Masuk"You never loved me, Gerald. You only loved the version of me that suffered for you." For years, Lara devoted everything to her marriage, but when she finally discovers she's pregnant— the miracle she had prayed for after years of heartbreak— she also receives devastating news: she has lung cancer and only six months left to live. Before she can tell Gerald the truth, his first love, Ria, returns from abroad and walks right back into their lives, turning Gerald against her and worse, hurting her till she lost her baby. Lara expects her husband to stand by her. Instead, Gerald accuses her of hurting Ria and refuses to believe she was ever pregnant or dying. Betrayed by the man she loved most, Lara signs the divorce papers and disappears from his life with the help of her best friend, Bryan, who was also in love with her. He stays beside her through painful treatments, shattered dreams, and countless nights when she thought she won't survive. But three years later, Lara returns. She's alive, stronger and no longer the woman Gerald once left behind. Now a successful businesswoman with wealth and influence beyond imagination, she catches Gerald's attention for all the wrong reasons. And he refuses to accept that he isn't her husband anymore. Bryan, the man who loved her when she had nothing, stands by her side as her pretend husband. Gerald fights to get back his wife who he almost lost due to his carelessness. As Ria schemes to destroy her once again, Lara must choose between the past that nearly killed her and the man who helped her live. This time, she won't be the one begging for
Lihat lebih banyakLara's POV
“Is it really incurable?” I asked, my heart in my throat as I squeezed the hem of my gown gently and the doctor nodded.
“In my whole experience as a doctor, Mrs. Stone, lung cancer has never been cured successfully. It has spread too far to be treated. Other hospitals may have developed a cure but not ours.” He responded and I let out a shaky sigh, my heart shattering into pieces.
I remembered brushing my hair days ago and was shocked at the amount of hair I lost. So it was cancer.
“How long do I have, doctor?” I asked shakily, rubbing my pale hands over each other. “How long till this… cancer takes my life?”
“Give or take, Mrs Stone, you have less than six months to live.” He responded and my heart sank into my stomach.
“But… I'm with a child. It hasn't even been four weeks. How will I give birth to her if I won't even make it to nine months?” I questioned, my eyes watering with tears and he let out a defeated sigh.
He placed his hands together on the table as he stared at me with an expression that told me whatever he was about to say wouldn't be good.
“I'd advise you to get rid of the baby, Mrs Stone—”
“No.” I interrupted him, wiping my tears. “There's no way I'll kill my innocent child just because you think I don't have time.”
“If you die, the child dies too. What's the difference if you just get rid of it now? Use the rest of your life to do what you want to do. Live it to the fullest.” He advised, taking off his glasses, and I knew he was right.
But… how could I just let go of a child I've been expecting for months? I had come to the hospital today for a test when I had been showing odd symptoms of pregnancy. But not only did I get a pregnancy result, but I also found out that I had an incurable disease inside me, and it was killing me slowly.
“And what if there's a chance that I can survive?” I asked shakily and he sighed, shaking his head.
“The only chance that you can survive this is 0.1 percent. That's too low—”
“I don't care. If there's a chance at all, even if it's a little one, I'll take it. I'm not getting rid of this child.” Not when I finally found a way to make Gerald notice me again.
Our marriage had been strained when I didn't get pregnant after three years of being together. This would be the bridge to fixing us once again. And I couldn't let it go.
“It's also risky, Mrs Stone—”
“I accept the risks. My child isn't leaving just because I am.” I said defiantly and he let out a sigh of defeat as he nodded in understanding.
“Alright. I'll give you some prescriptions to take. Do not stress yourself during this period no matter what.”
I left the hospital with my heart in my throat as I got into the car. The driver drove home silently and all I could do was think about how I would tell Gerald about my ailment.
I didn't want to lie to him, but telling him the truth that I was dying in six months would only make him paranoid about losing the child. Why couldn't I be happy for once in my life?
I let out a sigh as the car came to a stop and I clutched my purse that had my test results in it. I had to find a way to tell him somehow. But good news comes first.
I made my way inside, my heart beating fast as I made my way to our room when suddenly Gerald burst out of the room, looking like he had gotten dressed in less than ten seconds.
He was hurriedly putting on his shirt and buckling his pants, and I wondered if something had happened that he was rushing so fast.
“Gerald? Is something wrong?” I asked and he finally noticed my presence, turning to me with raised brows.
“Where were you all day? I was worried you disappeared. And why do you look so pale?” He asked, and my heart fluttered in my chest at the thought of him getting worried about me.
“Actually… I went to the hospital.” I started as he finally dressed up and he glanced at me, his brows knitted in confusion.
“Are you sick? Why didn't you call the family doctor?”
“Well—”
His phone rang so loudly that I flinched, interrupting my words, and he immediately took the call, placing his phone to his ear.
“I'll be there in ten minutes, I promise. Something… is holding me back.” He said and then ended the call.
I frowned, looking at him for some kind of explanation and he let out a sigh, shoving his phone into his pocket.
“I'll be out for a while.” He said plainly, and I swallowed, trying not to pry, but I couldn't help myself.
“Where to?” I asked before I could stop myself. “I mean… Is it because of the person who called? Is it some kind of important event? Or business issues?”
