I don’t.
Because I’m scared I’ll actually like what I find.
By the time I make it back to my apartment, it’s nearly 1 a.m.
I strip out of my clothes and fall into bed, but sleep is impossible. My body’s too keyed up. My brain’s still playing back every second of our interaction. The nearness. The scent of his cologne dark and musky, like forbidden things. The gravel in his voice when he said I was a distraction.
And my traitorous body loved it.
God, what’s wrong with me?
I should be terrified. He practically admitted that I’m tangled in something bigger than I can see. The file he showed me today still haunts me names of people who’ve disappeared, people silenced.
And yet, all I could think about was the way his eyes dropped to my mouth.
I roll over and groan into my pillow.
This can’t go on.
I need to get control of myself and this situation.
The next morning, I wake up with a plan.
I don’t know how much Julian is hiding, but I do know one thing: I need leverage. If I can uncover what exactly he’s involved in or who Dominic Voss is then maybe I can finally protect myself. Maybe then, this obsession will lose its grip.
So I start digging.
I take my laptop to a quiet corner at a coffee shop, order something strong and bitter, and search discreetly. Voss’s name doesn’t bring up much public records have been scrubbed clean. But when I dive deeper into Blackwell Global’s previous acquisitions, I find a curious string of shell companies…all tied back to a private equity group called Stonegate Holdings.
Which, according to one buried report, used to be helmed by none other than Dominic Voss.
Bingo.
I follow that rabbit hole for two hours. A pattern starts to emerge. Companies acquired. CEOs ousted. Whistleblowers silenced.
And in the middle of it all?
Julian Blackwell.
Not always directly. But enough to raise suspicion.
I close my laptop, hands trembling. I should be angry. Appalled. Instead, I feel…
Cold.
Hollow.
Because the more I learn, the more I realize the man I’m falling for might be the same man I can’t trust.
Back at the office, I pretend nothing’s changed.
I smile when I need to. Take notes in meetings. But underneath it all, my heart is a storm. Julian’s distant today intentionally so. He barely looks at me. Barely speaks.
And still, I feel his presence every second.
At 5:46 p.m., I find an envelope on my desk.
No name. No label.
Inside is a USB stick.
My blood turns to ice.
I glance around no one’s watching. With trembling hands, I plug it into my work laptop.
One video file.
I click play.
The footage is grainy, black and white security camera style. It shows an underground garage. A man walks out of a car.
It’s Julian.
Then another man approaches tall, broad. They exchange something. Money? A flash drive?
The second man steps closer.
Suddenly, Julian slams him against the wall and pulls a gun.
My stomach drops.
I fast-forward. The man slumps to the ground. Julian steps over him, walks away without a single glance back.
Oh my God.
I yank the USB out and stash it in my drawer, heart racing.
Who sent this? And why?
Is it a warning?
Or a trap?
I barely make it into the elevator when my phone buzzes.
Julian: Come to my office. Now.
I hesitate for one split second before moving.
His door’s already open when I arrive.
He’s leaning against his desk, jaw tight, eyes burning with a storm I don’t understand.
“Someone’s been digging where they shouldn’t,” he says quietly.
My spine straightens. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
He pushes off the desk and stalks toward me. “Don’t lie to me, Aria. I warned you.”
I force myself not to flinch. “You also showed me a file of dead people. Forgive me for wanting to stay alive.”
His gaze softens for just a second. “You don’t understand the kind of war you’re walking into.”
“Then explain it,” I whisper. “Tell me who Voss is. What he has on you.”
Julian closes the distance between us.
“Dominic Voss was my father’s fixer. Now he wants to be mine. But I don’t follow orders.”
I blink. “So this is a power struggle?”
“It’s blood,” he growls. “Family. And secrets that don’t belong in daylight.”
I step closer, even though my instincts are screaming. “And what am I, Julian? A pawn in your war?”
He leans in, mouth inches from mine. “No. You’re the only thing keeping me sane in it.”
Just as I’m about to speak, a loud crack echoes outside the office.
Then another.
Gunshots.
Julian shoves me down behind his desk, body shielding mine.
“Stay down,” he growls.
I hear chaos outside shouting, running footsteps.
Julian pulls a gun from his drawer.
“What’s happening?” I whisper, breath shallow.
He looks at me, eyes full of fire.
“They’ve found us.”