“Yeah.” He muttered, like he was trying to think of something. “Business issues. I'll be back before you know it.”
I knew he was lying but I couldn't prove it. He looked like he couldn't wait to leave and I clutched my purse harder.
“I have something important to tell you, Gerald. It's very important.” I said, trying to see if he would at least want to know what was up with me or why I went to the hospital.
“Can it wait till I'm back?” He asked as he stared at his phone. “I don't have the time right now. When I'm back.” He added and started to rush away, making his way downstairs and out of the house.
All I could do was stare at his retreating figure until the car drove out of the house. When would he ever treat me as someone important to him?
I let out a sigh, making my way to the room as I prayed he would return early so we could come up with a situation. I didn't want to die so I wanted to be sure there was a way I could survive more than the six-month deadline that the doctor had given me.
Minutes turned to hours, and I spent most of my time researching Lungs cancer. It was deadly… and incurable. But after seeing a few success stories about patients who survived, I couldn't help but feel the flower of hope that blossomed in my heart at knowing that I could survive too.
I would survive. And so would my baby.
I glanced at the clock, seeing that it was already past eleven, close to midnight and Gerald still wasn't back. I was worried that something might have happened to him because the way he left earlier was of urgent need.
I tried calling him but I kept getting directed to voicemail every single time. I had no idea when I fell asleep on the couch, but when I woke up, he still wasn't back, and it was past two in the morning.
Strands of my hair were on the couch where my head laid seconds ago and I sighed in despair.
After realizing that he wasn't coming home tonight, I made my way to our room while scrolling the internet for anything interesting.
Then I saw it.
The headline was written so boldly that it made my eyes hurt for a minute.
“Famous Billionaire Was Last Seen With Who Appears To Be His First Love That Escaped Death By An Inch.”
My heart nearly stopped as I scrolled down and the first image I saw had the phone slipping out of my hands, straight to the
Lara's POV “Your lies weren't enough and now you're trying to blame poor Ria? She doesn't even know what we're talking about. Must you be so shameless?” Gerald asked in annoyance and I gasped, shaking my head in disagreement.There was no way the results would just disappear into thin air. Something was wrong.“Gerald, you have to believe me—”“Just leave. Use the time to clear your head and ask yourself if this is the right thing to do.” He muttered, making way for me to leave and I let out a sigh, wiping a lone tear that fell.I walked out of the room and Gerald slammed it shut behind me as I slid to the ground, my back against the door. How the hell did the results disappear if she didn't take them? Who else could it be if not her? She was back to destroy me and Gerald would let her because he was too obsessed with her to see she wasn't as innocent as she claimed.Ria always knew how to make me the bad person in every story. Whenever she hurt me, she would also hurt herself, maki
Lara's POV I never got the chance to tell Gerald that I was pregnant. Or that I was dying in six months. I didn't want to believe that he would actually bring Ria to the house, so I didn't clean the room as he told me to.The doctor specifically told me not to stress myself and I wouldn't do that for a lady who didn't care if I was alive or dead.In two hours, Gerald's car drove into the house and I stood by the window, watching as he stepped out of the car and rushed to the passenger's seat. My heart flew to my throat when he opened the door and Ria stepped out.He brought her here. He actually brought her here.I watched as she slumped into his arms and he held her closely, wrapping her arms around his neck before picking her up in his arms. Gerald had never carried me that way in years.Ria clung to him like a leech, an exhausted expression on her face as Gerald walked into the house with her in his arms. I walked out of the room, my heart shattered at the sight in front of me and
Lara's POV My vision blurred as tears welled up in my eyes, but I quickly wiped them off, picking up my phone again. The picture was still there, proving that I wasn't going insane.In Gerald's arms was the one lady I recognized too well without needing to look too much. She was my sister. My younger sister who was my husband's first love.The one he was supposed to marry.So she was the reason he was rushing out of the house so fast this morning. He never stopped loving her after all. Even when she broke his heart five years ago by eloping with her lover, he never got over her. I was supposed to be her replacement so I did everything I could to love him in ways that no one could ever love him. I gave him everything I had and for a moment, I thought maybe he would forget about her and choose me. I had no idea she was back from Europe. But he just had to run straight to her without even caring about what I had to say. How absurd!I couldn't read the article anymore, so I switched my
Lara's POV “Is it really incurable?” I asked, my heart in my throat as I squeezed the hem of my gown gently and the doctor nodded.“In my whole experience as a doctor, Mrs. Stone, lung cancer has never been cured successfully. It has spread too far to be treated. Other hospitals may have developed a cure but not ours.” He responded and I let out a shaky sigh, my heart shattering into pieces.I remembered brushing my hair days ago and was shocked at the amount of hair I lost. So it was cancer. “How long do I have, doctor?” I asked shakily, rubbing my pale hands over each other. “How long till this… cancer takes my life?”“Give or take, Mrs Stone, you have less than six months to live.” He responded and my heart sank into my stomach.“But… I'm with a child. It hasn't even been four weeks. How will I give birth to her if I won't even make it to nine months?” I questioned, my eyes watering with tears and he let out a defeated sigh.He placed his hands together on the table as he stared






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