Chapter Twenty FourJulian’s POVThe tunnel smelled like rust, wet metal, and time, all decaying into each other.The man ahead of me moved with the certainty of someone who knew every inch of the underground. His footsteps were silent on the gravel, but I kept mine loud. I wanted him to know I was still behind him. Still watching. Still deciding if I’d put a bullet between his shoulder blades.We turned a sharp corner. Fluorescent emergency strips blinked dimly on the low ceiling, some flickering, some dead. The light cast his shadow in long, stuttering lines across the corridor walls.I cleared my throat. “What did you mean when you said I wasn’t supposed to wake up again?”He didn’t turn. “Exactly what it sounds like.”“Then you’d better make it sound better,” I snapped. “Or I’m walking out.”He paused at a service door and keyed in an old code on a rusted panel. The door buzzed, then clicked open. Warm air rushed out, thick with ozone and faint electricity. I followed him in a nar
Chapter Twenty ThreeJulian’s POV“Target reacquired. Elevation drop detected. Adjusting route.”The synthetic voice sliced through the night as the drone banked left, engines pulsing with menace.I didn’t look back.“Come on, you bastards,” I muttered, sprinting down the skeletal remains of what used to be a skywalk. “You wanted me? You got me.”My boots hit the metal grating with heavy clangs, each step vibrating through my spine. The wind whipped hard against my jacket, slicing through the seams like tiny razors. My chest burned. But I didn’t slow down.Below, flashes of red lit the shattered street, scanning in waves. A misstep, one moment too long in the open, and it would lock on.The voice returned, no longer mechanical.“She’s not the one we want, Julian.”I skidded to a stop.Not a drone. Not a recording.This was live.“You hear that?” I said aloud, panting. “You don’t get to decide that anymore.”I darted right through the remains of a collapsed corridor, the ceiling cracke
Chapter Twenty Two Aria’s POVThe corridors echoed with our footsteps, fast, frantic, the slap of boots against concrete ringing louder than any alarm.My lungs burned. Not from exertion, but from fear. From adrenaline.Julian’s grip on my hand was tight, unrelenting. His skin was hot and damp, like a fire barely held in check. We didn’t speak. There wasn’t time for words, only movement.Only survival.Behind us, the vault’s lights flickered. Systems shutting down. Or maybe booting something up.The warning that had flashed across the screen still pulsed in my mind.Trace initiated.“Left,” Julian barked, yanking me toward a narrow hall. The ceiling hung lower here. Pipes ran overhead, dripping moisture that smacked the floor like a ticking clock.“How long before they reach us?” I asked between gasps.“Too soon,” he said. “If they’ve mobilized a drone unit or used signal triangulation, we could have five minutes… or one.”I didn’t like either option.We rounded another corner. The a
Chapter Twenty-One Aria’s POVThe screen flickered again, brightening the dark room in ghostly blue light. I took a step forward, heart racing, the taste of Julian still on my lips and the echo of his breath on my skin.And then, there she was.My mother.She appeared on screen with her usual clinical calm, hair swept into a bun, lab coat crisp even in the grainy resolution. But there was something in her eyes. Something I hadn’t seen in years.Fear.“Subject log: Swan Echo Protocol,” she began, her voice steady. “If you’re watching this, it means the failsafe has been breached. It means the people I feared most have already found you, or they will soon.”Julian stood beside me, unmoving. His breath was shallow, his arms folded tight across his chest like he was holding himself together by sheer force.Dr. Monroe’s gaze dropped, her hands fiddling with something out of frame. “This project was never meant to become a weapon. I thought if I could give humanity a second chance… if I co
Chapter Twenty Aria’s POVThe tunnel pressed in around us, dark and narrow, barely wide enough for both our bodies as we stumbled forward. The scent of scorched metal and wet stone clung to my skin, and my ears were still ringing from the blast.My heart raced, not just from the adrenaline. Julian’s hand was wrapped around mine, tight, like if he let go I’d vanish into the smoke behind us.We didn’t speak.Not until the tunnel opened into a small cavern, half-collapsed but dry. Cracked computer monitors blinked dimly along one wall. Ancient cables snaked along the floor, pulsing like veins beneath our feet.Julian finally turned, chest rising and falling beneath his torn shirt, sweat glistening down his neck. There was a cut across his cheekbone. Blood smeared down the side of his throat.I reached out without thinking.He flinched, but not away, into my touch.“You’re bleeding,” I whispered.His eyes locked with mine. “You almost died back there.”“So did you.”He took a step closer
Chapter NineteenAria’s POVJulian stood there, paralyzed in front of the glass, as if his entire identity had been caught in a beam of light and dissected. I watched his reflection merge with the floating figure inside the tank, and my breath hitched in my throat.They were identical.Same jawline, same scar near his thumb, same slope of his brow. But the figure in the tank had a cold stillness that sent a tremor down my spine. This version of Julian hadn’t moved in years. And yet… it looked newly alive. Suspended. Preserved.Waiting.My fingers curled tighter around the notebook. Its leather cover was damp from my sweat, but I held it like it contained oxygen. Maybe it did. Maybe this was the only thing keeping us afloat in a storm we didn’t know we were already drowning in.Julian turned to me, his voice cracking.“I don’t know what’s real anymore, Aria.”His confession tore through me.I stepped forward, slowly, like he might bolt. “You’re real.”“But am I?” His voice rose, bitte